If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

I couldn't help thinking about it.

"There are sequins on the ears..." Angelia said, she couldn't hear anything else in her voice, and so did her eyes.

Once again, my fantasy came to nothing, I lowered my eyes and said slowly: "Oh..."

Don't think too much about it...

I feel a little uncomfortable, at this moment I want to escape, I want to go back.But I can't bear to part with it. It's hard to see her once. Today is really a pleasant surprise.Yes, there are surprises, what else am I not satisfied with?

"Ai Er..." She suddenly called me.

"Yeah." I lowered my head and stared at my shoes, "I'm going back..."

I'm waiting for what she has to say.

One second, two seconds... At the third second she finally said, "OK..."

The energy I was holding back completely drained, and I turned and walked away dejectedly.

"Ai'er...really don't have the gift you want?" she said behind me.

I stand where I am.Why is she so insistent on giving me presents?

I look back at her.

Look at her seriously.

If I really tell you the gift I want, will you give it?

Seeing her slightly startled, she didn't avoid it, just looked back like this.

Looking at each other without saying a word, there is a false sense of mutual understanding.

My heart softened suddenly, and I smiled and said, "I already have a present..."

"Huh?" She raised her right eyebrow slightly.

I looked at her, feeling like I was hiding marshmallows in my heart, and every hop was sweet, "I've seen you before Christmas... Also, there's a Christmas tree here..."

Eyes fell on the pink "heart" at the top of the Christmas tree, "It's already my present..."

My eyelids drop over my eyes.

This is already very good, I said in my heart.The gift that I really want, I can't say at least, not yet.Is there a chance in the future?I don't know either……

I took a deep breath, raised my eyes and smiled at her again.

When Angelia heard my words, her expression was a little dazed, and her eyes were a bit complicated, as if she didn't know how to respond to my words.

I was very embarrassed to be looked at by her like this, I tossed my hair, and didn't know how to change the topic, so I had to give her a stupid smile again.

When she saw her, she raised her lips slightly, "Silly girl..."

Her smile is very beautiful, she smiled at me like this, as if my smile drove her, her plump and sexy lips were slightly pouted, her eyes were deep, and she stared at me intently, that feeling came again.

Just treat it as a love story to me...

I said I had to leave first, but I dawdled and talked to her a lot until her cell phone rang.She picked it up in front of me, "Well... I have something to do... Mom will be back soon..."

After putting down the phone, she was about to speak, I waved my hand, "I see, you go first..."

She said, "Let's go out together..."

I thought about it, shook my head, "I'm watching you go..."

Angelia's gaze stayed on my face for a moment, I smiled and walked over.As usual, every time I see her leave, I can confidently go to hug her, so that she can't refuse my hug.

On Christmas Eve, Dad also came over to have dinner with us. After that, he went back to date his girlfriend. Dakota went out with his boyfriend. Mom also went out to meet friends, even grandma.Mom and Grandma would definitely be home later, but not Dakota.

Everyone asks me before they go out, "Don't you have plans tonight?"

I:"……"

Dakota even laughed at me, "Xiao Ai, you have been out for too long!"

Really stuffy!

I'm home alone.The phone is full of messages and invitations, but none from Angelia.That's right, she wants to spend Christmas Eve with her family, so why is she free...

I stayed at home for a while, did not agree to other people's invitations, took the keys and drove to Angelia's house.

Unsurprisingly, the room was completely dark. I turned on the light and walked in, only my footsteps were heard. I turned on the Christmas tree, and it was shining alone, as if I knew no loneliness.

I squatted on the ground and looked at the light with my chin resting, as if my heart was also bright.

After a while, I finally reached for the phone and sat down to dial her.

Even if you can say a few words, that's fine.

One second, two seconds... No answer for five seconds.

I can only press it.

Probably no time...

I looked at the Christmas tree and sent a message to my mom saying I wasn't going back tonight.Then I went to the bedroom, found pillows and blankets to spread under the Christmas tree, took off my shoes and lay down.

In order not to let myself think about the missed call and her who didn’t answer the call, I went to YouTube to watch a long time of videos, swiped ins for a while, played Snapchat, and my phone’s battery was almost dead...

I couldn't resist calling again.

It's okay if you don't take it anymore...

This time she finally picked up when I was about to give up.

"Ai Er?" Angelia's voice over there was a little far away, as if she had just rushed over to get the phone. The background sound was very lively, with a lot of laughter and music.

I have an abrupt feeling of disturbing her.

"Well...it's nothing, I just called to say Merry Christmas to you."

"Ah..." Her tone was soft, "Merry Christmas."

It's really lively over there, someone calls her Mommy Nami...

I bit my lower lip.

"It's Vivienne, Max went on a date tonight, the other kids invited friends over, and Helen's family, they danced, ate pizza, and wanted to barbecue in the living room downstairs..."

"No eggnog?" she said so boisterously and cheerfully that I couldn't help but join in.

"Well...they are still young, it's okay to drink a little..." she said.

I pursed my lips and smiled.I wasn't included in her plan, and she didn't think about me in such a full and exciting time.

"... Didn't you play tonight?" She asked me.

My throat choked, "Yes... I'm playing outside."

There was two seconds of silence over there. During those two seconds, I only heard the commotion downstairs on her side, and Vivian calling her, "Mommy, why haven't you finished calling..."

"...have fun," she said then.

I took a deep breath and let myself smile, "Hmm..."

I am content to hear her voice on Christmas Eve.

"Happy Christmas Eve." I squeezed the phone and said softly.

"Happy Christmas Eve, Elle."

I really like it when she calls me by my name.

I like her calling me on any occasion.

All I want is to hear her call me on Christmas Eve.

I didn't hang up, and strangely she didn't either.In the midst of light breathing, I heard the almost deafening noise downstairs, and screaming, playing crazy.

I snorted.

Angelia also chuckled and sighed at the same time, "gosh...it's quarreling again."

"Okay, then go and persuade the fight..." I said with a smile.

"Well, Merry Christmas."

"Merry Christmas." I didn't close the line first, after a long while, guessing that she should hang up, I gently kissed the phone screen.

the gift i want...

Chapter 54 Chapter 54

It'd be a privilege to have my heart broken by you.

It's an honor to be hurt by you.

- "The Fault in Our Stars"

After the new year, I haven't found a chance to meet her, and I send her information as usual.Occasionally, I couldn't help but call her.The mailbox I applied for before, when I opened it, it was all emails I sent in the past. She didn't send one, and she didn't open it and read it.

I know the content of these emails by heart, every time I miss her very much but can't call her, I will write.

It's just that I didn't expect that she hadn't read it, and maybe she hadn't even logged in to this mailbox.

I couldn't figure out her attitude towards me, it wasn't cold or enthusiastic.

I have watched the video of her dating earlier on the Internet, so undisguised, her eyes are full of hot tenderness.In contrast, every time she faces me, she always hesitates to speak, full of worries.But I like her more and more, love her more and miss her more and more. Whenever her pair of deep green eyes look at me, the happiness she brings is so hard to express in words .

I long for her gaze, her voice, her arms.

I watched the director's version of "Total Eclipse of Heart" over and over again, listened to Angie's narration in the main film, watched the interaction between Angie and me in the extras, and looked at my eyes, assuming that she is like this in the real world , also treated me so affectionately.

As much as Rebecca loved Lily, suppose she loved me as much.

Even for a brief moment, it can make me laugh.