Plural Apostles

So sad……

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Siegfried stood up abruptly, bent over with his knees propped up and gasped, panting like a bellows, letting the cold air enter his lungs, relieving waves of scorching heat and pain. Unlucky people who were rescued.

"Ha——! Ha——! Ha——!" Panting, Siegfried swallowed the saliva secreted unconsciously in his mouth. Hua, "I said, isn't there a fitness plan for beginners? For example... For example, how many minutes to stand for the first time, how many minutes to stand for the second time, etc... Cough cough, you just put people Throw it aside and let them practice to death by themselves."

"You can understand it this way." Fu Hua's expression was calm, and a drop of sweat gradually filled his forehead, sliding down his cheeks, and dripping from his chin onto the wooden floor, "Wu is not entertainment, it won't make you feel so comfortable physically and mentally, I It just makes you feel all kinds of uncomfortable.”

"Now, run around me until you stop yourself."

Siegfried twitched his mouth: "How many laps?"

"You decide for yourself."

"What about the speed?"

"You decide for yourself."

...The sheep herders are more in charge than you!

Forget it, it’s all here, let’s do some exercise for now, Siegfried took off his down jacket, and ran around Fu Hua step by step, because his body, which was a little stiff in the horse stance, was gradually moving under the running movement. I started to move, but I felt absolutely uncomfortable, because soon the feeling of exhaustion and refreshment that was not inferior to zama stance came to my heart.

After running around, Siegfried slowed down, one step at a time, moving forward at three meters per second, his breath had already scattered uncontrollably, gulps of cool air poured into his lungs, and then he gasped out with heat.

"I said...ha...ha...your gym is...not formal at all...ha..."

"This is not a gym, I teach Wu."

"Then you...cough cough..." Siegfried barely moved his steps, sweat dripping down his face, he looked much more heroic than the horse stance just now, but they were all equally uncomfortable, "Then tell me what you want to teach What is Wu! And the meaningless and inexplicable words before, does it have anything to do with what Wu you said?"

"People, to live in this world is to experience pain."

Fu Hua lowered his eyes slightly, and straddled his horse without moving: "Physical habits such as eating and sleeping, you don't have a deep understanding of the things that people have to go through, so I will use other things as examples... Are you studying hard? "

"Ha... It's been many years since I graduated, so if I think about it now, let's just say that..."

"You want to say that studying is easier than surviving in society, right?" Fu Hua asked calmly, "So, is your work painful?"

"... Painful feeling can't be described." Siegfei ran, panting, feeling a little dizzy in the head, he still focused on the conversation with Fu Hua, "I'm not someone who has nothing to worry about. Rich people, of course they have to work, otherwise where do they get the money to eat."

"You still don't understand what I mean." Fu Hua adjusted his breathing rhythm, "Did you feel pain when you first started to learn knowledge? When you walked out of school, entered society, found a job, for Do you feel pain when trying to survive? You should know the answers to these two questions."

"Of course...study is painful, boring, and tedious. Work is more so than study. All the factors involved in it exist implicitly in your life. You have to understand how to adapt to your work. Adapting to the working environment is also painful..."

Siegfried was panting, and some distant memories came to mind, maybe he was too tired to let his mind relax, he said in an inexplicable tone, accompanied by panting: "I will meet people I hate, and I will feel my own thoughts. If you deviate from the reality, you will feel boring, and you will think that if you have money, you don't have to endure this uncomfortable feeling at all..."

"The pressure of survival, the pressure of responsibility, the pressure of life, no one can escape, the vagabond has the sorrow of the vagabond, the ordinary has the sorrow of the ordinary, the elite has the sorrow of the elite... no matter who it is, people live in In this world, there is pain. The environment formed by groups oppresses everyone, making everyone feel uncomfortable in the oppression. There is no natural freedom, and there is no natural smooth sailing. The birth of every life is The beginning of a painful journey."

Fu Hua stood up slowly, and after a bit of exercise, he ran with Siegfried, but in terms of speed, Siegfried was far inferior to Fu Hua. He ran a lap, and Fu Hua could overtake him by a lap.

"Then, why do you think that the saying that life is pain is not correct?" Fu Hua passed Siegfried calmly, his back pulled away, and he said calmly without much emotional fluctuation, "That's just because you are used to it." The pain that life brings, naturally becomes part of the group, and you are still you, but not you anymore."

Chapter 720 The road is under your feet

"Ahem..." Siegfried struggled to move his steps. For some reason, he wanted to keep up with the rhythm of the figure in front of him. "It's easy to say... What's your explanation for the last sentence?"

"You need to learn, understand how to behave in the world, develop the correct three views suitable for today's era, integrate into today's society, and learn to pave the way for life-parents, environment, policies, these force you to learn and feel the pain. "

"You need to work, you need to support yourself with your work, meet your own survival needs, and truly enter the group atmosphere. The pressure of survival forces you to work, to contact other people, or to like or dislike, to contact the fabric woven by people. Society, to face what you hate or what you like, makes you have to feel the pain."

"In the end, no matter whether they take the initiative at the beginning or take the initiative in the middle, most people will go through the painful stage, adapt to work, adapt to study, and start their own lives... Generally speaking, after these two stages, most people will Once you have learned, understood, and become familiar with it, you will no longer face some painful feelings that you have to experience.”

Fu Hua ran past Siegfried again, and Siegfried was already walking slowly, taking two steps to catch his breath.

"Then, people no longer learn and enter the society to grow and change vigorously. Countless people eventually become human beings in this era. Everyone is still themselves, but they have stopped. I don't mean career. Or power, but mind."

"Live for life, not for yourself."

Siegfried stopped, panting heavily with a painful expression, he couldn't run anymore, he could only watch Fu Hua run past him again with a calm expression.

"Wu, it's to find pain by yourself. For people, the mind and body are interactive. When the body hurts, the mood will feel uncomfortable. When the body catches a cold, the spirit will be depressed. When the body is injured, the mood will suffer. When the body dies, the mood will To be afraid and sad... to make the body suffer and then let the mind go beyond the pain, to wear the body and let the mind go beyond the weariness, and I don't mean throwing life away unrealistically, but you should actively seek out the pain, Whether it's mental or physical pain, physical pain is relatively easy to find."

"I am not asking you to commit suicide or self-mutilation. These behaviors are just a kind of extreme and desperate thought stimulation. I am asking you to find pain and get used to pain... Every process of experiencing pain and being familiar with it is right. Grind, I will not teach you the idea of ​​'successfully making money', nor will I say how this way will benefit you in the future, let alone how successful and great this experience can make you appear."

"The so-called martial arts is like this. It is a process of constant pursuit of pain. It is not for strengthening the body, not for defending the country, not for promoting national culture, not for celebrating heroic feats..."

"To be extreme, do you want to be a happy and comfortable pig, or a person who grows up in pain."

Fu Hua stopped, turned around and looked at Siegfried who didn't know when he started to run with difficulty, staggering and "running" slowly towards him. Cough it out in general.

"You asked me why I learned martial arts..."

"Initially, I just wanted to have the power to protect something."

"And now it's easy."

"The road is under your feet, go."

Siegfried fell to the floor with a thud, looked at the ceiling panting, and at the same time looked at Fu Hua's calm face, his chest heaved violently, and felt a trace of sweetness in his throat: "Ahem...you Are you talking about hard work?"

"It's related, but it's not the same thing." Fu Hua lowered his head slightly, his braids were hanging down from his shoulders, and his red eyes looked at Siegfried's tired and uncomfortable eyes. , let it surpass the normal state of most people and strive for progress, but Wu is different, there is no need to compare with anyone, no need to prove anything, and there is not much practical significance. All actual results, good or bad, are incidental products... In pain, surpassing oneself is the only goal, and it is also a goal with no end in sight, and it is a goal that cannot be achieved."

"When you can't surpass yourself, look for pain. When you have surpassed your past self, you must surpass your present self until you reach the end of your life."

"The way of martial arts is endless—I once wished that everyone in the world would be like a dragon, but in practice this is a goal that is almost impossible to achieve, so I can only wish myself to be like a dragon."

Fu Hua raised his head, hugged his hands and slowly adjusted his breathing: "Reality is a living environment that people cannot escape from. No matter how painful your thoughts, heart, or body are, you still have to live and accept the subtle changes of the group. You What I said before makes sense, life and death are determined by fate and wealth, but what I said does not conflict with this sentence... It just depends on whether you are willing to take this road."