[Letter White] I love your grave

3.4

"Hey, the world has been clean since I got engaged to you."

The dessert shop on the corner was crowded with people, and the proprietress was so busy that she had no time to take care of more customers.And Li Bai and Zong Jing were sitting by the window, sneaking around.

The sun was shining brightly at noon, but because it had just rained, the brightness was astonishing, but the heat was not too hot.Although a bit boring.It’s summer coming to an end and autumn is coming. People walking on the street wear everything, long-sleeved trousers for cold, short-sleeved shorts and short skirt for heat. Li Bai squinted his eyes and looked out. It was like watching a clothing exhibition. After watching for a while, I felt that my vision was a little blurred, and my eyes narrowed more and more.

Li Bai and Zong Jing lost their jobs and came out to hang out together today.Give yourself a vacation, and get together to chat by the way.

The proprietress finally delivered the cakes and drinks they ordered, and the table was full of things. The proprietress did not forget to apologize repeatedly before leaving.Before Li Bai could react, he was in a daze just now; Zong Jing reacted quickly, and responded to the landlady twice with a smile, which was very gentle, but when she turned to Li Bai, there was a burst of fierce urging, urging him Hurry up and take what you bought.

Li Bai didn't have much to say, he just pulled out a cup of milk coffee from the pile of things, took a small plate of Black Forest, and pushed the rest to Zong Jing—his fiancée, the eldest lady of the Zong family .

"It's so pure...the days when you don't get urged to marry..."

Li Bai glanced at her: "Instead of lamenting the clean life, I think you should restrain yourself." He said to a large booth of high-calorie desserts in front of him: "We have already started making the wedding dress. If you don’t go in, you’ll laugh your ass off.”

What Li Bai said made sense, but Zong Jing was unwilling to listen.

While chewing the food vigorously, she stared straight at Li Bai, as if she was eating dessert like Li Bai.While talking nonstop, two of the three sentences scolded Li Bai for not knowing what euphemism meant, and then threatened that he would definitely not gain weight, and what if he did... As he talked, he began to talk about his parents' recent past. How complicated is the upside-down wedding process...

But they didn't notice Li Bai's increasingly subtle smile.

"Hey, our little devil has also..."

——"It's also what is it?"

A pair of delicate hands stretched out from Zong Jing's back and rubbed her face.

As soon as Zong Jing heard the voice, it was who it was, and she wanted to turn her head to look at that person in surprise, but the angle of view was fixed by the person's hand, and she couldn't move.She gave the best thing and raised her head, looked at the tip of the man's half chin with a smile, and said, "My dear, why are you here? Isn't it time for you to go to work? Come on, Li Bai, let me introduce you Come on, this is my target."

The visitor looked at Li Bai and showed a gentle smile. She patted the white skirt on her body, took a few steps forward, reached out to shake Li Bai's hand, and said, "Nice to meet you. Listen, A Jing I've told you so many times."

Li Bai also smiled: "To each other. My poor single dog has never heard of her showing affection."

——This is going to be explained from the beginning.

The marriage contract between Li Bai and Zong Jing was a deliberate arrangement from the very beginning.

One time Li Bai went to the Qing bar for a stroll, intending to have a drink, but bumped into Miss Zong.This place is clean, it is not much different from other places, the only difference is that the men and women here have no sexual interest in each other.

This is fun.

Li Bai looked at Zong Jing, Zong Jing looked at Li Bai, the two said they were familiar, but they were not too familiar, and if they were not familiar, how could they not be familiar because they were in the same circle, so they smiled awkwardly face to face, and took advantage of the opportunity to sit together and drink a few glasses liquor.

After drinking a few glasses of wine, it gave Li Bai an idea of ​​whether it was good or not, and whether it was bad or not.

That is - the two of them got married in a fake way.

To be able to run into each other in this kind of bar, this kind of sexuality... I don't know if everyone knows it.People in the circle, who doesn't know who is living a miserable life recently, being urged to marry all day long, this Zong Jing is probably one of them.On the contrary, Li Bai was fine, he had just returned from abroad, and he pretended to be getting used to life in China, but it took a while, but no matter how long the days passed, there was no doubt that he would feel the same as Zong Jing.

These two people who share the same disease, love each other and have similar aptitudes almost met each other and hit it off right away.Li Bai and Zong Jing proposed this idea that day, and they put it into action the next day, and went directly to the Zong family to propose marriage, but the Zong father and Zong mother were very happy-finally poured out Zong Jing's basin of water!Hearing it again, they don't even plan to own the Zong family's business, leaving it all to Zong Jing, which is regarded as personal property, so I am even happier!

Immediately after their engagement, Li Bai and Zong Jing went straight to the Civil Affairs Bureau to bring the red book home and finish it off.

But the sad thing is that Li Bai has no partner, but Zong Jing has.

Zong Jing has a partner, but the two talked about it when they first discussed the fake marriage.At the same time, what Zong Jing learned was that Li Bai has someone he likes, who may get married after having a girlfriend, but he just can't let it go.

—— Li Bai looked at the two talking and laughing expressionlessly, his head was so painful that it was about to explode.

"Okay, okay, let's stop making trouble."

Zong Jing's girlfriend smiled, "I just saw you and came over to say hello. I have to go to work later."

After speaking, the two hugged each other and kissed each other several times.

God knows what Li Bai's mood was when he saw their brazen embrace.

Overnight, the world suddenly changed.

When a person hugs another person with love, if the other person has no love for him, then the hugger will disappear.

A simple line of words, like black humor to fool people, is the truth of the whole world.

This line sums it up, and behind it is countless deaths.Countless dead people verified its correctness one by one, and the lucky ones, who were pitifully small compared with the death toll, cheered.

Li Bai seldom saw people who dared to hug each other.Most of them died, and Zong Jing's couple was a small part.

To be honest, Li Bai was even a little relieved to see Zong Jing hugging her partner.

"Do you know Han Xin? Besides you, he's the one who's been the main character in recent gossip. It's not easy for him to work hard to get into our circle. Now that he's caught up with Yin Qiang, he's finally making it through."

"..."

Zong Jing's sudden emotion broke Li Bai's divergent brain circuits in an instant.

"There's something wrong with your expression. Could it be that the one you like...is...?"

"It's nothing." Li Bai replied calmly, "We have nothing to do with each other. At most, it's just the friendship we had for a night of drinking last time."

Zong Jing looked at him suspiciously, confirmed again and again that the expression on Li Bai's face did not look like he was acting, and reluctantly accepted the setting.

……

After graduating from high school, Li Bai went to Australia to study, while Han Xin stayed in domestic universities to study.

The time difference between Australia and China is only two or three hours, which cannot stop their exotic romance, but this season is very fun.

Li Bai's head was scorching hot, and when he was basking in the sun in a pair of shorts on the beach, Han Xin was eating hot pot while watching the goose feathers and heavy snow outside in the winter.

Everyday phone greetings can also get weird at times.

Han Xin: "Hey... It's getting colder and colder today, you should wear more clothes over there, don't catch a cold."

Li Bai: "I'll cover up the prickly heat."

"Oh yes, it's summer there. Remember to wear a sun umbrella when you go out, and remember to put on sunscreen. Sunburn hurts..."

As Han Xin was talking, he began to babble about his tragic experience of being sunburned in the past, one sentence after another, and it didn't finish for a while.

Li Bai listened to his speech with a smile all the way, answering twice from time to time. His gentle appearance with a smile surprised his classmates all, chattering in a low voice beside him.

Han Xin hasn't finished speaking yet.Li Bai couldn't help but interrupt Han Xin's tirade about the [-] disadvantages of sunburn:

"Do you think our situation is like a song?"

"What song is it?"

"I am in the southern sun, and there is heavy snow; you are in the cold night of the north, and the seasons are like spring."

Li Bai sang out.The response I got was: "You can actually sing?"

"Why can't I sing?" Li Bai said, "You can still do your homework!"

"I think you're scolding me??" Han Xin's head was full of black question marks.

"Why scold you? It's too late to love you."

——Straight...the straight ball is sent out! ! !Han Xin was hit!Han Xin's blood bar has been halved!Han Xin's blood bar is emptied!Han Xin was defeated!Han Xin!Han Xin...Han Xin has become a big red tomato.

It took a long time for him to recover: "I...me too..."

"What? Also what?"

Li Bai gestured to his little friends to be quiet, and bombarded the person on the other end of the phone with a happy face, asking questions in a silly manner.

"……I love you too."

"We're going on summer vacation soon, and we'll see you then."

"Okay, remember to bring more warm clothes. It's really cold here recently, and I'm almost frozen stupid..."

"That's great, I really miss the heavy snow in China...Kangaroo Country is so hot recently..."

She is the most touching when she is still young and vigorous.

……

Li Bai walked on the streets of a foreign country, strange men and women, different races.The weather was fine and the sun was shining brightly. Although the sun was too hot, the scorching heat on his skin made up for the chill in Li Bai's heart.

He thought about Han Xin, thinking and thinking, but fear overwhelmed love.

Li Bai followed his train of thought and thought in reverse, where did he get the panic, and he felt the constant vibration of the phone in his pocket.

He answered the phone, said hello first, and then looked around to see if there was any quieter shop where he could sit in and make a phone call—and then turn on the air conditioner to rest.

The person on the other end of the phone started talking excitedly as soon as he heard his voice, but the crowd around him was really noisy.It was the rush hour after work and school. Groups of children chattered from Li Bai to the shops on the street or into the alleys. The child was babbling, and he was so dizzy that he couldn't hear a word he said on both sides.

"Brother Xin...Brother Xin? Can you say it again? It's so noisy here, I can't hear a word..."

Han Xin was silent for a while, and then cheered up and said: "I said, when you go back to China for vacation, let's go to the capital to play together, I always want to see what the Forbidden City looks like in winter... You know that there are four seasons of the year. It feels different to go to a place at different times, and I also want you to accompany me..."

Li Bai intuited that something was different.

He found that the daily warm phone greeting time is getting shorter and shorter, and even the frequency of calling two or three times a day is getting lower and lower.

Obviously they are still the two of them, and they still chat like this, why did it become like this?

Li Bai finally asked one day: "Brother Xin, have any girls confessed to you?"

Han Xin: "Of course, I am a charming person after all! But I still like you the most!"

Standing in the bathroom, Li Bai saw his ugly face in the mirror, and tried his best to pull out a smile—a smile that he couldn't bear to bear, which was even uglier than his face, and said obediently and considerately: "Well, then Good! Brother Xin, I heard your roommate calling you over there, so I won’t bother you, bye~”

"Bye bye~ Oh, by the way, you usually have to go out for a few more laps. I know you must be squatting at school every day and staying at home unwilling to move. Isn't that right..."

It's not good, it's not good anymore.

The holiday date between Li Bai and Han Xin did not come true in the end.

Even if the two plan together where to travel, where to shop, where to find food, and even arrange a hotel for themselves, the plan will never keep up with changes, for example:

--"let's break up."

Li Bai said this into the phone.

After all, Han Xin and Li Bai are still in a foreign relationship. The time difference between them is two or three hours caused by the minimum latitude difference close to 4000 degrees and the longitude difference close to 1 degrees. The completely opposite four seasons are vast. The South China Sea is a long equator, a gathering place of different races, different administrative planning areas, different cultural customs, and a distance of more than [-] kilometers at the nearest and more than [-] kilometers at the farthest...

It is distance, time, school, class, classmates, and strangers.

The difference between longitude and latitude is about [-] degrees, but it creates a winter and a summer.

Maybe it wasn't suitable, maybe it was just a force.

In short, Li Bai took the initiative to make a phone call and broke up.

The person on the other end of the phone didn't respond for a long time, only breathing more and more heavily, and whimpering as if he covered his mouth and nose.

Li Bai didn't say why, just said: "Just pretend it never happened."

Han Xin didn't ask why, he didn't say a word, just heard Li Bai's two words, and then the two were in different hemispheres, standing in different corners, facing different walls, doing the same thing as each other— -silence.

Silent, silent like a child angry, waiting for the other party's next sentence, waiting for the echo of regret.But no one spoke any more, just spent half an hour in vain silence, and finally it was the person on the other side of the ocean, the one in winter, who fell the hammer.

He said, "Okay."

it is good.

It might be good for both of us to break up.

Li Bai didn't sing the second half of the lyrics at that time, he didn't dare, he was afraid that it was a prophecy, but in the end it became a prophecy.

"If there is time before dark, I will forget your eyes."

"He no longer talks about the isolated island of meeting with anyone, because his heart is already deserted."

"If all the lands are connected together, I will spend my whole life just to hug you. Drunk his dream, good night."

He dare not hug.Don't even dare to be hugged.

He is afraid of death, and he is also afraid of death.

Even if there is only a 90.00% chance that he will shake his mind, even if there is a [-]% chance that the guy will survive, Li Bai is not willing to gamble.He's a coward, a total coward.He didn't dare to treat Han Xin with his true temperament, he didn't dare to say to him simply and neatly: "As long as you say no, I will fly back immediately."

He dare not.

Li Bai was afraid that Han Xin would look at him with a disgusted expression when he knew how reckless he was, and then tell him "You lied to me, I hate a liar", but he was even more afraid that one day Han Xin wanted to hug him. Dodging——Li Bai imagined one scene after another in his midnight dream, and responded one after another, most of them were bad, which made him even more afraid.So he dreamed that Han Xin was kissing others, so he dreamed that Han Xin was embracing others, so he dreamed that Han Xin was half-embracing others in a low voice like he used to treat himself, talking nasty love words.

He knew he was a liar, a coward, and a selfish fellow.

And the only thing this extremely selfish guy dares to do, the only thing he can do, is to end this relationship under the banner of being good to you and me.From east to west, from north to south, from the four seasons.

He found that he had been ill for a long time. Since the frequency of talking with Han Xin became less and less, he found that everything in life had lost its color and taste...it had become no fun...

He is a gambler, but he dare not bet with Han Xin.

-small gift

He dreamed of Han Xin kissing others, he dreamed of Han Xin embracing others, he dreamed of Han Xin half-embracing others in a low voice like he used to treat himself, and talking nasty love words.

In the end, all his dreams came true.

It was Han Xin, and someone else.