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It was midnight the next day when I saw the boss again. He was sitting alone in the cafe with his eyes unfocused. "Is there something wrong with the lady boss?" Yinchi sat down opposite him. This uncle who treated her like a daughter was the person she respected the most.The boss fell into a long silence. At this moment, his dull face was exactly the same as the day when he lost Yingxi. "11 years ago, the fire not only took away Yingxi's life, but also the whole family." The boss's voice was very calm, as if telling someone else's story.Yinchi hoped that it was really someone else's story.

"When we got married, we didn't read the vows. She said that she would always be with me, and I said I would give her the most happiness. She is very good. She accompanied me through all the pain. I always thought that what I owed her was an accident My confession. I thought I was doing good to her by letting everything be the same. I thought I was fulfilling the responsibility of a husband, but it turned out that I was the most irresponsible person. I thought I was also with her, but it turned out that she was alone .Just because of a promise to stay with me, she has worked so hard until now. Xiaochi, I really failed."

Yinchi thought that they had come out of the pain in the past few years, that God finally showed mercy and returned them a happy married life, but it turned out that the sadness did not ease over time, but reminded you in every detail of life that lost What.Scabbed wounds will still bleed profusely once opened.

"I have only regretted two things in my life, but they are causal." The first thing Yinchi knows.At the fire scene that year, the boss tried his best to move debris to rescue Yingxi, but was suppressed by the arriving firefighters to leave.He watched helplessly as his daughter was crushed under the weight and could do nothing.He always felt that if he had rushed in desperately, Yingxi might not have died. "I should hide everything about that accident forever. I said I would give her the most happiness, but now I let her live in complaints and sadness." "The proprietress will understand, give her some time." "That's welcome What about Xi? Will she blame me for not trying my best to save her?" "I'm sure she won't blame you." "But I can't forgive myself."

Whether Yingxi will blame the boss, or whether the boss's wife can let go of it in the end, Yinchi doesn't know the answer.Just as she didn't know whether it would be comfort or another kind of harm to them to address the boss and the boss's wife after learning Yingxi's name.She only knew that the hard work they had done in these years was still slapped hard today.They're just trying really hard and doing it wrong.

Back home from the cafe, 3:25.The trauma that has plagued the boss for 11 years can be expressed in words, but it takes only 3 hours.It turned out that the night surrounded by sadness was so long.

Chapter 39 The snow will eventually melt

It was already 6:[-] when he came out of the bathroom, and Yinchi just saw three dishes on the table in the living room.Wiping her dripping hair, she looked away, turned around and walked to the bedroom.

"Where did you go?" Xueman had already had breakfast in the hotel restaurant when she received the text message. "I've come to Shanghai. The new album is going to be a fan club. I left in a hurry, so I didn't tell you."

Yinchi replied with a "yes" and put down his phone and got under the covers.In this early morning light, she suddenly discovered something.Once upon a time, she counted the ticking minute and second hands on the wall for a whole night, for fear that she would forget to go home with Henry.So many nights, she held her mobile phone in her hand, held her battering eyelids, and waited for her good night message.The standard of happiness in TV dramas is the same.I give you the anxiety, the heartbeat, the kiss before going to bed, the first sip of coffee made with milk, the last shrimp on the plate, the hand, the song, and the hug. I miss you all night All the stars are for you...

She thought that by turning promises into commitments and hurting hearts into infatuation, happiness would not turn into reciprocation.Since when did she, under this same roof, take 3 hours to find out she wasn't there.She blamed herself a little but was helpless. "I haven't changed, I still love her very much." Xueman's tenderness is still hidden in her chest, and her fragrance is all over the quilt. "Hmm...it hasn't changed." He snorted lightly and fell asleep.What hasn't changed is not only love, but also loneliness, and a dependence that I don't know how to give her.

After all, complaining about Xiaochi was no match for missing her. After the two-day campus tour, Henry proposed to go to Hangzhou for a day.Xueman quickly refused, went back to the hotel to pack her luggage without stopping, and immediately took a taxi to the airport to fly to Guangzhou.

Time gradually entered the winter month, and the temperature dropped sharply.Xueman wrapped her coat tightly and buried herself in Yinchi's arms. They haven't had such a leisurely time for a long time.Koike gently rolled up Xueman's sweater cuffs to his elbows. "What's the matter?" "Let me see if the wound is healed. Well, it's okay. There is no scar." Xueman pursed her mouth and said reproachfully, "I also said that I would hide behind you in case of danger." "Not once I came back Just bandage it up for you?" "No! You have to accompany me when you go to crowded places in the future." Yinchi didn't speak, but hugged her a little tighter.

"Why isn't the boss doing business recently?" Xueman closed her eyes and asked casually. "I went to Hong Kong with the proprietress." "You follow others, you are an old couple, and you will go on a trip together." Yinchi didn't respond.Xueman shook her head: "It's really wood." The fact is that they agreed to divorce.The boss accompanied her back to Hong Kong, and also greeted her family. 25 years of marriage, in exchange for a thin legal document.

"Why don't we go on a trip too?" Xueman grabbed Yinchi's arm with an excited expression on his face. "Where are you going?" "Beijing, I'm going to do the second round of publicity next week, which is expected to be 3 days. You go with me, and we will stay there to play after work is over." Thinking that he has no time to accompany her recently, Yinchi said : "Okay." "Okay!" Xueman took Yinchi's hand and waved it several times, her smiling eyes turned into crescent moons.Yinchi thought it was funny: "It's not that I haven't been to Beijing, what are you excited about?" "I haven't been to Beijing with you~~"

Xueman was really looking forward to this trip. She packed her luggage early, bought a special about traveling in Beijing, and carefully planned the itinerary.However, before leaving, what greeted her first was inflammation of the gums.After finally getting her to the hospital, it was already 9 o'clock in the evening when they got home, and they were on the plane tomorrow morning.

"Why don't you come back and it hurts again~~" Xueman touched her cheek, very frustrated, "I don't have any mood like this." "Take the medicine first." Yinchi handed her the water and the pill. "Don't eat!" He said and poured it directly on the bed.Yinchi felt that telling her to take medicine every time was like having a boring argument with a three-year-old.Sighing, he put the medicine and water on the bedside cabinet. "It's fine if you don't eat."

There were two ice packs at home, and Ginchi took out one of them.Back in the room, Xueman was still lying on his side.She sat on the bed, rested her head on her lap, and gently placed an ice pack on her painful spot. "Go to sleep, I'll help you apply ice to relieve the pain." The cold touch did relieve some pain, and Xueman slowly fell asleep.Feeling that the ice pack had warmed up, Yinchi got out of bed and took out another ice pack, and went back and forth five or six times a night.

Feeling a little sorry for keeping Yinchi up all night, Xueman obediently took the anti-inflammatory medicine after waking up.By the time I sat on the plane, I had already recovered my excitement. "Sitting here all night, is it boring?" Xueman casually flipped through the magazines behind the seat, there was nothing interesting.The person next to him looked at the book he brought seriously. "No, I like the evening." Without looking up.Xueman suddenly became interested, and pressed Yinchi's book, forcing her to read her. "Why?" "You can blend yourself into the night without being discovered." Xueman couldn't believe Yinchi's deliberately serious look, but he never thought about the possible hidden meaning behind these words, and only said: "You What kind of logic is that?"

Stepping out of the Capital Airport, scattered snowflakes began to float in the sky, wrapped in the cold wind, and melted when they landed.Xueman held Yinchi's arm to keep warm, and recounted today's itinerary: "Come and see my performance, and we'll have dinner after that." "Okay.