Everyone is optimistic

When He Zhengyang woke up, it was already dark outside, and he guessed it was already after 8 o'clock.He yawned and felt that the skin around his mouth was tight. He touched the area around his mouth with his hand. It was a little dry, and there was something wrong in his mouth. He said to himself, "Did I drool while sleeping? No. Well, I’ve never drool when I’m sleeping.” Looking at the pillow where I’ve been lying on, there’s no trace, my stomach growled in response to the scene, “It must be because my stomach is hungry. That’s why I drool. How can clean freaks tolerate their own drooling. It must be like this." He also didn't realize why he was facing the window and turned his back when he woke up.

While talking to himself, he put on his shoes and went out.When he got to the door, he realized that the person next to him was gone. He wondered where this person had gone, and when he opened the door, the light in the living room was so bright that he couldn't keep his eyes open.It took a few seconds to stand still and react before opening my eyes.I saw Liu Yiming sitting on the sofa watching the replay of yesterday's game.He Zhengyang saw which two teams it was, and there were those he liked. He strode towards the front of the TV in two steps, and sat down cross-legged.Staring at the TV closely, the TV is very big, but he is less than one meter away, so he is not afraid of being dazzled anymore.

Suddenly, the TV screen went black, and the excitement on his face was reflected on the black screen.He hurriedly got up and looked around the TV to see what was broken, and took a few shots, but there was no movement. He muttered "what's the matter" and heard a sentence "back, sit on the sofa" behind him He Zhengyang thought he was too close to block the signal?He quickly walked back and sat on the sofa, less than half a meter away from Liu Yiming.Looking at him, his eyes seemed to be asking him "what's the matter, why is the TV still not on?" Liu Yiming made sure that he had sat down, took out the remote control from his mobile phone and turned on the TV again.He Zhengyang had the urge to hit him right now.Just when he was about to yell something at him, the voice on the TV burst into jubilation, as if a goal had been scored, he had no time to yell at him, his eyes were focused on the TV, and his head turned with the direction of the ball back and forth.

Liu Yiming put the remote control on the coffee table, turned his head to stare at him, and then scanned his whole body, seeing the thin rope tied to his trousers lying casually on the side, his eyes widened like a pupil earthquake, He forgot the pants had straps!But fortunately, it seems that He Zhengyang hasn't found out yet.His mood calmed down again, and he glanced up and down a few times, um. . . .He got up and went to the bathroom.

After coming out of the toilet, Liu Yiming avoided him like he was blind.When I came to the refrigerator, I opened a bottle of water and drank it unconsciously.I saw that the water was gone.He panicked.Looking back pretending to be unconscious, He Zhengyang was still watching the game intently.He tossed the bottle into the trash can.

When He Zhengyang woke up, the game would not last long.After a while, he finished watching. His favorite team won. He yelled happily several times, and applauded non-stop. The momentum of cheering alone did not lose the fans at the game.

Seeing that he was almost excited, Liu Yiming asked, "What do you want to eat?" He Zhengyang was so absorbed in the basketball game just now that he forgot that he was in someone else's house, so he instantly languished and became silent.Seeing him turn his head away, Liu Yiming secretly smiled, thinking that he was quite cute.He asked again, "What do you want to eat?"

He Zhengyang performed a big show in his mind, and looked back like a normal person, "I am happy today, I invite you, let's go eat hot pot."

"Okay, let's get dressed."

"I'm wearing it."

"Ah... no, change clothes, yes, change clothes"

"I won't change. Who will watch you at night. The pajamas are so comfortable. I'll just wear this."

"You have no clothes? You'd better change. What if the clothes get dirty."

"How is it possible? I just changed this afternoon." I lowered my head and turned around to look at my clothes carefully.Sure enough, a small piece of something unknown was found on the pants.Still ahead.

He thought in his heart, "What's going on here? What did I dream about when I was sleeping?" Then he remembered that there was still something wrong in the afternoon, maybe there really was a charming appearance in his dream, and he blushed instantly and took a peek at it With a glance at Liu Yiming, Liu Yiming was secretly looking at him, but when he felt that He Zhengyang was about to look over, he avoided his gaze a second earlier and looked to the side.

Seeing that he wasn't looking at him, He Zhengyang smiled dryly and said, "Okay, then I'll change clothes." He quickly took out the clothes from the suitcase and ran into the bathroom.He looked down at his pants, and the patch on the sweatpants was indeed.He took off his pants and put on another pair of red sweatpants, checked and found that there was nothing on the underwear.He was puzzled. "When did this happen?? When did you become so slutty?"

Liu Yiming called him outside, "Hurry up, it will be too late if you don't go."

He Zhengyang didn't think about it any more and quickly changed out, holding the clothes in his hand.

"What are you doing with your clothes? Put them in the washing machine."

"Will you wash me?"

"...the washing machine will wash it for you"

"No, the washing machine can't be cleaned. I'll do it myself." He Zhengyang crumpled up his clothes and threw them on the ground aside.

“The washing machine was very clean.”

"Really? I don't think it's clean." His pants were washed in the school's washing machine before.

"All right, whatever you want. Didn't you drop anything?"

"No. Let's go."

It was already past 9 o'clock when they arrived, which is the time when there are many people.I found a place to sit down, and the waiter brought me a list, a pen, and water on the table.He Zhengyang put the list directly in front of him. "You can order whatever you want. Although I didn't expect to live with you, anyway, I have a place to live for the time being. Anyway, thank you." He pushed the menu towards Liu Yiming.

Liu Yiming picked up a pen and drew some favorite food, and handed it back to him.Seeing that he didn't draw anything, He Zhengyang picked up a brush and drew a lot.

"Is it enough to eat so much?"

"Tiny"

"What a young man."

"Speaking as if you are very old, by the way, how old are you?"

"25"

"It's okay, not too old. Hey, I haven't asked you if you have a girlfriend yet. We've known each other for so long, and I know the whole car. You and I haven't asked yet."

"Is it important?"

"Of course. What if you have a girlfriend and you bring her back?"

Liu Yiming looked at him with great interest, "Huh?"

He Zhengyang felt a little weird and quickly waved his hands, "I mean, if your girlfriend is coming, tell me in advance, so that I can go live with my friend."

"Where is your friend?"

He Zhengyang was pondering while answering him, "It's quite far from here. It may take an hour to get to him from here. Including walking. But he lives with his girlfriend, so I'm too embarrassed to bother him. Forget it, let's be real." When I come, I will live in the place arranged by the company for us."

"That's still pretty far."

He Zhengyang nodded, "Yes."

"I don't have a girlfriend yet, so I'm not in a hurry."

"That's right, you're still young, let's play for a few years before we talk."

"...Um..."

It was almost 11 o'clock when the two of them walked home after eating. He Zhengyang was thinking about ordering something more when he was about to finish eating, so Liu Yiming stopped him from calling the waiter over.Teased him softly, "Are you a pig? You can eat so much. Can't you eat so much?"

"You should never underestimate the appetite of young people. Especially girls. If you find a young girl in the future, you may be able to eat more than me." He Zhengyang cried in his heart, "Fuck, He Zhengyang, you didn't take your medicine when you went out today Well, what shit was said all day today. It's none of your business whether someone's girlfriend can eat it or not. Shit."

Liu Yiming smiled, "Then I don't dare to find a little girl, I'm afraid I will be poor."

"It's better to find someone who is older. You two should get married quickly and have a child. The child is so cute. It can just save your black belly."

"I'm not planning on having kids."

"!!!" He Zhengyang's heart was broken at this time, what did I say again, how could this person always talk to death.The last bite was eaten.He Zhengyang wiped his mouth, got up and went to pay the bill.When I passed by a mirror, I found that my lips were hot and red.Like just put on lipstick.

He wiped his lips twice more blindly before returning to the table.Call Liu Yiming to go back.

After Liu Yiming said he didn't want children, he regretted it a bit.But looking at him, he blurted out unconsciously.What a face that elicits inner thoughts.He was still hesitating to tell him something else.

The place to eat is not far from Liu Yiming's house, and the two of them strolled here.Walk back.After He Zhengyang heard that he didn't want children, he felt very guilty, whether he had touched some blind spot.I wanted to talk to Liu Yiming in my heart.

"Well, don't take what you said at dinner just now, I'm not very good at talking, so just pretend you didn't hear it." He Zhengyang said with an apologetic smile.

"What, I don't remember what you said that was too much."

"That's right, it's about whether you want children. Everyone has their own ideas, right? I understand you if you don't want children. It's too troublesome to raise a child now. And there are many problems now, right? There are too many things. It's not safe..." He Zhengyang felt that he might not be able to continue.I just scratched my head and stopped talking.

After a while, Liu Yiming stopped. "anything else?"

He Zhengyang heard him ask this.Hearing that he wasn't angry, he hurried up and continued, "Actually, there are many problems. It's a lot of trouble to take care of the children. One child must be at least ten years older. My mother always complains to me that raising me is hard work, and she often talks about myself. I don't want a child anymore. I don't have to be filial to me in the future, and if I get divorced, I will have to fight because of the child..." He Zhengyang's speech became slower. "Divorced because the children quarrel, the harm to the children is too great, so it is better not to have children." He Zhengyang turned his head and showed him a [-]-level smirk.

"So you also think it's good not to have children?"

He Zhengyang seemed to be recalling something.Take a deep breath and nod. "Well, it's best not to."

After listening to him, there was a smile on the corner of Liu Yiming's mouth.

Arrived home.He Zhengyang rushed in and threw himself on the sofa. Before he could jump on the sofa, he felt someone hugging him from behind, and he looked back at Liu Yiming suspiciously.Liu Yiming said with a serious face, "Go take a shower first, I don't want my sofa to have other smells"

He Zhengyang heard his request clearly.Nodding his head, he was about to go to the bathroom, but he took a step and found that he couldn't walk.I am still in this person's arms.Carefully said, "Well, I know, can you let me go first."

Liu Yiming let go of him reluctantly. "Go ahead"

He Zhengyang's mind is still not online at this time. "Why don't we wash together? They're all men anyway. Don't be afraid to read them."

Liu Yiming looked into his eyes. "No, you go first." I was afraid that I might not be able to control myself.

He Zhengyang took his arm again, "Let's go, alas, what are you afraid of, I don't have what you have. Could it be that you are a woman but we don't know? Hahahahaha let's go."

"It's really unnecessary. Just wash it quickly."

He Zhengyang kept teasing him as if he had finally found some fun, "Let's go, let's go together. We have known each other for more than half a year, so we should be considered acquaintances. What are you afraid of? I often stay with the people in our dormitory. I can still Put body wash on your back for you. You don't need it but I do, so just do me a favor."

Liu Yiming looked at him, and he gave Liu Yiming a pleading look. "No." Liu Yiming shook off his hand, walked to the balcony and picked up the cigarette on the table.

He Zhengyang didn't wake up until he was thrown away.Recalling just now, I was as mentally retarded as I was, and I also froze in place, looking at his back on the balcony at a loss.

After washing, he came out and walked carefully to the sofa.Take out your phone and swipe casually.After a while, he fell asleep unconsciously.I closed my eyes and thought that the price of staying up late was too high, and I spent the whole day sleeping.No matter how I slept, I couldn't wake up.

In the middle of the night, I was awakened by the urge to urinate, and found that I was already on a small bed in the living room, next to the balcony, as if the owner of the house was lying here and looking at the city for fun when he had nothing to do.

The bed is not too big, just enough to sleep on my own, but I can't turn over.It feels not much different from my bed in the dormitory, or a little narrower than that bed, and there is no guardrail around it, so there is a danger of falling to the ground at any time.

After going to the bathroom, he lay on the bed but felt that he was really awake.He admires his own biological clock, which is really awesome.What kind of Arctic jet lag did I live.

This bed is far less comfortable than the one in the bedroom. He just fell asleep and didn't feel much.At this time, when I was awake, I was uncomfortable in any position.The more I changed positions, the more uncomfortable I was, thinking about the bed in the bedroom.This broken bed.How can it compare with the one inside.Stepping on the carpet with bare feet came to the door of the bedroom and opened the door.The door was still open. "This person is not defensive at all. Obviously, I broke in once this afternoon."

It was still the familiar place, the soft quilt and the comfortable bed.He tried his best to keep a distance from Liu Yiming.Leave the back to Liu Yiming.

Lying down for a long time, the comfortable quilt didn't make him fall asleep, so he just opened his eyes and looked at the moon in the gap between the curtains.

It was quiet at night, and I could clearly hear the snorting of the people behind me.But he knew that he didn't feel sleepy at all.Start thinking about your own future.This line of work cannot always go in the long run, and you must be prepared to leave in advance.

Just thinking about what would happen in the future, he unconsciously picked up his hand and used his teeth to bite the flesh of the joint on his hand before releasing it.He felt as if something was moving.Looking back, Liu Yiming had already moved closer, his face was very close, and He Zhengyang hadn't turned around yet.I felt that my waist was being hugged, and my hands were directly stretched through the gaps in the clothes, and every inch I touched was hot.He Zhengyang was too stunned to move.In the next second, Liu Yiming skillfully bit his shoulder.He Zhengyang suddenly remembered the same feeling in the afternoon.My head buzzed.Don't dare to think about it anymore.

In the gap between his six gods, he himself was already lying flat, and his mouth was tempted back and forth.When He Zhengyang came back to his senses, he felt that the sounds around him were amplified.With the sound of skin rubbing and the sound of his mouth, he raised his arms and pushed the person on him away.

The person on the body felt pushed away, and fell to the side without any defense.Instantly woke up.He Zhengyang sat up instantly.Looking at him, he roared, "What are you doing?" Liu Yiming stared at him with wide eyes. "I... I'm sorry." Putting her hand in front of her face, she gradually twitched.

He Zhengyang heard sobs, as if he was crying.Suddenly feel guilty.Could it be that he himself doesn't know? "Well, I'm going out."

"Will you stay with me for a while? Just for a while."

He Zhengyang's movement of getting up just now was put on hold, and he sat down again instead.He slowly covered him with the quilt.Think about it too, he usually doesn't talk much, and he doesn't often chat with people.Also talk to yourself more.Everyone doesn't know him well.All they knew was that he didn't major in this major, but was forcibly inserted into the team later. Everyone tacitly felt that he was sent by the superiors to supervise them, and some pampered people were most afraid of this.So, it's kind of distant.But the surface is still peaceful.Just one reason.Never mess with someone who doesn't know any background.

When He Zhengyang came, he felt that the room was empty.Not because of the furniture.Furniture fills up the place.It's just that there is no feeling of being surrounded by warmth.There wasn't a single photo or decoration in the entire house.It is said that it is a hotel, but it does not necessarily have the warmth of hotel furnishings.Except for the succulents on the windowsill.

He Zhengyang himself likes succulents very much.Bingqing Yulu is his favorite, but he also likes others.He is also careful with them.When I was in the dormitory, I bought a special table and put it there.

Later, when he was going to work in his senior year, he didn't have time to take care of him, so he asked Dapeng.When I first went back, those succulents were doing well.One day after working for two months, he went back to the dormitory to get things.He didn't see the succulents.He thought it was Dapeng who lost them.Wait in the dormitory until Dapeng comes back from the library at night.

"Dapeng. Where are my sons?" As soon as Dapeng entered the dormitory, he saw He Zhengyang's anxious face that was almost shrunk together.Get serious now. "I was just about to tell you that I gave away your succulents. However, this was purely an accident, but I think it's good to give it away. The dormitory was moldy a few days ago, so I cleaned it up. Put those succulents of yours downstairs to dry in the sun. Our dormitory is on the shade side. I thought that these flowers have not been taken care of by Mr. Sun all year round. I have to help them. Then when I went to get them after a while, I saw one Man, he looks tall and handsome, standing in front of your babies. Ask me if these succulents are for sale. I saw his car, Buick, it’s a good-looking one, it’s sure to be better than mine , I gave you one to death, so I didn’t have the nerve to ask him for money, so I moved him directly to the car. Later, the man gave me 200 yuan back when I was not paying attention, and I kept it to treat you to dinner .” After hearing this, He Zhengyang was not as angry as Dapeng expected.If I can't take care of myself, I will push it to others.It's also good to send it out.

Thoughts turn back.He looked at the person in front of him with his hands still on his face.He just sat and waited.I don't know what I'm waiting for.Wait until he falls asleep?But this face is blocking who knows if he is asleep or not.The things he did to him.Could it be sleepwalking?It shouldn't be, it usually looks normal.No one mentioned that he still has the habit of sleepwalking.It seems that he doesn't know, so I have been harassed and there is no one to question me.It's nothing.Forget it, forget it, just treat it as him sleepwalking.I'd better go out and sleep.This man is horrible.

He Zhengyang got up slowly, stepped over Liu Yiming and got off the bed, and walked slowly towards the door.Just put your hand on the doorknob.Suddenly came a sentence from behind, "You really can't feel anything?" He Zhengyang turned his head and looked at him suspiciously. "What?" Liu Yiming sat up and sneered.

"What's the meaning?"

"It's me who thinks too much"

"what to think"

"Forget it, you go out, don't come in in the future."

He Zhengyang came over and asked him, "Tell me, what do you mean?"

Liu Yiming looked up at him, "That's what he meant," pressed his head down and kissed him.

He Zhengyang didn't move.Waiting for Liu Yiming to let go of him.His body suddenly went limp and collapsed on the ground.

Liu Yiming got up and hugged him.

Really, very warm.