But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

At the beginning of the new year, the family was full of thoughts and sentiments. Fortunately, no one saw what was wrong with me.

I didn't dare to see my father, so I left Jin's courtyard, climbed to the top of the nearest mountain, and kowtowed to him from afar.

Please forgive me, his unfilial daughter...

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Years later, I was on vacation and went to the beach with her as promised.

We are equally impatient, with only a slight difference—she is in the same mood for the unknown vast scenery, and I am in the same mood for the fulfillment of her wish and the fulfillment of my promise.

The sea in winter is vast and deep, and it is not very attractive like self-pity.There are not many tourists, and it is rare for us to be free. In her words, every day is leisurely and quiet, as if we always come for a walk...

I squinted at her at the time, and vaguely remembered a provocative sentence in a certain book-I wish to be with you, from the dawn of the sky to the white hair of the evening snow.

I squeezed the hand she held in my coat pocket, and when I suddenly thought of this sentence, I couldn't help being angry and sad.

Thinking in my heart, I don't know how deep the relationship can go through a lifetime?Me and her, the future is confused.Speaking of me alone, I can only guarantee to accompany her for this moment, not this lifetime...

Things change a lot, but this sentence is true.I don't know, how long will it take for the beach where we were alone to be blown away by the sea breeze and be annihilated?

……

I heard old people say that fortune and misfortune depend on each other, but from the perspective of gathering and separation, joy and sorrow may also accompany each other.

The two of us came back from watching the sea, and after a few days, it was time to part again.

She refuses to be sent away every time, but when she comes back from vacation, she misses me and Jin Chuan to pick her up...

She has been like this for three years in school. From this point of view, it does not change the little girl's temperament.

……

As soon as she left, I calmed down and continued my job.

Of course, my so-called job is not limited to the desktop, but also includes the contacts I have acquired through half a year, and inquired about the clues of the forces behind the Jin family. It is disappointing that I got nothing during that time. People who can be called acquaintances made indirect remarks but did not find any useful information...

Afterwards, I determined my goal and worked hard to push forward, hoping to attract the attention of Jin Yan's father. No matter how bad it was, the scope of my inquiry would be wider.Guessing, if you take a two-pronged approach, you will probably gain something...

After I was appointed Deputy Minister of Manpower, the opportunity came unexpectedly.

My immediate boss, Li Bu, invited a few colleagues out to celebrate in private, in the name of congratulating me on my promotion.

The name is related to me, so naturally I can't let my colleagues spend money, so I ruthlessly swiped a large sum of money on the card.

Our minister has sharp eyes, and when he saw me swiping the card, he came over and asked me with a smile, why did I save private money when I first came to the company.

Jin's employees, Jin Tian's subordinates, I didn't dare to be honest with each other, so I made up a random reason, saying that the salary card was transferred to the family, and the living expenses were kept.

In fact, it was a card issued when I was in college, and it contained the balance of my college living expenses.

Jin's salary card is tucked in the middle of the wallet.From sending it to stuffing it into the wallet, it has not been touched again.

Eating and drinking are unavoidable in the Jin family, and I don't want to owe the Jin family any more.In the future, on the day when we will meet in battle, I don't want her to think that I am close to her because of her family's influence...

After the meal, several people booed and went to the entertainment city to play.

I was pushed to the position of the owner, and it was hard to say no, so I followed with my wallet tightly.

That was the first time I set foot in the black empire behind Jin Tian. Although I didn't know it at the time, the hotel where we ate and the places where we went after dinner were all properties under Jin Tian's name.

At that night, I also realized it later, and I was included in the game and could no longer withdraw...

The entertainment city with one-stop service is just in line with the phrase "gold and jade are outside, and ruins are inside". The brilliant appearance cannot conceal the smog inside.

The high-rise buildings with more than ten floors are flashing with dazzling neon lights, which seem to be called the landmark buildings of the city, but in fact, they look like rotten fruits that have been plagued by insects.

In one building, up and down, dozens of vulgar industries are arbitrarily housed.

The people who play in it act recklessly, it seems that this steel building has the ability to shut out the law and morality...

The people in the same company entered the box to sing and fool around. I found an excuse to slip out before the atmosphere turned bad. I searched for a place where people could breathe, but failed, and finally hid in the bathroom.

It was in the most inconspicuous place that I was accidentally drawn into the game.

At that time, I was standing in front of the washstand staring at myself in a daze in the mirror, and a person came in at the door behind me. She looked like a student, thin and frail, and her face was flustered.She looked obviously frightened when she saw me, a stranger, and shrank to the corner with her schoolbag in her arms.

I glanced at her up and down, before I had time to think, distracted by the sound of footsteps.

It was chased in by three young women with sophisticated looks.They entered the door and quickly surrounded the girl before them.Three-on-one, I couldn't help but join in, with an inexplicable stupidity, ignoring the stern warnings of the three to defend the weaker side.

It was only after I fought with them that I realized how stupid I was—they were upright and agile, unlike me, who used to hide and grab, nervously afraid that people with discerning eyes would recognize their moves.

And when I accept the trick, I will know which sect is coming...

I laughed secretly in my heart, undercover and plainclothes, is it considered that one family does not recognize one family?

The audience gradually surrounded the door, and they exchanged glances and retreated.

Before leaving, one of them gave me a bitter look. From that look, I saw that they and I were on different paths.

The reason for the plainclothes police to go deep into the rich and luxurious places to arrest people, all I can think of is to crack down on the three big things.

I looked back at the girl in the corner, she was slumped in the corner and sobbing softly.

I approached her, and asked her about her previous situation under the pressure of confusion and disappointment. She didn't answer, but just shook her head.

Kneel down in front of her, because her abnormal pale face hurts her eyes.

This kind of face is a nightmare in my deep memory. I understand her situation, but I don't know if she can't resist the temptation to do it on her own initiative, or if she was killed by others like my father...

Before I could think of a good word to comfort her, she rushed over and let down the volume to cry...

Thinking of the colleague in the box, I didn't dare to stay longer, so I coaxed her, and when she calmed down a little, I persuaded her to rein in the precipice and leave there.

This matter does not end here, I think it is Jin Tian's subordinates who are tempting me, but I don't want to, it's nothing simple——

I bled again and went out with my colleagues who had returned home with great enjoyment. At the moment of saying goodbye, I was suppressed from behind.

Being suppressed to the point of being unable to move, I have tasted this feeling. I was distracted thinking of Zheng Fan and my mother.Cold handcuffs wrapped around the wrists.

"Be honest! Come with us!"

My colleagues were scolded for their nonsense, and those policewomen took me away for obstructing official duties.I was "surrounded" by people and got into the police car, and I suddenly felt relieved. I was taken back to the police station, and I should have felt at ease.

I stepped back under the banner my father had fought his whole life for, and stepped into the yard where I reported for duty.

Not as a family member of the policeman who participated in the celebration when I was a child, not as a policeman who just graduated, but as a suspect, and indeed an accomplice in possession of drugs-those enemies who had exchanged hands were found in my pocket I bought a small bag of white powder.

I don't know what it is exactly, but it's not mine at all, but I can't tell what it is.

I sat silently in the interrogation room, rubbing my staggered wrists against the temperatureless steel used for confinement.

The policemen sitting at the table were in groups of two, I don’t know how many times they changed, I feel sorry for my comrades, I feel sorry for them sacrificing their sleep time and spending time with people like me who can’t say anything...

But I can only wait and hope that I may still be worth bail.

……

It was Yun Yi who made me speak.

She didn't force me, because she was turned away from me, and she was so angry that she survived for a long time without eating or drinking, and suffered from stomach problems.

She was partnered with my captain, who kept persuading Yun Yi to go back to rest and even go to the hospital, but the client refused in return.

Yun Yi firmly pressed his stomach, sat upright, his teeth trembling, and asked me my name, age, occupation...

It's like she doesn't know me... I closed my eyes to suppress the sourness, and used a false name and false identity to prevaricate her.

Shaosen, I have used the name for more than half a year, for the first time, to deceive my relatives.

After asking a few questions, she couldn't hold back her stomach cramps and sweated profusely. The pain was so unbearable that she couldn't speak.

In the end, her partner helped her out...

At that time, I stared at the chandelier and thought desperately, I am such a person who confuses truth and falsehood, I deserve to be in prison.

But I was led away from there by a well-dressed man.

When I left the detention center, it was under the scorching sun. I didn’t know it was a few days later. I didn’t know why they rescued me after killing me. I didn’t know what happened to my third sister... My heart was ashamed.

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