The awkward me and the rational she

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My mother was silent.

After my parents divorced, as far as I know, there was no communication at all. My mother would never mention my father at all, and she seemed unwilling to have any involvement.

"Mom, I have rarely been with my dad for so many years, and I have never spent the New Year with him... May I go home tomorrow to accompany you?" I waited carefully for my mother to reply.

She was silent for a few more seconds before finally saying, "Okay."

After I hung up the phone, I just walked to Xi Street, and when I heard the girl next to me talk about eating cheese rice cake hot pot, I suddenly wanted to eat it too.So I went directly to the familiar supermarket to find the ingredients, and when I walked to the cashier, I passed the imported goods area, and I happened to see beer.I thought to myself, everyone tells the truth after drinking, if I buy some beer and go home, maybe it will be more helpful for Gu Yi to confide? She usually keeps everything in her heart, and maybe she doesn't know how to confide in others.

So I took a large bag of ingredients and half a dozen beers and went back to the place where Guyi and I lived.

Open the door, it is a small dark world with only the smell of cigarettes and jazz music.I was stunned at the door, when Gu Yi heard the sound and said in surprise, "Why are you back?"

She was still holding half a thin cigarette in one hand, and turned on the light with the other hand. Seeing that I was carrying so many things, she quickly put the cigarette in her mouth, took the things in my hand, and turned to enter the room. out of the kitchen.

Inside she said, "Sorry, I didn't know you'd be back. Didn't you go home?"

I closed the door, changed my shoes and said, "I'm about to get on the subway. My mother called and said that my uncles and aunts are going to my grandpa's house today. Let me go there too. I think it's too much trouble, so I came back." ."

Hehe, today I am the king of lies.

"Ah? Is it okay if you don't go?"

"It's okay, I told my mother." I walked into the kitchen, found the electric hot pot that I hadn't used for a long time, and said, "Suddenly I really want to eat cheese rice cake hot pot. This is very easy to make, and I can eat it right away."

"Let me wash the vegetables." After she finished speaking, she began to wash the vegetables.

Soon, the preparatory work will be completed.Power on the pot, and we sat facing each other, staring at the still unresponsive pot of delicious food.There is only lazy swaying jazz and our breathing in the room.

I thought of the half dozen beers, brought them over, and handed a can to Guyi.

Guyi smiled, took the beer, opened it, put it on the table, then looked at me, slowly pushed the can of beer to my hand, and said, "I can't drink it alone."

Looking at her smiling eyes, I couldn't say no to it, let alone beer, even if it was raw octopus, I would obediently eat it.

The hot pot gradually began to bubbling.

She opened another can of beer by herself, raised her head and took a few sips.I imagined how the wheat-scented liquid passed from her mouth, passed through her slender neck, obeyed the attraction, and finally fell somewhere in her body.

She said: "If Xiao Lin hadn't said those things and given you some psychological buffer, otherwise you would have been unable to accept the sudden sight of me holding a cigarette just now."

I said, "She didn't say that..."

Gu Yi raised his eyebrows and said: "What did she say, I'll see if she has free play."

I recalled and said, "Well... she said that you have been to nightclubs all over the street, that you and your friends raced cars, attended concerts, went to comic conventions, and even participated in e-sports competitions."

Gu Yi smiled lightly and said, "Where did she know all this?"

"She said she followed your friend's Weibo."

The hot pot is ready, I lifted the lid, and a handful of fragrant water vapor rushed out.

We started eating.

Gu Yi said: "What she said is basically true, but we didn't go to the nightclubs on the whole street, and we didn't go to some shops with bad atmosphere."

I said, "Actually, you don't need to explain to me, and you haven't done anything outrageous. I'm a little surprised, but I can accept it."

She looked at me and said, "I know. But I'm greedy."

Greedy? I looked at her inexplicably.

She lowered her eyes, fiddled with the things in her bowl with her chopsticks, and said: "Seeing that you are the same as before, I also think of my previous self. Although I have a good undergraduate life, I spend all my time on interesting things. In fact, however, in comparison, I seem to like my former self more. When I am with you, I will naturally return to my former self. I think a large part of the reason is that you still treat me as my former self. me."

She put down her chopsticks, looked at me and said: "Now that you know something about me from others, I think it is necessary to explain it to you. My group of friends, because of their so-called aura, are covered with labels. , In fact, they are people who live under prejudice, I am with them, although I am just entertaining myself peacefully, but it is inevitable that others will also be prejudiced against me."

She lowered her head again, picked up the chopsticks, and said: "It doesn't matter if others have prejudice against me, but I'm worried that you will no longer be able to see me as the old me. If this happens, it will be more difficult for me to be the old me. "

I didn't know what to say, no one spoke for a while, the hot pot was bubbling among us.

I always feel that Gu Yi never worries about anything, she has the ability to handle everything in her life calmly.But she also had such a soft and fragile mind, worried that another friend would be prejudiced against her.

I remembered what my dad said to me, and learned to say: "You think I still see you as the old you, it's because you are the same as the old you now, even though you have experienced such and such under the prejudice, But you yourself have not changed, and I will not change my opinion of you just because of other people's words."

Gu Yi looked at me, as if to identify whether I was lying, I raised my eyebrows sincerely, she smiled, then nodded, and continued to eat.

I also expressed a sigh of relief in my heart, it is better to speak out than to deliberately ignore, the hearts of both of us are calm, how wonderful.

As I was eating, I remembered that Xiao Lin said that she opened a Taobao store, so I asked casually: "Xiao Lin said who else opened a Taobao store with you to sell baby clothes. Why haven't you heard of it? Are you still selling it now?"

I glanced at her inadvertently, only to find that she frowned briefly.

... I suddenly realized that maybe the first half of Xiao Lin's understatement is the focus I should pay attention to. BJD club, Taobao store, female classmates with good relationship, cohabitation, break up, let down for a while, and then make new friends.What an idiot I am! The focus is wrong!

"That store was actually opened by the whole club. After I quit the club, it was taken care of by others. But the things are doing well, and I can send you the link of the store." She said without changing her face.

I tried to ask carefully: "Is there a friend in the club who has a good relationship?"

Gu Yi was silent for a while, then looked up at me with determination and said: "Yes, her name is Yunduo, I like her, but she doesn't like me, so we have no contact afterwards."

……

Eh? What? What does this mean? Guyi is coming out to me?

She smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "If you mind that I'm gay, I'll move out as soon as possible."

I don't mind you being gay, I'm so in favor of you being gay.But you fell in love with someone else, to the point of being decadent for her.

My mood is beyond words.It's like looking forward to a tree blooming, walking around this tree every day, and finally discovering that it can indeed bloom, and it has already bloomed for others before I knew it.

"You Yang?"

I came back to my senses, endured the pain in my heart, restrained my emotions, smiled at her, and said cheerfully: "I don't mind, what age is it, everyone is educated, who would Do you mind!"

The jazz music from the living room is still swaying lazily, but why do I feel that those singing people are laughing at me?

The author has something to say: I want to finish writing quickly and then write an ancient drama about the Northern and Southern Dynasties~