But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

Jin Yan covered his mouth, calmed down his nasal sound, bent down and put the paper back in his palm, spread it out, shaking it to make it make a crisp sound, "Before... my dad gave you a card, right?"

That card was a congratulatory gift from Jin Tian at their engagement banquet a year ago. The so-called "before" was also at the time of engagement.Zheng Yang remembered all these things, and she still remembered that Jin's father made a public promise at the banquet that at their wedding, the shares would be divided equally between Jin Yan and his brother, and that she would be chosen as the company's successor.

"Yes." Zheng Yang lowered his head, unable to hide his disappointment. He didn't need to think about it to know what Jin Yan meant by mentioning that card at this time.

"I promise to keep your salary card, which is your personal income from working in Jin's." Jin Yan took a deep breath, trying to keep his tone steady, "Since we are over... that card, don't you Do you still want to hide it for yourself?" Seeing her raising her head and hesitating to speak, and seeing her pale lips trembling uncontrollably, Jin Yan added another shot, "Your brother said you forgot your surname... Could it be that this little money is for the sake of it?" Jin Yan approached a little closer, his deliberately squeezed voice was deep and cold: "Or, for the sake of you going to make me happy, I'll make an extra payment For you, count it as a breakup fee?"

The trembling right arm reached the side railing of the bed, and the girl in the hospital gown arched her back and approached the source of the sound, her voice was as cool as the night and more ethereal than the rain and mist, "I don't want your money, can you, please, put that card Leave it to me?"

Originally, he knew what she meant, but when he heard her say it, the brows were loosened, and before the relief and ecstasy surfaced, sourness and regret filled his heart.Jin Yan has seen too many people in the hospital these days showing their unknown side, such as being weak like Du Qing's strong outburst, being gentle like Cheng Xin's decisiveness, and being lonely like the extremely humble man in front of him. Lower your posture.

Before Jin Yan knew the truth, he imagined forcing Zheng Yang to take off his disguise, seeing Zheng Yang give up his dignity and humility, apologize and beg her for forgiveness, imagining how happy it would be at that time...

Now it seems that she was wrong. Seeing Zheng Yang humiliating in such a strange and distant way, it was like throwing her heart on the ground and trampling it hard, waiting indifferently for it to break down when it couldn't bear it, falling into dust and crushed into mud.

I know the pain in it.

Wiping away the faint smell of rust on his lips, Jin Yan insisted on maintaining indifference, "Why do you keep my family card? We treat you too well, and you are reluctant?" That card was specially printed, and the card's On the front and back, there are pictures of them after graduation and when they were in school.

Jin Yan knew what she was going to say from the moment she uttered it. Fortunately, seeing that she was still humble and obedient, her heart was only filled with sourness, and she didn't feel any pain.

The voice from the sick bed was light and light, and the tone was still strong and calm: "I want to keep it as a souvenir, can I?"

"To commemorate what?" Jin Yan sneered, "To commemorate this bad relationship? Or do you want to mock me for being blind and falling in love with a betrayer by mistake?" Jin Yan said this very quickly, because she was also annoyed, annoyed by Zheng Yang Endless silence, anger at Zheng Yang's self-righteousness and self-assertion, even more hatred, hate that Zheng Yang never thought of discussing with her, hating and hating, and a layer of bitterness in her heart, perhaps in Zheng Yang's view, she Yan is not someone who can be entrusted wholeheartedly.

Zheng Yang would rather bear the suspicion and alienation of the two parties, bear heavy burdens and endure the dangerous days of not seeing light, being injured and dying at every turn, rather trying to calculate with his head, trying to build a balance between family affection and love, even if he is not a human being inside and outside in the end, Everything has failed...

Zheng Yang has done so much because he loves her, but also because he doesn't believe her.

With such an affectionate and cold lover, should Jin Yan cry or laugh?What is love without trust, is it charity?

She Jin Yan can do without anything, so what if she dies alone?She doesn't want to give up her self-esteem and have no spine to beg others for alms and reciprocal love, even if that person is her love, she will never do it.

Jin Yan made up his mind, and said coldly: "Except for this request, you can mention it casually."

Zheng Yang lowered his head, silently compromising.

"The card belongs to your name. Sign the paper. After the card is cancelled, we will not owe you any more." Jin Yan threw the paper in front of her.

The stiff arm finally moved.After a while, I fumbled for the paper and turned to the side to search.

Jin Yan, who turned his head to the side, took a glance, and finally knew what she was looking for, "Wait for me to get the pen." He left and went out.

Jin Yan went to the nurse's desk to borrow a ballpoint pen and returned quickly. Seeing that she was still the only one in the ward, he breathed a sigh of relief, stood where he was, and threw the pen onto the paper, "Let's sign."

Picking up the pen, flattening the paper, pressing the lower right corner of it with his elbow, rubbing the place next to his hand nervously, raising his head blankly, and smiling blankly, "Can you point it to me? Where do I need to sign?"

His blood was getting colder, and he turned around, relying on indifference to hold on, "You can do whatever you want... just explain to the bank at that time... and no one will embarrass the blind."

Pressing down on the cap of the pen, he paused, stretched out his thumb and groped for the edge of the paper, moved it inwards, paused for a while, tensed his cheeks and wrote carefully.

Jin Yan turned around and closed his eyes, but the rustling sound entered his mind and could not be dispelled.

The sluggish mind numbly played back three words: it's over.

Jin Yan withdrew the pen and paper from Zheng Yang's hand, lowered his head, and glanced at the signature that still had a bit of her old pen, and pulled the corners of his mouth with a half-smile. After turning around, he was pulled by the small wound on his lips, The limbs are stiff, the blood is cold and numb, but they don't know the heartache.

She didn't dare to stay in that scorching place any longer, holding a pen and paper, stepping on nothingness, holding on to the handrails and stumbling all the way.

I don't know why, but the more I walk, the more relaxed I am, my eyes are closed, my heartbeat is steady, and I don't feel any pain.

Maybe it's because the heart is cold, maybe it's because the heart and soul have been separated from the body and guarded in a corner of someone else for which it is willing to beat.

Jin Yan leaned on the handrail, staring up at the silent but bright light, stepped out a few steps, surrounded by bone-piercing ice cold, in a daze, his feet went limp, and the bright white in front of his eyes finally folded wildly in his closed eyelids The streamer was shot, and in an instant, the bright color suddenly pulled away, and she fell to the ground leaning against the handrail.

Before his consciousness wandered, he heard someone calling her, it wasn't "Xiao Qi" but "Jin Yan", so it must be her this time, right?The grievances are over, she is finally willing to sleep... Jin Yan bent his lips expectantly.

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The moment she saw someone collapsed, she let go of her hands and hurried over, regardless of Guolanlang's embarrassing overturning, Cheng Xin rushed to the fainted person and helped her up.Yun Yi, who followed, noticed the contents of the rolled paper under his feet, as well as the signature at the end...

After thinking about it, he concealed his surprise.Yun Yi kept this matter a secret.She didn't say anything, and at the same time, she couldn't help her mood change, and the intertwined ice and fire in her heart tended to ease.

Cheng Xin's face turned pale from fright, and her complicated heart was lifted up for the unconscious man, and she hurriedly called the nurse, and helped Jin Yan, who had fainted, to the nearest ward...

Lin Bo rushed over after receiving the news.

The two who came back separated for the time being, Cheng Xin stayed at Jin Yan's place to wait for the result, and Yun Yi went back to the ward first.

Yun Yi went back to look for Zheng Yang alone, his heart was agitated, but after entering the door, he was so shocked that he couldn't speak——

On the sick bed, the quilt was rolled into a ball, strictly taking on the heavy responsibility of isolating a small world.

Under the quilt, faint whimpers or low sobs spilled out sporadically, together with the sound of rain, it sounded like the low wailing of an injured animal suffering from hunger and pain alone in an extremely cold day.

Distraught for a moment, Yun Yi sat in front of the sick bed, put his hands on the puffed quilt, and tried to feel her pain and suffering.

The author has something to say: nüè, nüè, it’s almost here, I’m confident to finish the next part today! (I'm not saying that this chapter was written a few days ago,,,) If there are too many words, I will develop it separately~ I hope you will forgive me

Chapter 28

"Yang...", "I'm sorry..."

Countless murmurs scattered in all directions, flustered in the pale sunlight, not knowing where to go.

The man was guarding in front of the sick bed, holding the hands hanging by the bed firmly in the palms, his red eyes fixed on the face of the man on the bed.

The person with closed eyes and non-stop babbling is Jin Yan.

Since that night, she suffered from cold in the rain and caused high fever intermittently. Three days passed in a blink of an eye. Since coming here in the rain all night, Jin Chuan has never left this ward, and even rarely left her side.

Most of the scattered ramblings are other people and things, and the people who accompany me take good care of them without boredom or dissatisfaction.

He talked with her and kept her asleep. He was sure that it would not be long before she woke up.

He has made all the preparations...

Resigned from the company, holding shares belonging to the Jin family and hurriedly quit;

Learned the little-known secrets of the case from Dalong, and rectified the name of "Shao Sen" among his brothers. Like Jin Yan, he put away his grievances, was considerate and grateful;

The jāo paid for the hospitalization expenses of the siblings of the Zheng family, and cleared up the entanglement with that guy;