Plural Apostles

Why do I feel that Fu Hua is very special, I have an inexplicable concern for that person, why do I care about the statement Fu Hua put forward, try to ignore the past but I can't ignore it, why did I run to the other party yesterday like a madman Learning martial arts, and learning very seriously, to the point where I can't get up today...

Siegfried was meditating while watching the drama in a happy mood, passing his time and having some fun for himself.

Do you like learning martial arts and exercising your body?

I don’t like it, because I’m too tired, I can’t persevere, because it’s too uncomfortable, because there is no need to do it, I will die if I don’t eat, but I won’t die if I don’t exercise, at most, I will die earlier, and the future Let's talk about things in the future...

Then the question came, why did I go to the martial arts gym?It was the same before, I ran to the martial arts gym inexplicably in the early morning, and I also ran to the martial arts gym after thinking about it yesterday... This kind of thing I think is meaningless and unnecessary, why do I always touch it?I don't like learning martial arts, and I don't think there is a need to exercise, but why do I always approach the martial arts gym?

Or... what I want to get in touch with is not martial arts, but actually Fu Hua?

Siegfried rubbed his brows, recalled the contact with Fu Hua during this period, and slowly compiled a calm expression and an image with glasses - a rich, maverick weirdo, she didn't try hard Do something for society, to start a successful business, to achieve socially defined success.

She doesn't pay too much attention to material enjoyment, her basic necessities are similar to most ordinary people, she eats at restaurants outside when it's time to eat, and closes the martial arts gym when it's time to sleep and goes home to rest. If she doesn't wear only one piece of clothing every day, That's just wearing a copy-pasted row of clothes...

From the beginning to the end, there was only one thing she asked herself to do on her own initiative, which was to practice her so-called martial arts, to practice her set of ideas personally, and to open a martial arts gym with strange rules.

Come when you want, leave when you want, learn when you want, talk when you want, I don't seem to care whether there is business in the martial arts hall, whether I can spread my ideas, so that more people can learn martial arts...

Wu, is to find discomfort for oneself, the body is uncomfortable, people will be uncomfortable, the body is painful, people will be painful, adapt to this pain and then surpass yourself, and then enter this cycle of constant adapting and surpassing... She The martial arts described are not a specific move routine, nor is it a spiritual culture produced in a certain era, nor is it the romantic feelings that many Chinese people yearn for.

The Wu in her mouth is a simple and clear approach and action-to take the initiative to find pain for herself.

People's emotional pain often comes from changes in external information, while physical pain is much simpler, just make the body tired and tired.

The current saying is that people have to find some fun for themselves, which is easy to understand, to relax, relieve stress, and feel happy...

People make themselves uncomfortable?Get used to one kind of pain and have to find the next one?

In various senses, the other party is a person who is incompatible with the social atmosphere, and even in many cases, Siegfried feels that the other party does not seem like a normal person-she opened a martial arts gym, obviously to spread her ideas, but She doesn't care about whether it can be spread, nor is she keen to use a better way to spread her ideas.

Siegfried understands that if Fu Hua plays a few sets of powerful and full-bodied boxing techniques, with glamorous and gorgeous advertising packaging such as "strengthen the body, play handsome and cool, promote national culture, and spread chivalrous spirit" After a while, go to a few more museums, it is best to use the signs of foreigners, fix your position at the national and ethnic level, and then expose it on the Internet, it will definitely attract a lot of people, as long as it attracts people, she will always be able to Find out some people who can carry her ideas.

She doesn't write books, doesn't use her ideas to change the outside world, and doesn't care if her ideas are doubted and ridiculed by others...

Once, I wished that everyone would be like a dragon, but it turned out to be unrealistic... Has she ever done such a thing before?

Siegfried went to Baidu Encyclopedia with some subtle emotions, but he didn't find her name, and he couldn't find any news about her on the Internet. Just like Siegfried in Norse mythology, this Fu Hua is a bit more "miserable", and there are no famous people with the same name and surname.

This person, living in the society, is incompatible with the society woven by the group. He has a feeling of being independent from the outside world and watching indifferently. He doesn't show himself at all, express his thoughts and desires. To use the current joking words, he is just like a person. Taoist characters.

In the end, she just walked the road under her feet calmly and calmly, walking in a cycle from pain to adaptation, from adaptation to transcendence, and from transcendence to pain...

This person is really weird. If you put aside the subconscious impression of a weirdo and think about her behavior and thoughts, the more you think about it, the weirder it becomes—isn't it really a rich psychopath?

Siegfried pondered silently, and could only briefly summarize the character traits shown by Fu Hua's behavior.

Strict self-discipline, wider self-discipline than others, strong psychological endurance, some mature ideas based on oneself...

However, Siegfried feels that these are all appearances. The so-called character of a person is nothing more than superficial words and deeds expressed to others. To really understand a person, if you don’t have a long time to get along and have enough understanding, It is impossible to see a person clearly - often people don't need to see the other person very clearly, it is enough to make an instinctive response based on self based on the other person's words and deeds.

I don't care whether you are good or bad, I only care about whether your words and deeds are good or bad for me, which saves a lot of time to think and study others, and communicate directly with others.

So, what is it that attracts you?

Why are you attracted to something about someone else?As a result, he has acted impulsively many times...

love at first sight?not like.

That kind of self-disciplined diligence and hard work?I have seen a lot of people who work hard, and I have not been moved by others' hard work and fighting spirit. It is impossible for the other party's simple hard work and hard work to infect me...

I still don't like to find fault with myself. To put it bluntly, I don't have such a high and strict standard for myself, and I don't plan to set such a high standard for myself.

Siegfried asked himself, he admired Fu Hua's perseverance and self-discipline, but it didn't mean he wanted to work hard to become that kind of person.

Doing a familiar job that is neither tiring nor easy for a living, with the ability and work experience to meet the basic needs of his survival, Siegfried does not find these things unbearable, seven years of social work, he has been familiar with and I'm used to it. I don't have the young idea that life is so stressful, life is so tiring, and the future is gloomy. I just do what I have to do, work, entertainment and rest, and my life is like this day by day.

In the future, I will find a good-looking woman to marry and have children to form a family, and continue to live like this. If you are lucky, marriage is a kind of happiness. If you are unlucky, you will be bad luck. The one who urges marriage continues to live alone. If you are old, find a nursing home to enjoy the evening of life quietly. If you are lucky, you may meet a close friend in the nursing home, who will be your spiritual partner, and then close your eyes forever on a certain day...

Siegfried seldom thinks about the future, or most people are the same, they don’t think about the future, after all, people live in the present, at most, they are sentimental occasionally, leaving some life behind. Sentiment, and then continue to do what should be done.

When the pressure is high, find some fun for yourself to relax, live life naturally, go with the flow of life every day, conform to the group society, and be your unique self...

"I just want to make myself uncomfortable..."

Siegfried watched the drama to relax, he noticed the impulse in his heart.

I want to know what kind of person Fu Hua is, I want to know the reason why I am so nervous, I want to understand... What attracts me is what my subconscious longs for?Or something you dreamed of?

Forget about today, I'm too tired, and I have to go to work tomorrow.

Chapter 720 Six, he is practicing pigeon-killing boxing!

"Siegfried, good morning!"

At the station in the early morning, Kallen greeted with a smile and spirited, and then she looked at Siegfried, who was walking unconsciously, with some strangeness: "What's wrong with you? Sprained your ankle?"

"To be precise, I feel like I've lost my mind."

"The brain can still be sprained?!"

"Who knows...the car is coming."

On the bus all the way to the station outside the company, Siegfried and Karen chatted without saying a word, and at the same time walked downstairs to the company, the breakfast shop where they come to buy breakfast every day. It has become famous, and office workers or students passing by here will not mind stopping by to buy a copy to fill their stomachs early.

Siegfried saw an acquaintance buy a small bag of buns and a cup of soy milk at the breakfast shop.

"Fu Hua, I thought you didn't need to eat." Siegfried greeted casually, "For example, you eat something for practicing Wudang."