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At afternoon tea time, the drifting snow began to thicken, like densely packed pear petals, falling freely and slowly.Snowflakes are blowing in the wind, flying all over the sky, and falling in the Forbidden City.The palace buildings in the Forbidden City are covered with a layer of white, clean and pure, as if they were in that era;sky.install.Door.On the square, even time became solemn; when it fell on the roof tiles of each house, they wore uniform white hanging clothes; when it fell on the face, it was cool, penetrating the skin and blending into the blood.

When Yinchi arrived at the mall, it was not yet time for the show, but many people had already gathered at the scene.Standing in the crowd, feeling agitated for no reason, I had no choice but to leave and go to the nearby bookstore.The snowflakes on the clothes along the way have melted into small puddles, so I take off my long windbreaker and hang it on the back of the chair, order a cup of iced coffee and read a book.

She had already finished the performance when she received Xueman's text message.After paying the bill, I went to the backstage to find her. At this time, she had just removed her makeup and changed her clothes. "Where have you been?" Xueman was a little unhappy, she had clearly agreed to come and see her, but disappeared again. "Shut up." Forget it!I don't want to be in a bad mood on the first day.I wanted to ask her what to eat, but was attracted by the heavy snow outside the window, and instantly turned back to being a child. "Look, Xiaochi, there's so much snow!" Xueman pulled Yinchi to the window, wishing he could stick himself against the glass, "I've never seen such a big snow!" "Then go out and see." Yinchi He picked up Xueman's down jacket and put it on for her, and wrapped the scarf around her neck three times. "Let's go." "What about you?" Even with so many clothes on, Xueman still wished she could produce her own heater.But Yinchi was dressed very thinly, not even wearing a scarf. "The cool breeze is good, stay awake." "What kind of books are you reading all day long?" "Go, don't you mean you want to read?" "Let's go!" Xueman pulled Yinchi and walked out of the mall , plunged into the heavy snow.

The snow covered the ankles, and it was reassuring to step on it.Xueman bent down and collected a stick of snow, the texture of the snow was a bit sticky, thin and soft.Clenching it hard into a snowball, he turned his head and threw it at that person, Yinchi was caught off guard and was thrown firmly.Suddenly, she remembered that she threw a cream cake right on her birthday.The two pictures are superimposed, Xueman is still in the same state of mind, but Yinchi has an inexplicable emotion in vain.

Slapped Can Xue off his face, and smiled helplessly: "How old are you, and you still play sneak attacks." Seeing her hands that were red from the snow, Yin Chi stepped forward and wrapped hers with his own, and lowered his head to breathe on them , "Remember to wear gloves next time." After speaking, he lowered his head and rubbed carefully until he felt the heat.She raised her head and bumped into a pair of eyes full of love. They had been together for more than a year, and she still blushed like this every time she looked at herself.Yinchi smiled and raised his hand, wanting to brush the snowflakes off her hair. "Don't!" Xueman dodged, "Keep it." "Why?" "Leave it alone."

The snow fell more and more urgently, and the more it fell, the bigger it was. Every time I took a breath, snowflakes penetrated into the nasal cavity and entered the heart.Xueman stood in front of Yinchi again: "Xiaochi, your head and mine are covered with snowflakes. Tell me, don't we look like we're going to grow old together?" Yinchi didn't speak, and helped her tighten the loose scarf, then stared at Her smiling eyes, silent.

But Xueman, look, there are so many people here, whiteheads like us are nothing.Snow will eventually melt.

Chapter 40 This is an accident he made

After the boss returned from Hong Kong, he told Yinchi that he wanted to buy the coffee shop. He said he couldn't find the ability to call back the coffee, and he said he hated everything about coffee.What he didn't say was that he couldn't regain his sense of sobriety.The cafe quickly found a buyer. On the day of the demolition, Yinchi looked across the street for a long time.She always felt that it was not the cafe that was dismantled, but her safe haven.Among the piles of debris that had been cleared out, Yinchi found the wall newspaper board covered with photos, which recorded every bit of the boss's life:

On February 1981, 2, my baby girl was born!Welcome the sun, welcome the sun.

On January 1982, 1, I was moved by the sound of "Dad".

February 1982, 2, the first birthday, always be happy

On June 1984, 6, my wife was promoted to be the proprietress!

On September 1984, 9, the crying fool who refused to go to kindergarten.

On December 1984, 12, the little fool gave me candy as a reward from the teacher.

On January 1989, 1, the first exam No.16.

On November 1989, 11, participated in the competition for the first time.

On May 1991, 5, fell at the sports meeting.

On June 1992, 6, the family traveled to Italy.

On July 1994, 7, Yingxi Primary School graduated!

On November 1994, 11, there was no more sunshine in the world.

Tears fell drop by drop on the yellowed photo, and the recording was interrupted.On the lower side of the wall newspaper board, there is a sentence "If you lose it, you will die forever".My heart trembled.Yinchi remembers this sentence from a discussion with his boss after watching "The Pianist on the Sea" many years ago.

"There are so many talents in 1900. Even in the city, he can still play unlimited music with limited keys. Why didn't he go ashore?" Yinchi was innocent at that time, full of infinite imagination about the world, and couldn't accept the piano at all. The decision of the division to choose to die with a ship. "For 1900, going ashore does not mean losing a ship but losing his spiritual home." Yinchi was puzzled, and the boss patted her head, "You still don't understand loneliness." His eyes were deep, as if It is drifting to the distance, "I hate a city, and I am abandoned by it. Even it rejects your loneliness, and you can't find a place to put it." "Can't you find it in 1900?" "He belongs to the sea. Ask him to go to the city to live a normal life A person's life loses himself, and that is eternal silence."

At this moment, the last monologue of 1900 in the movie echoed in Yinchi's ears like an echo. "The city is so big, there is no end in sight. I stop not because of what I see, but because of what I don't see, because of what I can't see. The endless city has everything, but there is no end. I need to see the end of the world .When I get on the shore, where do I go? Love a woman, live in a room, buy a piece of land, look at a scene, and go to a dead end. There are too many choices. I don’t know what to do. It’s endless. Are you afraid of mental breakdown after thinking about it? I can’t abandon this ship ship, I'd rather give up my life..."

A terrible thought jumped into his mind, Yin Chi hugged the wall newspaper board tightly, and the back of his hand was blue because of too much force.Will not!she kept saying to herself.

The boss's voice came through the earpiece, with a little noise, but the voice was very stable, and Yinchi couldn't hear any emotion.However, the feeling of fear persisted until nightfall.That night was the longest night in her life...

not like this!It shouldn't be like this!

When he received the call again, Yinchi was lying on the sofa, thinking about what had happened to his boss over the years and everything he had taught him.So when the person on the other side of the phone told her a bad news in an indifferent tone of executive duties, she couldn't connect the person involved with the person she was thinking of just now.Suddenly she felt that everything, everything, was going downhill.Everything is hopeless.

The road ahead seemed endless.The body is terribly exhausted, and the soul is also terribly empty.Yinchi felt that as long as the wind blows, she can be blown away.The person covered by the white cloth is not the boss she knows, right?Otherwise, why would she feel so strange?The thin face was completely pale, how could it be believed that the person lying on it was a person.

"The deceased was in a deep sleep state due to taking sleeping pills, and forgot that the boiling water was boiling, so he inhaled excessive carbon monoxide and died." The doctor said to her. "The deceased had the habit of taking sleeping pills, so the possibility of suicide was ruled out. It was an accident," the police said to her.

Accident?joke!From what she knew of the boss, there was no way he could go to sleep with the gas stove on.This is his "accident".Can't think anymore, because of all this, it shouldn't be like this.She could only step on her heels firmly, as if she wanted to crush her few remaining hopes.She hated herself for not looking for him even though she felt something was wrong.If she goes, maybe it can prevent a life and death.