Plural Apostles

"People, living is suffering... Wu, let people experience this pain..."

Siegfried asked himself, do you think life is painful?After the plane crash of my parents before, I felt very painful, but the past is the past after all, and time can wash away all sadness. Looking back now, I just remember some broken and warm memories, and there is a touch of sadness brought about by the memories.

Because I got used to it, let it be, and as time passed, only feelings remained...Is this a kind of pain?

Siegfried patted his forehead: "Why do you think about these philosophical issues? You can't even read the new show... Tsk."

Is the trouble and doubt caused by thinking a process of clearly feeling the pain?Subconsciously not thinking about these meaningless questions, is it a way to get used to the pain and ignore the pain of troubles and doubts...

"Fuck!"

Siegfried made a rare swear word, then he sighed, turned off the computer, and decided to go to bed early, and when he woke up, he would forget all these messy things.

Human life is pain, the reason why you don’t feel pain is just obedience and getting used to this kind of thing, just like running and striding, except for physical factors, when you gradually get used to the pain caused by a certain exercise, then You adapt and get used to it... The difference is, you choose to feel the pain.

Enough is enough...

Lying on the bed, Siegfried sighed heavily, thinking wildly, falling asleep with alternate joys and sorrows, and even had a rare dream once.

When he woke up, he couldn't remember clearly what happened in the dream, and Siegfried only vaguely remembered it, as if the dream was also about various self-discussions and conflicts about Fu Hua's words.

People, living is suffering?What is the answer to this question, Siegfried no longer cares.

Because he feels very painful now!

Fu Hua...why should I care so much about that weird man?Considering so much mess because of that weirdo?

Lying on the bed, Siegfried squinted slightly, looking at the sunshine outside the window.

Chapter 720 Three You Are Not You

It rarely snows in southern China, but the temperature is still cold.

Wearing a deacon uniform that is neither too thin nor too thick, Bronya contacted the businessman to customize it. Fu Hua can feel the interaction between the body and the environment, and then give back the feeling of coldness to himself. Compared with his previous body, this body , unimaginably weak.

But for the loss of pure power, Fu Hua didn't have much anxiety or discomfort. She could confirm that she was still herself, and that was enough.

The cold air was flowing, Fu Hua silently swallowed the last mouthful of noodles, drank half a bowl of noodle soup, then put the money on the table and left the noodle shop, the air outside became colder, feeling that he had been exercising during this period, She was barely considered healthy, so she wouldn't get sick because of the cold temperature, so she didn't care too much.

Cold, heat, exhaustion, physical overwhelmed protest...

These things are far away from him, so far away that he re-experienced the feeling of being a weak girl during this time, and Fu Hua found that his heart could start to adapt to this kind of tempering again.

Walking on the street with sparse cold wind, Fu Hua was on the way back to the martial arts school. She looked around the streets calmly and calmly, and then gently exhaled the white mist that was obviously floating in the cold. It was really cold, and it had been a long time. This feeling of being chilled simply because of the environment.

Reminds her of the past...

Compared with the cold that just feels a little uncomfortable, the feeling of self-condemnation, self-loathing, and regret until the heart is ashamed is the most painful.

Learning martial arts... Teacher Siegfried, or Siegfried...

Fu Hua bought a cup of milk tea on the street, drank it while walking, and prepared to go back to the martial arts hall to continue his practice. It was nothing more than a change from the rented house to the location of the martial arts hall.

Can you see what I mean...

Fu Hua thought about it silently, and then her mood gradually calmed down. She walked around the corner of the street, frowned slightly, and walked unhurriedly to the door of the martial arts hall: "Have you figured it out? You want to learn martial arts from me." ?"

Siegfried, who was wearing a down jacket, yawned and touched his scarf: "Can I use this as a gym?"

"There is no heating or fitness equipment here, which will make you feel very uncomfortable." Fu Hua said calmly, "The plan I made for you will not make you sick or hurt, but it will definitely make you feel very uncomfortable." uncomfortable."

"Just treat your poor sleep problem."

Siegfried glanced at Fu Hua casually. It is not considered thick to wear in such a cold day. He is really not afraid of the cold.

"Then let's start." Fu Hua led Siegfried into the empty and clean hall. Siegfried didn't feel the feeling that the temperature rose a little when he entered the house. The inside and outside came from the temperature. See, there isn't much of a difference at all.

"First of all, it is still Zama step."

Fu Hua went straight to the point, and Siegfried frowned: "Well, to be honest, I want to discuss some philosophical issues with you, such as the main interpretation and demonstration of the phrase 'people, life is suffering' you said before. ..."

"Zama step."

Fu Hua just looked at Siegfried calmly.

"Good good."

Siegfried shrugged his shoulders and did not take off his clothes and shoes. He took a steady stride and looked decent—then he was corrected by Fu Hua as a matter of course, so that he felt More uncomfortable, more difficult to maintain the standard position.

Just hold on for a while... This is really uncomfortable, the body is getting heavier again, as if being thrown into the water and gradually sinking, the breathing is gradually unable to hold on, the light on the water surface is getting farther and farther away, and the whole body is constantly falling into the water. In the deep darkness.

If I can't hold on anymore, it's so uncomfortable...

The whole body is so heavy, breathing is so difficult, legs, waist and even arms are all stiff and trembling, unknowingly, sweat has been sliding from forehead to cheek, dripping.

Siegfried managed to regain his composure and blinked. Opposite him, Fu Hua still had that calm expression, which made Siegfried feel that this person was born with only one emoji, indifferent and peaceful, not obsessed with everything. What should make people angry, she won't be angry, what should make people sad, she won't be sad, what should make people painful, she won't mourn...

The body is trembling unconsciously, which is the most basic physiological reaction under exhaustion. Siegfried can see the performance of Fu Hua's body's unconscious feedback, but she still stands firmly, motionless, and takes root immediately.

If the expression is removed, it should be a gritted teeth, trying to persevere, because of the physical pain and the collision of the will of the soul, it may even appear ferocious, but Fu Hua only has a calm face, which makes people feel calm.

I can't take it anymore...

Siegfried began to swing his feet, gathered them around his waist, and unconsciously loosened his tightly clenched fists. He felt the comment from Fu Hua's eyes, but Fu Hua didn't make a sound.

Persevere a little longer, persist a little longer, it will be treated as a cure for insomnia...

Siegfried made a little effort to stabilize his horse stance, sweat dripped down, he felt that his down jacket was getting in the way, because it was too hot and sticky, which made his body feel even more uncomfortable.