If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

Until the Oscars in mid-February, this time I was also nominated for the supporting actress.But my chances of winning are even smaller than last time, but I am very happy.Because as the best actress in the last Oscar, Angelia must attend.It is customary for her to present the best actor award for this session.

So I can meet her!

After days of choosing clothes, I finally settled on a light mint green dress with irises blooming along the skirt.Wearing a pair of light gray high-heeled shoes, the toe is embellished with feathers.

Green matches my skin tone and hair color very well.

I think I am the prettiest version of me.

The host on the stage was talking, and I was sitting in the second row of the crowd on the left. Angelia's seat was far away from me, and I had to stick my head out far to barely see her.

I did this a few times, and Nancy next to me couldn't help but say, "Ai Er, it's too obvious. Hold back..."

Although I didn't tell Nancy about the matter between me and Angie, nor did I hide it, Nancy naturally knows everything about it.But she didn't say anything, but every time she saw her expression was always tangled.

I bowed my head and texted Angelia, "Angie~Angie~"

"I see you (smile)."

"I'll go find you later, okay? (Smiling face)"

She didn't know if she didn't have her mobile phone with her, so she didn't reply.

I didn't care about the award at all, and went to see Angelia again, and the head moved around, sometimes covering me from seeing her.Accompanying her were Shiloh and Parker.

Maybe it's because she has to take care of the two of them, so she doesn't have time to look at her phone?

It's been a while since the female supporting role was presented, and it's finally time for the commercial, so I can take a break.I saw that there was no one in Angelia's place, so I stood up too.

"Don't go too long." Nancy knew she couldn't stop me.

I smiled at her and ran out with my skirt in hand.

I was walking around the inner halls of the Dolby Theater, stepping on high heels to get sore feet, and finally saw her in a corner.

At that time, from my point of view, she was the only one. The rest time has passed, and many people have gone back.

She stood there, looking down at her phone.

My heart jumped for joy, I grinned, pursed my lips again, took a deep breath, couldn't hold back my smile, lifted the hem of my skirt and ran over.

She was facing me sideways, with a slender waist, I ran over and hugged her, smiling all over my face, I didn't know what to do with joy, "Anji, Anji!"

Surprised by me again, she turned her head to look at me.She is such a calm person, every time I am frightened, I feel really proud, and the corners of her lips curl up.

Moreover, her dazed appearance has a childlike cuteness, and the green under her eyes is alive. Only I have seen such a rare side a few times, and it was all because of me.

At that moment, all my worries were gone, and the urge to get close to her was extremely strong. I put my arms around her neck, put my slightly hot cheeks close to her, and said coquettishly, "Why don't you reply to my text messages!"

She looked at my face, seemed a little dazed, put her arms around my shoulders almost at the same time, blanked for a moment, "..."

I smiled and raised my hand to touch her face. She seems to have just realized that she held my hand, her full lips moved, "...I..."

Suddenly, she looked sideways as if feeling something, her face changed.

I looked in her direction and my heart almost popped out of my mouth.

Shiloh and Parker just stared at us in astonishment.

The two of them glanced back and forth at us.

Hilo blurted out, "Mom? You?..."

My brain was roaring, and I subconsciously went to see Angelia.

She looked calm, let go of my hand, did not look at me, and said to them: "Helo, Parker, you go back first, mom... I have something to do here."

Hilo had a tangled expression, looked at me, then at her, and wanted to say something, but was stopped by Parker, "Mom, let's go back there first."

Park pulled Hilo away, Hilo followed reluctantly, and stared back at me in the middle.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and saw Angelia looking at me in a blink of an eye.

My heart trembled, her eyes were indescribable and strange.

"I..." I was suddenly terrified, my heart was trembling, and a sense of panic enveloped me like a dark cloud.

"Angie...I..." I was at a loss.

"Ai'er..." Her plump lips were pursed, her eyes were deep and bottomless, I couldn't figure it out.

In the past, she called my name softly, complexly, tenderly, and full of aftertaste, which made me ecstatic.

At this moment, her voice is very strange, cold, serious, and almost not familiar with the past, "There are some things that I have always wanted to say to you."

My heart was bumped heavily, and I fell from a height.

She frowned slightly, "You said that you just want to see me, everything depends on my time. You didn't ask me to fall in love with you..."

I bit my lip and nodded.

She paused, then continued: "I told you too, I don't have much time for you."

"I'm grateful for your kindness to me, but I'm not someone who always keeps my cell phone close by... Your text messages, I often don't know how to reply..."

"You are a good girl, a very good girl, you are young, I am different..."

I gritted my gums, and my eye sockets burned.

I know all these words, they are what she would say, and I expected them, but the reality is really heard by her, as if every word is a knife.

My nose was sore and I wanted to say something, but my throat was so dry that I couldn't speak at all.

I could only stare at her blankly, my vision was filled with sour tears, the expression on her face was blurred, but her voice clearly reached my ears,

"But El...you are not Lily, and I am not Rebecca, we..."

"We're not in the same position..."

the same location?

At this second, I suddenly realized that from the beginning to the end, I was the only one addicted to it.

I told her that I love her, like her, but she just said that she can meet me, never said that she likes me too, and she loves me too, and although I dare not think that she loves me too, I was rejected by her Refuse to be dizzy, keep sending her messages, calling her, acting like a baby, as if she is really in love, and acting so clingy, she must be very troubled, right?

At this second, embarrassment, panic, and humility rushed straight up from my feet, hitting my nasal cavity and brain, I lowered my head, tears fell one by one in my field of vision, my throat was cut like a knife Generally, "I'm sorry..."

These three words seemed like I just moved my lips, I didn’t have the strength to make them sound, I couldn’t help sobbing, I wiped my face in embarrassment, and tried to speak again, "I'm sorry..."

It's because I'm too self-righteous, too self-indulgent...

When I said these three words, it also revealed my crying voice that I had nowhere to hide.I just wanted to bury my head in my chest, and the face that I just wiped was soon flooded with tears, and I knew that my makeup was all gone.

If I cry in front of her like this, she will be more troubled, right?

Only then did I understand that her non-rejection was just her kindness. She was still the Angie I met for the first time, with the gentleness after countless ups and downs, taking care of me and forgiving me.

It's me who has been making things difficult for her.

When she saw my text messages, when she had to accept my hugs, she was very embarrassed...

The atmosphere was as dead as a cemetery.

I really didn't know how to get out, I gritted my teeth, suppressed the cry, and trembled all over.

"Angie..."

"Ai Er..."

Two astonished cries sounded.

It was Nancy who came to find it, and there was another call from Helen.

Although I didn't look at it, I also knew that their expressions were not good-looking.

Help from Heaven, I ran over quickly, grabbed Nancy's clothes, and wanted to say let's go, but my lips kept trembling.Nancy grabbed me and said softly, "Calm down."

Maybe she glanced at Angie and Helen, maybe she said something to Helen, I didn't have time to take care of it, I just kept grabbing her sleeve, she quickly hugged me, took me away, and helped me out.

"Wipe your face and don't talk." Nancy pulled me out of the theater hall. She didn't ask anything, and said on the phone, "The car is coming...well, be careful of the reporter..."

She dragged me all the way into the car, closed the curtains, still didn't ask anything, just sighed softly, "I was still photographed, there is no way, you are getting too much attention now, I have to go to find out, Otherwise, tomorrow someone will write that you are 'frustrated with Oscar again, leaving early sadly'."

Nancy stopped for a while, and said softly: "Ai'er, cheer up and be stronger."

I didn't speak, and covered my flooded eyes with my hands.

At that time, I didn't dare to look up, and I didn't dare to think about her expression now. When she was talking to me just now, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, and there was no smile on her face.She didn't smile, her cheekbones were so sharp that they could cut through the air, and her plump and sexy lips were also cold.