Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

And I need to be close to you. (And I need to be closer to you)

Sometimes it feels no one understands. (Sometimes it feels no one understands)

I don't even know why. (I don't even know why)

I do the tings I do. (able to accomplish those things)

When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul.

(When pride surrounds me like a wall till I can't see my soul)

Will you break down these walls and pull me through.

(Will you pull me through this high wall)

Cause it's a long long journey. (Because this is a long long journey)

Till I feel that I am worth the price. (Until I feel that price is worth it)

You paid for me on calvary. (You gave me the crucifix)

Beneath those stormy skies.(In this bào snowstorm)

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes.

It feels like everything is out to make me lose control. (It feels like everything is out to make me lose control.)

Cause it's a long long journey. (Because this is a long long journey)

Till I find my way home to you. (Till I find my way home to you)

To you.

I sang it tirelessly over and over again, and the more I sang, the more strange feeling rose in my heart.To be honest, my English pronunciation is not very good, I haven't used it for a long time, and now I am afraid that I have returned my English to the teacher.The only English song that can be sung well is this song.Back then, I put a lot of effort into studying the pronunciation word by word and imitating it over and over again.

Even so, I couldn't help but feel nervous when I realized I started singing the song to her myself.Just like a soldier waiting for the general's inspection, she was afraid that she would be dissatisfied with some flaws in herself.She is different from me, her English has always been very good, and she has studied in the UK, her pronunciation is beautiful, and she speaks English very fluently.Although I haven't heard her speak English now, I think she must be countless times stronger than me.And I have never lived in an English-speaking country, and my English is completely half-baked.This song is her favorite song again, she must be extremely picky.Whether I could win her favor made me very uneasy.

But as I sang and sang, I didn't want to care about these anymore.The meaning of the lyrics of this song is excellent, I really want her to listen to these lyrics.

As the words say, she is now walking on a road full of thorns, and there is a huge shadow covering her. She is lost and completely defeated, and she doesn't even believe that she can stand up again and get out of this lost road.

I want to tell her that I will walk with her. On this road, I will always be in front of her, guiding her and leading her forward.Even if she suffers all kinds of contempt, ridicule and hurt, even if all the friends around her turn into strangers or even enemies, I will stand in front of her, protect her from harm, and get through the difficulties together.

She is so proud that any setback hurts twice as much.Her pride has become the reason why she imprisoned her heart, like a high wall to protect herself firmly, unwilling to take another look at the world, and at the person who loves her.But don't be afraid, I will take her out and pass through this heart wall, and her heart will suddenly open up, and the sea and the sky will be brighter.

I've put all my concerns behind me, and I don't want to think about whether I'm being affectionate, whether I'm going to get a response, and whether I'm going to make her angry.I just simply want to express my emotions. Since I met her, my heart that was still a little wavering has become more and more firm.I want to take care of her and love her for a long, long time. I dare not talk about forever, but I really want to love her for a long, long time.I have loved her for ten years, the next ten years, the next ten years, and I believe it will continue.Even if I don't get a response from her, it might make her disgusted, but I want to fight for myself once. I once missed an opportunity in my life, and this time, I don't want to miss it again.

I don't know how long it took, the sky outside turned white, I finally couldn't sing anymore, I swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, I turned my head to look at her.She had already fallen asleep, and her sleeping face was very peaceful.I don't know when two more lines of tears appeared on the fair cheeks that I wiped clean.She seemed to be smiling and weeping, as beautiful as an angel.My heart trembled slightly, and I gently wiped away her tears with my free left hand, gently parted her bangs, and pressed a kiss on her forehead.The kiss was too light, like a butterfly fluttering around, and it would leave immediately after touching it.Then I moved my eyes down and saw her thin red lips, pouting slightly because she fell asleep, three points cute and seven points seductive.Suddenly he remembered the kiss in the bathroom that night, even though the process was very sweet, the feeling left by the lips was still there, soft, exuding a cold and soft feeling, refreshing.As if tempted by the devil, I couldn't help but kiss her lips.Then I quickly retreated to observe her face. Fortunately, she didn't wake up, so I breathed a sigh of relief.

She was still holding my right wrist tightly, I was afraid that breaking free might wake her up, so I didn't struggle.In fact, I don't want to break free. I would rather she can hold me like this for the rest of her life, relying on me and clinging to me.I sat on the soft carpet under the bed, raised my right arm on the edge of the bed and let her pull it, resting my head on the edge of the bed, and slowly closed my eyes.

I'm so tired, my throat hurts, my head feels dizzy and hurts, the sun's pulse is throbbing, my whole body is sore and sore, protesting to me.But I am very happy in my heart. In the past ten years, tonight is probably the happiest time for me.My beloved girl is finally willing to hold my hand, as long as she doesn't take the initiative to let go, I will never leave her.