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The teacher picked up the well-made kingly book on the girl's desk, turned to the last few pages, and looked at it seriously, "Did they get together in the end?"

The girl nodded: "Well, it's HAPPYENDING."

The teacher closed the book with a smile, and murmured in a low voice, "This author is much more conscientious than Jin Youzhen."

Putting down the book, the teacher stepped onto the podium, folded her hands on the podium, the sunlight outside the window shone on her finger, and the ring shone brightly.

"Teacher, did your husband give you this ring when you got married? Why is there no diamond?"

"He gave it to me on my birthday." The teacher stroked the ring on his ring finger, with a look of pity in his eyes, and said softly, "There was a lot of blood on the ring..."

Since the morning, she has been curled up on the sofa motionless, with earphones plugged in her ears, playing a song she doesn't know the name of, and staring at the ceiling all day long as if she was out of her body.

When it was getting dark, she touched her flat stomach and felt that she was hungry.

"Youzhen, I want to eat fruit plate."

She picked up the mobile phone at hand, quickly pressed on the screen, and then sent it.

The earphones in her ears were taken off, she looked up in surprise, Do Kyungsoo was standing beside her head, looking down at her, smiling nicely.

"Don't turn it on too loudly, it's bad for your ears."

She nodded in a daze, looking at his smiling face, her eyes suddenly turned red.

Do Kyungsoo took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves and asked her, "Why didn't you lock the door? It's dangerous at night."

"So... you're afraid that I'm in danger, so you didn't leave until dawn?" Her voice was trembling, her eyes were red.

Do Kyungsoo froze for a moment, then nodded slightly, so slightly imperceptibly.

"I just knew...I just knew..." She lowered her head and muttered involuntarily, with water stains on the back of her hands.

"What's wrong?" He looked at her abnormally worriedly, "Why are you crying?"

"I want to eat a fruit plate..." She raised her head, grinning with tears streaming down her face.

Do Kyungsoo's heart trembled for no reason, he stretched out his hands to hold her face, gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks with his thumbs, and softly agreed: "Okay, don't cry."

He rolled up the sleeve on the other side and walked into the kitchen. She breathed hard, bit her wet and salty lips, and followed him to the kitchen.

Do Kyungsoo was peeling fruit with a knife, she stood behind him, staring at his back with sore eyes absently, silently, time seemed to freeze at this moment.

"Kyungsoo, I think... let's be friends, and... don't come to me anymore." The root of her nose was sore, and she couldn't speak, shaking every word, "It's not that you are not good enough, it's me It sucks..."

Do Kyungsoo turned his back to her and didn't turn around, he paused the movement of peeling fruit, his shoulders trembled violently as if he was holding back something.

"Kyungsoo..." she called him in a hoarse voice, her hands clenched stiffly, her fingertips sunk into her palms, and she tried hard not to let the tears fall.

Do Kyungsoo still turned his back to him, his back was thin but unusually straight, everything seemed to be still, in the room, there were only the sound of her sobbing softly, and the sound of him peeling fruit with a knife.

After a long time, he turned around and put the neatly arranged and beautiful fruit plate on the table, and the bottom of the plate made a crisp sound when it touched the table.

She turned her head to look at the delicate fruit plate with red eyes, and was startled suddenly, her heart seemed to be pinched by something, and the pain was unbearable.

The fruit was covered with blood, the blood flowed from Do Kyungsoo's fingers, the wound cut open by the knife, the skin was rolled and bloody, the cracked flesh was so deep that you could almost see the white bones, the blood gurgled continuously, his The whole hand has been wrapped in red blood.

Tick, tick... Thick blood flowed down his fingertips, one drop or two...

Do Kyungsoo lowered his hands, the pool of blood under his feet gradually expanded, he looked at her quietly: "Don't cry, or I will think that you love me."

She frowned, tightly controlled the emotions that were about to collapse, swallowed the soreness in her throat again and again, lowered her head, pulled out the ring on her ring finger, and stretched out her hand tremblingly.

Do Kyungsoo slowly took the ring she handed over. The ring lay in his bloody hand, and he clenched his fingers tightly. The blood flowed more and more along his fingers. He spread his palm, and the silver ring was stained with blood. red.

"Happy birthday." Do Kyungsoo smiled, with a relaxed face, and returned the ring to her nonchalantly, his fingers gently covering her palm, "Now that I'm gone, it's finally your turn to see My back is gone."

The proud words hide full of self-mockery and bitterness. He is laughing, but it is more uncomfortable than crying.

Slowly, Do Kyungsoo lowered his hands, the wound was so numb that he couldn't feel any pain, only the blood was still flowing.After brushing past her, his straight shoulders slumped, and his footsteps were so chaotic that he almost fell down.

She lowered her head, looking at the bloody ring in her palm with tears in her eyes, until there was a sour door closing sound, and the tears she held back slowly slid down her cheeks.

Opening the window, the cold night wind blowing snowflakes flew in, she looked at his back, thin and lonely, stumbling, gradually being swallowed up by the dark night, she breathed hard, her chest was filled with cold cold air.

The clock ticked by, she stood in front of the window, the cold wind hurt her face, after a long time, the door was opened again, she didn't look back, she just stood there silently.

"Fortunately, it's not too late. There's a traffic jam outside, so I ran here. Ah, happy birthday."

Bian Baekhyun looked at her numb back, the smile on her face gradually faded, he forced her body to face him, saw her crying red eyes and tear-stained white face, he was worried.

"What's wrong? What happened?"

She raised her eyes and stared at Bian Boxian, heartache and grievance welled up in her heart, and burst into tears immediately.

Bian Baekhyun wiped the tears off her face distressedly: "Who bullied you?"

"You!!" She shook off Baekhyun's hand, but her arm was too strong, and she accidentally knocked her finger on the window. The pain made her grunt, and as soon as she loosened her finger, the ring in her palm was thrown out of the window.

Bian Boxian looked dazed, thought for a moment, smiled clearly, reached into his pocket and then clenched it out: "I'm sorry, the announcement from the radio station is really too late."

"Bian Baekhyun!! Why are you pretending to be stupid!!" She pushed away his approaching body, turned around and threw all the things on the dining table on Bian Baekhyun, "Why did you do this to me! It must be destroyed Am I willing to do it!! You bastard! Byun Baekhyun, you bastard!!"

"What's the matter?" Bian Boxian blocked the thing she threw with his hands, his face full of confusion and ignorance.

"I am pregnant!!"

Angry blood was roaring in her body, she picked up the water glass in hand and threw it towards Baekhyun, Baekhyun froze stupidly, and was hit by the water glass while standing there, red bloodstains slowly appeared on his forehead.

"Impossible." He shook his head, and regardless of being sprinkled with water and bloody fruits, he approached her out of control and hugged her tightly, "Impossible, you can't be pregnant."

Like an enraged little beast, she struggled hysterically out of his embrace, biting his hand angrily.

Bian Baekhyun almost cried out in pain, seeing her crazy and helpless look, he gritted his teeth to hold back the muffled moan.

She bit deeply, and there was a strong smell of blood in her mouth. She felt that the flesh on Bian Baekhyun's hand was about to be bitten off by her, but he never made a sound.

She let go, staring at the clear and distinct blood-red tooth marks on his hands, her tears suddenly fell down, and the wounds that landed on his hands flowed down together with the blood.

"I didn't do anything that night, if you don't want to, I won't force you!"

Bian Baekhyun's serious and distressed tone made her feel even more uncomfortable, and she cried out with a low head, tears gushing out of her eyes due to the complicated and chaotic emotions.

He spread out the palm he had been holding, and a ring quietly appeared in her blurred vision. The ring was stained with blood and covered in silver, but the letters engraved on the inner ring could be vaguely seen.

marry you.

Thinking of the ring that was thrown out of the window just now, she trembled and covered her tear-stained face.

Bian Baekhyun wanted to wipe the tears off her face for her, but she threw away his hand angrily, and met the bloody bite on his hand, he let go in pain, and the bloody ring in his hand fell out of the window.

The wind outside the window whizzed in with snowflakes, adding another sense of desolation to the chaotic and suffocating atmosphere.

"I don't know why you hate me so much...but now I don't even have the qualifications to say goodbye, we've never been together before."

Bian Baekhyun's voice was trembling and soft, but it fell on her ears like a rock, and the pain in her heart gradually intensified.

"Actually... I don't have to be with you, it's just that I'm not with you anymore. For me, it's the same with anyone." Bian Baekhyun looked at her sadly, with mottled eyes on her face. The tears made his heart ache, and his heart ached, but he stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms.

"I'm sorry, I've pestered you for too long, and I won't do it again from now on, I'm sorry."

He whispered in her ear, the familiar smell, the familiar voice, pulled away a little bit, and went away a little bit.

She closed her eyes, tears rolled down, her tired body was let go, the warmth wrapped around her was blown away by the wind, the door was ruthlessly closed for the second time, she was completely defeated, and she was paralyzed as if she had been emptied. On the floor, her body curled up like a shrimp, her body smelled of blood, she was so confused that she couldn't tell if Do Kyungsoo or Baekhyun...

When Jin Youzhen returned home, she was startled by the people squatting in the yard. She walked over in shock and saw her sitting on the snowdrift in a daze.

Jin Youzhen noticed her abnormality, and asked worriedly: "Are you okay? What are you doing sitting here with so little clothes on?"

"Where did you get that pregnancy test paper?" Her voice was hoarse, her face was as pale as snow, her messy hair was sticking to her wet face, and she was extremely embarrassed.

Jin Youzhen was taken aback, put down his schoolbag, and sat in the snow with her, his voice became flat: "My colleague's."

She didn't feel any surprise, and continued to ask hoarsely, "Why is my period delayed?"

"I gave you birth control pills that day."

"Why am I throwing up?"

"The contraceptive pill has side effects, and the food in the refrigerator is indeed spoiled." Jin Youzhen answered one by one, with a calm look and tone, as if talking about what someone else did.

She turned her head and looked at Jin Youzhen with a cold and serious expression: "Why did you do this? Why did you give me this illusion?"

"The editor-in-chief asked me to write a report on Baekhyun and Do Kyungsoo, to be precise, a novel, and I'm sorting out the material." Jin Youzhen was so calm and cold-blooded.

She stared at Jin Youzhen, and suddenly smiled, with a bleak smile on her haggard and pale face, "You are really unscrupulous for profit... Future editor-in-chief Kim, may I ask, are Do Kyungsoo and Baekhyun together in the end?"

"No." Jin Youzhen answered simply.

"Because I'm a bad woman..." She collapsed in the snow with powerlessness and fatigue. The wind in the winter night was so cold that she couldn't feel the cold at all. She just muttered aimlessly, " It's because of me, the bad woman who used the fake pregnancy to fetter Baekhyun, they are not together...Do Kyungsoo won't fight for it, because it is the choice made by the person he loves, and he will definitely respect it..."

Jin Youzhen turned his head to look at her, a trace of remorse and self-blame flashed in his eyes.

"Youzhen, I must be crazy today...I am a bad woman...No one is worse than me..."

She lay on the snow block, the snow on her side face was melted by the hot and humid tears, she curled up and spread her palms, tears slowly poured into her red and swollen eye sockets again.

"Youzhen... I only found one, there are obviously two, but I can't find that one, why..."

The blood on the silver ring had been washed off by the snow, lying in her palm, glowing faintly under the moonlight, lonely and poignant.

Jin Youzhen raised his eyebrows: "Maybe God made the decision for you, and you can stay with whoever you find."

"Really...?" She looked at the letters on the inner ring of the ring, smiled and closed her eyes, but the tears did not stop, "There is no chance..."

Bang—Suddenly, gorgeous fireworks burst into the sky, and the sky was full of colors, illuminating the faces of the two people in the yard.

Jin Youzhen looked down at his watch, and when the second hand was about to reach the top, he said, "Happy birthday."

She opened her eyes and looked at the colorful fireworks in the sky, "Thank you, happy new year."

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