summer love

The ancients said that there are four happy events in life: the rain after a long drought, the encounter with an old acquaintance in a foreign land, the wedding night in the bridal chamber, and the time of being named on the gold list.

I have had all these four happy events in my nearly 30 years of life.The so-called title on the gold list means that he and I walked into the same university in the dark; the long drought meets the rain can be explained in this way, I finally met him in my life after being single for many years; the wedding night in the bridal chamber is the most important event since we were together.

These things are worth telling, but there are two things that excite me the most in the past few years. One is the news of my brother, and the other is that I can meet a bosom friend in a strange plateau.

A person will always feel inexplicably lonely after a long time, and always want to find someone to talk to, but when you talk to ordinary friends, there are still many things in your heart that you can’t say, because there are always worries in your heart.Only a true confidant can allow himself to open up.

Stomach pain is already an old problem of mine. This is what it means to become a doctor after a long illness. Every time I feel uncomfortable, I know what medicine I should take.

After my stomach pain woke me up in the middle of the night last night, I wanted to go get the medicine, but I didn't know if there was a 24-hour pharmacy nearby, so I had to wait until the next day to get it.When I asked the front desk for directions in the morning, someone suddenly greeted me.

"Hello, have we met somewhere?" I heard a magnetic male voice.

So I turned around and said, "Are you talking to me?"

"Yes, there are only three of us here." He pointed to the clerk.

"Have we met?"

"I always feel like I've seen it somewhere, but I can't remember." He smiled at me.

"I remembered, we met before, we were sitting next to each other on the train." I remembered him because of that warm smile.I am always such an emotional person, I will never talk to someone I don't like; I will especially like to make friends with someone I look pleasing to the eye.My brother always persuades me, but I still can't get rid of this problem.

"That's right, it's on the train, you've been sitting in your seat reading novels."

"Yes. Will you live here, too?"

"Yeah, just checked in."

"That's such a coincidence. Let's talk again when we have time. I'm going out now."

"Where are you going? I'm going out too."

"I went to the nearby pharmacy to buy some medicine. I have a stomachache. How about you?"

"I also went to the pharmacy to buy some commonly used medicines, and I used up them on the way. Since I'm going to a place, shall I buy them for you? Go back to your room and rest, and I'll deliver them to you later."

"That's so embarrassing, I can go."

"It's okay, it's on the way anyway, you don't seem to be doing well now."

At that time, I was really uncomfortable, and I didn't want to move at all, so I told him the name of the medicine without any further excuses and asked him to buy it.The pharmacy was some distance away from the youth hostel where we were staying so it took him a long time to come back.

"I am so sorry to keep you waiting!"

"Thank you so much, come in and have a rest." He walked to my room without being polite. "You go ahead, I took the medicine, and I still feel a little uncomfortable." After taking the medicine, I leaned on the bed, "Let me be presumptuous."

"It's okay, as long as you feel comfortable."

"My name is Wang Ziyu, what's your last name?"

"Miangui's surname is Huang, and his name is deep and clear. Shenzhen is deep and clear."

"Hello, Mr. Huang, we met once on the train or we were sitting next to each other. Unexpectedly, we came to the same place and stayed in the same hotel again. It seems that we are destined."

"Yes, fate is not small. You should rest first, and go downstairs to have dinner together later?"

"Okay, you should also go back to your room to rest for a while. We'll see you later." After I sent him out of the room, I realized that he actually lived opposite me. After returning to the room, I lay on the bed and fell asleep unconsciously. .I opened my eyes and looked at my watch, it was almost 12 o'clock.I hurriedly got up and tidied up, and when I was about to go out to eat with the passenger at the opposite door, he also opened the door, and we happened to go down together.

We had a deep conversation while eating.It turned out that he was a student who had just graduated and came here to travel. Because I am also a student, I have an inexplicable affection for students, and I always think that students are more realistic than people in society.

Before we knew it, we had a conversation about feelings, and he asked me, "Are you here alone?"

"Well, come out alone to relax, you are also here alone?"

"Yeah, I prefer to travel alone."

"Me too, but it's dangerous to travel alone. Just like me, if a person is sick and has no one to take care of him, it's better to find a companion. By the way, do you have a partner?"

"We broke up after graduation. After all, we don't work in the same city or place. The resistance to being together is too great. Brother Yu, do you have a date?"

"Yes, the resistance for two people to be together after graduation is relatively large. We are not in the same city, and when I go to his side later, there must be someone who makes a sacrifice, right?"

"Then why didn't he come out with you? Is he too busy with work?"

"He's not busy, he's been with me all the time." Seeing his stunned expression, I knew what I said was a little unreasonable. "Sorry to scare you. He went to another world some time ago, so I'm left with myself, but I always feel like he's still by my side."

"Sorry to mention your sadness."

"There's nothing to be sad about. Sooner or later we all have to go there, but he went there decades earlier. This way, we don't have to suffer in this world."

"Are you very much in love?"

"It's because we both love each other deeply, no matter what difficulties can stop us from being together. Although we have been apart, our hearts have never been apart."

"That's great, I really yearn for your love. Why can't I get this kind of love?"

"You tell me what love is?"

"Isn't it just love each other?"

"Is that so?"

"do you have anything else?"

"Of course you said that there is nothing wrong with loving each other, but it depends on the extent of the love. Our love is to the bone, and we live as each other. You know that at this level, there is no difficulty anymore. The two separated. You just said that you broke up after graduation. I think one of the important reasons is that you have something more important than each other in your heart. You are not willing to give up these things for each other. Think about it, don’t you This principle."

He pondered for a long time and said, "Brother, you are right. We are all trying to persuade each other to go with us but never intend to follow each other."

"A love is formed by two people who put all their efforts into it. It is impossible to give up so easily. Just like my wife and I, we encounter other sneers, we suffer from other people's eyes, and we are not understood. But Knowing that our hearts are together, we will be together forever. Although he is not here now, it is impossible for me to let him go in my life. It can be said that he has become the belief in living."

"How can others not accept you when you are together? Is it possible?"

"Because we are all men, you won't look down on us too?" I asked staring at him.

"No, because I heard a saying 'Everyone thinks they like a girl until they meet a boy they like'. Who knows if I will like a boy someday. The thing about two boys falling in love in school I have seen many, but I have never seen such a steadfast love between you. I sincerely wish you all, but unfortunately... will you start a new life?"

"I don't know yet. I came here to find the answer. Because there is someone who has been waiting for me for several years, but I only have my lover in my heart. My lover is gone. If I accept him, I am not only sorry for my lover but also I'm sorry for him. I don't know what to do, what do you think I should do?"

"This... I don't know what to do. I know what you think. You feel sorry for him when you are with him because you only have your lover in your heart without him. It's not fair to him. But if you don't accept him I'm sorry for him, after all he gave his heart, whether it's you or your lover. It's really hard to choose."

"Well, that's right. Would you like to hear our story?"

"Okay, I'm all ears."

The two of us talked all night.

"It's been a long time since I've had so many conversations with someone, and I really appreciate you listening to our story, it feels so much better to have those things out there."

I saw that his eye sockets were moist, and he asked me: "Do you really not hate him?"

"I did hate at first, but then I realized that it was not hate, but another form of love. What I complained about was that he didn't let me bear his pain with him. We have vows."

"Brother, you are really different from the one you were at the beginning. I can hear that you were like a small sapling nestled under a big tree to survive at the beginning. But now you can support the sky It’s a towering tree. I think you’re doing the right thing. You can’t rush to make a decision on this matter. You should give Brother Jie a choice. But in my opinion, he will still choose you in the end, do you believe it?”

"I believe what you say, but I don't want to believe what you say. Do you know what I mean?"

"I understand. Brother, let's go to Qinghai Lake to relax tomorrow. It's not the case to stay here all the time."

"Okay, it's okay to go again."

It is also a very happy thing to have such a small partner along the way. When we are two, we are indeed much more cheerful than when I am alone.I remember he said something to me, "Brother, you see that everything in nature cannot violate the laws of nature. I think people's feelings should also go with the flow and not be too persistent. You didn't feel sorry for anyone, everything followed your heart Just go."

At this time, I have decided that I should give up my attachment to Brother Tao and start a new journey in life. Maybe Brother Jie is the one who can accompany me through my whole life.

I am very grateful that he is such a stranger and confidant who accompanied me.This reminds me of a poem by Gao Shi, a poet of the Tang Dynasty:

Thousands of miles of yellow clouds are shining in a hundred days, and the north wind blows geese and snow.

Mo Chou has no confidant, no one in the world knows the king.

Liu Hepiaoxi pityed himself privately, and one left Jingluo for more than ten years.

The husband should be rich and humble, and we meet today without money for wine.

We will meet a confidant somewhere along the way of life, and having such a confidant is a great blessing in life! ! !