Plural Apostles

Siegfried complained with a strange expression: "What kind of fantasy lines are you talking about? Or are you talking about martial arts lines?"

To be reasonable, if he hadn't seen the set of movements that Fu Hua had exercised just now, Siegfried would have upgraded Fu Hua from a weirdo to a psychopath. It's an era now, and people still say such mysterious things.

"It's painful to live."

Fu Hua didn't respond to Siegfried's words, but just looked after himself, and said calmly, the red eyes behind the lens followed Siegfried's gaze: "From the moment a person is born, he has to breathe, eat, and fight against the environment." , to ensure that they can survive.”

"This is not nonsense..."

"Then, both then and now, as a member of a group, to contribute to a group, to have relationships with other individuals in a group, because this is a need, this is what is necessary to survive , These are things that exist for granted, and in my opinion, these are also painful things, but because I am used to it, I feel that it is not painful, and I can go with the flow, and it is natural, and the pain does not seem to be pain.”

"It is impossible for a person to be born free. This is the most painful thing, but most people will not understand this, just like you listen to me, but you will sneer at it, thinking it is just absurd."

Fu Hua looked at Siegfried calmly: "People who don't feel pain, don't feel pain, go with the flow, live how they want to live, conform to the rules of society and the atmosphere of the group, and naturally become an ordinary part of it. People, and people who perceive pain, make changes...People grow in pain, understand something, and make changes, good or bad."

Siegfried frowned, and somewhat understood the meaning of Fu Hua's words: "The pain you mentioned is not pain in the literal sense, but..."

"Let you gradually get used to and adapt to things that you take for granted without speculative inquiry, everything you have experienced in the past, what you have lived now, and what you expect in the future..." Fu Hua said calmly, "Your heart is conforming to the ordinary people, There is nothing wrong with living for the sake of living, but—do you still have yourself?"

"...Are you talking about philosophy?" Siegfried twitched his lips, "I'm really sorry, but I don't know much about philosophy."

"The martial arts I teach are things that make people feel pain. The human heart is not as strong and radiant as imagined. It will be changed by a word, an expression, an action, an event, a conversation, etc. In the end, In the change, it becomes ordinary and drifting with the tide, and the brilliance gradually dims until the precious self-life is lost in the ups and downs of the years."

"I have seen this kind of thing many times. Only in the face of pain and disaster that hit the soul directly, people will change, whether it is good or bad. After that, you will make progress again and again, and the meaning of the individual is insignificant."

Fu Hua took two steps, approached Siegfried, and looked at him peacefully at a close distance: "It doesn't matter if you're fooling around, or if you don't understand the truth... You are too far away from my expectations."

"You, do you want to understand the meaning of life? Do you want to learn martial arts?"

Siegfried thought about it for a while, and looked into Fu Hua's eyes seriously: "You are not only a weirdo, you are also an inexplicable person, I know more messy truths than you..."

"But you can't do it." Fu Hua interrupted Siegfried calmly, "Most of the time in your daily life, you don't even think about these problems, because you think they are all meaningless thoughts, because You feel out of touch, because you think it's just chicken soup that anyone can talk about, and it doesn't even count as chicken soup..."

"Now you, let me down."

Siegfried frowned, feeling a little irritable for no reason, he sighed, and chuckled: "It sounds like I know you very well..."

"I'm not disappointed in human beings, but I'm very disappointed in most human beings." Fu Hua raised his hand and made a gesture of seeing off guests, "If you want to learn martial arts, come here, if you don't want to, please don't coming."

Siegfried shrugged indifferently, turned around and left the martial arts hall rather inexplicably, and disappeared at the door of the opposite building.

"Squad leader, you didn't come as planned."

Fu Hua answered the phone, facing Bronya's calm voice: "For ordinary people, your words are enough for an acquaintance to distance themselves from you and stop communicating."

"This is what I think and do." Fu Hua's voice was also very calm, "I don't agree that this Siegfried is Teacher Siegfried, I act according to my way, if the result is failure, then Blow Nia, make a plan and let others go."

Bronya was silent for a while, and then said: "At this point, we can only wait and see what happens next."

"Ah."

Fu Hua hung up the phone and continued to carry out the daily exercise plan on his own.

Teacher Siegfried, if you are really you, even if it is a possibility of you... I believe you will come back.

On the other side, Bronya hangs up the phone thoughtfully, why did the squad leader attract Siegfried's attention... Maybe there is a pattern to follow.

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"Kun Ming, do you think life is suffering?"

When he got off work, Siegfried casually asked Kun Ming who was packing up.

"Of course it's not painful. The premise is that I will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of my life. By the way, my parents will not urge me to get married." Kun Ming also answered casually. He picked up his computer and waved his hand. "See you tomorrow, do you want to go to the gym this weekend?" ?”

"Forget it, let me ask you another question, will people take the initiative to make themselves uncomfortable?"

"That must be a shaker, bye."

"Bye-Bye."

And when Siegfried got off work, he glanced at the brightly lit martial arts hall, then smiled, passed by the martial arts hall and walked towards the station.

Is it painful for people to live?Food, clothing, housing, transportation, and work, playing games and reading fan dramas and novels in free time, where does the pain come from?Going to work is painful?Is it still alive? Is food, clothing, housing and transportation a pain?Is that still alive?

Siegfried felt that Fu Hua's brain must have a hole.

As time passed day by day, Siegfried curiously sent this statement to the authors, and in the end, of course, he got some amusing and gossip words, such as life is painful, so is death not painful?Another example is that people are suffering in life, so it has nothing to do with me as a pigeon. For example, people are suffering in life, and today’s words are more painful, or people are suffering in life, and it is more painful to have no money...

Going to get off work, getting off work, life is still going on, only on the necessary road, Siegfried will occasionally glance at the martial arts gym, often can see the other party practicing what she calls martial arts, and occasionally see some curious people running in to learn, Then get out with a black face.

The other party is a weird person, but he is also a human being. Siegfried has seen the scene where the other party came out to eat at noon. It once made him feel quite funny. Before that, he thought that this kind of weird person might be exercising all the time. Eat and sleep.

But since that day, even if they meet occasionally, the two of them haven't spoken to each other.

Kun Ming, who was burning with the heart of a matchmaker, gave up his plan with a strange expression after running a few times to the martial arts hall. He had to admit what Siegfried said, that the other party was really a weird person, and even he rarely felt that if Qi Ge Fei was stunned by love and tried to pursue the other party. He must strongly discourage this old friend from falling into the pit.

Nearly half a month later, on Friday, Siegfried leaned back in his chair and watched the new drama while drinking hot tea.

What’s playing on the screen is the recently popular TV drama. It’s relaxed, enjoyable, unrealistic but interesting, and it fits the needs of modern people, that is, the needs of the market. I can mention it to the authors in the group later. Create with waste cuteness or directly with the original animation plot.

but……

Siegfried put down his teacup and watched the video with a slight frown. Why did he feel that his heart was not so happy and relaxed?He thought about it carefully, and found that he was still unconsciously recalling the meaning of Fu Hua's words.

Once you get used to the pain, you will no longer suffer, and finally fall into the ordinary, return to silence...