Gan Lin

After some time, Ru Yuze gave me a look.

"If you don't eat the food, it will be cold."

I sat down to pick up the rice in some confusion, he has been like this recently, he just dropped a heavyweight □□ and left it alone, leaving me to face it alone.

I couldn't help myself, I didn't know how I finished my meal, and I was called out by Song Lan in a daze.

"Where's Ru Yuze?"

Song Lan looked around behind me, and I supported his face with one hand.

"Don't look, I didn't follow."

He groaned in disappointment.

I asked: "You said that I begged him not to leave me in tears, is it of any use?"

"Who?"

"I."

"Ask who?"

"Ru Yuze."

Song Lan opened her mouth exaggeratedly: "Are you acting at eight o'clock?"

I lowered my face: "He wants to break up with me."

"No way," Song Lan finally understood that I wasn't joking, put away her playful smile, "Is it really that Ru Yuze who wants to break up with you?"

I leaned over the railing dejectedly: "Well, I screwed up."

"It's a mess." Song Lan took out an envelope, "Then I can't leave this matter to you."

I turned my head: "What?"

He said with a headache: "My sister has fallen in love with Ru Yuze, and asked me to deliver her a love letter."

"Song Ning?" I recalled the past, "Didn't she just get rejected by me last month?"

Song Lan shrugged her shoulders: "My girls are affectionate, and you love each other when you see one. It's not the first day you know."

Of course I know, back then, I was worried that my refusal would cause a huge blow to the innocent girl, so I organized a long conversation, invited her to a big meal, and vowed again and again that I would be her brother-in-law and not let anyone bully her .As a result, on the second day, the ideal "wasted for Yixiao" was not seen, only "beauty with slender hands grilled fish head".

The little girl now is really amazing.

My eyes fell on the envelope between Song Lan's fingers: "Then why did she fall in love with Ru Yuze?"

"Why? You're jealous." Song Lan shook the envelope wretchedly, "Have you never received a love letter?"

"Fart! I also have..."

Whether Ye Luoyu's letter was a love letter or not, I'm getting more and more uncertain. I've been in contact with him a few times, and I feel that he seems to be more admiring than loving me.During the meal, I kept saying that I used to be in high school with me, knew that I was very good at playing games, and even secretly skipped class to watch my games.

When I was in high school, I was obsessed with e-sports. I was inspired to become a professional gamer. My father almost broke my leg. When I was in college, I was free, but I lost interest.

Speaking of it, it was also because I met Ru Yuze, he couldn't stand my nerd behavior, and took me out every day to exercise and live a healthy life. My grandma's ashes were dyed back to black under his nagging...

"Hey!"

"Fool!"

"Idiot Lin!"

Song Lan spread her five fingers and waved them in front of my eyes.

"Are you alive?"

I grabbed his hand and said, "I'll go!"

"What?"

"I'll deliver the love letter!"

After I finished speaking, I took out his love letter and ran to the dormitory, letting him shout "robbery" behind me.

I want to understand, Ru Yuze is my very important and very important friend, and I don't want to lose him.

I ran all the way, rushed through the door, and yelled at him, "Stop, don't move!"

Ru Yuze stood where he was, looking at me puzzled.

I took a few breaths, straightened my waist, and raised my right hand.

"love letter."

"Ok?"

"It's for you."

Ru Yuze reached out to take it, but I dodged his hand and pulled out the letter.

"I'll read it to you."

His expression was a little dazed. I unfolded the letter and cleared my throat nervously.

"You are special and important to me."

I told him:

"Like fog, like rain, like rain after a long drought."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Ru Yuze anxiously, but he took the letter away.

"I see."

I expected him to respond, but he just folded the paper and put it in his pocket.

He walked to the door: "I'll take care of it."

I stopped him: "Can we continue to be friends?"

"I also want to be your friend, but..." He didn't look back, "If I can't, I can't."

My hands and feet felt cold, and I stood there looking at his receding figure.I realized that I didn't know him at all, and that he had been accommodating me all the time.

Song Lan was right, we were at the eight o'clock stall, and like an abandoned wife, I bought a case of Coke in despair and sipped it alone.

I was carrying a Coke and walking staggeringly on the road with devilish steps, Song Lan's poor driving skills couldn't dodge it at all.

I collided with him and both fell to the ground. I watched the Coke in my hand spill all over the floor with a blank expression.

Song Lan got up "Aiyo aiyo".

"You said you wanted me to take you for a ride, so I came here on my baby." He glared at me, "You can get drunk after drinking, are you poisonous?"

I hugged his leg: "Sure enough, I should cry and beg him to stay."

"Who?"

"I."

"Ask who?"

"Ru Yuze."

Song Lan said, "You guys are really poisonous."

I asked him, "Do you want a Coke?"

Song Lan's face trembled, and he looked at the black liquid flowing across the ground.

I knew he misunderstood, so I pointed my thumb back: "I have a box in my dormitory."

His eyes completely changed: "Do you know that you are gay now?"

"What, did you give it?" I waved my hand, "I'm bothered, pull me up quickly."

Song Lan glanced at me, and turned decisively to his precious bicycle.

"It's all dust, don't touch it." I said.

Song Lan locked his twice-ridden car by the side of the road, reluctantly walking back to the dormitory with me.

"You owe me a huge favor, you know."

I hooked his neck: "good friend, forever."

"roll roll roll."

Song Lan pushed my face away, wishing she could stay eight feet away from me.

"If you want to get involved, go to Ru Yuze."

When I heard Ru Yuze's name, I wanted to take the devil's steps again.

Back in the dormitory, Song Lan asked in surprise, "Isn't Ru Yuze here?"

"He is probably talking to the counselor about changing the dormitory." I was suddenly depressed.

"Tsk tsk tsk." Song Lan shook her head, "You're so worthless."

I threw myself on the pillow: "You are amazing, help me solve it."

Song Lan rolled her eyes: "Don't say my brother won't help you, I can get Ru Yuze back with just one phone call, believe it or not?"

I said, "Tch, I don't believe it."

He winked confidently: "You wait here, boy."

As she spoke, Song Lan took out her mobile phone, walked to the corridor, covered her mouth mysteriously and said a few words, and finally gestured "OK" to me.

He opened the window and poked his head in: "You must seize the opportunity that brother created for you, and the next success or failure will be up to you."

"Hey?!"

I sat on the bed and watched him whizzing away. I wanted to catch up, but I moved my feet, fearing that Ru Yuze would really come back, so I let him go back.

If he came back, I hugged him without saying a word, cried bitterly, and changed my past, would it be useful to break my heart.

Thinking about it in my heart, I involuntarily arranged the pillows and smoothed the sheets, thinking that something was wrong, I quickly got off the bed, pulled up a chair and sat at the door.

When Ru Yuze sees that my attitude is so correct, he will definitely soften his heart.

After less than 10 minutes, I heard the sound of anxious running outside the door.

Ru Yuze almost broke in, and completely lost her usual calmness. Her hair was messed up by the wind, and a corner of her shirt came out of her belt due to the intense exercise. She could almost be described as embarrassed.

"How are you?"

Ru Yuze put his hands on my shoulders, sweat flowed from his forehead to his eyes, he didn't realize it, his eyes were fixed on me.

"Song Lan said that you had a small car accident."

Indeed... very small.

I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, I lowered my head and pointed to my toes and said, "Song Lan was just kidding, I just bumped into his bicycle, nothing happened."

Ru Yuze glanced back and forth across my body, as if confirming the truth of my words, and finally collapsed on the chair as if exhausted.

"That's fine, that's fine..."

I poked his knee and whispered, "I'm sorry."

He whispered to himself: "You always scare me..."

I retorted: "You still scare me all the time."

"Forest drought."

"Ok?"

"I don't care if you really don't know or if you don't know."

Ru Yuze covered his eyes with the back of his hand, blocking all his emotions.

"I like you."

I said helplessly: "What?"

"So, we can't be friends anymore," he said.

I couldn't understand the deep meaning in his words, but he had calmed down, stood up, and rubbed my prickly hair.

"I've discussed it with the counselor. We'll move out tomorrow. If you dare not sleep alone, I'll ask Song Lan to accompany you."

"I'm not a child." I avoided his hand, feeling very uncomfortable.

He looked at the empty palm, his expression was lonely for a moment, then he clenched his fists and said to me: "I'll go first."

According to the plan, I should hug his thigh and cry bitterly, but I can't move my feet, and I can't move my hands as if they were disabled.

Seeing him at the door, I blurted out: "I like you too!"

Ru Yuze's body shook violently.

"You're my best friend," I said eagerly.

"Forest drought."

Ru Yuze turned his face sideways, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You are not a child anymore, there is no need to deceive yourself, you know what I mean by liking."

There are still many things I want to say, but when it comes to my mouth, I can't utter a word, I can only watch him withdraw from my sight.

After Ru Yuze left, the dormitory became empty again. I'm afraid I failed Song Lan's expectations and didn't seize the opportunity to keep Ru Yuze.

I feel like I have seen him many times today, but it seems that I have never seen him once, and my heart is also empty.

He was the one who said he wanted to be friends with me at the beginning, but now he is the one who doesn't want to be friends with me, cheapskate, didn't he just masturbate, how could he turn his face and deny anyone.

Picking up the pillow on the bed and stuffing it into my arms, I slowly lowered my head.

Liar, didn't you just leave after explaining?