I had a crush on her and finally broke up

Maybe it was because she met her parents and passed Ming Road, so she had an identity. When she went down the mountain, Qi Lan no longer shy away from it. She held the basin she wanted to return to the management office in one hand, and held Ruan Yu's tightly in the other hand. palm to warm her cold fingers.

It was about ten o'clock in the morning, and the dark clouds that had been gloomy all morning seemed to be blown away by the wind, revealing the faint sun behind the clouds, shining a not too dazzling white light.

Ruan Yu's heavy heart was blown open like this dark cloud.

When she reached the foot of the mountain, she turned her head and glanced back.The white tombstones and the green pines and cypresses are layered on top of each other, looking solemn and solemn, like the orderly world that people dream about after death.

When she was a child, she read the phrase "relatives may be sad, but others have already sang" in her textbook. She always felt very sad, as if a person was abandoned by the whole world.However, at this moment, she suddenly felt something else.

This is an elegy Tao Yuanming wrote for himself.A person who knows that he is going to die can still write such a poem, from the perspective of a bystander to simulate the funeral scene after his death, even if he has nostalgia for this world, he is extremely honest in his heart.That being the case, how can you be sad because you are forgotten by the world?

So the next sentence is, what's the point of dying?Hold the body on the same mountain!

Those who have died have another destination, and everything in the world has nothing to do with them.And what she holds in her hand is the future, the world, and the power of all life.

It wasn't until returning to the car that the heat from the air conditioner hit his face, and Ruan Yu came back to his senses.

She cried on the mountain just now, and the skin under her eyes was numb from the mountain wind. Now that she was warmed up, she felt a dull tingling pain.Ruan Yu was about to raise his hand to wipe, but was held down by Qi Lan.She took out a wet paper towel, put it on the air conditioner to blow it for a while, and then came over, carefully wiped the skin around Ruan Yu's eye sockets, and then wiped off the wet marks with a dry and soft paper towel.

"Is this better?" She looked at it for a moment, and saw that this small piece of skin was still very red, so she couldn't help asking with some worry.

The feeling of being cracked by the wind seemed to be wiped away by a paper towel, leaving only a piece of dryness.Ruan Yu nodded, "It's much better." He took the wet wipe from Qi Lan again, and wiped her eyes for the same.This guy also cried with him just now, and now his eyes are also red.

Qi Lan let her move, looked at her for a while, and made sure that she was not uncomfortable, then smiled, "You look like a little rabbit now."

The kind that is white, soft and cute, with red eyes, which is adorable.

"Aren't you the same?" Ruan Yu pressed her eye sockets, not knowing whether to laugh or sigh, "I cried because my parents were buried there, why are you crying?"

Qi Lan was blocked by her eyes and couldn't see her expression, so she grabbed her hand and moved away, looked at her and said, "You can't say that, I just changed my name to parents. That's my parents too." , of course I can cry."

"Besides, I drank too much chicken soup when I was young, and I always remember that sentence, share the happiness with others, and you will get double happiness; tell others the pain, and you will reduce the pain by half." Yu kissed lightly on the still reddish eyelids, "I will cry half of your tears for you, so your eyes won't be swollen from crying."

After hearing what she said, Ruan Yu just smiled mysteriously.

Seeing this, Qi Lan always felt that she was not being moved, but was laughing at herself, so she immediately asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"I just remembered an article suddenly, and I feel that what the sages said may not be correct." Ruan Yu was holding back his smile at first, but when he heard her ask this question, he laughed completely.

"What article?" Qi Lanpo almost lay on Ruan Yu's body, her face was very close, and forced her to ask, "Quickly say it!"

"It's Mr. Lu Xun's article." Ruan Yu pressed her face and smiled again, "Talent is not like a germ, it cannot be transmitted through love and sex, so a poet's wife may not be a poet, and a writer's wife may not be able to write. Good work."

Qi Lan's face turned red.

The meaning in Ruan Yu's words not only affirmed her status as "wife", but also praised her for speaking well before, and the reason why she spoke so well was because Ruan Yu's talent passed some indescribable His intimacy was communicated to her.

But since she is already a legitimate "wife", Qi Lan feels that she can be more righteous and confident.

She pressed Ruan Yu's shoulders, leaned down to kiss her, and said vaguely, "Those words just now have used up all the talents you gave me, and now I need to add some nutrition."

Fortunately, she still remembered where it was, and after a brief "supplementary nutrition", Qi Lan restrained herself.After calming down again, he started the car.

The road back to P city from the cemetery has to cross the whole city.It's almost lunch time now, the road is a bit congested, plus the time to wait for the red light, it's very annoying to stop and go.But maybe because this is the city he once lived in, Ruan Yu didn't find it difficult to bear while watching the changes outside the car window intently.

When passing by a community, she suddenly said to Qi Lan, "My family used to be here."

Qi Lan hurriedly turned her head to look, and only saw a tall building with no crowds, and the four large characters on the top of the building for fear that no one would see it: Happiness Garden.

The name is tacky enough, but maybe because this is the place where Ruan Yu lived, Qi Lan's heart has been biased. Qi Lan actually thinks it is cute and tacky, and even has a meaningful meaning, but also thinks it is like a beautiful place. wishes.

She glanced again, then looked back at Ruan Yu, "If you like, we can also buy a house here."

"No need." Ruan Yu didn't have much emotion, "Everything I'm familiar with has long since disappeared, so there's no need for such souvenirs. After buying a house, it's troublesome to take care of it, and it's wasted if it's rented out. I don’t know if the rent is enough to subsidize the gas money for running back and forth.”

As a "strict wife" who has already handed in her salary card and all her property, Qi Lan naturally has no say in this matter, so seeing Ruan Yu's denial, she had no choice but to give up.

"That's right." While waiting for the red light, she shook Ruan Yu's hand, "Your home is where I am."

Ruan Yu was amused by her, "Are you so confident in yourself?" The words meant that, but most people would not say that, and most of them would say "My home is your home".

Qi Lan said, "The reverse is also true. Wherever you are, my home will be there."

"Professor Qi and Ms. Zhang must not hear these words." Ruan Yu said deliberately, "otherwise they should be sad."

Qi Lan curled her lips, "No, they want me to be independent quickly, so that they can kick me out and live in a two-person world. Now that I have my own little home, I don't want to bother them. It's too late for them to be happy." When she said this, Glancing at Ruan Yu's expression, he pretended to be pitiful and said, "I'm so pitiful, I have no family status at all."

"So you want to improve your family's status?" Ruan Yu asked back.

Although Qi Lan was distracted from driving, she immediately realized that this was a proposition. She had a strong desire to survive and said, "No, no, my family status has improved. In the past, my father was the oldest and my mother was the second. Three, now you are the oldest and I am the second in our family, and I have been promoted by one, I am very satisfied."

Ruan Yu couldn't help laughing.

Qi Lan originally wanted to make her happy, but she softened her heart when she laughed, and she also became happy, deliberately slowing down the speed of the car, as if she wanted to use this method to make this moment last longer.

With full speed, she can concentrate on appreciating the city where Ruan Yu grew up.Although in recent years, large-scale construction projects have been carried out all over the country, and the city looks different every day, but there are always some things that will always stay there.

When the car drove to a certain section of the road, Qi Lan glanced out the window, her movements suddenly stopped, and she stepped on the brake unexpectedly.

"What's the matter?" Ruan Yu was startled by this action, but when he looked up, there were no cars in the front or back, and there was no surprise.

And Qi Lan's face showed a bit of restrained excitement, and he was taking off his seat belt, "Get out of the car!"

Ruan Yu didn't react yet, so he subconsciously followed suit.With one foot on the ground, she came back to her senses, "Parking is not allowed here." But at this time, Qi Lan had already come around from the other end, pulled the person down without any explanation, closed the door and locked the car in one go, and then grabbed Ruan Yu's hand ran forward.

Fortunately, Ruan Yu is going to visit the grave today, and Ruan Yu is wearing flat shoes, so he won't be unable to keep up.

After running forward for a while, turning around the intersection, Ruan Yu paused, and immediately realized what Qi Lan was going to do.There is a large water park in front of it. There are many spectators and tourists watching, and some people experience various projects in it, which makes the onlookers boo.

She was full of thoughts for a while, unable to move, let Qi Lan pull herself to the entrance of the water park, and quickly scanned the QR code to buy two adult tickets.

"I don't..." Ruan Yu didn't realize until then, and felt a little shivering in his heart.

But before she could say anything, Qi Lan turned her head, held up the ticket in her hand, and looked at her expectantly, "Let's go play this!"

If you refuse, you can't say it.Qi Lan heard her talk about the irreversible regret in her childhood, maybe she just wanted to make up for her in this way.In fact, this is also Ruan Yu's consistent philosophy. The old memories are already there and will not disappear, so they should be covered with new memories.

In the past 20 years, the projects of the water park do not seem to have changed much. They are still the same, but a little new tricks have been added.

But that's the way it is with fun, sometimes it doesn't matter what you play, what matters is that there are people around you who will accompany you crazy and make trouble with you.Ruan Yu was a bit reluctant at first, but everyone around her was playing, the atmosphere was very motivating, and Qi Lan was by her side, so she gradually got involved.

The last item is the water walking ball.That is, people stand in a huge transparent ball full of gas, and they have to control the ball from here to there.This is the most eye-catching project in Leyuan. After all, from the perspective of the crowd, it is of course good to see one person holding all the projects fiercely, but in fact, I prefer to watch them roll around in embarrassment.

Ruan Yu and Qi Lan chose the two-person mode, and were quickly put into the ball by the staff, one of them sticking to one side, and moved forward cautiously.But the center of gravity of the two people was obviously not that easy to control, so they took the first step, and the ball swayed, and the two couldn't stand up, and they rolled into the middle together, causing a burst of laughter.

Although the original intention was to relax and help Ruan Yuyuan feel sorry, but with so many people watching, it would be embarrassing to make jokes all the time.

The two looked at each other, quickly got up, and tried more cautiously.

There are tricks to this kind of game, as long as you calm down and don't worry, the two cooperated tacitly, but they also figured out a little trick, and staggered forward.Although I still fell several times in the middle, I finally finished the whole journey.

After taking the last step, the two of them relaxed completely and lost their balance suddenly, so as expected, they rolled together again.

This time Ruan Yu didn't get up in a hurry, lying on the bottom of the ball and smiling very happily.Different from the somewhat gloomy smile before, this smile is completely relaxed, the brows are stretched, and all the melancholy disappears.Qi Lan looked at her from the side and couldn't help laughing.

Following their strength, the walking ball rolled back to the middle of the water park.

This project is billed by time, so no staff came to urge them.

The two lay there like this, looking at each other for a moment, Qi Lan couldn't help but whispered, "I want to kiss you." If the ball wasn't transparent, and everything inside could be seen outside, she couldn't help it long ago.

At this time, Qi Lan suddenly understood why a project like the Ferris wheel can become a reserved project in the playground.Because the Ferris wheel is a relatively closed small space, although there are windows, when the Ferris wheel is running in the air, the people below can't see what's going on above.

And the huge Ferris wheel turns around, and the time is between 15 minutes and half an hour, which is enough to do something.

What could be more thrilling than this?

Hearing this, Ruan Yu looked at her softly, raised his hand, and pressed the pulp of his index finger on his lips, moved away after a while, pressed Qi Lan's lips again, and smiled at her, "I kissed you. "

This kind of tickling behavior, not only can't satisfy the craving, but made Qi Lan even more unbearable.

She frowned slightly, obviously trying to endure, got up with difficulty, and reached out to Ruan Yu, "The games are almost done, let's go back to the car, shall we?"

Ruan Yu handed over his hand, but Qi Lan pulled him, but he didn't pull him up.Ruan Yu clenched her fingers tightly, stared into her eyes, and said abruptly, "Qi Lan, let's get married!"

Qi Lan's eyes widened suddenly, and she looked at Ruan Yu in a daze, as if she couldn't react at all.

And Ruan Yu took advantage of this time to reach into her pocket, took out a ring, and put it on her ring finger, "If you don't say anything, I'll take it as your consent."

"I..." Only then did Qi Lan come to her senses, ignoring everyone's gaze, she rushed over and hugged Ruan Yu.The two of them rolled on the walking ball for a while before they stabilized, their bodies touched each other and smelled each other, Qi Lan finally found her own language, she looked at the ring on her hand, and then at Ruan Yu, with annoyance in her tone There was no discount at all, "It was you who took the lead!"

"You really are planning something." Ruan Yu smiled proudly.

Even if she wasn't very clear about the movements of the person next to her pillow, she could sense a little bit.On the contrary, her actions this time were obviously completely unexpected by Qi Lan, so she succeeded in calming her down.Although the proposal was rushed, and even the flowers were not prepared, but because of enough "surprises", Ruan Yu was satisfied.

"I originally wanted to plan a trip while the two of us were not busy, and then propose in the middle of the trip." By now, there was nothing to hide, so Qi Lan confessed her plan, "I've already booked my air ticket, Seven-day tour in Europe. When you agree to my marriage proposal, you can find a church and hold the wedding right away."

Although the wedding would not look so grand, Qi Lan was sure that Ruan Yu would never guess it.After all, with her temperament, she should want to make the wedding grander and get more people's blessings.This is actually the case, so this is also Qi Lan's sacrifice for privacy.

The results are all useless.

Who would have thought that Ruan Yu would wear a ring when he came out to sweep a grave?

"This is the inspiration you gave me." Ruan Yu couldn't help laughing when she heard her question, "Since I suddenly decided to visit your house last time, I found that there are too many accidents in life, you never know When will be the right time to propose, so you have to be ready every moment."

"Okay, you won." Of course, Qi Lan had nothing to do with her, so she raised her right hand wearing the ring, put it to her lips, kissed the simple ring, and then responded softly, "Yes, Ido .”

"Don't be too sad. The seven-day European tour and wedding can go on as usual, and with the preparations, we can invite guests in advance, can't we? There will definitely be a grand enough wedding that you want." Ruan Yu comforted she.

Qi Lan snorted, and muttered softly, "You're still acting good when you get the cheap."

Ruan Yu laughed again, and rubbed her cheeks with her fingers, "Actually, I want to tell you that you don't have to be discouraged if you fail this time. You still have the next time, the next time, and many, countless times in the future. .”

They still have a lifetime, so they don't need to care about temporary gains and losses.

……

Considering that the regret left last time was because Ruan Yu was reluctant to leave and stayed in the water park for too long, and it was really inconvenient to want to be intimate with everyone here, after the two reached their marriage intention, they Both left the water park holding hands.

As soon as she stepped out of the door, a question that had been completely forgotten before immediately returned to Ruan Yu's mind, and she couldn't help but exclaimed, "Ah, our car!"

Qi Lan was also taken aback, but immediately calmed down again, "It doesn't matter, at most it's a ticket." The 200 yuan ticket is just a ticket, and Mr. Qi can pay with his own pocket money!

Ruan Yu was suspicious for a moment, and then said, "If you park on the main street, you will definitely be dragged away by the traffic police."

Qi Lan: "..."

Well, there are a few little hiccups that must be sorted out before getting ready for the wedding.