Plural Apostles

"No one will force you, no one will supervise you, no rules will bind you, and no pressure to survive will force you. On this endless road, you are only facing yourself."

"It's okay to feel sad, to become extreme, to be evil in people's eyes, to create good in people's eyes, to be calm, cynical, calm as water, to act recklessly, to wear a mask, to work hard...no matter what you show It doesn't matter what form it takes, can you go down this road?"

Siegfried squinted his eyes, and the sweat was still dripping off. He sighed with emotion: "If you smile, you should look good..."

"It doesn't matter what is superficial." Fu Hua lowered his eyes slightly, "Maybe it seems weird to many people, but in fact it's just getting used to pain, so many things don't feel good. If you can reach this point, you should You will understand, I am not without feelings, but it doesn’t matter whether I express it or not, those who understand will naturally understand, and those who don’t don’t need to force it.”

"Well... I get it a little bit. People always have to find some fun for themselves to relieve stress, but what you mean is that people always have to find some pain for themselves in order to grow... The so-called adults are those who have lost their pain in their habits. , the so-called human beings are slowly moving forward in the throes of changing times..."

Siegfried felt a little sleepy while talking about what he felt was meaningless in Secondary [-]. Maybe it was because of a whim and excessive physical exertion, maybe because too much energy was spent in philosophical meditation last night. He was lying on the floor, wearing a soaked down jacket , fell asleep under the cold wind.

Fu Hua looked at the sleeping Siegfried and calmly pushed his glasses.

A momentary whim or a firm determination, or a seemingly determined mood that is actually easily changed... The future is unpredictable, she just hopes that Siegfried can meet the standard she agrees with him.

I am used to facing pain with a calm attitude, Siegfried, what will happen to you in the end?

……

……

"Well……"

It hurts... the whole body hurts, the bones seem to be gone, and the whole body is soft and comfortable, but as long as I move, I can feel the sharp pain protesting from the muscles that are resting comfortably.

I'm already in pain!very tired!Don't bother me anymore!

pop, pop, pop...

With a familiar voice, Siegfried turned his head slightly, only to realize that he was lying on the bed, a mattress that seemed to be newly bought, a soft pillow, and a warm quilt that was tightly covered... This sleep was very comfortable, it has not been so comfortable for a long time, just like when I was studying, I was on vacation, and I slept at home until noon.

I guess it's just that the previous exercise made me feel too uncomfortable, so I feel so comfortable after taking a nap.

In the brightly lit martial arts hall, Fu Hua was punching, still in those postures that made people feel uncomfortable just by looking at them, combined with the other party's calm expression, it felt like those movements could be done easily...

He is a weird person. Living in a group, it is inevitable that he has to learn to express his emotions and let the other party know what he means, so that he can better control his interpersonal relationship. However, the other party has always been calm, so it is probably natural, Feng Qingyun Only the calmness will make those curious people who come to learn martial arts leave with a dark face.

After all, talking about her own set of ideas with this expression does not have any convincing power at all and the power to mobilize the other party's emotions.

Learn if you want to learn, leave if you don't want to, it doesn't matter if you complain and complain face to face, and you don't care about accusations and ridicule behind your back either...

is a weirdo.

I seem to be getting weird too...

Siegfried reluctantly sat up from the mattress, his soft and comfortable body just now suddenly rebelled and constantly fed back the feeling of soreness and exhaustion to him, which made his expression distorted subconsciously.

"You're awake." Fu Hua stopped practicing martial arts and retracted her posture. She walked to the side and raised her chin slightly to signal, "Your clothes are next to you. I have some cold medicine. I'll take it later. It's already six in the evening. Come on, you should go home."

"Six o'clock..." Siegfried glanced at the dark sky outside the gate, then looked at the single clothes and trousers he was wearing, probably the down jacket and slacks that Fu Hua took off for him, "I still think you That boxing was beautiful."

"The control of the body is enough. With the experience of controlling the body, you can play beautiful moves in any way." Fu Hua said calmly, "It's just an incidental thing. It is useful in some cases, but it has nothing to do with it. Avenue."

I always feel that this guy is like seeing thousands of mountains and rivers, and there is peace in his heart...

Siegfried lifted the quilt, changed his clothes, picked up the pair of cold medicines next to him, and sighed softly: "I don't know how long I can study, and I don't know if I will have time to study... "

"I don't have many rules here, and I'm not interested in making rules for others. Whether you persist, give up, or give up halfway—I will only teach you how to learn martial arts, and I will not ask you to learn anything." Fu Hua glanced at Siegfried lightly, "Everyone has their own rules, not others'."

"Then I'll go first, I feel like I'm going to die if I practice again today."

Siegfried waved his hand, took a few steps and took a breath, then he gradually got used to the sour feeling all over his body, and he walked out of the martial arts hall somewhat staggeringly.

Chapter 720 The Five Monsters

weekend.

Siegfried was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt, and his notebook was placed on the quilt. He moved his arm with difficulty, clicked the mouse, and played a drama: "Hiss...it hurts, I must have lost my nerve yesterday and put my body to rest." Where did you get injured..."

Although Fu Hua said that he was not injured, Siegfried felt very uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable. Originally, after returning yesterday, his body did not feel so painful, at most he was a little tired. As long as he wants to, he can still walk step by step with his feet crooked. .

He even cooks a meal, treats himself with a soak, and then sleeps in bed tired and refreshed until the weekend morning.

When he opened his eyes and subconsciously prepared to sit up, Siegfried knew that he was not going to go out today.

According to biology, I should produce lactic acid later than at home after exercising. Yesterday I slept in the martial arts gym all afternoon and had nothing to do. After going home and sleeping all night, I felt uncomfortable...

"Ah... I'm already a useless person..."

Siegfried reluctantly raised his hand to type, and solved some of the author's problems. Anyway, he was lying on the bed, and it didn't matter if he did some work. After finishing these things, he happily started watching new dramas. I feel that watching these funny and funny dramas today, my mood is much more active than when I usually watch them, and I can't help laughing out loud from time to time.

Maybe it’s because it was too uncomfortable to run to find abuse yesterday, and it’s too uncomfortable to lie on the bed today, feeling like a salted fish, so when I saw something interesting and relaxing, my reaction was greater than normal. quite a few...

Siegfried began to speculate on why his emotions were relatively high. Normally, he would not pay attention to analyzing such things about himself, nor would he be inexplicably confused about his mood changes, and wanted to ask himself why he would react in various ways.

People seldom ask themselves why they are happy, why they are angry, why they are sad, why they are afraid, and why they are doing something... People are simply reacting instinctively to the stimulation of the external environment.

If you do it, you do it, where do you get so much why...

Do you think you are unique when others do this...

Everyone is like this, of course you should be like this...

Just a spur of the moment...

In a sense, the difference between humans and unintelligent animals is not very big, but there is an additional channel for psychological feedback.

Siegfried suddenly became interested in analyzing himself, he really wanted to know something...