Ask your heart and soul

Bai Wan found out that Cheng Yin was going to sing the theme song of "The Wind and Rain Tower" on the Internet.He hadn't checked Weibo for a long time, and the moment he logged in that day, his network was almost paralyzed by overwhelming private messages and comments.And among so many messages, almost all of them are scolding by fans of the two families.

His fans were very angry and scolded Cheng Yin for being a white-eyed wolf, a white lotus, pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, it was a waste of Baiwan to promote him, and they voted for him in the finals.

From the beginning of the competition, Cheng Yin has had many new fans. He can speak slang more than anyone else, and satirizes Bai Wan's narrow-mindedness in a weird way. He sings badly and deserves to be banned.

Of course, there were also a lot of gossip passers-by, and they mentioned their future and past in words, as if watching the excitement was not a big deal.

At first, Bai Wan thought it was just a scolding battle among fans, and there were a lot of people who were famous. He also came here like this at the beginning, so he didn't care much.But looking at it, I felt something was wrong.Why did Cheng Yin get involved with "The Wind and Rain Building"?He searched for these two entries, and found that several marketing accounts broke the news that he was originally asked to sing the theme song of "Feng Yu Xi Lou", but now for various reasons, Cheng Yin was replaced.

"Because of various reasons", this is too much to cover up, and sure enough, some black fans commented sourly below, saying that it must be because he has no emotion in singing and can't sing the feeling expressed in the play, so he has to change.

Bai Wan sneered secretly, the wording and pictures of these marketing accounts are all the same, it looks like navy style at first glance, but who is posting these news?

Until now, Bai Wan felt that this was just a hype, fan fantasies.He called Liu Kong and asked what was going on, but Liu Kong hesitated.

"This, this is what Su Xu meant, let Cheng Yin try it too. Why didn't I tell you? Oh, don't pay too much attention to it. He may not be as good as you in singing, and he may not be able to use him in the end. Everything is uncertain, I don't want to upset you!"

Bai Wan was so angry that she hung up the phone.

Yes, he was very angry, very angry, but the anger was not because Cheng Yin stole his song, but because everyone was hiding it from him and playing him like a fool.Since Cheng Yin was to be praised, why was he asked to sing in the first place?How much homework he did, how much painstaking effort he spent, how much memory he sacrificed, and tried his best to find the feeling of love that Fu Ye said.He is a very cold person, but because of these two songs, he tried to melt himself a little bit—no, not all because of these two songs, but also because of Fu Ye's trust and advice.Fu Ye, because of Fu Ye, he even had such a ridiculous dream, but how did Fu Ye treat him?

Bai Wan suddenly remembered the way Fu Ye came to look for him the day before yesterday, he hesitated to speak.

Yes, maybe then he came here just to tell him about it.I just wanted to tell him that his song was sung by Cheng Yin, and all previous efforts were useless.

He remembered Fu Ye's indifferent look when he mentioned "void" when he was recording the song before, as if a basin of ice water was poured on his head, and his whole body condensed.

The coldness from inside to outside made him gradually calm down. Liu Kong said that everything was still undecided, but Bai Wan didn't want to argue with Cheng Yin anymore.

Since he wants to sing, then give it to him.

Bai Wan went to the study room and found the original book and the printed script that he had bought. Between the lines, there were notes he wrote with a ballpoint pen.He sorted out every relationship and every detail of the characters in the play, and wrote down his thoughts. Looking at it now, it is really ridiculous and pitiful.

He took out the lighter and lit it, and it burned the whole fire.

He is really tired.

The next day, Bai Wan went to the company. He originally wanted to go directly to Ye Chengen, but ran into Fu Ye in the elevator.

Many times, they always met on narrow roads, and Bai Wan didn't know whether it was fate or calamity.

He didn't want to talk to Fu Ye, but there were only the two of them in the small and cramped space, so Bai Wan could only pretend that he didn't know Fu Ye, and stared at the screen without looking sideways.

A block of silence quickly filled the entire elevator, and Bai Wan felt that she was about to lose her breath.

He stared at the ever-rising numbers, praying in his heart to be faster, and then faster, and finally, he arrived at the twelfth floor that he had pressed.With a ding, the elevator door opened, and Bai Wan strode forward, just about to rush out, but Fu Ye grabbed his arm even faster and pressed the close button.

"..."

The elevator door closed slowly and continued to rise, Bai Wan finally got angry, turned her head and shouted: "What are you doing?"

"Are you looking for Ye Chengen?" Fu Ye's dark pupils examined him, "You look so bad? What happened?"

"What's the matter?" Bai Wan sneered, ""The Wind and Rain Tower" is about to be sung by a different singer, is it Cheng Yin you recommended?"

Fu Ye was startled, and frowned: "Who said that?"

Bai Wan didn't want to get entangled with him, so she raised her arm: "Let go!"

His voice was full of anger, but there was a sadness and coolness in his eyes. Fu Ye stared into his eyes, and unconsciously let go of his hand.

At this time, the [-]th floor arrived, Bai Wan knocked Fu Ye away and rushed out of the elevator, walking quickly towards the stairwell.

Fu Ye looked at his back thoughtfully.

Bai Wan met Ye Chengen and explained her thoughts.

Ye Chengen persuaded him: "Don't be in a hurry, wait, in the end, President Su and the production team need to make a decision."

"No need." Bai Wan said coldly, "I haven't reduced Bai Wan to waiting for other people's remaining songs."

"That's not what it means. Sigh!" Ye Chengen pressed his temples with a headache. He was devastated by a bunch of messy things these days. He didn't expect Su Xu to suddenly cross the line and sell the news to the marketing account. It was clearly an embarrassment for him as the art director.

"Boss Ye, you don't need to talk about it. I know it will be difficult for you. Why don't I just quit. There will be more opportunities in the future, and I won't miss one or two."

"Wait," Ye Chengen asked, "You want to quit, does Fu Ye know?"

Bai Wan's heart skipped a beat. He hadn't told anyone before he came here. Thinking of Fu Ye's appearance in the elevator, he seemed unaware of the replacement.

But how is it possible? !

He is obviously the one who likes Cheng Yin the most, and he obviously wants to train Cheng Yin to be Jiang Zhiming's successor, maybe even his feelings can be transferred to Cheng Yin.

Bai Wan suddenly felt that it was ridiculous that he was still struggling with these things until now.

Before he sorted out his feelings for Fu Ye, he fell into another whirlpool.Just like with Sui Feng back then, as if this was his destiny.

Bai Wan sighed secretly: "It doesn't matter whether he knows or not. The mouth is on my body. I don't want to sing anymore. I'm sorry."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care whether Ye Chengen would be angry or not, he turned and left the office.

Coincidentally, Bai Wan met Cheng Yin in the glass corridor on the twelfth floor.

Long time no see, Cheng Yin seems to have grown taller.But when he got closer, Bai Wan realized that his back, which was always timid, straightened up.He was wearing a well-tailored casual suit, with his hair done and light makeup on his face. It seemed that he had just returned from an event and looked like an idol star.

"Brother Bai Wan!" Cheng Yin greeted him.

Bai Wan pretended not to hear, and brushed past him.

Suddenly, Cheng Yin asked softly behind him, "Brother Bai Wan, do you know?"

Bai Wan's footsteps faltered, and she turned around: "What do you think?"

"I didn't do it on purpose." Cheng Yin bit his lips, as if he was making up his mind, "It's just, I think, after so many years, I can't always look up to you. Mr. Su is right, since Brother Sui Feng let me go This way, one day, we will compete fairly.”

"Competition?" Bai Wan couldn't help but sneered. He walked back step by step, looked down at Cheng Yin slightly, and said contemptuously, "No need. I'll give it to you. Anyway, you like to pick up things I don't want, don't you? Want to compete with me? You are not worthy!"

Cheng Yin froze there, his face turned red and pale, as if he had been hit hard.Seeing his delicate and pitiful appearance, Bai Wan suddenly felt powerless, as if he had been punched heavily on cotton.

He couldn't say any more, he just hoped that he would never see Cheng Yin again.

Bai Wan came out of the company, in broad daylight, brilliant day, as a well-known star, he found that he had nowhere to go.

The seemingly glamorous life is actually so cramped and lonely.

Bai Wan drove around the street for a long time, and finally went to Blue Harbor.

The west bank of Blue Harbor is undeveloped, full of barren rocks and ruins, inaccessible, but it is a good place for killing people and throwing corpses.

Bai Wan leaned against the bridge and thought about it seriously. If he really wanted to kill someone and throw his body away, who would he kill first.

Maybe it's me? !

In the past few days, his loathing of himself has been increasing day by day, especially after having that dream, he feels that he is shameless and shameless.He is a man who has not been loved since birth and will not love.How could you think of a man who looked down on him from the beginning and always sneered at him? !Just for the occasional little warmth?Just because Fu Ye took him away drunk in the bar, played the piano for him in the deep night, and taught him how to cry in the empty valley?Just because he is a high-ranking gold medal producer, but he is willing to make a cup of fat sea for him in the early morning of recording songs?

Looking at the sparkling sea, Bai Wan thought back to the scenes with Fu Ye, the wind was blowing his forehead hair and his thoughts.The sea-crossing bridge spans the sky, but the gap between people cannot be bridged by any bridge.If Fu Ye knew what he was thinking, would he humiliate him severely?

He would never humiliate himself like this.

No matter what kind of affection, time can dilute it, this life is very short, bear with it and pass.

Bai Wan told herself so.

Suddenly, a car roared, breaking the silence of the wasteland.

Bai Wan looked up, and saw a black Land Rover driving rapidly along the coastline, until it came to his side.

Bai Wan was startled and subconsciously wanted to run away.

Just taking two steps back, Fu Ye jumped out of the car vigorously and grabbed his arm.

"..."

This is the third time he has held him like this, and Bai Wan hates herself for remembering these details so clearly at this time.

"Why are you here?" He poked his neck and asked forcefully.

Fu Ye snorted and said, "Guess."

Bai Wan couldn't play with him, so she cursed bitterly: "Crazy!"

"Are you crazy?!" Fu Ye's sharp eyes seemed to stare him out of a hole, "Why did you give up?"

"Give up what?"

"You know it yourself!"

Bai Wan took a deep breath: "I don't want to compete with someone who is inferior to me in every way!"

"Are you afraid of failure?"

"You don't need to use aggressive methods, I won't be fooled."

"For you, I still need to use the aggressive method?" Fu Ye said coldly, "I just think that you have made great progress in these two songs, and it would be an idiot for the film studio not to choose you."

"..."

"Bai Wan, this is not a game, there is no winner or loser, what are you afraid of?"

"I……"

Bai Wan wanted to say that she wasn't afraid at all, but Fu Ye held him tightly, his small shadow reflected in his deep pupils, Bai Wan's breathing was stagnant, and the scene in the trance dream was about to repeat itself, and he couldn't move for a while .

However, seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Fu Ye let go.

"Forget it. In fact, I just came to inform you that the song has already been recorded, and the copyright belongs to the company. Your objection is invalid." Fu Ye showed a vicious smile, turned around and got into the car, "Are you going?"

Bai Wan stood there in a daze, without any response.

Fu Ye shook his head, started the car on his own, but didn't leave.After a while, he rolled down the car window and said to Bai Wan: "Do you know how I came here? I followed you." He rarely laughed at himself, "I thought you were going to do something stupid when you looked so out of your mind. , I didn’t expect that it was me who made the mistake and made the fool.”

A gust of sea breeze blew and scattered the last few words in the wind. Bai Wan suspected that he had heard wrong, so she hurriedly looked up.

But where is the shadow of Fu Ye, there is only a small black dot on the winding coastline, gradually drifting away.