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She couldn't participate in what was going to happen next about her boss, and she couldn't cry.The city was too cold for her to cry, and she couldn't cry in front of anyone.But no, she also cried. On the day of the boss's funeral, she hid in the recording studio alone, crying loudly under the cover of the soundproof wall.

There seems to be some distance between you and death, and you don't feel much, because your parents are between you.As for the death of the boss, Yu Yinchi was facing death directly, and the curtain was instantly lifted.And all of this shouldn't be like this.

"Xiaochi, this is an accident. No one wants it to happen." Xueman sat beside Yinchi, hugging her in his arms but she avoided it.She understood her sadness, but she didn't understand that there was more self-blame on her face than sadness.

This is no accident!She wanted to yell, but she didn't.This secret will never be known by a second person. "I'll be fine, just a little more time." "Well, I'll be fine." Xueman comforted weakly.Yinchi opened the lunch box Xueman brought, and Xueman handed her a pair of chopsticks: "Let's eat first." In the end, she ate up the entire lunch box.

The two of them were not in the mood this month, the house was a bit messy, Xueman decided to clean the house.While she was tidying up the bedroom, Ginchi's stomach turned and he rushed to the bathroom, closed the door, turned on all the water, and vomited under the cover of running water.The meal just eaten, no surprise, was all emptied just like before.After sitting on the ground for a while, he washed his face and changed his clothes. After confirming that he was in a normal mood, Yinchi walked into the bedroom. "It's much more comfortable after taking a bath, I'll help you."

But, Xueman, you are wrong.All this will not be fine.

Chapter 41

Maybe life is all about measuring, and while you're grieving the loss of someone, you might be gaining more on another level.The commercial songs that have been adopted are not considered high-level in Yinchi's works, but they have brought more orders to the studio.The daytime life is suddenly filled.She likes to be busy, and she can forget other things when she is busy. She needs this kind of security that can be controlled by herself too much.

Do you know when is the best reminder of what you have lost?Ten years of habits have been completely withdrawn in a short period of time, and your body and brain are not used to this loss.They send the wrong signal to you, making you think that everything is the same.Just like a person undergoing an amputation operation, the brain still transmits the sensory information of pain after the operation, but the necrotic limb has obviously been removed.When you wake up, you realize it's just your own illusion.

The owner's cafe has been turned into a fashion store.

"Looking for me?" Anna just hung the open sign on the door when Yin Chi appeared in front of her.Yinchi's slightly pale lips were drawn into a line, tightly closed, and finally said with difficulty: "I have no inspiration to write a song." Anna was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly realized, and let her in sideways. "Get what you want to drink." Anna followed behind, rolling up the sleeves of her shirt as she said.

Yinchi looked around the cafe for a week.After coming so many times, I can really see the decoration here.It is a coffee shop with retro decoration, the dark wooden floor and furniture show the precipitation of a long time.There is a large bookshelf on the left side of the door, which is filled with various types of books, showing the same calmness.And the dazzling array of utensils in the bar conveys luxury and sophistication.The space between the tables is very distant. Functionalists will say that it is a waste of space, but it has played a magical effect-invisibly giving a loudspeaker to those who want to leave some space for themselves, instantly Turn their inner monologues to the loudest pitch.

"Is there a guitar here?" There was no need to bring your own before. Anna nodded, went around the bar and walked into a small studio, and gave her an acoustic guitar when she came out. "Will it disturb your business?" Yinchi didn't think of this question until he took it. "You go to that table." Anna pointed to a table on the right side on two steps. The large French windows just ended there, so that the pedestrians and vehicles outside would not be disturbed. "Thanks."

When there are no guests, Anna will occasionally hold her chin and look in the direction of Yinchi.Counting it, it has been several years since I saw her play the guitar, and she has improved compared to before.It's just that she seems to be missing something, that word is probably pure.

At 11 o'clock in the evening, Yinchi tidied up a table full of music scores and put them in a binder, then leaned on the table cross-legged and stared at the dark night outside the window.Half an hour later, the last two shops on the street were also closed, and the whole street was only left with faint light from dim street lamps.Yinchi was very satisfied, got up and walked to the bar: "It's not good to sit for so long without drinking anything, sell me a bottle of whiskey."

Yinchi took the wine and left, Anna stared at her back until she disappeared, she looked much more relaxed now than when she came.After thinking for a moment, his light brown eyes showed a little bit of worry, and he moved a heavy "shop catalog" to find out the location of Yinchi studio.

She is always absent.Xueman couldn't find the phone, couldn't find the assistant, and couldn't find Xiaochi.She doesn't know where she is.The irritability took root in the body and quickly spread throughout the body.She walked forward awkwardly, trying to find an exit.However, the road ahead is endless.And there was no one around her.The sound of footsteps is very clear on the silent road, and every sound is clamoring for fear.She stared blankly at the endlessness in front of her, and finally became uncontrollably at a loss.Turning back suddenly, there was darkness, as if if one took a step, one would fall into a pitch-black abyss.Her body was about to fall, and she wanted to find a point of support, but she fell into a more desolate situation.Fear began to consume everything, and she ran forward regardless.Finally, let her see a familiar figure.She ran to her desperately, but even with all her strength, she couldn't catch up with her.In the next second, her feet stepped into the air, and she fell into the bottomless hole, surrounded by darkness.The heavy feeling of falling brought unprecedented helplessness and despair, and the tears forced out by the internal organs all called out a name.no response...

woke up.The lingering fear of the nightmare made Xueman's chest heave violently.It took me a while to breathe steadily, but the disturbing emotions lingered.Turning over to look for comfort, the person next to him is not there, and the dream just now is a bit real in an instant.She got up and walked out of the bedroom. The living room and the balcony were equally dark, and she was not there.Turn on the phone screen, and at 12:10 midnight, there are no missed calls or unread text messages.The last call to her was at 10am, 14 hours later, she didn't reply.Dial again, the cold beep poured into the eardrums, and no one answered forever...

The door was ajar, Anna pushed the door and walked in, the whole studio was pitch black.She walked carefully, listening, until she heard a movement in front of a closed door. Anna held the whiskey in one hand and the bag in the other. She pinched the leather vigorously in her hand, and she didn't knock on the door until she felt less awkward.

With the moonlight shining outside the window, Anna managed to confirm that the person sitting on the ground was Yin Chi.She just sat there, motionless, even if Anna sat down next to her, she still didn't even bother to lift her eyelids.She didn't respond, not at all. "Koike?" Her voice sounded in the silent world, Ginchi was startled, and then her eyes met hers. "anna?" The taste of whiskey filled his mouth. "I thought that one bottle of wine was not enough, so I brought an extra bottle." Yin Chi stared at the wine bottle for a long time until his eyes were dry and filled with tears.Suddenly she grabbed the bottom of the bottle and straight open the cap to drink.After a binge, she wiped the wine off her face with the back of her hand.

"Aren't you going to save some for me?" She half-joked, her voice sounding relaxed, but she knew she was bad right now.Indulging her to drink is not necessarily a bad thing.Knowing that she had no intention of taking back the wine, Yin Chi drank again, there is no more effective healing than alcohol.

The city was still very cold, Anna moved closer, took off her long coat and covered their legs.A weird silence that could neither be called awkward nor natural spread in the air until Yinchi leaned towards Anna's warm direction.Her elbow bones and ribs pressed against Anna's left side, and she leaned almost her entire body weight against it. Anna's body stiffened for a moment, but when Yinchi shed her first tear, she knew that a big cry was inevitable.Once, she hoped to see a flesh and blood side in her, but when she really showed it in front of her, she couldn't be happy at all.Patting her on the back lightly, she could feel her warm tears wet her shirt and drip down her thighs.Ginchi's hands tightly grasped the collar of her clothes, and he sobbed vigorously on her chest...