The awkward me and the rational she

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Because what Xiao Lin said was too much information, I was so cognitively dissonant that I couldn't believe it.After getting along with Guyi in the past few months, I feel that she is almost the same as in memory. She is still a very warm, thoughtful, rational, intelligent, and assertive modest woman. Fengyun people play together?excuse me?

But just now, the series of actions that Guyi took out with the cigarette was completely skillful in capital letters!

But the people who go to nightclubs may not all be the kind of bad people they imagined. If they share the same interests, it’s okay to hang out together...

But! It's still hard to imagine that an old man like Guyi, who has a normal schedule and a healthy diet, is a nightclub cafe and even races in private...

I was in confusion, Gu Yi sent a text message.

"Thank you for bringing lunch, do you want to go home together this afternoon?"

Tomorrow will be the New Year's holiday. Gu Yi's family and I are in the same direction. It makes sense to go home together, but I'm still in a mess. I don't know how to deal with Gu Yi until I sort it out...

"Today I'm going to visit my dad's before going home, so..."

"Well, be careful on the road."

I sighed and put the phone back in my pocket.In order not to lie to Guyi, I took out my phone again and called my dad. He said he would be home in the afternoon, so I went straight there.

When I went to his house, he was giving a big lesson to the students.After their divorce, every time I feel restless, I like to come to my dad. He gives lessons to others in the living room, and I wait for him in the study. Sometimes I flip through the books, and sometimes I just sit by the bay window without doing anything. Looking outside, there are intermittent cello sounds in my ears, no matter how restless my heart is, it will gradually become calm.

The sound of the piano stopped, and it was time for get out of class to end.Sure enough, after a while, my dad opened the door and came in, asking, "What's the matter, daughter?"

I haven't thought about what to say about my problem. I just saw a lot of clothes drying on the front balcony, so I said, "Dad, why do you wash so many clothes?"

My dad was inexplicably embarrassed, and then said, "By the way, I washed it."

"Hi..." I let out a long sigh.

"Did you pass the postgraduate entrance examination?"

I shook my head and said: "I didn't know that I failed the exam until the end of February, but it wasn't for this matter. Oh, dad, you said, if you have someone you think you know very well, one day you suddenly know that that person has done something. What about doing something that doesn't look like she would do?"

My dad's face became very stiff, and he said, "Who are you talking about...?"

I looked at my dad inexplicably and said, "Dad, did you suffer from embarrassment today? Hey, don't care who I'm talking about, just say what to do!"

"Then tell me what that person did before?"

"It's not a particularly bad thing, it's just not something she would do."

My dad said lightly: "Since I haven't done anything bad, it's fine to let nature take its course."

"But, I don't know how to face her! I feel insecure all of a sudden, and I feel that she is very strange. How can I treat a stranger like her? I can't treat her like a stranger. Right?"

My dad seemed to be confused by me, and asked me: "Then what are you doing to him now?"

"After I found out about those things, I became confused, and I didn't want to damage our relationship, so I avoided her for the time being."

"Oh, daughter, are you dating a boyfriend?" My dad suddenly asked such an unreasonable question.

I was speechless: "Huh? Where is this? It's not a boyfriend, it's a friend!"

"No, well, let dad tell you like this, how you faced him before today, and how you will face him next. Why, you see, because you know he has done something , that’s why you think he’s strange, right? But before you know it, he’s done everything he’s done, and you can still communicate normally, which means there’s nothing wrong with him, right?”

"...It seems to make sense."

"You must know that everyone will do unknown things to some extent, but no matter what they do, there must be a reason or helplessness. Although you may not be able to accept it for a while, if you want to continue to maintain the current relationship, just You need to try your best to understand others and remember what Dad said." Dad suddenly became very serious.

Ignoring the earnestness of my father's mystery, what he said is quite reasonable.

For me, what is important is what Gu Yi is like in front of me, what she is like I see, and how I face her should also be based on these.Now she no longer has the shadow of the things Xiao Lin said, which means that the past is already dusty in her heart, so why should I use these things to widen the distance between me and her?

After leaving my father’s house, I went to take the subway home. It’s just in time for the rush hour. There are more than one person! The queue is already at the corner...

After thinking about it, I sent a text message to Gu Yi, saying that I envy her that she can take the bus from the starting station of University City. There are too many people at my father’s station. One is to show that I didn’t hide from her on purpose. It’s true. The first came to my father's house, and the second was to test her attitude and see if she was unhappy.

Soon, she replied to me: "There is no one home, so I don't have to experience the rush hour of the subway today."

She doesn't seem unhappy? But she means she won't go home today? It's New Year's Eve tonight, it's too sad to be alone!

I asked, "Then you're going to be alone in the college town tonight?"

She replied: "Well, just stay at home and won't go to nightclubs or the like."

Nani! She even brought up the subject of nightclubs!

I posted: "...uh, why did you suddenly mention nightclubs..."

She replied: "Du Rongbin asked me at noon. At that time, I saw that Xiao Lin was also in the teaching and research room, so I knew what she said. You were also in the teaching and research room at that time. You should have heard of it."

I replied honestly: "I heard Xiao Lin say something about your past..."

"Well, how did you feel after hearing that?"

Fortunately, I discussed it with my dad first, otherwise I really don't know how to reply to her.So I confidently replied to her: "Even if what she said is true, it is a thing of the past, and it will not affect our current relationship."

She replied: "So you intend to ignore it?"

I am speechless.Ignoring is tantamount to self-deception and is a negative strategy that is not good for relationships.Where have all my social psychology lessons gone?

She sent another text message: "When you come back from New Year's Day, maybe we can talk about it."

At this time, the car came, the door opened, and the crowd was commotion.I hesitated, being pushed forward by the people behind me.When I walked to the door of the train, I made a decision, turned around suddenly, went against the flow of people, and walked towards the opposite train bound for University City.

☆、Gu Yi came out of the cabinet

In this way, I returned to the university town.

That's right, I want to go back and spend the New Year with Guyi.

She said that she would talk to me about her after I went back after New Year's Day, and I didn't want to wait any longer.

But my mother is still waiting for me at home.If I want to spend the New Year with Guyi, then my mother will have to be alone.I had already struggled with this issue at the subway station just now. Although I couldn't bear to let my mother be alone, but... I once had a close relationship with Gu Yi in order to take into account her feelings, and I missed five years of Gu Yi's life.Now, it's just a short night, so it's not too much to make up for, right?

So I called my mom.

"Hey baby, where are you?"

I was still very guilty and said, "Mom, I'm going to stay with my dad today..."

My mom was shocked: "What? You're staying with your dad? Who else?"

"There's no one else, just me and my dad..." Otherwise, there would be someone else, my dad didn't find a new girlfriend.