【Gao Gui】The Glorious Years

I don’t know why I don’t have any sense of imminent disaster, just like hearing him lazily tell me that the tobacco at home is out and I should go out to buy some.We faced each other and laughed for a while, until the American's intelligence leaped and he tried to shoot this way.Jinsuke threw me aside in time before the bullet came, and subconsciously stroked the bayonet at the end of the gun.That was our last bargaining chip.

The American expression began to relax. "They ran out of bullets!" Someone told his companion proudly.

"Little boy, leave these two guys to you. It's been almost three months and you haven't killed anyone yet. Mom will be ashamed to cry when she finds out." He smiled and encouraged the youngest child.

The little soldier's face turned red and blue, looked at us hesitantly, and finally choked out a sentence: "Surrender! Prisoners don't have to die!"

The others laughed and cursed again, "Are you so afraid of shooting, little boy, you are really Mommy's baby."

"They're still young...it doesn't look like I'm older..." Xiaobing stammered and defended.

"Tsk tsk, cowards always have too many excuses." The other also got involved recently.

The boy was obviously angry, as if to prove his bravery, he raised his gun and pointed it in our direction with a fierce expression.His posture is very standard, and he should have practiced it many times.

"That's right, this is the man. There is nothing to cherish the lives of the Japanese." The American soldier who mocked him was finally satisfied.

The moment the black muzzle of the gun was in front of my eyes, I wasn't very scared, not even as scared as I was when I choked up in Jin Zhu's arms that night.I turned to Jinsuke in a daze, and he was also smiling at me.That blue pupil is rare and gentle.There used to be a pair of eyes with slender tail corners in the place covered by the bandages. These eyes have accompanied me through dozens of springs, summers, autumns and winters.When I was five or six years old, they were full of mischievous narrowness. When I was eight or nine years old, they were unwilling to be left behind. When I was twelve or thirteen years old, they began to have some indescribable frivolity when they brushed my cheeks and hair. I can see some pet shadows.Sometimes they also become violent because they hate me, and sometimes they narrow into a cold thin line, shining with an unusually cold light.

But these are not as sweet as they give me at certain moments.I can't forget how sorry and caring they looked after my first intercourse with him; I also remember the determination he showed when he said that Tianya Haijiao would take me with him; after eating soba noodles for several months, I ordered them every meal They were all a little helpless, but they didn't feel tired at all; not to mention that they were at a loss when they had a high fever, and they didn't settle down with dense bloodshot eyes until the fever subsided.

They love me.Yes, he has always loved me so deeply.Even if you don't say it.

So from now on, even this heroic eye will not be able to see?I can no longer see its arrogance squinting at me, the sadness it conceals when it faces me in the middle of the night, and the affection it deliberately hides but still overflows?

In just a few seconds, I couldn't help but miss everything about the eyes. I didn't fear the bullets that would shoot at any time. I just wanted to cover the dark eyes that were smiling at me with my lips.I also want to undo the bandages in a circle, so that I can kiss his dry eye sockets.

too early.Why can't it be later?

I haven't kissed you enough yet, so I'm going to say goodbye here?

Where do I find you when I'm dead?Will you recognize me in your next life?

As I thought about it, my nose finally started to feel sore.Well, it seems that I am just an ordinary young man, and I will still feel sad when I am about to die, and I can't let go of the one I love.

"Do you know about wigs?" He was still smiling, it was so gentle.

"Huh?" I heard my voice hoarse.

"Dreams are reversed." He leaned close to my ear and said to me, "You were still by my side in the end, and you didn't go anywhere I don't know."

I tried my best to hold back the tears that were about to fall, and gave him the brightest smile I could.

It must be uglier than crying.

I think I can die without any regrets. Death has changed from a thing that has tortured my soul for a long time to a certain sense of perfection. At the moment when I am closest to it, I suddenly no longer resist it.I feel so good, at the last moment of my life, with the person I care most about beside me, how can I ask for more.

So I gave up even the bayonet, and just waited quietly for the bullet that might be embedded in my skull or heart. If it was in those two places, it should be easy to kill me, and I don’t have to watch Jinsuke bleed in front of me. Everywhere.I just waited silently until I heard a few gunshots.

That's right, it's over.

I closed my eyes for the last bit of pain, and it never came.Are American marksmen so bad?I opened my eyes in surprise, only to find that the little American soldier who had been kind to us fell on the ground in embarrassment, his body had been beaten into a sieve, and blood was gurgling out from several holes.A touch of shiny silver was particularly conspicuous in the sky full of smoke and dust, and the other Americans immediately turned around and stood up for battle.

"Saved!" Jin Zhu jumped forward as quickly as a leopard, quickly grabbed the gun from the hand of the little Yankee who had just died, and shot at those people.Gintoki fired from the other direction, turning the tables in the blink of an eye.These four or five American soldiers fell one after another, and soon stopped moving.

This sudden reversal made me unable to react for a while, and after Jinsuke and Yinshi wiped out this young enemy, I was still wondering if I had been shot, and I had hallucinations due to excessive blood loss.Jinsuke threw the American gun to me, but I asked him if I was dreaming.Before he could answer Yin, he hit me hard on the head with the butt of his gun, "You really don't have a wig? Give it to Yin so I can recover!"

Well, the place where the top of the head was hit hurts.It seemed that he really escaped death.

"Back back, idiot." Jinsuke resumed his usual joking tone, as if it was another person who said such affectionate farewell words to me before.However, I didn't care about this, but I couldn't help but rushed forward and hugged him tightly.It was such a horrible experience just now, I only came close to losing him forever.

"Oh, you two, act in a movie! No matter how you go on, I'll lose my life! Get the hell out of here!" Yin Shi urged impatiently with his dead fish eyes.

After running all the way back to the tunnel, I remembered to thank Yinshi. I thanked him wholeheartedly, which made him feel a little embarrassed.

"You don't need to thank me." He scratched his curly silver hair that couldn't be messed up any more, looked up at the sky and said, "It's a bunch of people who saw your miserable situation from afar and drove me to help, I don't care about you Brat."

"Is the earthwork okay?" I asked him.

His expression darkened immediately, "It's not very good, I was shot in the shoulder. I only said hello to A Miao, don't tell others."

Although I don't know why this point should be kept secret, but when Yinshi said it, I naturally listened to him.Although I have known him not long ago, except for Jinsuke, I can't think of anyone who is more trustworthy than him.

There were obviously fewer people in the cave that night, and the wounded were lying in groups, their faces grim because of the pain.I was deaf to everything.People say that everything will end, but for me, it has already ended once.I suddenly had a strange optimism. All the pictures and sounds at this moment seemed to be a new beginning. Even this hopeless war situation could not dampen the hope in my heart.

I sat leaning against the wall, chatting with Yamazaki about our combat experience during the day.During the period, Heshang filled the water bottle for him, and when he handed it to him, the child was so excited that he couldn't know what to do.I think he looks very cute like that. Everyone knows that he admires Kawagami (probably not including the captain of the earthwork), and Kawagami doesn't know what to think, but he probably won't hate this kind of demeanor.

I looked at him amusedly, and then at Jinsuke who was sitting over Yinshi, thinking why Jinsuke had never had such a shy moment in front of me, as if he had been domineering from the very beginning and thought he was going to get me .He had been listening silently to Yinshi's chatter, and after a while he said a few words to Yinshi, then stood up and walked out of the cave.Where is he going?Curious in my heart, I followed up unconsciously.He noticed that I was behind him, and he didn't speak to me. He just looked back at me with a half-smile, and continued walking.I don't know why I don't want to speak, I just want to follow him lazily.

In this way, we walked the mountain road for more than ten minutes in tandem, and came to an open flat land.It was too dark for me to see what was going on around me, but no one but us was sure because it was so desolate.where is thisI was about to ask, but was pushed to the ground hard by Jin Zhu who suddenly turned and walked towards me, and my back hurt.I subconsciously touched the ground, no grass, just barren dirt.He ignored my mumbling, and tore off my collar without any delay, and he used his teeth as if he thought his hands were not moving fast enough.The wetness of his lips touched my neck, and the wetness immediately ignited a fire all over me.I almost impatiently took off his jacket, and threw away all my shame to lick his beautiful collarbone.We can no longer tolerate the distance of even one centimeter between our bodies, we fit every inch of skin as seamlessly as possible, and we bite each other like wolfhounds until we leave tooth marks at the destination.In the past, he would do some foreplay between my lips and teeth, but this time he didn't, he entered my body in the most concise and clear way, the severe burning pain almost tore me apart, I couldn't help crying out in pain, But he blocked my mouth with a rough kiss as if he couldn't bear it.

It hurts so much, it hurts everywhere.But it hurts well.The pain made me recognize his existence.He is still there, and every part is still mine.

Our bestial intercourse lasted for an unknown amount of time, until it began to rain again.His sweat and rain fell on my neck, and one drop was particularly hot.

"You're still alive." He raised his head and held my face with both hands, the love in his eyes made my heart ache.My proud lover shed tears in front of me for the first time, if that wasn't an illusion.

"I'm still alive," he added.

I put my fingers into the thick and soft hair at the back of his head, pressed down on that handsome head, and kissed every corner of it with all my tenderness.I lingered especially on the bandage over his left eye.

"I love you like a madman." I told him honestly.

He buried his face in the crest of my neck again, and there was hot water running down the edge of my neck.

It will not be an illusion.

My tearful lover, my fearless lover, what are you sad about?

Finally he said go back, it was raining heavily.Shamelessly wrapped around my legs.I said I'm not going, I'm here.He couldn't help laughing, so he continued to stay in my body for a long time.

At that time, I suddenly remembered that we were always pointed at in the period before dropping out of school. "Dirty to death." They said contemptuously.

But now I am lying naked on the open ground, my back is covered with sweat and damp soil, the air is filled with an obvious rotten smell, perhaps there are festering corpses and fat white maggots nearby.

I have never felt so clean for a moment.