But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

Set up a group of brothers and the housekeeper and cook at home;

Even bought a plane ticket to fly to the United States.

From now on, he will keep his promise to accompany her no matter where she goes.

Right now, he just needs to settle down and wait for her to wake up.

Wait for her to wake up, wait for her to let go, and we will be together.

……

As the sun sets, little orange light is reflected on the window glass, the silent consciousness returns, and the sleepy people slowly wake up.

"Sister?" Jin Chuan put down the escort chair, stepped closer, half-kneeled to the side of the sick bed, held the palm of his slender hand tightly against it, and then smiled, "Are you awake?"

Curved fingers rubbed against his palm, his indifferent eyes were dyed with a bright light, and his smile was shallow.

"I'm going to find my cousin!" Jin Chuan eagerly got up to leave, and when he rounded the corner out of her sight, he turned his head suddenly, "Don't sleep, wait for me."

The person in bed stretched his brows and eyes, and responded gently.

……

After sticking to Lin Bo, asking him to check carefully again and again, and getting his approval over and over again, Jin Chuan felt at ease.

The reassuring young master Jin was about to chase away people with a big wave of his hand, but the people in Yu Guangli suddenly sat up.

"Wait." A delicate voice entered the lively conversation.

Jin Yan put his hand on the broad palm and called to the person who was about to turn around: "Cousin, has the operation started yet?"

Lin Bo settled his figure, lowered his eyebrows, "It started last night, and it ended in the morning."

The sense of loss came back densely, bending her back, making her unable to breathe... Jin Yan twitched the corners of his mouth, "Then she..."

"It's okay. The operation was a success." Lin Bo blustered, "Her brother picked her up."

The drooping head was dotted for a while, and there was silence.

"You can take care of it at ease, I'll bring you food when I go home."

"Cousin is working hard." Jin Chuan said haha, pushed her out, and when he returned, he saw her lying on her side in the bed with her back facing him, curled up in the quilt as hard as she could, he put his smile back and rushed towards her, hugging her through the quilt.

The hilarity subsided, and in the room, for a while, there were only his flustered breathing and her low sobbing.

·

The figure sitting by the window is silent with the falling sunset.

The door was gently pushed open.The steps of letting go and stepping lightly will eventually cause Jing Jing to run around with her head in her arms.

The visitor walked to the window and sat beside her, his peripheral vision glanced and stopped on her wrist——

She is wearing a string of bracelets, and on the bracelets, water-white beads are shining brightly.

While stunned, he said in surprise, "This is not..."

The girl is silent, looking out of the floor-to-ceiling windows at the warm-colored things surrounded by the setting sun. In the distance, there are mountain roads like streamers and lush dense forests. She hangs her eyes and falls into her own garden. She used to like to sit by the window and wait. When she was a child Waiting for parents, during the past few years of vacation, the people waiting have changed, but the people waiting have not changed their minds.

Jin Chuan looked around, and everywhere in the room, except for the corner of the bed—the quiet corner where they sat side by side, the room was so neat and rigid from the inside to the outside, and it was not popular.

He knew that she never stayed in his room at night, because his bedroom was on the second floor, downstairs from the gym, and every night before going to bed, he could see the shimmer of light cast into the lawn from above.

He tried to comfort her many times, using childhood anecdotes or family memories, using the warm light of her world when that person didn't appear, trying his best to awaken her touch.

She put away the edges and icicles, no longer rejecting people for thousands of miles, faintly like those years when she experienced family changes and grew up as a young girl.

She has never rejected his or their kindness, and to him or her family members, she laughed and laughed, turned around, nestled in her own world, silent like a cold spring and a deep pool, spreading out the wounds in her heart, all alone, facing each other sadly .

He exhausted his thoughts and tried his best to the end, but he couldn't illuminate her heart, so he was unwilling to believe that the world in her heart was no longer fully open to others before or after that person.

Or, as she put it, her heart was empty, and all that was beating now was the machinery that circulated the blood.

His mind was full of twists and turns, and he sat quietly with her for a while. He remembered the purpose of looking for her, lowered his voice, and said tenderly, "I booked a ticket, ours, to America."

She turned her head slowly and met his eyes, the obscurity in her eyes was gradually lit up.

Seeing that she was silent, he repeated it.

She had no joy at all, and smiled miserably, "What are you doing so far away?"

He was stunned, "It's almost the end of the month, aren't you going to start school?"

She straightened her head, and slowly tugged at the corners of her mouth under his anxious gaze, "I rejected the mentor's proposal." She closed her eyes, and a tear fell violently, "Before I come back."

With all kinds of emotions in my heart, the initial horror quickly transferred to understanding, and then there was helplessness, sigh and acquiescence.

Traveling across the ocean, thinking of the old friends on the other side, looking forward to reunion, and finally, walking on a fork in the road that is getting farther and farther away.

Love is not reliable, Jin Chuan sees through this as a bystander, his heart is as hard as iron, and he firmly treats her well.

"The tickets are all booked, and all the necessary preparations are ready, so you just take me to see the world?" Jin Chuan raised his hand to put her shoulder, slammed his chin into the hollow of her shoulder, and rubbed it lightly, "Oh? Miss returnee."

Jin Yan tilted his head, and according to the usual practice, reached out to touch his forehead with a slight smile in his eyes.

It's true that Jin Chuan was "besieged" in his hometown since he was a child, unlike her, who went abroad to study after college, and had people to accompany him to play all over the world during vacations.

Guilt and embarrassment filled the bottom of my heart.

She no longer has anyone to accompany her to play all over the world. In the future, she will revisit her brother's hometown, and she will pay for the guilt of neglecting Jin Chuan.

"Okay." She turned around and thought about it, and answered softly.

Only then did he smile comfortably, his stubbled chin viciously rubbed against her fine skin, causing her to push him away with a chuckle.

·

The brothers also came back, the two who were seriously injured were taken care of by the housekeeper, and the other two stepped up their training, each concealing their ruthlessness.

Some words, Jin Yan indirectly learned from their eyes that occasionally caught a glimpse of shame.

There is no need to ask her doubts anymore, and what she owes to that person, I pray, can repay one or two with a lifetime of loneliness.

The atmosphere at home was like this, until the eve of parting, Jin Chuan called Dalong Ahsan and the others to stay in the study for hours of intense planning.

After dinner, half an hour later, the night was dark, and people gathered under the window to line up and go out for a run as usual.The people staring out of the window glanced down, the shimmering face reflected, who was missing, just a glance.

……

At night, the senses are always amplified inadvertently.

Especially alone.

The moon hangs high.Jin Yan turned his head to look, the moonlight streaming in could barely climb the corner of the window by the window, his courage was exhausted and he stagnated.She lifted the corner of the quilt, lightly shook off the moonlight crawling on it, and hid in the double quilt dyed by the chill.

Since entering middle school, her room has been redecorated, and since then this big bed has been with her, more than ten years have passed since then.

Other than her, the people who have been lying on this bed include her deceased mother, or her lost lover.

After all, when she was alone, no one gave her a warm and tolerant embrace.

She moved to the center of the bed, hugged her knees and curled up, like a fish out of water, swallowing painfully, ended the struggle, and warmed herself.

·

Time is a good medicine, or water of forgetfulness.

Jin Yan felt something, such words must come from someone with experience.

This trip was not limited to the United States. Under Jin Chuan's strong request, they traveled all over the American continent.

Galloping on the grasslands of the western United States, shouting...

Skiing on a Canadian snow mountain, there is a strong wind blowing in my ears...

On a cruise ship in the Pacific Ocean, watch the white doves cruising across the sky. At night, lying on the deck, counting the shining stars of well-known or unknown stars...

On the way back to China, the footprints are all over land and water.

Full of the style of Southeast Asia, the two brothers and sisters each wrapped up their coats outside the summer dresses with sea-colored long skirts or short-sleeved shorts, returning to their homeland and the north where winter is gradually melting.

Regardless of the surprised eyes of passers-by, this young man and woman are wearing thin and out-of-season clothes, as if they sneaked out to play when they were very young, facing each other on the bus from a distance, talking and laughing warmly.

The car stopped steadily at the intersection, and Jin Yan casually cast his gaze out of the window.

After that, the bus made seven turns and eight turns, bravely striving to be the first in the busy city traffic, and opened up its own drifting streamline trend.

The winter street scene outside the window is what she remembers. Even after experiencing severe winters in many places in foreign countries, this dry coldness that is easily ignited by warmth is the most suitable for her.

The car started slowly and accelerated steadily, and the car was filled with warm chats from acquaintances.

Under the strong restraint of the sudden brake, the warm air in the carriage returned to zero.In the crowded positions, people who are close to each other apply force to each other and lean forward involuntarily.

The moment the car stopped, Jin Chuan squeezed over with his backpack, left the bag behind, and reached out to protect her.