[Letter White] I love your grave

3.3

crazy.

It's fucking crazy.

When Han Xin woke up and saw the people around him, the memory of last night immediately returned to the cage.

——There is no need to recall those absurd things last night, just by looking at the familiar marks on Li Baiman's back, he knows what stupid things he did.

On the day before his wedding, he had a night of drinking with his engaged ex-boyfriend, and he was still conscious, indulging himself in the guest room of someone else's house and having sex with him?

What a joke! ?

It's so good that he can't die, and now the person he was staring at is also awake.When he opened his eyes, he stared at him without blinking.

"..."

Fortunately, the tacit understanding between the two of them suddenly broke out at this moment.Han Xin and Li Bai didn't say a word, they just got out of bed, picked up their clothes and put them on.

Needless to say, most of the clothes of the two of them were left in one place.A few others were thrown under the window sill in a hurry, but luckily they didn't leave the wide open window.

When Han Xin picked himself up, he glanced at Li Bai. The latter's clothes were obviously in much worse condition than his. They were almost all crumpled. A pair of trousers were simply thrown on top of the beer bottle. beer.

Han Xin opened his mouth to say something, but before he could make a sound, Li Bai interrupted him coldly:

"The two of us drank too much last night, so we borrowed the guest room to sleep. Because we were too drunk, we have been sleeping until now. Nothing else happened."

Han Xin opened and closed his mouth, the words he wanted to say floated down his throat but he was discouraged, and finally he just nodded in response to Li Bai's words.

"it is good."

Well, nothing happened last night.

Li Bai put on long trousers, and his long legs were also covered with dense strawberries.

"We have nothing to do with each other. It just happened to happen to be drinking together last night."

Han Xin: "...OK."

Well, everything that was before doesn't exist either.

Reason told Han Xin that this external explanation was the best solution to the immediate situation.But something in his heart told him that something was beginning to change under this interpretation.Han Xin didn't know whether this change was right or wrong, but he could feel the soreness and pain in his heart.

Han Xin thought about it, but suddenly calmed down.

Now he is struggling with what to do with Li Bai.They broke up long ago.The thing he was most sorry about last night was Yin Qiang who gave him his trust and admiration. Han Xin couldn't go back in time to slap himself last night, and he couldn't change the fact that he was absurd all night. What he should do now should be early. Some go back to accompany Yin Qiang.

Yin Qiang is his new wife.

"I'll have someone dispose of this... mess."

Not only the beer bottles all over the place, but also this messy bed that was tossed about.

Han Xin did not respond.

"and also."

"I showed you that wound on purpose."

He said this suddenly, then buttoned up his shirt button one by one, put on the khaki wool coat, completely covered the crumpled and horrible shirt inside, turned up the collar again, opened the door and left up.

Han Xin didn't look up.He just put on his shirt and tied his tie carefully, listening to his footsteps disappear along with the sound of the door opening and closing.

Han Xin carefully searched his mind for the memory of the wound related to him, but he couldn't remember anything clearly.So he simply ignored Li Bai's words and regarded it as just a joke.

He didn't see that after the door was closed, Li Bai stood stubbornly outside the door with a gloomy face; he also didn't hear Li Bai, who gritted his teeth and murmured in a low voice with some sense of relief after standing for a long time :

"Happy wedding, Han Xin."

……

Han Xin admits that in terms of feelings, he has indecision that is completely opposite to the vigorous and vigorous work at work.

However, this does not mean that he does not know how to choose.

Like now, at his wedding ceremony.

Han Xin embraced Yin Qiang's shoulders with a happy smile on his face, whispered nasty love words to her, and laughed and made trouble for a while before going to entertain the guests with a wine glass.That familiar appearance is really dazzling in the eyes of some people, but it's a pity that they are just familiar strangers.

Han Xin walked around the banquet hall with wine glasses, dawdling for a long time, not knowing how many glasses of red wine he had drunk, and then walked towards the only guest he didn't greet.

The back of that person was so familiar that it drove him crazy.That was the person he had loved seriously throughout his teenage years, and now that he has his own new wife, he will also have his own.

What should be taken is Yin Qiang.It is Li Bai who should give up.

But once seeing him, Han Xin's rationality will temporarily go offline.

Han Xin could hardly control his body, he heard his stupid question about which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted: "The day before yesterday..."

Then it was interrupted mercilessly.

"—Don't fucking fart." Li Bai took a strong puff of the cigarette, and his face was blurred by the dense smoke.Has a strange charm.

"Happy wedding."

He said this, then smiled, and added in his usual familiar tone: "Give birth to your son early, you both look good, and the child will be good-looking too."

An understatement made Han Xin feel a little powerless.

But this is Han Xin's wedding ceremony, what he should do now is to hold up the wine glass, smile gently, and respond politely——

--"thank you for your good wishes."

Then he should go away and embrace his wife who needs to be with him for the rest of his life.

Yes, that's how it should be.

……

After the words were spoken, the embarrassment of thinking about them before no longer existed.

It also became like a joke.

What's so embarrassing about saying something to wish you a happy wedding, a happy marriage for a hundred years, and an early baby.Even if the other party is your old lover, there is no embarrassment.

Li Bai thought with a blank face, it might not be certain whether others will see you as an ex or not.

He hated ten thousand ants in his heart, but he had to control the strength in his hand to prevent the goblet from breaking in his hand, which would cause a bad omen in other people's wedding ceremony.

Li Bai looked at Han Xin showing the gentle smiling face that was the least like him, that mature face that was no longer flamboyant, that mature person, wearing the hypocritical mask that he despised the most, nodded and smiled, turned and walked away.

"damn it."

He cursed himself under his breath.

again and again.

"damn it."

He didn't even know that the cigarette with only one butt left between his fingers burned his hand.

……

"what do you think about this?"

Li Bai stared at Han Xin with bright eyes, and said, "How does it taste? Is it delicious?"

Han Xin tried his best to control the twisted corners of his eyes and the squeezed brows, and kept smiling and said, "Don't worry, wait for me to take a bite first."

As a reward and reward for the "hero saving the beauty" in the alley last time, Young Master Li Bai excitedly and unilaterally decided to cook a lunch for Han Xin.

And the lunch in front of him was very unfriendly just because of its appearance... Han Xin was really a little afraid that it was poisonous.But, anyway, how could he not eat something that his partner made specially for him?

Han Xin swallowed a mouthful of saliva, looked at the expectant Li Bai again, and stretched out his chopsticks towards the dark food that looked like octopus sausage in the middle of the lunch box.

"how is it going?"

Li Bai almost didn't reach out his hand and began to shake Han Xin's shoulders wildly, but he restrained himself and retracted his hands as soon as they were stretched out behind his back.

"Delicious, really delicious!"

Han Xin stuffed another unidentified object in his mouth, his cheeks were stuffed like a frog, and he did not forget to praise Li Bai: "How do you cook, it looks so touching and tastes so good eat?"

Li Bai was relieved when he heard him say this: "Hey, I also said that I can't do anything. It's just good to eat. If you like it, I will make it for you every day."

"..." Han Xin looked at him suspiciously, "Why are you holding your hands behind your back?"

"That's all I want to do today!"

"Put your hand out and let me see."

"do not want!"

Han Xin was rarely tough: "You don't want it? You don't want me to do it myself!"

As he said that, he forcibly pulled Li Bai's hands in front of him. Li Bai wanted to avoid it, but he, a young master who didn't leave the door every day, couldn't avoid Han Xin who played basketball every day.Just looking at it like this, Han Xin was angry and helpless.

Han Xin grabbed the young master's hand which was covered with scald marks, and raised it up for the young master to see.This hand that should have been white and tender belonged to a pampered young master, but now it has become like this.Han Xin can cook by himself, so why didn't he know that the scars on his face were accidental injuries caused by cooking?

"Just to cook me a meal? Don't you want it? Still hiding from me?"

Li Bai seemed aggrieved when he was told this, "You are not happy to cook for you, and you still..."

Han Xin asked: "The biscuits from last time? It wasn't from the butler, right? You gave me the biscuits from the butler before, and that time it was so sweet that it made me sick of it."

Li Bai became more and more wronged, and honestly admitted: "I made it... I think it's sweet and delicious... I don't know you don't like sweet things, I think it's just right..."

Han Xin was almost mad at him.

He never dreamed that the young master would be so good at hiding things.The little biscuit last time was a few months ago. Looking at Li Bai like this, he knew that Li Bai could not succeed at once. How many times he was burned and how hard he was tossed, Han Xinguang felt distressed just by imagining it.

Han Xin couldn't say anything serious, so he sighed and looked at the small wounds on Li Bai's hands. He took out several bandages from his pocket and put them on Li Bai one by one, saying, "You still need to apply medicine to your burns. It was cut with a knife...these still need to be treated with bandages, at least it will heal faster than you can just use iodine."

"You, don't you scold me?" Li Bai couldn't believe Han Xin's tolerance.

"Ha ha."

Han Xin's revenge was to cook Li Bai's least favorite dish by himself for two weeks, and force-fed it into his mouth.

"I don't want to eat those things, it's really unpalatable."

"Then you are not allowed to enter the kitchen anymore, even if I am not here."

The backs of the two people were stretched longer and longer by the street lights.

The students walking past were all walking fast, and only the two of them walked slowly when school was over.

Han Xin solemnly described the [-] disadvantages of Li Bai's cooking, but quietly took Li Bai's hand.

Li Bai: "Why, am I not bad or bad?"

Han Xin: "I will lead you across the road to be safe."

"Oh, I'm going to live at your house today."

"What are you doing at my house today? Aren't you going back?"

"I want to be with you." Li Bai replied calmly.

The softest point of Han Xin's heart was poked, and he couldn't dodge in time, so he had to lay flat and let others poke randomly.He couldn't speak for a moment, but he held Li Bai's hand even harder, almost as if he was holding his hand.

Li Bai didn't hear a response for a long time, and knew that he was a little shy when he said that, so he opened his mouth and said with a smile: "Are you moved by me?"

——! ! !

"yes……"

Li Bai was caught off guard by Han Xin, and his neck was irritated by Han Xin's breath, and goose bumps arose.Han Xin's head was resting on his shoulders, and his arms were resting on his waist. It was a too ambiguous posture.Li Bai looked at the sparse students passing by - none of them passed by without looking back at them - half complaining and half coquettishly pushing Han Xin twice.

"What are you doing--"

"——I also want to be with you, always together."

Han Xin raised his head suddenly, his eyes were on Li Bai, and his words were full of seriousness.The still green face was flushed red, looking like a big tomato.

"We're always together, okay?"

Li Bai was taken aback by what he said, and was silent for a while before replying:

"……As long as you are willing to."

As soon as Han Xin heard that Li Bai agreed, he put his arms around Li Bai's shoulders and whispered nasty words to him while walking.

"Well, I'm sure I will, I like you."

Li Bai: "What kind of me?"

"You are obedient, sticky, gentle and considerate, and you will never perfuse me?"

"..." Li Bai was quiet for a while, and then whispered: "...you just need to be happy."

The two laughed and quarreled for a while, and they just arrived at Han Xin's house.

Han Xin didn't do a lot of homework, but Li Bai didn't know when he wrote all his homework.Sometimes Han Xin suspected that the young master had specially hired someone to help him with his homework in a place where he could not see.

It was not the first time for Li Bai to come to Han Xin's home. Seeing Han Xin's homework piled up, he waved his hand to let him do his homework, and he wandered around Han Xin's home slowly.

"Your change of clothes is hanging in my closet! Go and look through it yourself!"

Just as Li Bai was about to answer, Han Xin answered again.

"That...you look good in khaki!"

Han Xin put his face between the gap between the door and the door frame, blushing almost to the point of fever, insisting on finishing what he wanted to say.As soon as he finished speaking, he slammed the door shut, and was too embarrassed to come out again—at least tonight.

Li Bai stared blankly at the door, thinking in his heart:

This is a foul operation...

"Since you want to be with me all the time! Which country should we go to get married in the future?"

"The topic jumps too fast! And there is no causal relationship at all..."

"Just asking you?"

"I don't care, as long as you want to go wherever you want."

"Then it's settled?"

"Ah."

Those who lie will pay the price.