Ask your heart and soul

Cheng Yin changed her singing clothes, made a new look, and appeared at the recording site of a program again.This is already the third variety show announcement he has received this week. Su Xu thinks that it is on the rise and should increase the exposure, but for Cheng Yin, it is miserable.

He is not good at talking, and he has no talent for variety shows at all. The only thing he can do is sing.But Su Xu has been giving him advice all the time, if he wants to be in this circle, he must be able to sing alone.Now that the music scene is in decline, and he doesn't know how to create, he won't be popular for long with his voice alone, so he has to open up the situation.

So, Cheng Yin bit the bullet and got involved, trying to pick up the conversation and tell a few bad jokes that he had memorized, but unfortunately the effect was not good, and the scene was once embarrassing.

On the way back to the car, Cheng Yin was depressed, Su Xu glanced at him, and comforted him: "It's okay, take your time."

"Boss Su... Am I too stupid..." Cheng Yin lowered his head and twisted the corner of his clothes.

"Say it, you can just call me Brother Su Xu in private." Su Xu patted him on the shoulder, "Those big-name celebrities have come here step by step. I have a dinner party this Friday night, and many big names are there. You go with me."

It was already evening when Cheng Yin returned to the company, but he was not in a hurry to go home, but took a taxi to the southern suburbs.

Dongsheng Real Estate built a villa in the southern suburbs, behind it is a vast golf course, with a beautiful environment and sparsely populated land.Cheng Yin took out all the money he had saved in the past few years, the "You Listen to Me Sing" bonus, and the money he earned after joining China Overseas, and paid the down payment for the villa.

This was his dream long ago, to have a quiet and secluded home, his and Sui Feng's home.

Cheng Yin took the key to open the door and walked around the villa.He didn't have any extra money for renovations, so he did simple painting and floor tiles on the upper and lower floors, but when he smelled the fresh paint, Cheng Yin's depressed mood suddenly improved.He hasn't told Sui Feng about the existence of this house yet, but he thinks that Brother Sui Feng will be very happy. Over the years, they have had enough of living a life of wandering, and they are so happy to have a place to settle down.

Cheng Yin sat on the wooden chair for a while, imagining endlessly in his mind, and he even began to plan his future life with Sui Feng in this house.They would wake up with birdsong and sunshine, cook in the spacious and bright kitchen, and watch movies on the soft sofa. He even reserved a room for Sui Feng to create.In the past few months, Sui Feng went out early and returned home late every day. He didn't know what he was busy with. When he asked him, he just said that he had found an ordinary job, and he didn't want to say more.Cheng Yin felt an inexplicable panic. Sui Feng, who no longer wrote songs and played the piano, seemed to be further away from him.He embarked on the road of acting according to Sui Feng's idea, but Sui Feng was not happier.Their relationship is not any closer.Sui Feng is busy, and he is even busier. Sometimes they don't see each other for several days.Cheng Yin really missed the boy who played the guitar and sang freely, and also missed the self who followed Sui Feng at the beginning of love, which was his lifelong dream.

Cheng Yin leaned back on the chair and fell asleep with such longing. There was still a smile on the corner of his mouth in his sleep. When he woke up, it was already dark.The empty house was pitch black, and no sound could be heard, as if he had fallen into a void after waking up from a dream. Cheng Yin was a little scared, and quickly took out his mobile phone to call a car to go home.

He had never stayed so late before, and the call for a car was very difficult, and it took an hour before the driver was willing to pick him up.There was a heavy rain on the way home, and Cheng Yin looked at the lightning and thunder outside the car window, feeling a vague sense of uneasiness in his heart.

The sky was dark and cloudy, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier. Cheng Yin was already drenched in the short distance from the gate of the community to the apartment building.But when he walked to the door of the house and saw the orange light pouring out from the crack of the door, all the uneasiness and coldness disappeared, leaving only warmth and waves in his heart——Is Sui Feng at home? !

He hurriedly opened the door trembling.

There was no one in the living room, but the lights in Sui Feng's bedroom were on, and Cheng Yin walked over lightly, wanting to surprise Sui Feng.

Sure enough, Sui Feng was there, but he was packing his luggage.A large black suitcase has been packed and placed under his feet, and he is packing things into another box.

Rumbling, thunder rolled across the sky, Cheng Yin froze in place as if he had been struck.

Sui Feng turned his head and saw him, his expression suddenly changed.

"Cheng Yin..."

"Brother, what are you doing?"

Sui Feng took out a few tissues and handed them to him: "Wipe it first, it's full of water."

Cheng Yin didn't answer: "Brother, where are you going?"

Sui Feng was silent.

"Tell me!" Cheng Yin was in a hurry, pointing to the almost tidy bedroom, "Are you clearing things these days? Where are you going?"

Sui Feng sighed deeply: "Cheng Yin, I'm leaving, going to the south. As you know, my father's factory is there, and I decided to help."

Cheng Yin was shocked and said: "But you and uncle..."

"Yes, we have fallen out many times. But the rebellious period will end one day," Sui Feng looked at him and whispered, "Cheng Yin, do you know? People still have to reconcile with their parents and themselves .”

"So?" Cheng Yin's eyes widened, and water kept flowing from his hair, dripping into his eyes, blinking lightly like tears: "Are you going to abandon me?"

Seeing Cheng Yin's appearance, Sui Feng's heart almost broke.He thought about taking Cheng Yin away, but it was impossible.Cheng Yin has a higher and farther road to go, just like Bai Wan, he sent them to the stage one by one, but he is about to call his own curtain call.

Sui Feng came over and wanted to hold him tightly in his arms, but his outstretched hand suddenly stopped in mid-air.

Cheng Yin was shaking violently, he was afraid that if he touched this thin body, he would shatter like glass.

"Xiao Chengyin..." Sui Feng's eyes were also red, "I didn't leave you behind, you don't have to be afraid of being left behind by anyone. You will have a better life, your acting career has just begun, you... ..."

"Enough!" Cheng Yin suddenly roared, and with thunder after thunder, the whole rental house seemed to be crumbling.

"What is this? You asked me to compete with Brother Bai Wan! Don't you want to see the results of my victory? Brother, I will win! Or do you want Brother Bai Wan to come back? I will help you! Don't you Let's go!" Cheng Yin grabbed Sui Feng's hand and threw himself into his arms.He tightly hugged Sui Feng's back, like a drowning man hugging his only floating board, tears pouring down like torrential rain.

Cheng Yin felt a heart-piercing pain sweeping over, all his dreams, all his longings, all his hopes, his only remaining love, were blown into a pile of ruins at this moment.Sui Feng will never understand that the meaning of his life is to follow him, from his teens to the present, and to the distant future, he never thought of leaving him.For him, he bid farewell to his parents, gave up the ordinary life, gave up the possibility of falling in love with others, and followed his footsteps wholeheartedly.He didn't dare to extravagantly expect to get the same love, he only hoped that he could live with him like this forever, even if he was a brother for a lifetime, he would be satisfied.

But now Sui Feng is leaving, leaving him behind!

Cheng Yin raised his head, his eyes blurred with tears: "Brother, I'll help you get whatever you want, don't leave!"

Sui Feng stroked Cheng Yin's wet hair, his heart pierced like a knife: "I don't want anything, Bai Wan and I are over long ago. I don't need you to do anything for me, I just hope you live well. "

Cheng Yin shook his head desperately.

Sui Feng said again: "You are going to become a big star in the future, I can't live with you forever, I will influence you. Cheng Yin, when you grow up, stop doing childish things!"

He firmly pushed Cheng Yin away bit by bit.

A short distance away, Cheng Yin looked at him with a pale face, but Sui Feng avoided his eyes.

Suddenly, Cheng Yin understood that this man's determination and decisions have never been shaken by anyone, just like when he resolutely wanted to start a band back then, he would not hesitate to pay any price for what he wanted to do.If he is unwilling, no one can force him.

I have always been wishful thinking.

Cheng Yin closed his eyes, and in an instant, he had already made a decision in his mind.

He can't keep him, at least he has to keep a memory, which can be regarded as an explanation for so many years.

"When are you leaving?" Cheng Yin asked with trembling lips.

Sui Feng smiled wryly and said: "At the end of this month. I wanted to find a time to talk to you, but I didn't expect you..."

Cheng Yin shook his head painfully: "What's the difference? Anyway, you always have to leave."

"Sorry……"

"Stop saying I'm sorry." Cheng Yin's heart was ashamed, "Before you leave, let me make another meal for you, and treat it as a practice for you!"

In the next few days, Cheng Yin was in a trance and made frequent mistakes in speaking and doing things.Even Su Xu couldn't stand it anymore.

"What's the matter with you recently? Did you take the wrong medicine?" Su Xu deliberately called Cheng Yin to his office, "Don't make any trouble for me at the dinner tonight, it's the big boss."

"I'm sorry, Brother Su Xu, I haven't been feeling well these two days. Can I..."

"I can't!" Su Xu got a little angry, "What are you thinking? How many people want this opportunity and refuse to come, and you are still pushing and resisting?"

"I'm sorry, I'll go." Cheng Yin immediately held back his breath.

Seeing that his complexion was really bad, Su Xu softened his tone: "Don't be too stressed, it's just a private party, and you may be asked to sing two songs at that time, if you perform well, good resources will be the first ones in the future. Thinking of you. Besides, it’s not just about music resources. There is no future for making music now. The company will definitely develop into film and television in the future. If you have a good image and a suitable role, you may become famous. By then, you will gain both fame and fortune. Thank me……"

In fact, Cheng Yin didn't listen to what Su Xu said later, he nodded mechanically, feeling at a loss.

Su Xu became impatient while talking, and waved his hand: "Okay, you go to rest first, I will send a car to pick you up in the evening, dress more formally."

After Cheng Yin left, Su Xu went to the company's regular meeting.

He has always disliked this kind of serious meeting, where a bunch of old antiques are flattering, and nothing can be said at all.But Su Xu went anyway when he heard that the project case of "The Wind and Rain Building" was going to be discussed today.He was afraid that in his absence, Ye Chengen would kill the opportunity he had finally won.

Sure enough, at the meeting, Ye Chengen directly played the theme song sung by Bai Wan, and told Su Zheng that the company didn't need to spend time re-recording it, wasting time.

Su Xu smiled triumphantly, and took out a USB flash drive: "Then let's listen to Cheng Yin's singing. We specially invited Teacher Yan to come out of the mountain to be the producer. This is the first song. Finished."

After the two versions of the concert were broadcast, Su Zheng was silent for a moment, and asked Fu Ye, "What do you think?"

Fu Ye didn't need to attend the company's regular meeting, but when it came to these two songs, Su Zheng still invited him over.Fu Ye didn't speak at first, and sat there with his chest folded, but now he smiled at Su Xu: "I heard that the second young master not only wants to praise Cheng Yin, but also has some plans for the company's future development?"

Su Xu was taken aback, he didn't know that Fu Ye was so well informed.

"Ahem," Su Xu cleared his throat, and said, "Actually, I think the company should invest more in film and television. Recently, there is a film and television project that I am quite optimistic about..."

He was about to make a long speech when Su Zheng interrupted him: "Nowadays, film and television productions are full of hot money, and it's not good to get involved. Let's just wait and see. As for the theme song, since they both recorded it, let the film crew Go and choose."

After the meeting ended, Su Xu walked to Fu Ye's side: "I'm sorry, Brother Fu, Bai Wan is hopeless."

Fu Ye raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "So confident?"

"Aren't you also optimistic about Cheng Yin?" Su Xu said, "Are you really not on my side? Don't you think Bai Wan's singing style is outdated? He has a stubborn mind, and the company needs it." Not this kind of singer who accepts death, but an artist who has developed a lot and is easy to manipulate."

Fu Ye stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "It turns out that when you were idle, your brother worried about you going astray every day. Now that you are serious, why do I think he needs to worry more?"

"What are you worried about?" Su Xu grinned, "I'm doing it for the good of the company. Over the years, I've seen a lot of ghosts and monsters. Everyone in this circle wants to be opportunistic. Why do we have to have trouble with money?"

Fu Ye gave him a deep look, noncommittal.