Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

In this world, some people despise you and take you seriously, but there are also some people who hold you in their hands and love you very much.In the eyes of unrelated people, it is worthless, but in the eyes of relatives and lovers, it is a pearl.What kind of torture she has for those who love her, she has never realized.Needless to say her parents, as far as I am concerned, whenever I see her like this, I wish I could kill Zhang Yucheng immediately.

She is a treasure I have kept in my heart for many years, and I wipe it off from time to time, for fear that she will be stained with dust in my heart.So careful, holding it in his mouth for fear of melting, holding it in his hand for fear of falling, humble and timid love her.Now, someone has destroyed my treasure like this.My distress, sadness and anger, who can know?

Sometimes I really blame her, why she doesn't think about those of us who love her, but she is so cheeky to be a mustard under the feet of others and let others trample on her.If she could consider every bit of us and learn to look back at those who love her behind her, she would not have come to this point.Up to now, I can no longer tolerate it. I must let her understand how much luck lies behind her misfortune.

She cried for a long time, and I stood behind her, also silent for a long time.Finally she calmed down, I sighed, walked out of the room, went into the bathroom, took a hot towel and wiped her face.After packing up the towels, I turned around and asked her to lie down, covered her with the quilt, and tucked in the corners of the quilt.

I just turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly felt a cold hand grabbing my wrist, followed by her nasal and hoarse voice:

do not go

i froze

☆、Chapter 10

I didn't expect that she would hold me, and I froze for a moment, not knowing how to react.But she repeated:

do not go.

I turned around, took a deep breath, and said:

OK, I won't go.

I sat by her bed, let her hold my wrist, in the darkness, there was silence.Her hands were cold and sweaty. I could feel the long and delicate fingers of her fingers. She was a little nervous. Although I didn't look at her, I could feel her gaze gathering on me.I don't know what it's like in my heart, the development tonight is a bit beyond my expectation, although I am secretly happy that she will take the initiative to keep me, but I am worried that I will be sentimental, so I dare not think about it.

I think she may have gotten closer to me because she was honest with me.Or maybe she touched her heart because of what I said, and she couldn't help feeling grateful to me.Or maybe it's because I still remember some past events that she can't remember long ago, so she recalls the past between me and her, and she feels soft in her heart.Either way, it can't be said that she has feelings for me.Today she lacks the ability to love, let alone someone like me.

I want to hear you sing, she said suddenly, her voice murmured, imploring.

I was stunned, I didn't expect that she would have further requests.Immediately a wry smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, she is really calling people, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight.

good.But I just couldn't refuse her request.

What should I sing? I am not in the mood to sing those lullabies again tonight. A melody appeared in my mind inexplicably, and I sang it naturally:

It's a long long journey. (This is a long, long journey)

Till I know where I'm supposed to be.(Until I know where I'm supposed to be)

It's a long long journey. (This is a long, long journey)

And I don't know if I can believe. (And I don't know if I can believe)

When shadows fall and block my eyes. (When shadows fall and block my eyes)

I am lost and know that I must hide. (I am lost and know that I must hide.)

It's a long long journey. (This is a long, long journey)

Till I find my way home to you. (Till I find my way home to you)

This song, after I sang it, I realized it was Zhang Shaohan's "journey".When this song first came out, she was still a high school student and she loved it very much.I know she likes it, so I made a special effort to learn this song.Although I never sang it to her once, it has been stored in my mind for so many years, until tonight, I sang it naturally.

The artistic conception of this song is beautiful, and the lyrics are also very meaningful. Many sentences seem to express my inner feelings.At the same time, I seem to be singing for her, because many sentences in it are also describing Lin Yi, her in the past, her in the present, her in the future, and her in my good wishes.

Many days I 've spent. (I have spent many days)

Drifting on through empty shores.

Wondering what's my purpose. (Wondering where my other shore is)

Wondering how to make me strong.(Wondering how to make me strong)

I know I will falter I know I will cry. (I know I will falter, I know I will cry)

I know you'll be standing by my side. (I know you'll be standing by my side)

It's a long long journey. (This is a long, long journey)