The awkward me and the rational she

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☆, drunk and cowardly

The author has something to say: This chapter... can be regarded as candy (??ω?`)

Then we kept talking about school.It was nearly eight o'clock, and the hot pot gradually lost its temperature.

I finish one can of beer and open another.

Most of the ones I prepared for Guyi seemed to be eliminated by me.This is... I counted the empty jars on the table and realized it was already the fourth jar.It is only today that I know that I can drink so much. It is completely fine to drink 2000ml.

I couldn't help laughing out loud.

I don't want to see Gu Yi's concerned expression.I also pretend to be tired.I'm going to the bathroom, I'm going to clear the cache in my stomach.

Ah, clear the cache too, please? Forget that she likes other girls? Haha, she likes other girls? I fucking wish she was straight.Hahahahaha.

I laughed out loud in the bathroom. The more I laughed, the more funny I felt. The fat on my stomach hurt from laughing. Why do I want to laugh so much? Why can’t I stop?

Gu Yi knocked on the door outside and said, "You Yang, are you okay?"

I tried my best to stop laughing and said, "That's great! How can you laugh when it's not good? Gu Yi, you are so stupid."

She said, "Come out and drink some honey water."

"I don't drink. I don't drink water anymore. I don't drink plain water, I don't drink honey water, I don't drink fruit juice, I don't drink milk, what else, um, I don't drink tea, I don't drink carbonated drinks. I just drink beer. Why is the beer smelling so good? Hmm~ that kind of wheat smell~" I leaned against the wall, closed my eyes and reveled in my own imagination.

Guyi said: "It's more uncomfortable to be drunk on beer than to be drunk on other wines. If you drink some honey water now, you will feel better tomorrow."

I saw the one in the mirror and I frowned and said, "I don't, I don't listen to you."

Gu Yi fell silent, and said after a while: "I'm going to open the door."

I quickly turned around and tried to lock the door, but Gu Yi had already pushed the door open.She didn't say anything, she took me to the living room, pushed me down on the sofa and sat down.She knelt on the sofa with one leg and stood with the other leg, standing in front of me condescendingly.She handed over the cup, I was reluctant in every possible way, but when she pressed the rim of the cup to my lips, I swallowed obediently...

She tilted the glass slowly, and I drank the sweet water slowly.She watched me drink water intently, and I looked intently into her eyes.She frowned slightly, and there seemed to be some worry in her eyes.

Why? Why is she still sad? Is it because of that Yoon Do?

Why is it that my mouth is full of sourness after drinking such sweet water just now?

Gu Yi suddenly put down the cup, wiped my face with his fingers in a panic, and whispered softly in his mouth: "Don't cry or cry, it's all my fault, don't wrong yourself, okay? Don't cry, don't cry, I will move out as soon as possible."

Moved away? Why did you move away? Are you going to find Yunduo?

What about me? Leave me alone?

I seemed to be crying more fiercely. I don't know what happened in my chest, it seemed to be twisted into a ball so uncomfortable.I was very helpless, I was very scared, and said three words over and over again inarticulately: "Don't move away..."

I reached out to hug her, put my face on her stomach, and cried like a fool.

She put her hand on the back of my head, sighed and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault for making you feel uncomfortable."

I shook my head, desperately.Doesn't Guyi know that she is like my sugar? As long as I know she is near me, I feel so sweet and happy.. If she just moves away like this, our short encounter will end forever , from now until death, she will avoid me like this, right?

Why doesn't she understand me? Why does she always think that I will have a prejudice against her? I obviously like her so much!

...Yes, yes, I like her.It wasn't until today that I was sure that my liking for her was not about friends, but about love, and about wanting to possess her.

But she has liked others and lived with others.What else did you do? Hold hands? Hug? Kiss?

I was suddenly very angry, pushed her away and stood up, turned around and pressed her to sit on the sofa, without saying a word, I directly kissed her slightly opened mouth because of surprise.

……

Jazz is still laughing at me, laughing at my raw first kiss.

But I don't care, at this moment my heart is filled with sugar from all over the world.

I closed my eyes, savoring this intimacy and softness carefully, and tried my best to engrave into my mind the throbbing of joy that almost broke through my chest at this moment...

Ah, I really want to relieve myself... I feel dizzy, and the sound of music gradually becomes clear...

Huh? I fell asleep? Like laying on the couch?

The light in the room was not turned on, and the outside light came in through the glass door of the balcony in the living room, outlining the silhouette of Gu Yi leaning against the door and sitting.

I... I seem to have kissed her before.

God, she must be crazy! I can imagine her inner os must be: "You Yang! I treat you as a friend, but you think...!"

My god, my god, she wants to run away even more after I come here! What should I do!

Ah, my head hurts! I'd better pretend to be asleep.But I really want to urinate! It’s so suffocating! My stomach feels a little uncomfortable, and then I couldn’t help it, so I burped...

……

Although it was embarrassing, but as witty as I am, I immediately chose to pretend to be amnesia!

I supported my really heavy head, got up slowly, tried to imitate the tone of a hangover person, and said: "Hey, my head hurts, where am I...Gu Yi? Why are you here? How about sitting on the ground?"

At this time, several lights and shadows suddenly appeared in the sky outside, and then bloomed gorgeously, flashing across the night sky like a meteor shower, wave after wave.Young men and women cheered làngcháo from the direction of Xi Street.

I walked to the balcony and looked at the fireworks in the sky. I saw Guyi looking at me from the corner of my eye. I turned my face and smiled at her nonchalantly. I couldn't understand the expression on her face. In the end she gave me A smile, and then turned to watch the fireworks.

And I still couldn't keep my eyes off her, watching her pale face lit up by the color of the fireworks, getting darker, brighter again, darker again...

After that, we all tacitly didn't mention anything about that night.

Gu Yi didn't move away either.

Our lives seemed to be calm again.It's just that she spends less and less time at home and more time going to college.I have nothing to do at home alone, and I have no interest in making Weibo food. When I am alone, I rely on takeaway to sustain my life.I watch a lot of movies every day, but forget what I watched in a blink of an eye.There is also a lack of interest in browsing Weibo, basically because Gu Yi has something to say when he comes back to chat with her at night.

We can still chat and laugh together, but there seems to be a thin, clean, transparent and hard glass between us.

In this way, on New Year's Eve, it was another night full of fireworks.My mother was watching the spring night next to me, and I looked out the window, thinking of Guyi's face that night.The pale face when I was sitting by the glass door watching the fireworks, the concentrated face when I was being fed honey water, and the surprised face when I was pushed down on the sofa.I suddenly wanted to know, what kind of expression was on her face when I kissed her? What was she thinking? Could it be like the song in "Red Rose", expecting another person's face? That didn't Is the person who got it still agitated in her heart?

☆, your circle is slightly chaotic

At the end of February, you can check the results of the postgraduate entrance examination.I was a little scared, so I asked Guyi to check for me.

"Politics 65, English 76, comprehensive 232, total score 373, No. 10 in psychology major of S University, congratulations to you, You Yang, you must have no problem entering S University!"

I screamed with excitement!

"But how did you pass the political exam like this..." Gu Yi was speechless.

"Because that day..." I couldn't say that because she hugged me that day and made my heart flutter, I didn't do well in the exam, so I changed my words and said, "It's the first day of the first day! I'm too nervous!"

I was able to take this test in three months, thanks to Gu Yi, if she hadn't highlighted the key points for me, helped me practice English, bet on questions and so on, I would definitely not be able to pass the national line.So, I naturally gave her a one-stop service for eating, singing and watching movies, and expressed my gratitude.After I came back from playing, Gu Yi sorted out the materials for the re-examination of S University for me that night.