【Gao Gui】The Glorious Years

1945.6 Heshang Wanqi

I vaguely remember that Tufang was shot, but when I saw him again in the tunnel, there was no blood on his uniform, and his actions were normal.Yinshi occasionally whispered to him, his expression more serious than usual.Xiao Tui tripped over a stone when he walked past them, and was pulled back when he almost jumped at the earthwork.When he noticed Yin, his subconscious reaction was to protect Hijikata's right shoulder.Presumably he was injured.

That night, the health guards all looked gloomy, and the young girls kept wiping away their tears secretly.Yinshi went over to whisper a few words to Ms. A Miao, and Ms. A Miao glanced at Hijikata, then nodded blankly, without any expression.She has always looked like this since Shinpachi passed away, as if the world has nothing to do with her.Mr. Kondo also stopped talking to her, and just looked at her from a distance with a sad face.The earth seems to have suggested that he try to enlighten Miss A Miao, but after he smiled wryly, there was no follow-up.

Hijikata said thank you when Gintoki walked back to Hijikata, his voice was very soft, but he said it to Gintoki seriously.Yinshi rarely showed some embarrassment, turned his face to the side, and didn't know where to look.

In fact, it will be difficult to hold on to such an injury, right?Although I was puzzled in my heart, I thought it would be better to pretend not to know.

It wasn't until the girls started injecting large doses of gibberish into the wounded that I realized it.The war seems to have dulled me.I should have thought of it earlier, shouldn't I?

And it was Xiao Tui who became smarter.The child had long been huddled in a corner and was writing something. I asked curiously, and he said it was a suicide note.

"You still have a pen?" I couldn't help asking again.

"Borrowed from Gui, he usually writes a diary." He embarrassedly scratched his head.

After he said that, he hadn't seen Gui for an hour or two.Looking around, I realized that Jin Zhu was not there either.However, both of them were absent at the same time, so there was no need to worry.

"Write it to the parents?" Who is this innocent child planning to entrust the suicide note to, and who can be sure to escape at that time.

"No. I don't want to give it to anyone... I just want to say something, and I'm afraid I'll accidentally die in battle, so I'll hold it in my stomach..." As he spoke, his tone became more melancholy.

"You can also tell my subordinates."

"No, no, no! Mr. Kawagami...Mr. Kawagami won't be interested in these trifles!" He hastily covered the thin paper with his hands, as if he would snatch it at any time.

It's funny how he fumbled in a hurry, but I don't want to disturb him anymore, after all, every minute from now on is stolen, and there is no room for waste.

After he finished writing, he carefully folded the paper and stuffed it into his breast pocket, hesitantly called out.

"Mr. Riverside."

"Please say."

He seemed to be struggling a lot, opened his mouth a few times and bit his lips, and finally said stammeringly: "If... if the war ends, we both survive... Mr. Kawagami and I... can both survive Come down. I...I have a lot to say to Mr. Kawagami. Then please don't...don't think I'm annoying..." He blushed again, slurring his speech in embarrassment.

I have no intention of refusing at all, for such a shy person.

"How come. I am very happy."

He immediately smiled happily.This not-so-remarkable face has been shadowed many times in the past few months, but it often smiles at some unimportant little things. That sincere smile sometimes makes some things relatively unreal, and you will doubt The war never happened, otherwise how could it not have left a trace in his eyes.His bright beat is easy to identify in the tangled music of the others, and he can be picked out by the ear.I used to prefer gorgeousness, but now I appreciate this rare purity.

When Jinsuke and Gui reappeared at night, I seemed to hear some wonderful and unusual melody.A button of Gui's jacket is misplaced, and I still think it's better to pretend not to know.

No one sleeps.At about four o'clock in the morning, the commander committed seppuku, not only him, but also the chief of staff and other officers.Including Matsudaira.

I remember that Songping has a teenage daughter. I don't know if that youthful and lovely face flashed in front of his eyes when he cut the fatal knife.Maybe it can be regarded as a relief. Compared with enduring the torment of missing loved ones, it may be more reassuring to become a soul and follow the guardian.

Kondo came to find Hijikata and Gintoki and confessed some things. Their voices were very low, and the word "surrender" was vaguely heard below.The earth party got into an argument with some excitement, and his face was obviously stiff when he swung his right arm.Yinshi immediately stretched out his hand to hold him down, with restraint and comfort in his eyes.There was an unexpected silence between the three of them after this move.After a long time, when Kondo patted Hijikata and Gin, he deliberately avoided Hijikata's right shoulder, took a deep look at the two, and said in a low voice: "If it is absolutely necessary."

Hijikata turned his face away angrily, while Yinshi's eyes stayed on the back of his stubborn head for a long time, then he lowered his head and fell into deep thought.

Yin Shi, with his brows furrowed, was very different from usual, Gui also noticed this, he hesitated to go over there, but was hooked by Jin Zhu.Jin Zhu looked at him with a very stern look, and the element of order in it was indisputable.

"Why are you jealous at this time." Gui complained in a low voice dissatisfied.

"No. I just don't want you to make trouble."

After thinking for a while, Gui stopped obediently, and began to aimlessly flick the pen that Wanxiao returned to him.The slender body of the pen flipped quickly between his graceful knuckles, making Xia also lose his mind for a moment, until he asked the sentence: "Will you die? Jinzhu?"

"I don't know. I don't plan to think about it again." Gui Yingjun's little lover raised his chin and looked at him, "I don't plan to die either. I will live no matter what, and you have to follow me. You promised before of."

Hearing this, Gui's fingers turning the pen stopped, and he stared at his slightly narrowed dark blue eyes, and slowly let out a vague smile.

"Follow you everywhere." He said calmly but firmly.

The two looked at each other silently, and the scorching passion in the air made Zaixia mistakenly think that they couldn't help kissing in front of everyone for a second, but they obviously possessed basic self-control, and they could say a thousand words without saying anything. It was all said and done between the eyes.

The sound of the rain added a bit of desolation to this desperate night, but at this moment, the thoughts below did not disturb and become more chaotic, but seemed to be clearer than ever before. "Instead of thinking about how to die gorgeously, it is better to think about how to live gorgeously." This is a sentence that Yinshi often hangs on his lips.Never has it resonated more strongly than now.In the face of the established defeat, should he sacrifice his life for the honor that has long been abandoned, or find a way to survive?I'm afraid I have the answer in my heart.This answer was not entirely influenced by Yinshi, perhaps it was also related to some simple-minded children.

"Has Mr. Kawagami ever been to Baichuan?" He once asked me this way.

"No. Is it in Gifu? I heard it's beautiful." I know that the ancient village is a wonderful place with paddy fields criss-crossing the river, and there are golden miscanthus and persimmon trees everywhere.

"Yeah!" He was very happy, "It's my hometown. It would be great if Mr. He Shang could come to visit sometime, he would definitely like it."

His joyful look made me feel happy too, and I couldn't help but want to tease him to say a few more words.

"What season is suitable?" I asked next.

He frowned and thought about it, and replied seriously: "Anytime is good. Although it seems a bit arrogant to say this, Baichuan is really wonderful in any season. There are wild flowers to see in spring, and you can go to the pond in summer Catching rockfish, persimmons are delicious in autumn, and the snowfall in winter is also very beautiful.”

"Well, so to speak, I really want to see and see."

"Really? If Mr. Heshang comes, I will definitely receive him all the way!" He smiled until his eyes narrowed into a line. "My mother's red bean buns are the most delicious. Mr. Heshang can eat as much as he wants!"

At that time, his innocent smiling face made me a little dazed, and for a while I felt that I was too old compared to him, and suddenly wanted to go back to being young.

Also want to live.I want to see that picture scroll-like small village with my own eyes one day.He grew up there, what was it like to raise such a clear and simple person like him?

Is this strong desire becoming weaker or stronger?I can't tell the difference.

"Hey, what are you doing! There are so many people..." Gui complained softly in embarrassment and indignation, which brought me back to my senses. He was protecting his lapel with one hand, staring at Jinsuke bitterly.

"I said, are you thinking too much?" Jinzhu looked at him playfully, pulled his self-defensive hand away, ignored his struggle, and deliberately and slowly undid the top button.

"Wrong buckle, idiot. Re-buckle it yourself." His nasty smile made Gui's face flush.There was no other way, and Gui could only deal with the buttons in a hurry while muttering.

"I'd be ashamed to be seen by others..." Gui said angrily.

"Yeah, I'm afraid someone has already seen it." Jin Zhuo pointed in the direction below.

Zi Xia immediately turned his face to Xiao Tui.I privately think there is nothing wrong with pretending to be ignorant.

Xiao Tui's eyes were bloodshot from not sleeping all night, he looked out of the tunnel a little sleepily, and then told his subordinates: "It's dawn, Mr. Heshang."

Follow his line of sight to catch the clear and faint light.

Yes, it's dawn.