I had a crush on her and finally broke up

They looked at each other over the devastation and ruins.

The night is not quiet, the insects who don’t know where they are hiding are chirping, the sound of “Xi Suo” can be heard from the tent in the distance, and the stone in the ruins can’t support it and rolls to the ground, and the wind blows from the ears The sound passing by.

But these kinds of sounds, on the contrary, set off an indescribable silence, as if even time had slowed down, and could not bear to be disturbed.

Fu Ying felt that she had fallen into a strange state.

Until the face in front of her suddenly receded to make room, so the air scrambled down her nose and into her lungs, making her completely alive.Only then did she realize that at that moment just now, she was holding her breath.

Being in the special forces is to survive and complete tasks in various extreme environments, and various underwater exercises are naturally indispensable.Not only is Fu Ying good at swimming, but she can also hold her breath longer than others, but that is only within the range of ordinary people.And she didn't feel any discomfort, which means that this period of time will not exceed 1 minute.

It's been a long time different than she thought.

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence." Yan Shuang sat back in her seat with a natural attitude.

Fu Ying's eyes moved, and his eyes fell on her.Yan Shuang didn't seem to feel uncomfortable at all. She picked up the hot water bottle that fell on the ground due to her previous action, and sighed, "Oh, the water is cold."

The body reacted faster than the brain, Fu Ying reached out subconsciously and took the hot water bottle.

Yan Shuang didn't seem surprised, and smiled at her, "Then thank you."

Fu Ying could only silently climb down the rock pile, fill the hot water bottle with hot water, and then walk back.She sat down in her seat, and was about to pass the hot water bottle over, but Yan Shuang stretched her legs over first.

"Help me cover it?" She tilted her head slightly and asked with a smile.

As soon as he raised his legs, they rested on Fu Ying's legs, and gestured with his left calf, "It's here."

Of course, these legs are good-looking. They are well-proportioned, wrapped in slender and close-fitting trousers, with smooth and beautiful lines, and the weight is not clear when they are placed on her legs.The owner of the legs leaned back slightly, her arms were supported behind her, her eyes were half-closed, and in the dim light, her face showed a relaxed and almost comfortable expression.

Fu Ying felt that she should refuse, but she looked down for a while, but still put the hot water bottle over and covered it.

She found that she simply could not refuse this person.

When they didn't meet each other, Fu Ying could still resist the attraction of the other party, but when this person stood in front of her, her every move could affect Fu Ying's nerves, making her unable to resist.

Even if she knew it was a "mistake", it was an overly beautiful mistake, and she could only sink.

And... this is not too much to ask... right?Friends help each other, which is what it should be.This distance is not so out of line that it is completely unacceptable.

"The stars are so beautiful tonight." Yan Shuang's slightly reclined posture is very suitable for admiring the starry sky.She looked up for a while, unable to bear the emotion.But then he questioned himself, "However, maybe I'm in a good mood, so it's good to see everything."

Her calf was still aching, but she was in a good mood after being pressed by the hot water bottle, and the person she was thinking of was sitting in front of her eyes.

Fu Ying still did not speak, and Yan Shuang talked about traveling to Tibet with her classmates when she was in college.

At that time, I probably hadn’t passed the second term, and I was full of interest in Tibet, a mysterious place.But for a few college students, it is the first time to travel far away, or a place with a completely different environment, what can they do to prepare decently?That trip was almost the most embarrassing time in Yan Shuang's life, but because of this, many memories are precious now.

"You know that I joined a TV station after graduation, right? In fact, the opportunity was also this trip. When I was an intern, I followed the TV station and made a Tibet program. At that time, I was the only one in the program group who had been to Tibet. Afterwards, I helped a lot, and without knowing it, I got everyone’s recognition and affirmation.”

But what Yan Shuang still remembers is lying on the grassland on the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau and looking at the stars. The feeling that the stars in the sky seem to be falling down in an instant, and they are within reach, has never been experienced in any other place.

"But I think the starry sky tonight seems to be more beautiful than then." Finally, she said with a smile.

Fu Ying finally looked away from the hot water bottle, looked up at the starry sky above her head, "It's really beautiful."

In fact, due to the nature of her profession, she has a lot of experience of stargazing in the wild, but how can she have the heart to appreciate these during the mission?Her emotional thinking is not as rich as Yan Shuang's, so she can't perceive any beauty.The only meaning of the starry sky is to tell her that it won't rain tomorrow, and the mission environment will be relatively friendly.

But now, I seem to somewhat understand why human beings have been curious about the starry sky from ancient times to the present, leaving behind so many poems and legends.

It's not that the stars have stories, but that people have stories, and they depend on the stars.

Maybe from now on, every night accompanied by stars, she will think about tonight, about this person sitting next to her, right?

Neither of them spoke again until the hot water bottle became cold in the night dew, Yan Shuang retracted her leg, as if she also retracted Fu Ying's wandering thoughts.

"It's getting late, and I'll be busy tomorrow." She heard Yan Shuang say.

Yan Shuang stood up, holding a hot water bottle in one hand, bowed her head and said to her, "Then, good night." After she finished speaking, she was about to walk away, but when she glanced away, she saw the box that fell beside Fu Ying at some point. cigarette.

She paused slightly and took a step forward.This step shortened the distance between the two of them suddenly, Yan Shuang bowed her body, her cheek almost brushed against Fu Ying's, paused slightly, and then reached out to pick up the cigarette case.

"I'll take this thing away." She looked up at Fu Ying, shaking the cigarette case in her hand, "Smoking is not a good habit, you can contact me when you feel stressed in the future, 24-hour standby. Even if you are busy at the time , and will reply when I have time."

The moment she bent down, Fu Ying almost thought she was going to do something.It was only at this moment that she realized that she was just going to pick up the cigarette case, and while she breathed a sigh of relief, a sense of loss also flashed across her heart.

She watched Yan Shuang quietly, her eyes were still as usual, and she seemed to be hiding a lot of things.

Yan Shuang didn't straighten up immediately, but looked at her with this movement, and after a while, she leaned in front of Fu Ying, almost face to face, and said with a smile, "You look at me like this, do you think I want to kiss you?"

Fu Ying's eyes instantly became embarrassed, and she even dodged subconsciously.

This made Yan Shuang feel better. With a deep smile in her voice, she deliberately said, "If you want me to kiss you, I won't know until you tell me. Of course, it would be even better if you are willing to kiss me proactively." .”

Fu Ying's hand beside her was quietly clenched, the eyes of the two were glued together for a moment, Yan Shuang laughed again, this time she did not play tricks, she turned her head slightly, and a kiss fell on Fu Ying's cheek .

This kiss was unexpectedly innocent, very different from Yan Shuang's usual impression.It was just a slight movement, but Fu Ying seemed to be immobilized by someone, staying in place and unable to move.

I can only hear my own thundering heartbeat in my ears, as if the world around me is fading away, and the only thing that is clear is myself and the person in front of me.

"It's really good night this time." Yan Shuang finally backed away, turned around and got off the stone pile.

Fu Ying, whose mind was blank, finally came back to her senses. Looking at Yan Shuang's back, she felt like an elf in a fairy tale who had to leave when the time came. Her steps were light and graceful, and her whole body seemed to be shrouded in a soft light. , Let her suddenly have an urge to keep the other party.

"I..." She subconsciously opened her mouth.

Yan Shuang stopped, stood under the stone pile, and looked back.But Fu Ying didn't think about what to say, and couldn't find a topic to pick up at the moment. After being watched by Yan Shuang, her mind turned even slower, and what she blurted out eagerly was, "I just have numb legs. Can't move."

It seemed that before explaining her, she had been sitting blankly, allowing the other party to do whatever she wanted, without giving any reason for her reaction.

It was more like explaining that she was not asking for a kiss by sitting there, it was just out of necessity.

Yan Shuang didn't seem to expect that she would say that, she was slightly taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing.It was a very hearty laugh, and it was not suppressed. It spread far in the quiet night, and it seemed that he was not afraid of disturbing others.

"Fu Ying, you are so cute!" She looked at the person sitting on the stone pile with frowning eyes, "I think I should have a good dream tonight."

Then finally turned around and left.

It wasn't until her back entered the tent that Fu Ying realized what she had said, and couldn't help but raised her hand to cover her face.

The night wind blew gently, and she felt that the base of her ear was burning badly.

It seems to be enchanted by the other party, from the body to the mind is completely controlled by others.But strangely, Fu Ying does not find this out of control situation unacceptable.She was originally a soldier with a high degree of obedience, but she used to have a pure and firm mind, and forged ahead for her only belief.

But now, there is another person hidden in her heart.

She wasn't even sure if she could refuse if Yan Shuang asked her for more.

But it's easy to be impulsive, but it's not so easy to let another person join your life.After leaving Yan Shuang, Fu Ying regained her usual calmness and caution, unable to make a decision immediately.

However, she soon discovered that even this kind of worry seemed unfounded.

In the early morning of the next day, the most difficult period was over, and the media arrived one after another by helicopter, but Yan Shuang's team was about to evacuate.

When Fu Ying heard the news, she couldn't help being stunned.For a moment, she even regretted that she didn't really do something last night.Yan Shuang is right, their time is precious, and they should not be wasted on hesitation.

Perhaps it should be fortunate that the nature of the work of the two of them determined that each of their meetings was so short, which allowed her to maintain a little clarity and not turn herself into a moth to the flame.

But, next time, next time, will she be able to maintain her current position?