But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

【Small Theatre】

Jin Yan: What do you mean waiting for you to expect you to hug you and make trouble with you? Am I a puppy?

Zheng Yang: Wang...

Jin Yan: ...Then I can force it to count, let's make a couple.

Qin Mu: The legendary love shows my face...

Wang Ziyu: Your love is even more so, it makes our teeth hurt...

Qin Mu: Toothache means that you eat too much sugar, okay?Be wary of the three highs, riches and diseases, young people.

Jin Yan: Can you ask them to leave?

Zheng Yang: How about I bite them away?

Qin Mu: It's taken us away...

Chapter 35 Fan ① Zheng Yang Monologue

Live the days as usual.

I went back to Jin's and continued to work. Surprisingly, I didn't hear any discussion.

Not long after, Jin Dong used his birthday to host a banquet for all employees of the company.

It was at the hotel where several of our colleagues had gathered.

During that banquet, Li Bu introduced me to many senior managers, and even boasted about my work effectiveness in front of Jin Dong.

I am grateful for his kindness, but I didn't expect that every step of my growth in Jin's would be firmly controlled by a pair of hands...

At the banquet, I used drunkenness to numb myself, and at night I went back to the house where Jin Yan grew up, hid in the bed where I slept with her, and cried with a suppressed voice...

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More than a month has passed since the banquet, and the Spring Festival is coming to an end. After I stepped into the third quarter of Jin's house, I was finally taken to the bar - the gray area of ​​Jin Tian's forces.

Mr. Li took me there, and he told me, just call him Brother Li in private.He didn't say much, and I knew that even if I entered his sect.

In fact, maybe, from the beginning.

Brother Li took me to a few bars, and finally stayed in the silent night, ordered a pot of tea and fell into the booth, chatting for a while between the explosive dance music.

Since he signaled me to change my name, I felt that this time was different. Sure enough, when the waiter came to deliver tea, Brother Li stopped him and motioned him to call the manager.

When the manager arrived, Brother Li signaled to interrupt the music. Under the eyes of everyone, he solemnly introduced me in the name of Shao Sen.

The manager was attentive and polite to me. I think he had already received the news.

To put it bluntly, it was Jin Tian who set up the chess game and dispatched troops to lure me into it.

Feelings are voluntary, and I am also willing to do it.

The first trip to the bar was counted as a meeting, and the second time, I participated in the negotiation with Brother Li, talking about the business of Gray Industry.

Both sides of the negotiation are very natural, as if they are familiar with me.

At that time, I understood Jin Tian's patience and means.In order to deal with a little me, I did not hesitate to use a lot of resources.

Soon, I ushered in the temptation.The last time I was pulled into the water was to test my position, this time, perhaps it was to test my determination.

Let me come forward to deal with the next family.

Of course Jin Tian was worried about me, he sent his bodyguard Ah San and another young man.

Time was running short, and I didn't even have time to contact Team Xu.

For the first transaction, I was gearing up and preparing to perform well, I was not as good as God——

That day, because a suspect had absconded in Linshi, martial law was imposed on the outskirts of the city.

According to the agreement, we had to deliver a box of goods to the abandoned factory in the north of the city at two o'clock in the morning and hand it over to the receiver.

At that time, there were only three of us in the car, Ah San, Xiao Tong, and me.Ah San was driving, and Xiaotong and I sat in the back row.When we came to the checkpoint, we put up our guard, turned around and looked deliberately flustered. We slowed down and made a plan to split up.

Ah San has already shown her face on the surveillance, leaving me and Xiao Tong.It is a fact that he is physically stronger than me, but in the name of the person in charge, I stopped him on the grounds that he could swim and held his breath for a long time. When the speed was the slowest when he crossed the speed bump, I rolled out with the box in my arms and the door wide open.

This checkpoint monitors the exit of the city, and its location is special, not far from the exit of the expressway and in front of the moat.

My good idea is to visit the moat at night to avoid the guard post.

After I jumped out of the car, Ah San slammed on the brakes and quickly attracted the attention of the police. When I ran down the bridge, I vaguely heard Xiao Tong explaining to the police that he had fallen asleep in the back seat and the door was closed. Guan Yan opened up by himself...

I remember Xiaotong in that transaction, not because he offered to take the risk, but because he jumped into the river before bypassing the checkpoint and rendezvous.Helped me up when I was weak...

The transaction is completed normally.Xiao Tong took the initiative to ask for Ying, and has followed me ever since.

Many times afterwards, standing side by side in times of crisis, he said that he admired me, that his courage was equal to that of a man, and I also admired his true nature.

Later, I experienced a lot under Brother Li and saw a lot, and I was deeply moved by the selfishness, cold-bloodedness and profit-seeking in this industry.

For this reason, I feel that Xiaotong is rare, and he will always have the heart of a child.

This partner, this mix-up lasted for two years...

Although Jin Yan is not at home often, I can't hide my behavior from her.

How can the difference be concealed between ordinary employees who work from nine to five and gangsters in sensual places?

I've tried my best to hide it, and after deceiving and coaxing her to become a daily relationship, I don't want to make her feel nervous.

But she still noticed the signs. During her winter vacation in her second year of graduate school, she asked me several times before where the pickled smell came from...

After that, I couldn't hide it at all.

Once I got home early in the morning, because I had experienced a scuffle for the site before, and then I couldn't bear to make a move, and was affected by the flying wine bottle fragments, and I went home in embarrassment.

Jin Yan turned cold on the spot, stared at me and asked me where I was so late, what happened to the scratches on my clothes and the liquor...

I concealed that the party with my colleagues was affected by the drunk at the next table.

That girl is really, she has studied forensic medicine and is meticulous. She held my hand and saw the blood spots on the cuff at a glance.

is someone else's.She checked it carefully and was a little relieved.

Seeing that I can't bear it anymore, I confess.

Today, we have been together for seven or eight years, and she lost her temper just once, asking me why I dyed dirty things.

I said nothing and listened to her.

She was angry with my reaction and drove me out of the door for the first time, telling me to think clearly before going to see her.

I went downstairs and opened the door and stood in the courtyard, talking to the two bodyguards on guard all night.

Dalong, Erlong, my new friends.

In the second half of the night, it was snowing alone, the sky was dyed red, and the ground was pure white as far as the eye could see.

Moisture seeps in, and the body and mind are ironed.

I joked with them: We are brothers who have weathered the storm.

They talked and laughed brightly, gradually melting my mask.

The next day, at dawn, the sky and the earth merged into one, covered in silver.

Jin Yan ran out wearing silk pajamas, stood in front of me and asked me, why did we come to this point?

I think I roughly understand her frustration.Unlike her father, she has justice in her heart. Whether she is severed from her father as an adult or insists on applying for the police academy, she has expressed her position.

But now, because of my plan, she had to turn around and compromise. In the end, we two police students became accomplices of her father who concealed and did not report.

I draped the thick coat that Erlong gave me over Jin Yan's shoulders, and remained silent.

Snowflakes flutter and fall freely.

For the girl in front of her, the fluff of her shawl coat was dyed white, as were her hair or eyelashes, flying frost and snow.

In a relatively speechless situation, I suddenly chuckled.

She stared into my eyes, maybe she saw her reflected in my eyes, or the emotions flowing in my eyes, and then raised the corners of her lips.

Would like to have as one people, old age is not way off.

I gently stepped forward to hug her, taking advantage of this moment, all my wishes come true.

Even if we reconcile, after I solemnly promise her that I will take good care of her.

But after that, the melancholy in her eyes didn't melt away for a long time...

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Jin Yan spends less time with us than we do. During her time in a foreign country, Jin Chuan and I were much closer.

Especially after Jin Yan knew what I was doing...Jin Chuan ran home every weekend, pestering me to play with him.

I teased Jin Chuan and asked him if he was instructed by his sister.

That kid is clever, and he speaks the truth of love with impeccable integrity.

When I get along with him, I can't help but think of my brother Zheng Fan.

Imagine whether my mother and brother have accepted my running away from home, and imagine whether their mother and son can leave me and live in peace...

Every time on my mother’s birthday, I express my mother’s favorite gifts to my door. I just don’t know whether those gifts will end up being thrown out by the angry mother, or waiting alone at the door until they are cleaned up by the unbearable cleaners.

I dare not go back, ashamed to see my family.

·

I don't know how far it will be until the end of the thing I expected... But, I do get a little bit of attention. I participate in risky transactions again and again, and send transaction messages through text messages through the original mobile phone card hidden in my body. out.

My beliefs have not changed, but I have gradually become confused.

I really did my best for each transaction, risking the risk that the transaction might slip through the net, trading and selling, so as to lay the foundation for my undercover identity and the successful implementation of future plans.