But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

Du Qing opened his mouth in astonishment. He was wondering what the hell she was doing before, but then he sneered dismissively and dragged Zhong Xin out.

I'm afraid that if I walk slowly, my ears will be polluted.

Zhong Xin was still figuring out Jin Yan's name, but after being led out of the door, he realized, "What are you doing?"

Knowing that Du Qing was bluffing, Jin Yan turned to look at the other two in front of him, thinking of the report paper rolled up in his hand, and said calmly: "My cousin said that her head treatment plan is out. Listen Said to put it on his desk, you can go and see it if you want."

Jin Yan had a look of indifference, he didn't even call Zheng Yang by any name, and he sounded like he didn't care.

The more Jin Yan looked indifferent, the more Cheng Xin became suspicious. When she saw the water stains on her hair up close, she vaguely recalled the situation of her self-imposed exile the night before... Drunk and raining, she also hurts, doesn't she? ...Then, as bystanders, who are qualified to judge her for granted?

Cheng Xin once put herself in the shoes of Jin Yan, and from Jin Yan's point of view, it was her lover who deceived her first, and her family members later.Hurry up, don't give her a chance to catch her breath.

Cheng Xin collected her thoughts, made up her mind, and turned to persuade Yun Yi: "Let's go and have a look."

Yun Yi didn't answer, didn't move a step, squinted and stared at Jin Yan, thinking that she had no good intentions when she approached Zheng Yang.

Seeing her stubbornness, Cheng Xin persuaded her bluntly: "She will be fine...Maybe she has something to say, let's go for a walk and let them stay for a while." Within a day, Jin Yan drank too much, Zheng Yang wept softly, Cheng Xin felt it from the sidelines, his heart ached uncontrollably.She thought about giving them a chance to get along and say the unspeakable things, maybe it would be better in her heart.

"You can trust her." Uncharacteristically, Yun Yi rebuffed forcefully: "Now that Zheng Yang is injured all over his body, he is at loggerheads with his family. In the final analysis, he has nothing to do with the Jin family and her, Jin Yan. Moreover, Zheng Yang has nothing to do with her. The pain was all inscribed by her! Now that things are up to now, how can you pay back, Second Sister," Yun Yi said when he was excited, and contradicted Cheng Xin recklessly.

"Second Sister!" Zheng Yang said suddenly, and then whispered: "I want to eat an apple."

Several people present at the same time recalled a scene from the past, and the dispute disappeared——

Apple is of great significance to Zheng Yang.

Once upon a time when they were playing Truth or Dare in the dormitory, Zheng Yang, the game gangster, was hit by Zhong Xin by mistake and asked such a question - "What is the person or thing that impresses you the most?"

The atmosphere sank, and everyone fell silent following the dejection of the person being questioned.

Most impressive?When recalling this sentence, the dismal 16-year-old summer vacation in my memory flashed uncontrollably before my eyes. Among them were the sick and thin father who was no longer heroic, the old mother who washed her face with tears in secret, and the swollen eyes from crying. My younger brother and my weak self.

In a trance, the threat of death swept across, and the terrifying memories of the ruthless cold pale color and the pungent and nauseating disinfectant surged...

Zheng Yang controlled the turmoil in his heart, calmed down, and talked about another matter, which was the warm relationship between the family that was deeper in his memory.

That was the first time she mentioned her father—

He is an anti-narcotics policeman with high risks and heavy tasks. He spends less time with his family and leaves more. Even so, the wish for reunion is shared by the whole world.Every time before he goes to work and leaves home, he will receive hugs from a pair of children, and an apple stuffed into his palm with his wife. If there is no accident, it will be the same for many years.

Apple, Pingguo, I hope that those who left home will return safely and reunite again.

……

Because of this, Apple, for the Zheng family, is not only a regular visitor on the fruit plate, but also a prayer for the safe reunion of the family of four.

God fails to fulfill one's wish...

After Zheng's father passed away, Apple was also quietly classified as a taboo.In the Zheng family, there is no such kind of shit fruit that carries the sustenance of many people, but is actually useless.

The big guys in the small group have all seen how Zheng Yang, who has never been picky eaters, avoided apples.

What does she mean by mentioning the apple at this time?Yun Yi turned his head and stared at the man on the sick bed who had returned to silence.Did she simply want to dismiss them and speak for Jin Yan, or did she casually mention Apple because in her heart, Jin Yan was as important as her father and her family?

The moment Jin Yan's words fell to the ground, her emotions also collapsed, but they turned their heads in twos, and no one noticed the shock, guilt and embarrassment in her eyes.

"Second sister, please." There was no sound in her ears, no sound of leaving, she knew they were still there.

Zheng Yang's cheeks were tense. Putting it in the past, one can imagine her appearance at this time - her eyes are firm and her expression is solemn. Cheng Xin silently thinks about her radiant eyes in the past, and her nasal cavity is sore.

As soon as Zheng Yang uttered the word "apple", the three people beside him were silent, and no one answered for a moment.

The person who spoke recklessly realized later, pursed her lips and remained silent, reflecting on herself, why did she suddenly mention that... perhaps subconscious fear, selfishness born of fear... So she once again used family affection and caring Her person gave her sincerely, Zheng Yang lowered his head, clutched the bed sheet tightly, annoyed and ashamed.

"Let's go now." Cheng Xin's soft voice fell below the deep voice, she held Yun Yi's wrist, and said unquestionably, "Let's go."

Yun Yi compromised on this, looked away, brushed past the "uninvited guest", and warned the guy who was still calm and calm with his outstretched eyes.

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The pattering sound of laughter was blocked out of the window, and the never-fading disinfectant in the hospital was closely related to the humid air, and the smell was much diluted.

The door kindly closed.The rigid space accommodates their long-lost relationship.

Jin Yan took a step forward, so close that he was two steps away from the side of the bed, looking down at her neither far nor near.

The last time they got together in private was also here.It was the second day Zheng Yang was hospitalized. In the middle of the night, Jin Yan avoided everyone, and came to see her by accident;

The last time, it was Zheng Yang who was sent to the hospital from Jin's house, and Jin Yan took the others away and carefully prescribed medicine for her—the bruises and bloody wounds on her body were the result of Jin Yan's treatment of Zheng Yang the night before. When the Jin family was in a coma, they took her back to her bedroom and checked her carefully one by one.After reading it over and over three or five times, she was able to analyze and copy it in her mind with the so-called professionalism;

Also, for the first time before, in the basement of Jin's house, Zheng Yang was restrained in a dark corner struggling and enduring, and burst into surprise the moment she arrived.

Five times.

After Jin Yan came back for so many days, he only saw her five times alone, and the accumulated time was pitifully small.

Jin Yan was able to recite her injury in a straight-forward manner, and analyze her fighting experience, but so what?Zheng Yang is not a patient, not a victim, but a lover whom Jin Yan once put on top of her heart even more than her relatives!

Jin Yan stared silently in the direction of the sick bed, the tears in his eyes fell silently with the blinking of his eyelids.How heartless she is, she doesn't see or listen and let her be like this!

Clenching the teeth tightly, the pain overflowed silently...

She wanted to hug her very much, and asked her if her abdomen hurts, whether her arms were itchy, whether her headache would be better?

But Jin Yan didn't dare to go any further, she even felt that the closer she got to her, the defenses would be thawed... If she didn't be strong to the end, she would not be able to escape the well-planned emotional disintegration.

The fingers trembled slightly, and the crisp sound finally reminded her of her intention to come here—after all, Zheng Yang and the others didn’t know that she had discovered some of the secrets, so Jin Yan decided to keep pretending until, sending her into the operating room, until, waiting for her Discharged in good health.

Maybe at that time, she will forget her, forget the past love, love and hatred... Jin Yan raised his head and smiled brightly at the faintly flickering light. In that case, Zheng Yang would be able to get rid of these heavy and peaceful lives.

In that case, she will forget that she once loved a ruthless woman so innocently and foolishly, and in the future, she will exchange a clear and warm heart for someone to love and love...

The heartbeat aroused the throbbing pain, and the paper in his hand fell to the ground unknowingly. The standing person hung his head sadly, clutching the hem of his shirt and standing there stiffly, dripping crystals on his toes, melting into the warm cloth.

You should be happy for her, shouldn't you? In order to balance family and love, she compromised to this day. How can you, a cruel and ruthless executioner, be worthy of moaning and pretending to be pitiful in front of her?Jin Yan clenched his lower lip, raised his head and forcibly took back the disappointing sadness in his heart.

Zheng Yang sat there stiffly, waiting with bated breath, and unknowingly, put the sheet into his palm, and heard nothing but the approaching steps and lonely fluttering just now... Those who couldn't receive the message were at a loss Panicked, he was about to turn around and fall to the ground with his hands on the bed.

"Don't move!" Jin Yan hurriedly yelled at her when he heard the sound.

The people on the bed really stopped their movements, followed the sound, put their faces straight to face her, and pricked up their ears to listen for the movement on the other side.

Feeling flustered and overwhelmed by sensitivity, Zheng Yang didn't hear the vibrato in the scolding, and raised his head to face the person, habitually covering up his true emotions, pretending to be calm and asking back: "What do you want to tell me?"