Gan Lin

It's not really broken, is it?

I said, "You don't have..."

Just as he was speaking, his palm suddenly felt hot, and scorching liquid gushed out, one after another, as if it would never end.

My brain went blank, I sat up dumbfounded, raised my hand and touched my cheek, full of sticky feeling.

"Are you OK!"

Accompanied by Ru Yuze's nervous voice, the sleeping lamp was turned on with a "snap".

My face stained with milky white liquid was so caught off guard that it was exposed to the light and... Ru Yuze's sight.

My momentum plummeted in an instant, and I didn't even have the courage to look him in the eye. I lowered my head in a daze, but as my gaze passed, the place where I just vented stood up again little by little.

I muttered to myself almost exhausted: "It turns out...it's not broken."

Ru Yuze picked up the coat and put it on her body, then gently wiped off the marks on my face with a wet tissue.

"Don't do that again next time."

Not daring to look him in the eye, I nodded and shook my head indiscriminately.

He sighed and hugged my shoulders.

"You keep messing around like this, what should I do?"

We didn't sleep well that night, at least I kept my eyes open until dawn listening to the sound of water splashing in the toilet.

Song Lan was right, I might be a bit perverted.

The next morning, I crawled out of bed with red eyes and bloodshot eyes, and Ru Yuze came back with breakfast as usual as if nothing had happened.

I bit my chopsticks and observed his usual expression, feeling an inexplicable strange feeling in my heart.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

He paused: "It's okay."

I then asked, "Did you have a spring dream?"

"...cough cough cough!"

He choked on the soy milk in his mouth and beat his chest violently.

Watching his overreaction, I was caught in a dilemma for a moment.

Was yesterday a dream or not?

I can't ask him directly, did I masturbate for you yesterday?

I can only pat him on the back, let him breathe smoothly, and add a sentence of "drink slowly".

He wiped his mouth and glanced at me: "I don't know who did it."

I said, "It's not good to take cold showers all the time."

He choked, choked on his own saliva this time, and coughed so loudly.

"Please shut up and eat, okay?"

"Okay," I said, "today?"

He looked away and said, "You go first, I have something to do."

"Oh."

In a trance, I floated to the classroom one step ahead of Ru Yuze, and Song Lan ran towards me as soon as he entered the door.

"Hey, how's your morning raid going?"

I turned my head to look at him stupidly: "I seem to be attacked at night, and I seem to be wandering at night."

He was taken aback by my haggard look: "You won't be counter-pressed."

I shake my head mechanically.

Song Lan roared, "Look up if you don't believe me!"

I raised my head subconsciously, and he tore off my collar with one hand.

"Tsk, there is no strawberry print."

With a look of disappointment on his face, he roared again: "The little friends on the left raise your hands!"

I subconsciously turned to the left, and he immediately lifted the hem of my T-shirt.

"Tsk, there are no scratch marks here... It seems that I can only..."

"Only what?"

I heard a familiar voice, my body shook, and I reflexively sat upright, with an arc at the corner of my mouth.

"Hi, Ru Yuze."

Song Lan smiled dryly and put down his hand reaching for my trousers, grinning in the same arc as mine.

"Hi, Ru Yuze."

Ru Yuze frowned: "Are you a repeater?"

Song Lan rubbed her hands like a dog, and said flatteringly, "Yes."

Ru Yuze put down the book, and his eyes fell on me. I shivered and put my hands on my lap neatly.

"Hi, Ru Yuze."

He rubbed his forehead with a headache: "Unexpectedly, there are two repeaters."

Song Lan looked at him, then at me, showing a sudden realization.

"Come on, come on, Yuze, sit here, I have a special seat for you."

He got up to give way, and Ru Yuze didn't refuse, and sat down next to me.

I have taken so many classes with him, and I have never been so nervous now, and my breathing is a little rough.

It's obvious that I was smeared by him, why do I feel guilty instead.

If you want to blame him, you can blame him for being too calm. He neither praised me nor hit me. There was always a slight sadness lingering between his brows. As the culprit, I didn't even know where to start to apologize.

His eyes flicked to the side, I'll forget it, why didn't he mention it and pretend it didn't happen?

Could it be...

I clenched my fists, my heart fluttered.

This kind of thing is tacit.

He didn't blame me, it meant he acquiesced.

Then I... should I try again tonight?

I was thinking about something in my heart, and my eyes couldn't help aiming at him.

Ru Yuze seemed to be listening to the class carefully, but in fact the page numbers in the book were not correct, so he probably cared a little bit.

And I want to do it again, I'm so stupid, I shouldn't have messed with him, and made the two of us so embarrassed now.

I was scratching my ears and cheeks when Ru Yuze suddenly patted me on the back.

"What do you think?"

"what!"

I was startled and jumped up, my stomach hit the table with a muffled sound.

All the students in the class looked over in unison in an instant, and the teacher pushed his glasses with an obviously displeased expression.

"Student, what's the matter with you?"

"I..." I blushed and said, "I want to go to the toilet."

Then, without waiting for the teacher to react, he blocked his face and rushed out.

Embarrassed!

It was like yesterday's recurrence of Ye Luoyu's library incident. At that time, I laughed that he was acting in the eight o'clock file, and I didn't feel any better at all.

It can be predicted that for the next half a year, I will be one of Song Lan's gossip conversations.

Hiding in the toilet, I turned on the faucet and slapped my cheeks with water in an attempt to cool down.

"I really regret it." I said to my wet self in the mirror, "Isn't it good to live a chic life? Why do you have to make trouble for yourself?"

Yes, what are you doing?

Go back and discuss it with Ru Yuze, as if nothing happened, turn the chapter automatically.

Forget about that stubble, we are still good brothers.

I firmly nodded my head twice, clasped my left and right hands, and walked slowly back to the classroom.

As a matter of course, it once again received the attention of all the teachers and students.

The teacher's knife-like gaze swept over my wet hair and splashed neckline: "Student, are you going to the toilet or going back to take a shower?"

Hearing the sniggering of the students below, I touched the bristles on my head in embarrassment, and returned to my seat in desperation.

"Are you okay?" As the only person who didn't smile, Ru Yuze asked with concern.

"It's okay," I said, "After class is over later, go back to the dormitory first, I have something to tell you."

He nodded and said yes.

For the rest of the time, I sat on pins and needles, and finally got out of class, and was dragged to the office by the teacher for criticism and education. When I returned to the dormitory, it was dark.

When I opened the door, I was still thinking, Ru Yuze won't be impatient waiting.

As a result, as soon as I entered the door, I was shocked by the smell of rice.

Ru Yuze pulled back the chair: "I know you're hungry, so I packed a lunch box for you from the cafeteria."

The moment I lifted the lid of the box, I was almost moved to tears, what a good roommate, what a good friend, my good friend, good friend, how can I destroy our pure friendship.

I held his hand, lowered my head and confessed: "I shouldn't have sneaked up on you last night. You are so strong, so there is no problem. I was thinking too much and my mind was not clear. I will never mess around again..."

He withdrew his hand and said, "It's not your problem, it's my problem."

"No, no, no problem with you, I've seen it with my own eyes." I said quickly.

Ru Yuze's face was flushed, and she covered her mouth and coughed twice: "There is no need to mention that matter again."

"Don't mention it, don't mention it."

My eyes glanced at the boxed lunch on the table, and the guilt lurking in my heart surged up again. I can't do anything for him, at least... at least it must be evened out.

Under Ru Yuze's increasingly shocked eyes, I boldly took off my clothes.

The blush on his face was even worse, and he turned his face away in a panic, not daring to look at me.

"What are you crazy about?"

I took his hand and pressed down.

"If you hit me back once, you won't suffer."

In this way, I also have the handle in your hands, and you don't have to feel awkward when you get along with me in the future.

Ru Yuze's hands are very beautiful, and the cold fingertips almost immediately burned, trembling and struggling under my palm.

"Stop messing around."

"Oh, you don't have to worry about my face, I..."

"no!"

I was taken aback by his sudden increase in volume, he took this opportunity to pull out his hand, picked up the clothes on the ground and silently helped me put them on.

I carefully watched his face: "It's okay if you want to spank my ass."

"That's not it."

Ru Yuze seemed very tired, with exhaustion in his eyes.

"Lin Han, are you really stupid, or are you just pretending to be stupid?"

My intuition told me that neither answer would please me, so I chose to keep my mouth shut.

He put his hand on his forehead: "I should have expected that, you are a much-loved little prince, and you don't eat the fireworks of the world."

As a former rebellious teenager, I really wanted to refute his words, but in view of the weird atmosphere in the room, I finally just said aggrievedly: "Then tell me what to do."

"Lin Han," he said, "I think I may not be able to be your friend."

"I... I... Oh... What did you say?"

I raised my head and widened my eyes. I seemed to be hallucinating from hunger just now. He said that there is no way to be my friend?

Ru Yuze looked into my eyes and said word by word: "I may not be able to continue to be friends with you."

It was so clear I couldn't even pretend to hear it wrong.

I stammered and said, "You, are you still angry with me?"

He shook his head: "I will never be angry with you."

"Why then?"

"It's my problem. I have expectations of you that I shouldn't have, but I also want you to be a little prince all the time."

I didn't understand what he meant at all, but I felt that there might be a heavy weight in it that I couldn't bear, so I flinched in embarrassment.

No questions were asked, and no statement was made.

Seeing my attitude, Ru Yuze seemed to understand something, he didn't say anything, and continued to read a book by the window as if nothing had happened, leaving me standing there in a daze, trying to swallow his words.

We have been inseparable for the past two years, and we broke up in one night?

How would I live without him, who would bring me meals, borrow me to copy my homework, help me memorize my timetable...