Everyone is optimistic

A train to the imperial capital is running as usual.But his end is not here.There is one more stop to the imperial capital.After that, go further.

The train still has 10 minutes to enter the previous station of the imperial capital.In the first car, a girl in a white sweater quietly stood up.The person sitting next to him was still falling asleep with his head down and his schoolbag in his arms. He probably missed a little sleep because he got up early to catch the train, and he would have to make up for it.

The girl was next to the desk on the train, and moved out in a big stride.Try not to bump into your neighbors.She only carries a small bag.One of her favorite Cantonese songs, "You Lied to Me," was playing in the earphones.Walk a little bit to the rear compartment.Passing by the door of the first car, he asked a flight attendant, "Excuse me, where can I pay for the fare?" The flight attendant politely answered "the fifth car." The girl nodded and said thank you, and walked to the fifth car. .It was already past 12 noon. When she walked over, she encountered a lot of people walking around holding instant noodles. She tried her best to dodge, and occasionally she had to be careful not to be kicked by someone who stretched out her foot, and not to hurt others. Kick things down on the ground.Walking hard to the fifth compartment.

When she came, it was unlucky to catch up with the flight attendants preparing to eat.The place to eat is in the last five-person seat in the ticketed compartment.A male flight attendant and a female flight attendant are standing.There are more than a dozen transparent boxes on the table.The two are opening one by one to see what dishes are in each box.This train is a bit old, every place looks old, no lunch box is provided, and the meals of the flight attendants are brought up in advance.There was chatter and laughter between the two flight attendants.It looked like he was in his early 20s.The atmosphere of speaking is very relaxed. "Isn't this fried bean sprouts? Why are there only beans but no sprouts?" said the female flight attendant. "The chef probably forgot to soak the water, or he didn't want you to eat it. If you don't want to eat it, you can keep it. Leave it to us." The female flight attendant pouted and smiled, "It's a beautiful idea, you guys have so many dishes here You still want to ask me, but I'll take it away." He said and left with a few boxes of vegetables and rice.

The girl wore a black mask and pulled it down a little, revealing her mouth: "Hello, make up the ticket." The male flight attendant glanced back. "Is it a supplementary fare? Wait a minute." Seeing the face of the flight attendant, the girl felt envious, probably because the boy standing opposite had fairer skin than her own, and a high nose bridge, but looked very gentle and spoke softly. It is also gentle.The hair is short, and the thinnest uniform looks loose even in the smallest size.The girl didn't take a second look, feeling tired.Leaning against a piece of the protruding carriage, he lowered his head and turned on the phone.The male flight attendant arranged the dishes neatly one by one.The meat is placed in a row of vegetables.As soon as it was put away, other flight attendants came over to find a place to sit down, and he had time to ask, "Where did you pay for the ticket?" The girl said something and even gave him the money.He rummaged through his money bag.I couldn’t find a 5 yuan one, so I asked, “Do you have any change?” He lowered his head on the chair across the aisle, and the flight attendant said to several other colleagues, "Is there any five yuan?" When a five yuan appeared, he grabbed it and said to the girl, "I'll find it for you." Money." The girl didn't hear her earphones, and the flight attendant came over and patted her: "The change for you, what does it sound so good that you didn't even hear it?" The girl replied, "You're hiding it from me." After paying the money and paying the ticket, I left.

He Zhengyang sat back and sat in the innermost seat. He put the vegetables closest to him.He often turns black and white upside down because of work or simply can't sleep well.Greasy eat too much.He couldn't sleep well.But still put a box of meat next to me, too thin, let's eat more meat.After he sat down, the person next to him asked, "I said, why do you want the money? I thought you had to pick it up again." He Zhengyang turned his head, "It didn't go into my pocket this time. Give someone else's change and get it back." It's gone." The train they were working on, although the train itself was dilapidated and old, but the staff on the train were not very old, and a few of them talked and laughed without daring to speak loudly.Because there are other passengers watching them all the time, just keep watching.

"What did you say to that little girl just now, and you laughed so happily." Liu Yiming, who was sitting next to him, asked him while taking advantage of the food. He Zhengyang remembered the little girl, put down the meal, picked up the phone, opened the music listening software, Find the song the little girl mentioned.Just about to put on the earphones, Liu Yiming snatched the phone over, "Eat first." He Zhengyang let go of his hand and told him to take the phone away, and continued to eat.Liu Yiming turned off the phone screen and placed it between their legs.By the way, I will pick up a few words from the conversations of several other people.After eating, the others went back to the carriage to rest, and He Zhengyang started to clear the table again.It seems to have become a habit.Every day's work is considered easy, but you have to make time.Occasionally feel uncomfortable and get carsick.The days were light and comfortable.When resting, he can lie down at home for a day.Looking at the calendar on the phone, I have been out of work for almost a year.His mother was also calling him recently, asking him to think about going home.That's what money is earned.Staying up all night, black and white reversed mental weakness, although it is said that there is no rush to get married, but you can't always tell your family that you are too busy and don't have time.Because of family reasons, his mother was very worried about his future, saying that no matter how much money he had to spend, even if he spent money to buy a more comfortable job, it would be even better if he could go home, marry a wife and have children.

At the beginning, he always sneered at this matter, but after a year, it became more and more like his family's thinking.The idea came up that it would be good to go home and spend time with the family.I feel more and more powerless in life, maybe going home is also a good way.Turn over.His waist was pierced, and when he stood up, he saw an arm. "Let's wait until we get home." He Zhengyang thought.

The arm seemed to be pressed by a big rock, Liu Yiming also woke up, moved his arm, thinking "Well, it's not broken" and opened his eyes to see He Zhengyang sitting next to him.Involuntarily, he stretched out his hand towards He Zhengyang's neck and pressed his whole body down.

He Zhengyang pushed him away and slammed his leg at his leg, "I'm hungry." Liu Yiming asked him "what to eat?" He Zhengyang heard him and slammed his leg at him again, "I don't care, anything is fine. I'm so hungry that I can't die .” He Zhengyang found his clothes, put them on and stepped over him to turn on the light.The room suddenly lit up, and Liu Yiming also sat up.She leaned her elbows against her thighs and looked at him.In a hurry, He Tian randomly found a shirt to put on, turned on the light and found that it was work clothes, took off the shirt and looked for clothes in the closet.

Just as he was struggling with which one to wear, he was hugged from the back and felt the direct warmth of his body, and several rows of teeth marks were instantly bitten on his neck.He Zhengyang muttered, "Hey, I have to wear a shirt again, it's such a hot day." After hearing this, Liu Yiming sucked out a few red marks, "It's fine to wear normal ones, and you can't see them when you go out at night. Besides, so what if you see them?" It's gone." He Zhengyang looked helpless, "Two big men went out and one of them still had strawberry marks on his neck, what do you make others think." "Whatever they think is right." He Zhengyang gave him a supercilious look.

Feeling being pushed by something behind him, He Zhengyang pushed him back, "Go eat first, I'm going to starve to death." Liu Yiming rushed up to hug him again, He Zhengyang pushed him away again, pushed him away again, Until He Zhengyang didn't push him away.Liu Yiming lay beside his ear, "Come home with me." When He Zhengyang heard this, his eyes lit up and then went off again.Pushing him away again, "No, I haven't figured it out yet. Just wait." Wait until we part.

The two packed up casually and went out, walking to the shopping mall to find a place to eat.Seeing a hot pot restaurant with a lot of people, they followed and walked in.

The lights in the hot pot restaurant are only on the top of the customers, the lights are not very bright, just enough to see.The two of them chose a corner, and the waiter came over to order something for them as soon as they sat down.It was a girl who came, handed over a menu and a pen, said "please choose yourself" and waited beside, the two of them took it over to look at it, and unconsciously drew in the distance, there were a few girls at the next table, like It's a dorm party.He kept looking back at the two of them, his eyes resting on his neck.He Zhengyang remembered the mark on his neck.He hurriedly touched his neck with his hand pretending to be thinking.Liu Yiming saw him from the corner of his eye, and asked, "What's the matter, did you have a stiff neck?" He Zhengyang blinked a few times, "A little bit" "Come here, I'll rub it for you." Liu Yiming just raised his hand, and He Zhengyang overreacted to the inside of the sofa Moved.He waved his hand, "No, no, I will do it myself, I will do it myself."Liu Yiming stretched his hand back, He Zhengyang turned his head and saw the waitress smiled and turned her head away from them.He lowered his head and continued rubbing his neck.

Liu Yiming filled out the form and moved towards him.The sofa where they eat hot pot is connected on three sides.Liu Yiming moved towards him, and he hid for a while. Later, Liu Yiming directly grabbed his belt under the table to prevent him from moving it away.Said something in his ear. "If you hide again, I'll let you eat early." He Zhengyang glared at him.The hand continued to hold the neck, not letting go.Seeing him like this, Liu Yiming let go of his trousers.He lowered his head and took out his phone, pretending to be browsing.He said on his mouth, "After being together for so long, you still want to pretend to be friends with me when you go out? Don't let me touch you once you go out. How are we shameless?" He Zhengyang bit his lip " Can't you see the way other people look at us? We don't have to do anything, just stand there. People will always be looking at us, can't you feel it?" The two sat next to each other, talking only the other could hear.All lowered their heads.Liu Yiming's hands stopped moving on the phone screen. "I've never seen it." He paused.For ten seconds, neither of them spoke.Every second, the two people seem to be a little further away.He Zhengyang thought that he would not speak anymore, and he unconsciously wanted to stay away from him.If the heart feels far away, the body will also unconsciously think far away.He just wanted to get up, Liu Yiming grabbed his hand, "Because I want to show off to others, I unconsciously want to lean on you. Let others know that this person is mine." He Zhengyang turned sideways and suddenly Turning around, he stared straight at Liu Yiming's eyes which were covered by his hair.

One year ago, he came here for an internship, and his monthly income of several hundred yuan made him frown.What can you do with a few hundred yuan, getting up early and working late every day just for this?Not worth it, not worth it.I don't want to come again, I won't come tomorrow after I take the money, he has been thinking this way all the time.Bring yourself some bread.He picked up the bread and put it in his mouth, thinking that a month's salary would not be enough to buy bread every day.I will leave tomorrow after my salary is paid, and I will not stay if I am killed.So, the day before he left, he thought that he would never have a chance to meet each other, so he had dinner with everyone.Men and women eat separately, at their own table.Only men.The unexpected are almost all young.The oldest one doesn't look over 1 years old, and a few of them are slightly fatter, but they are also very neatly dressed.He nodded with everyone and sat in the farthest place. The others were talking and laughing, and occasionally asked him a question or two and he answered truthfully.During the conversation, someone asked, "What do you think of being here?" He Zhengyang thought in his heart, "Of course it's not good, the money is so little." But he said, "It's okay, it's good." I said the same thing, said it was very good, and left in a few days." Then the man got up and left.

When he walked to another carriage, someone next to him whispered, "Don't blame him, he just talks like this. He has a good education. At the beginning, he said that he might be promoted, but he has followed until now. The interns this year are ahead of you. Quite a few of them left within a few days." He Zhengyang glanced at the direction this person was walking in, "Isn't it normal now, young people, the most fear is stability, how can it be compared to before."

Once the examination period is over.The salary is a little higher than before, so life can be regarded as a little passable.He Zhengyang went to check the tickets in the carriage, his voice was gentle but his face was expressionless.Head down, brows and eyes drooping.Not far away, not even close.

Later, we became acquainted, and we always sat together to eat.After chatting a lot, I found that almost no one has a girlfriend. Some people say that other cars are good-looking, so you can ask them.He waved to the flight attendants in his own car.It seems dissatisfied.It's like a pair of boys in high school sitting together and discussing the overall performance of the girl who walked past.As if these women were goods to be bought.Waiting for them to bid suppliers one by one like a god.Women are in the eyes of these people.It is a piece of goods marked with a price.If you have enough money, you can take away the middle grade and above.If you are tight, you may be wronged to rent for one night.

They want to proclaim themselves emperors and kings in front of women.But it is only the language that wins, and the intelligence is hurt.Sometimes the discussion is happy or the point of view is the same.They will also nod and high-five to appreciate each other.However, they will always pay for it.

He Zhengyang is not interested in these, nor is he interested in the other sisters in the carriage.When we meet, we talk less.I didn't even think about how long I would stay here, because my job is different from my university major.Came to school because of recruitment.Try yourself as an intern first.

He Zhengyang, who was about to graduate, hadn't found a house yet, and had no place to put his things. His mother called to ask him if he was going home.He Zhengyang's tone was sonorous, and he said without a pause: "If I don't go back, I don't go back, I haven't played enough. I'll wander outside for a few years, and I'll go back when I have enough fun. You don't have to rush me." Mother After listening, I asked about the house again.He said he found it.Mom asked again where she found it. , He scratched his head and thought, "I live with my colleagues, don't worry." Mom asked, "Female?" Can they still be colleagues together? Of course, only men are called colleagues!" Mom replied calmly, "Then hold tight, it will be difficult to find in the future, and don't let people snatch all the good ones away." He Zhengyang He replied impatiently, "Ah. Got it. I'm off to work."

After making the phone call, I walked into the carriage, and found someone standing at the door, thinking, "Could it be that he heard the call just now, tsk. It doesn't matter if he listens or not."

He just wanted to miss this person and go in when he heard the person ask, "Have you found your house?" He Zhengyang replied, "Not yet." "I have a house there, do you want to think about it?" The wages are absolutely affordable.”

He Zhengyang thought for a while, "Well... I'll go and have a look in two days." The man quickly said, "No, I know that place, it's near my house, the last tenant is about to move out, and now it's only our community I know. If you don’t hurry up and keep it, you’ll miss it, and the location is good. It’s also close to the subway.” Hearing this, He Zhengyang hurried forward, “Really? You didn’t lie to me? Then keep it for me. Since you’ve seen it all Then I don’t have to go. Then when will I pay the money?” The man replied: “Don’t worry, we’ll talk about it when you move in. Just give you the address and come find me when the time comes, and I’ll take you there. I can pick you up if there is a car." The excitement in He Zhengyang's heart was shown on his face at this time.After nodding and saying "good, good" several times, he went to work in good spirits.

On the day of graduation, He Zhengyang came out with a lot of things. He didn't want to bother others, but there were too many things and he didn't know where he lived in advance, so he had to call that person.The man said "wait for me" and hung up the phone.He Zhengyang was left alone in the scorching heat.His back was a little red from the sun, and he felt that the new home was a little bit of expectation and unknown for him. He imagined that kind of picture in his mind, playing games at home alone, ordering takeaway, buying a projection screen and turning off the lights to watch Movies, thinking about changing back to a person's life are very beautiful.

As he was thinking, he found a car parked in front of him.It is a black car, a Buick model. This model has a high seat and a lot of space in the car, making it much more comfortable to drive.At least the legs are stretched.It was one of the ones he wanted to buy.He took a second look.

Suddenly the car window fell, Liu Yiming stretched out his head, and shouted at him, "What are you looking at, don't you get in the car?" He Zhengyang raised his eyes and saw Liu Yiming, and smiled instantly on his face, and said enviously, "Wow, I didn't see that." Come out, Liu Yiming, you already have a car? It’s okay.” He opened the car door and put his things on the back seat.After letting go, he opened the co-pilot's door and sat on it.

As soon as he sat on it, he felt that it was the texture he liked, so he leaned back a few times and made a comfortable sound unconsciously.Liu Yiming watched his Adam's apple turning involuntarily.He Zhengyang dawdled for a while and praised, "This car seat is really comfortable, and I will buy one when I have money." Liu Yiming finally came to his senses, and turned his eyes reluctantly, "Fasten your seat belt." He Zhengyang was stunned for a moment Then he answered "Oh oh oh" a few times and fastened his seat belt.

If it is said that He Zhengyang has a lot of stuff, it is actually not a lot, a suitcase and a cardboard box.Other things were shipped back box by box by various couriers lined up in front of the building long before graduation.He thought graduation was another beginning.Before leaving this morning, I gave my quilt or something to the housekeeper to make the bed.It's too late to wait until you get to your new home.Asking Liu Yiming to pick him up was because he thought it was not good to squeeze the subway with so many things.He found the house for him, let him pick me up again, treat him to dinner in the evening, and thank him well.

After driving for a while, Liu Yiming stopped and looked at him, "Here we are".

He Zhengyang seemed to be still immersed in the comfort of the car, "Huh? Arrived?"

"Well, go get something"

He Zhengyang nodded.

Liu Yiming took his cardboard box, and He Zhengyang took the suitcase and walked up the elevator. When they reached the 15th floor, the two stepped out of the elevator.standing in front of a door.

He Zhengyang finally remembered to ask, "Where's the key?" Liu Yiming moved the box and revealed the pocket of his trousers.

"In the pocket" He hinted with his eyes that He Zhengyang's key was in his trousers pocket.He Zhengyang didn't think much about it, and reached out to look in his pockets. Summer trousers are always very thin, and he felt the warmth and firm flesh when he put his hands in. The bag was tight and deep. He took it out for a while, groping for it .It also kept rubbing against Liu Yiming's skin.

Liu Yiming asked, "Have you found it yet?" He Zhengyang blushed for some reason, "It's coming soon. Ah, I found it!" He took out the key and opened the door.

Everything inside.There are refrigerators, sofas, TVs, computers, air conditioners, and many other things. He Zhengyang also thought that the previous tenant was really a good friend, so he left them all.Walking in, there is a row of succulents on the window sill of the living room. There are all kinds of succulents, which are full of vitality.He looked back at him, "The place you are looking for is really good, are you sure this is a rented house?? The area is a bit small, but the things are really complete. Do you think the last household forgot to take it away?" , When will they come to pick it up, so I can pack it up for them." He Zhengyang put down his things and flew towards the sofa, landing on the sofa, lying on the sofa.It's uncomfortable.

Liu Yiming took the key and put it in a square black hole embedded in the wall at the door.The door slammed shut.

"what do you think?"

"Not bad, you really have vision. If I knew you were so powerful, I should have asked you earlier. No, I should have let everyone I know come to you to rent a house. It is really a windfall."

"As long as you feel good." After speaking, Liu Yiming walked to the only bedroom, opened the door and went in, then closed the door.

He Zhengyang watched him go in, and thought for a while, isn't this the house I rented?How did he get in? He got up from the sofa and walked towards the door of the bedroom.I want to ask why he walks casually at my house.He opened the door without thinking, and saw Liu Yiming who was changing clothes.

The upper body was wheat-colored, and the muscles hung smoothly on this person. Liu Yiming was wearing shorts. He opened the door and watched him slowly put on and tie a thin rope of the pants.

He Zhengyang also forgot what he wanted to say, and just kept watching him get dressed.

Liu Yiming put on a black T-shirt and walked over, patted him on the head, "Have you seen enough, I'll show you another one?" He Zhengyang, who had run away, finally came back.

Liu Yiming lowered his head and smiled at him, but he didn't understand what he just said, so he asked "What?"

Liu Yiming pressed close to his ear, his breath lingered, and He Zhengyang felt a little tingling all over his body through his ears.Said, "I think you may not have seen enough. You just saw the magic. I will show you another one someday. Be careful, don't be hard." He looked up and walked out of the bedroom.

He Zhengyang thought of the body just now and heard what he said and performed it again.Angrily, he turned back and retorted, "You are the one who is hard, and your whole family is hard."

Liu Yiming turned around and laughed, "Ang, you're right" and walked towards the refrigerator, "What do you want to drink?"

He Zhengyang seemed to feel that the topic seemed a bit wrong, he didn't know how to continue, but fortunately Liu Yiming posed a new question in time.He scratched his head and timidly replied "Coke." Liu Yiming picked up a can of Coke and threw it at him, "Drink less, kill sperm."

He Zhengyang took it and waited for Coke to be quiet for a while.

"You care about me! Why don't you go home?"

Liu Yiming picked up a pure water, opened it and drank it with his head up.He Zhengyang kept staring at him with his Adam's apple up and down.Swallowed.He opened his own Coke and took a big gulp.

"Didn't you see it? This is my house." He Zhengyang almost spit out a mouthful of Coke.I was a little suspicious when he changed clothes.Until I heard such a firm answer.The seed of doubt in his heart died, and a feeling of uneasiness sprang up.

"Your house? Didn't you say you took me to rent a house? So, how did you get to your house?"

"What I found for you is my home."

"Damn? You lied to me. Are you sick? Is this interesting? Where do I live now? In your house?"

"correct."

"You... I can't live. I want to live by myself."

"Of course you live by yourself, you live in the living room."

"What? I'm a tenant, I shouldn't live in the bedroom, you live in the living room?"

"If you really think you can live in a house within the third ring road with your little money, then go find it. It would be nice if you could live there."

"Didn't you make me come? You let me go now? I don't care, I'm staying here until I find the next place. I'm not going anywhere."

Liu Yiming drank the last sip of water from the bottle and threw it into the trash can.

"Whatever you want, don't disturb me. I'll go to bed for a while. Your range of activities is that you can go anywhere except this bedroom. There is a cot on the wall, and you can remotely control it later."

He Zhengyang looked around, "Where is it?" Liu Yiming walked into the bedroom, closed the door and said "Find it yourself", and there was no movement.

He Zhengyang put the suitcase beside him.The air conditioner in the room seemed to be on all the time.I don't feel hot.But I sweated after waiting in the sun for a long time in the morning.He took a few changes of clothes and went to the bathroom to wash them.I didn't have time to wipe my hair too dry when it came out.When he couldn't find the bed, he flung himself on the sofa again.He was also tired and wanted to sleep for a while.But none of the postures were right, just uncomfortable, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. "No. I want to sleep in bed."

He arrived at the door of the bedroom by accident. He originally thought that the door must be locked and he couldn't open it by himself. It would be better to twist it a few times to wake up the people inside to relieve his anger.It's just that he didn't expect the door to open! "Open! Open? What does he think, he doesn't close the door when he sleeps, isn't he afraid of others coming in." The next day, he thought again, "Yes. He lives alone, who can come in and disturb him."

Beige curtains block the sun's light.The temperature of the air conditioner in the room is about 20 degrees, even if it is adjusted to 17 degrees.There will also be a small increase in the indoor temperature due to external heat.Suddenly felt into the darkness.His eyes slowly adapted, and he saw the long-lost bed.He closed the door quietly and walked gently to the bed.

Obviously a bed bigger than a double bed.He thought he could let him live half of the time.It happened that Liu Yiming only slept on one half of the bed.The other side is still neat.There is only one quilt.He Zhengyang thought.Using both hands and feet, he crawled over Liu Yiming's body.That side was against the wall, and as soon as it passed by, I felt the temperature of the sun.But there is a cool breeze inside.He had no choice but to lean towards Liu Yiming under the quilt.

"Here we come." He Zhengyang raised his head abruptly, and saw Liu Yiming squinting at him, the curtains shaking slightly.

The shadow cast on his face was also slightly bright and dim, and the shadow of his eyelashes was elongated and swaying gently.Eyes covered by eyelashes.Also with a little smile.The tone of the speech is also like someone who is too familiar waiting for a complaint from the other party for a long time, with a little expectation.

He Zhengyang stepped back.

"I want to sleep on the bed, and I also have to pay the rent." Liu Yiming slowly stretched out his hand from the bed as if he didn't hear it.Rubbed his head.

"I haven't blown my hair yet, so I came to sleep with me in a hurry. I couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry, so I came back after drying. I won't leave."

He Zhengyang was dumbfounded by what he said, thinking that he was lost in sleep and dreaming.

He Zhengyang didn't pay attention to what Liu Yiming said, the comfort of his body after taking a bath and the softness of the cup made him feel sleepy soon.His hair was still a little damp, and he couldn't feel it anymore.

When he was about to enter the artistic conception of a dream, he felt something hovering around his waist, the movement was light, and he didn't pay much attention to it.He also felt like a bug was biting him on his shoulder, one deep and one shallow, and he never moved very little when he fell asleep.Even if a snake bites him, he can maintain this position until he wakes up, as if he was forced to form a habit since he was a child.He felt a little impatient when he felt that the bug was not going down, and he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes when he felt sleepy.He Zhengyang thought that this worm might be a bit big, and he should be full after sucking blood for a long time.

Suddenly, I felt something tightly against me from behind, and I was hugged again, and I couldn't move even if I wanted to.There was something soft groping around his stomach, and he wanted to get it away, but after waiting for a while, he felt that nothing happened, he was really sleepy.Last night, drinking beer and chatting in a dormitory, I almost cried into the shower. I didn't sleep much all night, and finally I was able to sleep, so I had to catch up on sleep.The sleepiness made him unconscious again.

He just felt like he was drowning in his dream and couldn't breathe.