I had a crush on her and finally broke up

The second time Yan Shuang and Fu Ying met was at an earthquake rescue site.

This kind of work was not available to her team, but the manpower here was tight, and since it happened to happen, she stayed to help.

And Yan Shuang brought the news team over.At a time like this, there was chaos everywhere, and the two of them didn't have time to talk. They glanced at each other from afar, and then went about their own business.Fu Ying also accepted an interview in the middle, but Yan Shuang was the general manager, not in charge of the front-line interview work, and had nothing to do with her.

Fu Ying's work is very simple. It is nothing more than going to work wherever traces of life are detected.

In comparison, Yan Shuang's work is much more complicated.Not only to keep an eye on the disaster relief situation on the frontline, but also to interview the touching stories of the disaster relief soldiers, and to appease the victims who lost their homes and relatives and friends, so that they can cheer up and continue their life afterwards.

This last point is the most important, because the stability and harmony of the disaster area depends entirely on the state of the victims.

With the team coming over, there are also some literary and art workers who will perform some performances every day, which is both morale-boosting and inspiring.

In addition, various large and small events that occurred in the disaster area are also within the scope of the report.

There are eloquent people who sacrifice themselves to protect others, and there are also parents who have boundless love and leave the chance of survival to their children. The transmission of these contents to the outside world can arouse everyone's empathy and allow more people to lend a helping hand.

Before getting to know Yan Shuang, Fu Ying didn't know much about media work, and as for the entertainment industry, it was something that she would almost never get in touch with.For people engaged in these industries, not to mention discrimination, prejudice does exist.After all, they are glamorous, and they easily earn high incomes that ordinary people can't imagine, while those who really carry forward earn very little.

In the army, this idea is not yet obvious.After all, everything is provided by the state, and this profession is pure and noble, and the sense of pride and accomplishment that can be obtained is hard to compare with any other profession.

However, Fu Ying has several comrades who retired due to injuries. After returning to their hometown, life is very difficult. Being weighed down by the burden of life, it is inevitable to have some cynical thoughts.

After getting to know Yan Shuang, maybe it was because her heart unconsciously turned in another direction, or it might be because she paid more attention to that circle and learned more, but felt that it was not easy for them.

Now that she has personally participated in it, she feels that the social division of labor is indeed very reasonable.

Although people like them in camouflage uniforms can easily gain the trust of the people, they are helpless in the face of people who are crying and even looking for death.And these are what Yan Shuang and the others are best at.

After the interview team arrived, the atmosphere in the entire disaster area improved a lot. The victims living in the tents no longer lost their minds, and started to get out of the tents and do what they could.

It wasn't until the third night, when the golden 72 hours passed and the rescue work was almost done, that they got a little breathing time.

I don't know if she was overtired, but Fu Ying couldn't fall asleep for a while.Not wanting to disturb the comrades around her, she simply took out the tent quietly, looking for a quiet place to stay, but after walking for a while, her footsteps stopped. Yan Shuang was sitting on the pile of ruins in front of her with her knees wrapped around her, wondering what she was thinking.

"Why didn't you sleep?" Fu Ying stood there for a while before walking over.

Yan Shuang turned her head and saw that it was her, so she smiled and took out a hot water bottle from her knees, "My leg hurts a bit, please apply a hot compress. It will disturb others in the tent."

Fu Ying climbed up the ruins two or three times, "What happened to the leg?"

"It's an old problem," Yan Shuang said in a nonchalant tone, "I've been too tired these two days, I didn't care about it, so I rebelled." Then he put the hot water bottle back.

Fu Ying sat down beside her, and couldn't help but look sideways at her.The day Yan Shuang came, she was wearing a very capable commuter outfit, but now she has changed into a camouflage uniform that does not reveal her figure.Running around these two days, it is inevitable that some mud will be stained on the clothes.Sitting on the pile of rocks so carelessly, it is completely different from the glamorous image in the past.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Sensing her gaze, Yan Shuang turned her head and asked.

Fu Ying said, "It feels like you... are different from what I thought."

"What do you imagine me to be like?" Yan Shuang asked with great interest after hearing this.

Fu Ying thought for a while before saying, "I used to think that you are like a flower blooming on a cliff thousands of feet high, clean and beautiful, but no one can reach it."

"The flower of Gaoling?" Yan Shuang was amused by her description, "Are you praising me or scolding me?"

Fu Ying lowered her head and said nothing, Yan Shuang immediately understood, "You really are scolding me."

"Not at all." Fu Ying said immediately.But it's not really a compliment.It was precisely because of Yan Shuang's sense of distance that she could not see the insignificant intersection between the two of them, and Yan Shuang's seemingly non-existent provocation, because she didn't think there would be any results.

They are people from two worlds, it is a luxury to see them from a distance, so naturally they don't need to care too much.

Yan Shuang didn't pursue this issue either, "What about now?"

"I didn't expect you to adapt so well in this environment." Fu Ying said.

"I think you have demonized our circle." Yan Shuang thought for a while and said, "But I have to admit that there are people like the one you mentioned, but I am not."

Fu Ying let out a "hmm" and didn't speak.

Yan Shuang said again, "No wonder you seldom reply to my messages, and you always ignore them." She paused for a moment, then smiled to herself, "But I thought you would be different. The one on the cliff Hua, others can't reach it, but you shouldn't, Major Fu."

She looked at Fu Ying, meaning something.

Climbing cliffs is naturally difficult for ordinary people.But to Fu Ying, that was just the most common part of her daily training.Even without the aid of tools, she can easily climb up cliffs tens of meters high.

Being stared at by her, Fu Ying felt a little bit of pressure inexplicably. She subconsciously took out a pack of cigarettes and stuffed them back.

But Yan Shuang had already seen it, "Do you want to smoke?" She said, "Don't hide from me, I don't care about this."

Although she doesn't smoke herself, she is used to it in the workplace.

However, Yan Shuang looked at Fu Ying and said thoughtfully, "I really can't tell, it's hard to imagine that a righteous person like you can smoke." She should always be upright, serious, and able to smoke at any time. Launched to be the image spokesperson of the military.

"You seem to have deified our team." Fu Ying said while holding the pack of cigarettes without smoking. Lowest way."

"Are you also under pressure? I thought you would be at home in this profession." Yan Shuang raised her eyebrows.

"What about you?" Fu Ying asked back, "You're also very comfortable with your job, so don't you feel any pressure?"

"That's right." Yan Shuang said, and leaned closer to Fu Ying, "I know a good way to relieve stress, but unfortunately I haven't been able to find a suitable person to try it with. Do you want to try it, Major Fu?"

She got very close, even though it was night, with only the faint light of the temporary emergency lights in the distance, Fu Ying could still see her expression clearly, especially those eyes.She was bewitched by the emotion in those eyes for a moment, but she soon came to her senses.

She subconsciously stepped aside a little, finally took out a cigarette, lit it and took a puff, then stared at the gravel in front of her and said, "I thought you should be very clear that you are also part of my pressure."

Yan Shuang smiled with satisfaction, "It's an honor," she said.

Fu Ying didn't speak, Yan Shuang said again, "But I don't think falling in love is a stressful thing. We are all adults, and I will do what you want. Besides, what else do you have to worry about?"

"Ruan Yu said that falling in love may not be able to take care of your career, but this is not a problem for us. Your career is doomed to have little private time, and my work is too busy to spare too much time. I just don't have to deal with those ordinary people. The trivial things in love can directly point to the essence of love and make both of you happy, can't you?"

Fu Ying did not relax because of her words, on the contrary, her brows frowned even tighter.

She didn't speak until she finished smoking the cigarette in her hand, "Actually, I don't quite understand. What do you like about me?"

"There is no exact reason for this kind of thing, it's just that it feels right." Ruan Yu said, "But if you must have a reason, maybe it's the drawbridge effect?"

The Capinola Suspension Bridge is 450 feet in length, suspended at a height of 230 feet above the river valley with two thick hemp ropes and fragrant wood boards.The suspended suspension bridge makes everyone who walks on it tremble with fear.Experimental studies have shown that when a man and a woman meet on such a thrilling suspension bridge, they are more likely to fall in love than walk across an ordinary bridge.

This is the suspension bridge effect. When a person is in a dangerous situation, the body will unconsciously secrete various hormones, causing symptoms such as rapid heartbeat, shortness of breath, and red face.And this symptom is so similar to the symptom when love occurs that people will have a beautiful misinterpretation of it and think that they are in love.

Indeed, they have only met twice so far, and both times were in dangerous places.

In the first time, Yan Shuang was even the rescued party. Under such circumstances, the occurrence of love seemed to be taken for granted.

But I don't know why, after confirming the reason, Fu Ying felt a little bit disappointed while feeling stable.

"You should know, that's just 'misattribution.'" She said after a moment.

"Yes, but so what?" Yan Shuang said, "When love happens, no one knows how it will come. There must always be an opportunity to cause it to appear, isn't it? According to this theory, then all the love in the world Love is essentially wrong."

She slowly approached Fu Ying, pressed her hand on her chest, felt the throbbing heartbeat under the skin, then raised her eyes to meet her, and smiled with satisfaction, "I like this mistake. You do the same, don't you?"