summer love

Xianyang City East Building

许浑

As soon as I go to Gaocheng, I am sorrowful, and Jianjia Yangliu resembles Tingzhou.

At the beginning of Xiyun, the pavilion was sinking, and the rain was about to come and the wind filled the building.

The birds under the green Wu Qin Yuanxi, the cicadas sing the yellow leaves in the Han Palace in autumn.

Pedestrians don't ask about the past, the ancient country came to the east and the Wei River flowed.

I told the story of my brother and me to two people in total.The first time I spoke was to vent my heart, I wanted to express all the words in my heart.Although I have decided to let go of that relationship, I can't do it, I really can't do it, and my attachment to my brother is even stronger here.

The second time I talked about my nostalgia for my brother.But I found that what I was nostalgic to a large extent was not my brother but my brother's love for me, especially when I was alone on the plateau, this feeling was even stronger.Since I met this young man, my mood has become much more cheerful, and my nostalgia for my brother was once hidden in my heart.

I still remember what my sister said to us, "This path was chosen by you, and none of us can help you. No matter how difficult it is, you must go on hand in hand." Yes, no matter how difficult it is, I will go on.

My biggest spiritual pillar now is the sweet and tortuous memories of me and my brother.

That day, my brother and I were eating in the creative restaurant outside the school, and neither of us paid attention to the people coming and going in and out of the restaurant.Suddenly a person sat down across from us, and I held up the spoon in mid-air to feed my brother, if my brother hadn't caught it, it would have fallen to the ground.It took me a long time to say a single word: "Sister."

Her nonchalant expression was very frightening: "Tell me, what's going on?"

My brother took my hand to calm me down and my face returned to calm.Although we can be unscrupulously loving at school, we still can't do it in front of our family.

"That's what you see." I put our hands tightly on the table and said calmly, "Sister, you doubted me a long time ago, right?"

"I just think you should have a partner. In the past six months, you have gone home less and less frequently, and every time you go home, you are absent-minded. But no matter how I slap you, you haven't said that you have a partner, so I'm curious to know who your object is."

"Then how did you find this place? You're not following me, are you?"

"Do you think I'm a bored person? I just asked someone to come to the school to look for you." My sister said, and threw a bunch of photos on the table, all of which were secretly taken of me and me from various angles elder brother.

"You hired someone to investigate me?"

"If I don't investigate you, how do I know that you will eat here today? If I don't investigate you, when are you going to confess this matter to the family." At this time, my sister and I were already slightly angry.

At this time my brother spoke and said to my sister: "Sister, we..."

Before he could speak, my sister interrupted him, "I'm not your sister, this is a matter between me and Wang Ziyu. You'd better not interrupt, if you can't help it, leave immediately."

My brother didn't speak any more, just sat next to me and drove our siblings, but he never let go of my hand.

"I will find a suitable time to confess to my family."

"Frankly? Do you think your family can accept you? I don't care how you behave in school, but I can't let my parents know. It's impossible for them to accept you."

"How do you know they can't accept it? I think they can accept it."

"But you can't take the risk. You haven't been together for a long time, less than a year, have you?" My sister looked at me, and I didn't speak. "I advise you to end your unethical relationship as soon as possible, lest you get deeper and deeper in the future and want to separate and you will be inseparable."

"We will not be separated." I told my sister firmly.

"Hey, what are you doing!"

"Look at the ring on my hand. He gave it to me on my birthday. He said he would change it to a better ring when we got married. This is a testimony of our love."

"Do you love him?" my sister asked my brother.

"Love."

"what is love?"

"I can give him everything I have."

"What can you give him? Your being together is the greatest harm you can do to him."

"Sister, you are wrong. Meeting him is the greatest luck in my life, and I want to be with him. No matter how much wind and rain we have to face, I will protect him from the wind and rain. I want to take care of him for the rest of my life, even if I die I also want to die behind him, and I can't let him endure the loneliness of being alone again."

"This sounds like a kind of love. Since you say this, I can't say anything more. But you'd better think about it, I don't agree with you being together. I'll go first, but I still I'll be looking for you."

After all, my sister walked away.

I asked my brother: "Brother, what should we do?"

"It doesn't matter, the soldiers will come to block the water and cover the soil."

"But my sister?"

"It's okay, you can rest assured that he will accept us, you have to trust me."

"Brother, I believe in you."

"But now there is one thing, how will my sister deal with us next?"

"Your sister won't deal with us. Don't worry, I will always be by your side. Don't go home these few days."

"Brother, you are my eternal support."

In this way, I lived a few days of uneasy days. That afternoon, my sister called me and said, "Let's have dinner together tonight, and bring your man with you."

"with who?"

"You'll know when you come."

It happened that my brother and I were together, "Brother, my sister asked us to have dinner together tonight."

"Okay, shall we go there now?"

"You're not afraid of..."

"There's nothing to be afraid of, we're not wrong, and I'm by your side."

"You sound nice. What you are facing is my family and not yours. Of course you can take an attitude that has nothing to do with you."

"Baby, your family is my family. Don't worry, I will take you to see my family after this matter is over. "

"There are only three people in your family, do you dare to take me to meet your parents?"

"It's not the time to meet them, but you can meet others. I can't let you suffer."

When we arrived, it was much earlier than the agreed time, so we went shopping first, and my brother bought gifts for my sister and the others.When we passed again, my second sister had already arrived.She said to us: "Sit down! Wait for someone." After a while, my eldest sister and my eldest brother-in-law also arrived. When I saw them, I knew what was going to happen next.

When everyone is ready, my sister asks the waiter to serve the dishes. Our family often eats in this restaurant, and the taste is still very good.But what we ate were only those few dishes that we often ate.My eldest sister's abdomen has slightly bulged, and her husband has taken good care of her.

None of them spoke at the dinner table, so I was the first to speak: "He gave you this bag, the eldest sister and the second sister each have one, and neither of them accepted it without any objection."

Now I admire my brother's wit even more.He seems to know that my second sister will invite the elder sister's family to come, and that they will like backpacks (maybe all women like bags).Looking at the future in its current form is very optimistic.

The eldest brother-in-law said: "Let's eat first, and we will talk after we have something to say."

After I saw my eldest sister, eldest brother-in-law, and second sister all started to move their chopsticks, my brother and I also started to move our chopsticks.My brother was not ashamed to take care of me just because someone else was there.When he sees the dish I like, he will give it to me. Every time we come, we will order a dish of shrimp, but I always find it troublesome to peel the shrimp, so I seldom eat it.But since I have my brother, he will peel and devein the shrimp for me every time.

After seeing the prawns, he took one and began to peel it very skillfully. After peeling, he put it near my mouth for me to eat.These actions are what we often do, so they all form conditioned reflexes.He only ate one after I ate a few.

I don't know why today's soup doesn't taste very good. It's a bit salty. I eat it lightly, so I don't want to drink it after taking a sip.

"Brother, the soup is a bit salty, may I serve you a bowl?"

"No, just drink from your bowl. Why don't I order some soup for you, or you won't be able to eat it."

"No, I'll make some rice with soup, the rice is a bit hard."

"OK then."

Everything we do is seen by them.After the meal was over, the eldest brother-in-law spoke first: "Originally I had no say in this matter, but since I'm here today, I think it's better for me to say a few words. We will discuss matters concerning the two of you." I know, these things are often seen in school, and I never thought that one day they will appear in our home. We can ignore other people's affairs, but we can't do this in our own family affairs. Since you If you choose this path, you must persevere, no matter what outsiders think of you, home will always be the place where you rest, and no one will discriminate against you here."

The eldest sister also said: "Unexpectedly, your eldest brother-in-law doesn't talk much at ordinary times, but now he speaks like a human being. I mean the same thing as him. When I was young, my poor family didn't care enough for you. You are not at home again, so the family always feels indebted to you. Of course, no matter what causes you to go this way, we are a family, and we are all on your side. I still remember one time when we went shopping, We didn't know the way to go, you took us to go forward in a rough way, and we joked that don't take us to your boyfriend's house, I didn't expect you to find a boyfriend."

The second sister said: "We have all seen your little actions just now, and you can't fake it. These are the same photos I took by someone, so now I can be sure that you are sincere when you are together. I wish you all."

"But" the eldest brother-in-law continued the second sister's words, "I have not been in contact with Ziyu for a long time, we have known each other for only a year, but I know he is an honest boy. So, you are not allowed to bully him." My brother-in-law pointed out I looked at my brother and said, "If one day my brother-in-law comes home and says you bullied him, my fists are not for nothing, you remember clearly. Although he doesn't have a real brother, he has a real brother-in-law."

What they said brought tears to my eyes. I didn't expect our relationship to be accepted so happily.It was my elder brother who was calmer and felt that everything seemed reasonable.

The second sister said: "What era is this? Everyone is very open-minded, but when something happens to me, it is inevitable that I have to think more."

"The parents?" I said awkwardly.

"It's better not to let them know about it for the time being." The second sister said, "Although I think they will accept you in the end, it's better to wait for you to graduate and stabilize. At that time, it will be easier for them to accept."

"I think so too."

The eldest brother-in-law said: "Since everything has been said, we are a family, so let us get to know the person next to you, right?"

Before I could speak, my brother stood up and said, "My name is Zhang Longtao."

"Sit down and talk, it's a family, don't be cautious, I'm the oldest here today, and everyone listens to me." The eldest brother-in-law said to my brother.

My brother sat down and said: "I am a sophomore this year. I was the instructor of his military training when I was a year older than Ziyu. When the eldest sister sent him to school at the beginning of school, I fell in love with him at first sight when I saw him. We finally came together after twists and turns. You can rest assured that I will do my best to treat Ziyu well, and I will never let him down. I am the only child in our family, and my parents will definitely accept Ziyu. I want to be with him Stay together for a lifetime."

The eldest brother-in-law said: "It's very pleasant to talk, I don't know how to drink?"

I interrupted and said, "Brother-in-law, he doesn't hold a lot of alcohol." I knew my brother-in-law was a good drinker, so I quickly smoothed things over for my brother.Although my brother is also good at drinking, I don't know how he compares with the elder brother-in-law.

My brother-in-law said: "I'm not asking you, you should talk less."

My brother said: "I can drink well, I will treat my brother-in-law to drink another day."

"There is no need for another day, just today, let's get drunk. I came prepared today." Because our family often eats here, we have several bottles of liquor stored at the counter. My brother-in-law asked the waiter to bring two bottles.He turned to my eldest sister and said, "Your mission is over, you and your sister are getting heavier and heavier. Let's talk for a while."

Obviously the three of them had discussed today's matter, and the eldest sister and second sister left without hesitation.

The brother-in-law said: "Ziyu has to drink too. I know your drinking capacity. You can't just watch us drink." He poured me a glass as he spoke.

My brother said: "He has a bad stomach, should I drink it for him?"

"No, he can't jump if he should drink, and you can't jump if you should drink."

"Brother, it's fine, as long as brother-in-law is happy today."

Both my brother and my brother-in-law drank a lot that day, and I felt that they had drunk almost no more.I poured out the remaining glass of wine while they weren't looking, telling them they were out of wine and it was time to go back.

In the taxi back to school my brother was lying on the backrest, and he didn't wake up until we got to the school and got out of the car.But he didn't let go of my hand all the way.

"I really drank too much today. It's been a long time since I drank so much. I'm so happy today."

"I'm glad too."

"I had a great chat with my brother-in-law."

"To be honest, I don't like him. But his performance today surprised me. I didn't expect him to accept us. In fact, it doesn't matter whether he accepts us or not."

"As soon as I talked to him, I knew he was not the type of person you like, but you can behave well. If you talk to this type of person at school, you won't have more than three sentences."

"Well, you still understand me. They all say that people who have entered society will become like pebbles. I don't want you to have that day."

"Even if I'm going to be as smooth as a pebble, it's not on you. You can live in peace now, don't you?"

"I can't be at ease. Our family is halfway through this level. I don't know what your family's level is like."

"Our family has nothing to do with each other. Let's go to see the stars. I haven't seen them for a long time."

We returned to the dormitory very late in the playground that day, and I slept with him as usual.

Home is always our shelter from the wind. No matter how far we go, we will eventually go home. Home is the place that can accompany us all our lives.