Ask your heart and soul

The dinner that Su Xu brought Cheng Yin to was indeed a private party, but the venue was arranged in Jinxiu Biecheng, which is the most upscale garden club in the city, where trees are flourishing and lush all year round.Small bridges and flowing water, pavilions and pavilions are dotted among them, which has a unique style.

When Cheng Yin and the others arrived, night had already fallen, and high-hanging electric lanterns could be seen everywhere, illuminating the entire garden brightly, as if it were daytime.The guests come and go, shuttling among them, so lively.

Su Xu took Cheng Yin for a couple of rounds first, and met a lot of bigwigs in the investment circle and the film and television industry. After a few drinks, a boss came over and joked that he wanted to have some singing and dancing to add to the fun.

Immediately, the little stars who were brought to the scene performed on the spot.There was a girl who had danced since elementary school, and had just played soy sauce in a big-budget movie. She was spotted by the director and brought to this occasion.She performed a folk dance, which aroused applause from everyone.Su Xu pushed Cheng Yin and asked him to sing a song too.

"Director Zhou has a big movie coming up, go and sing a song, get to know each other, maybe you can get a role."

Cheng Yin reluctantly said, "I don't know how to act."

"You're stupid! You don't know how to act, so it's good if you can sing an episode, so you don't have to work so hard, thinking about competing with Bai Wan all day long."

Cheng Yin was poked at the sore spot, his face turned pale, and he lowered his head and stopped talking.

Seeing his acquiescence, Su Xu pushed him over: "This is Cheng Yin from our company, who just released the EP and made a fool of himself. Bosses, please take care of me in the future."

Cheng Yin raised his head slowly, and countless pairs of eyes were looking at him, either curious or playful or frivolous or disdainful, he felt as if he was being roasted on the fire, his only thought was that this is what Brother Sui Feng wanted him to do. way to go?If this is the case, then he should go on.Cheng Yin closed his eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm showing my ugliness."

He sang the song "If You Don't" with all his strength, and his throat was bleeding from singing.At the end of the song, everyone's eyes, applause, and the wobbly red lanterns above their heads disappeared, and only Sui Feng's eyes when he said he was going to leave remained in his consciousness.

If he did it all over again, how could he keep Sui Feng?

This assumption is actually meaningless. There are no ifs in life.

No if, no if, don't...

The song Cheng Yin sang surprised the audience and saved Su Xu enough face.

Throughout the night, Su Xu was like a fish in water, chatting and laughing happily with the group of investors, and gradually stopped caring about Cheng Yin.

Cheng Yin didn't dare to disturb him, and didn't dare to leave, so he stood alone in the corner drinking juice.After a while, a man in a suit and leather shoes came over and asked him to have a drink.

"Sorry, I don't drink."

"Boss Su asked me to invite you, so you don't show face?" The man looks like a human being, but for some reason he speaks in a greasy tone.

Cheng Yin felt sick for a while.

He looked towards Su Xu, but Su Xu was chatting enthusiastically with those people and didn't look at him at all. He had no choice but to drink the wine the man gave him.

The man didn't seem to know enough was enough, poured him a second glass and forced him to drink.

For the third cup, Cheng Yin couldn't take it anymore, and was about to forcefully refuse, when suddenly, the cup was covered by a hand.

"Mr. Xiao bullying a newcomer like this, isn't it good?" The person who came was a young man with a baby face, but a pair of very sharp eyes, like a poisonous bee.

That Mr. Xiao seemed to have been stabbed, and he said haha: "So it's Mr. Fan! It's so rare!" He said to Cheng Yin, "Then I won't persuade you to drink. The young man sings well, and we will have a chance to cooperate in the future."

After speaking, he left angrily.

"Thank you." Cheng Yin hurriedly thanked Mr. Fan.

"My name is Fan Tian," the man handed him a business card.

Cheng Yin was shocked when he saw the title on the business card: "Jincheng, Jincheng Entertainment?"

"What? Prejudice against our company?"

"of course not."

"It's fine if it's not." Fan Tian smiled, "Although we and Zhong Hai are old rivals, everyone has a love for talents, and it doesn't hurt to make friends, right?"

Cheng Yin squeezed his business card and said nothing.

Fan Tian changed the subject: "Do you know why that person bought you a drink?"

Cheng Yin shook his head.

"Then do you feel a little hot now?"

"?!" Cheng Yin suddenly opened his eyes wide.

"Don't be nervous," Fan Tian said, "Although he took some medicine, you didn't drink much, so it shouldn't have any effect. This man is an old man in the circle, and he only picks out clean newcomers." He narrowed his eyes, Looking Cheng Yin up and down, "Such a good seedling, Su Xu doesn't care about you!"

"..."

Cheng Yin found Su Xu and bluntly said that he was not feeling well and wanted to go back immediately.Seeing that his face was indeed blushing abnormally, Su Xu couldn't help feeling puzzled: "Are you okay? Are you uncomfortable?"

Cheng Yin didn't dare to talk about being drugged, so he found an excuse to say that he was allergic to alcohol.Su Xu had no choice but to call a car for him and let him go back to rest first.

Sitting in the car, Cheng Yin's body was already weak for a while, the effect of this medicine was far more terrifying than what Fan Tian said, maybe because he had never experienced such a thing, the feeling of turbulent emotions was so unbearable, he almost wanted to Want to go home immediately and fall into Sui Feng's arms.

He got out of the car, stumbled up the stairs, and muttered Sui Feng's name.

As soon as the closed door was opened, Cheng Yin, as if an extremely thirsty person finally saw a ray of clear spring, rushed towards it impatiently.

He hugged Sui Feng, searching for his lips eagerly and boldly.

He smelled a strong smell of alcohol, Sui Feng drank it, it was great.He doesn't need to be awake, nor does Sui Feng need to be awake.He hoped that on the eve of the end of the world, the two of them could fall into the abyss together.

He originally made such a plan, cook a meal for Sui Feng, drink once, get Sui Feng drunk, confess his love through wine, and dedicate himself to him.Now God has given him this opportunity, which is simply wonderful.

Facing Cheng Yin's initiative, Sui Feng was completely taken aback.He drank a lot of wine. Since he decided to go south, he almost drank half a bottle of red wine every day before falling asleep.He has a lot of things that he can't let go of, and the one he can't let go of is of course Cheng Yin.Cheng Yin has been with him for more than ten years and gave him the best years. Many times, he wanted to respond to this child's feelings.But he didn't dare, he couldn't.He was afraid that he hadn't completely let go of Bai Wan in his heart, which would be too unfair to Cheng Yin, and he couldn't be an obstacle on Cheng Yin's star journey.So, he has to go.

However, when Cheng Yin's hot body was pressed against him tightly, declaring that he loved him hoarsely in his ear, all reason evaporated under the burning of alcohol, and all restraint and defense collapsed into ashes.He hugged Cheng Yin, Cheng Yin's legs wrapped around his waist, his arms around his neck, asking for kisses like a child, entangled like a snake.He never knew that this boy who was always timid had such a great charm that he almost couldn't bear it.When they fell on the bed together, with their clothes off, what should have happened happened naturally, and what should not have happened was no longer powerless to resist...

Cheng Yin felt that he had had an absurd dream, in which there was tearing pain, but also extremely lingering tenderness.When the heat in his body was about to recede, he vaguely felt that this dream was about to wake up, unwilling to do so, he wanted to grab the last trace of sweetness.

He turned over to kiss the man's lips, but heard a dreamlike murmur——

"Bai Wan..."

The thoughts and fantasies in Cheng Yin's mind receded completely in an instant, and this dream was awakened in a very cruel way.His whole body was sticky and greasy, but he was shivering, as if he had fallen into an extremely cold ice cave.At no point in the past 25 years has it been colder and more sober.

He just looked at the person next to the pillow without blinking, holding on to the last glimmer of hope, begging Sui Feng to say one more word, even if it was "Bai Wan, I'm sorry".But no more, nothing left.The room was terribly quiet, Cheng Yin listened to his heartbeat from violent beating to death-like calm, as if walking through the gate of hell, life and death were all indifferent.

After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Yin endured the pain in his body and sat up, calmly got out of bed, picked up the clothes on the ground, and walked out of the bedroom.

He got dressed in the living room, took some simple clothes and put them in his travel bag, and then walked out the door lightly.

The sun at five or six o'clock hadn't yet shown its power, hanging in the sky sullenly, the driver master yawned and asked Cheng Yin impatiently where he was going.

Cheng Yin reported the address of Nanjiao.

The car drove south, and the sun began to become stronger. Cheng Yin was illuminated brightly, and felt that he was gradually melting.

This is also good, melting the old, a new Cheng Yin will be born.

From the inside out, from the present to the future, he is saying goodbye to his past self.

He doesn't hate Sui Feng, really, not at all, what's wrong with Sui Feng?He just, never loved himself.

There is nothing wrong with one person not loving another.

It is not wrong for one person to leave another person.

He was willing to sacrifice himself for love, but the most important night of his life turned out to be a big oolong.

He's just a stand-in.

He has lived in the shadow of that person for so many years, and now he is used as a substitute for that person.

Why?

He has been suppressed for too long, and deceived himself for too long.

He doesn't agree!

He is not willing!

Bai Wan didn't go to the company for the past few days. He heard from Liu Kong that the company handed over his and Cheng Yin's singing versions to the film studio. What Su Zheng meant was to let them compete fairly.Although Bai Wan was unhappy in his heart, what Fu Ye said that day still touched him a little.Fu Ye was right, it was not up to him to choose who to sing, so why bother to fall out with the company and the film crew for the sake of one breath.So he simply put the matter aside and started thinking about taking a vacation again.

Ever since he met Fu Ye, he felt exhausted physically and mentally, and needed to relax.

He searched a lot of information, and finally set his destination on a small island in the depths of the Pacific Ocean—Suhuan Island.

Suhuan Island is surrounded by the sea on all sides, and the scenery is very beautiful, but because the location is relatively remote, it is not a popular scenic spot, and there are not many tourists, so it is suitable for wealthy celebrities like them to travel.

After Bai Wan planned her itinerary, she went to report to Ye Chengen.

"Suhuan Island?" Ye Chengen readily agreed, and smiled mysteriously, "It's a good place."

Bai Wan didn't understand the meaning of Ye Chengen's smile at first, until the plane landed on this beautiful island, he dragged his suitcase into the best sea view hotel on the island, and when he saw the person who absolutely shouldn't be here , he understood what Ye Chengen meant.

"You, you, why are you here?" Bai Wan looked like he had seen a ghost, he was really surprised.

I haven't seen him for a few days. Fu Ye seems to be a little tanned. He is wearing a blue vest, colorful beach pants, and a straw in his mouth. It is very different from the previous strong and cold image.

But he was also startled when he saw Bai Wan, the stunned expression was not faked.

"Are you here for vacation?" Fu Ye looked him up and down, and suddenly thought of something, suddenly realized, and cursed with a smile, "You son of a bitch!"

"Who are you scolding?" Bai Wan stared at him suspiciously.

Fu Ye spread his hands and said with a helpless smile: "Both of us have been tricked by Ye Chengen!"