Mr. milk tea, sweet

He lay beside the bed and hooked her fingers, and she called her name in her dream.

He thought he was mature enough and sensible now, and he thought he would love her well, haha... what kind of love was this to him.

Lu Rangwan slept until twelve o'clock noon before waking up. She opened her eyes and saw Tao Zeru lying next to the bed. "What's wrong? Your eyes are so red?" Her first words were about her concern.

He remembered the Sichuan restaurant they were in. She looked at the fish she was thinking about and gave it to him with her chopsticks.

Tears kept pouring out, and he buried his face in the white sheets, "Rang Wan, I'm sorry."

She knew what happened last night, but she didn't have the energy to think about it. She opened her mouth and said, "How did you find me?"

"Mao Youan saw you on his way back. He sent you here."

"Has he left already?" Tao Zeru nodded.

"I want to call him. He must be worried about us. I have to make it clear to him that this is none of his business."

Tao Zeru handed her the phone and said, "Mao Youan, thank you for sending me back."

"Rang Wan, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I caused you to have such a conflict. I'm sorry."

"No. Tao Zeru and I just drank a little and got a little drunk. It's okay. We've made up, don't worry."

"Rang Wan, I'm sorry." He knew she was just comforting him.

"It has nothing to do with you. Tao Zeru was very good to me, but I had a bad temper at that time, so he...it has nothing to do with you anyway." She didn't know how to put it as simply as possible.

"Mao Youan, I will still live a good life, don't worry. Tao Zeru, come here and tell Mao Youan that we have reconciled." After saying that, her tears began to fall, and she controlled her emotions.

"Thank you, You'an. Don't be angry with me." His voice was very low. He didn't know why Lu Rangwan didn't quarrel with him. She never quarreled with him...

Lu Rangwan held the phone, "Look, we have really reconciled. Don't always worry about others."

"I haven't said goodbye to you properly. This time, let's say goodbye over the phone. Goodbye, Mao Youan."

"Goodbye."

Mao Youan was tired. He hugged the pillow and fell asleep.

My heart has never been so tired. He kind of hated Tao Zeru and himself, they messed up everything.

The dream was about the starry sky when he was 19 years old, and he was holding up the bare letter without any stamps. His dream started from that time. She arranged a great path for herself, urging and encouraging.

They promise to run together.

At that time, he promised in his heart that he would make great achievements and return home with honor, and he would be a man worthy of Lu Rangwan.

Later, he made great achievements and returned to his hometown, but they had no contact again. At that time, I comforted myself: The flowing water deliberately falls and the flowers are ruthless, so why not be decent and not disturb each other.

Pure and innocent feelings, the most secret corner. Their stories cannot be described in one sentence.

Lu Rangwan put down the phone and touched Tao Zeru's face with his hand, "I made you sad, I'm sorry."

"Rang Wan...you hit me...I'm not good, I'm shameful."

"Hug me, okay?" Tao Zeru got into the bed and hugged her. "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"This relationship is between the two of us. If something goes wrong, I should also reflect on it." She comforted him, "Are you feeling better now? Mao Youan and I are..."

"I know, he told me everything."

"I told him some of my past thoughts. I didn't know you liked me at that time, but I did think of him over and over again on those nights. At that time..." Her heart really hurt, thinking of those years, what she missed It’s just a sustenance. It would be great if there were still people in this world that I could miss.

But then she had nothing. She turned away from reality and headed towards her tunnel.

"I want someone to save me and take me out." She wanted to say that she escaped by herself, but she didn't say that and just wiped away her tears.

"It's you, the person who appears is you." It was indeed him at the front of the tunnel.

"If you like someone in the future, tell her as soon as possible. I've been waiting for you for a long time before you show up."

His heart tightened and tightened in pain, "I won't like other people..."

"Well, I know."

"Does it still hurt?" He touched the marks he left. He simply didn't dare to think about his crazy self.

"It doesn't hurt. This punishment is a bit severe. I need to stay in seclusion for a few days, otherwise I won't be able to go out." She forced a smile, turned over, and wiped her tears again and again as she couldn't stop crying.

"We'll stay for a few days. We'll go back when...we're ready."

"Don't worry, it's just that the kiss was a bit heavy and it will fade away soon. My skin is more fragile." Trying her best to be calm and gentle, she huddled in the bed and fell asleep.

I haven't left the hotel for a few days and have been sleeping in bed. I don't want to eat. I feel sick and want to vomit when I eat. Tao Zeru always wanted to send her to the hospital, but she refused.

"It's okay, she'll be fine in a few days." He didn't know what was wrong with her body, and he didn't dare to ask.

She seemed to have endless sleep, except when Tao Zeru held her in his arms, she occasionally spoke softly. Other times she just fell asleep under the covers.

The sun shone on the bed over and over again, and she comforted herself over and over again.

When she woke up again, she was shaking and twitching from hunger. Tao Zeru quickly called for food. She chewed the food carefully and regained her strength.

"Let's go back tomorrow." As soon as she finished speaking, she rushed to the toilet and vomited.

"Come on, let's go to the hospital. You've been vomiting whenever you eat these past few days... It's my fault... Let's go and have a look."

"It's okay. It's none of your business. It's just that I can't drink. My stomach is a little fragile. It's okay. Don't worry. It'll be fine in two days." She curled up in bed, as if she was safe there.

Tao Zeru guarded her and could do nothing else. He didn't know when she would get better.

Lu Rangwan still felt uncomfortable, she endured it, she didn't want to make things worse. He is such a gentle and beautiful person, and he cannot be allowed to turn into a violent man again.

She restrained her grievances and sadness and comforted herself over and over again.

She really wished she could hurry up, but it was too difficult.

"Tao Zeru, when I was a child, I broke the red bean porridge handed to me by my mother. She told me that if there is a problem, talk about it instead of breaking it. Did I break our relationship?"

"I broke you." He began to cry and fell into her hair.

"No, how could it be?"

"I want to go out for a walk. After staying in the house for several days, my whole body hurts." She felt better, and she couldn't let him worry anymore.

"We'll go back in a minute."

Lu Rangwan sat in the passenger seat. She looked at the ever-extending road. She had no ability to let herself go and break away from the past. She could not pretend that nothing happened.

She played a soft song and slowly fell asleep with her eyes closed.

"How can my mother get out of the pain? I feel so uncomfortable, but I have no place to vent."

"..."

"I want to go back to Ancheng..."

"..."

Mom didn't answer her, just listened.

"Tao Zeru, I want to go back for a few days. You stay here and work hard." After dinner, Tao Zeru sat on the sofa and wanted to hug her, but he didn't dare.

"Well, can I go see you?" He knew she needed time.

"of course."

-

Lu Rangwan didn't ask him to send it off and went back alone.

She returned to her home, slept in the shell she had built, and felt at peace.

She gave Xinning and Qingqing an extra month's salary, arranged the development of their own stores, handed over the supply channels to them, and let them go back.

She knew that she could only get better if she could be the same Lu Rangwan again. It was nothing, she endured all the pain alone.

She looked at the room full of goods and silently encouraged herself.

She silently recited the words that had given her hope countless times.

"Others will leave,

But you yourself are always there.

So have a good breakfast every day,

There are always flowers in the room and occasionally I buy gifts for myself.

The secret of life is just this,

Those things that remain in your life in peace are what you want.

It also truly belongs to you, not necessarily more, but better.

Don't be too anxious about life,

Take your time, you're not bad, everything will be fine.

The work will always be done one by one,

The wallet will also slowly bulge,

The people you love will also slowly get better.

People always have ups and downs to go through,

Isn’t life just that ups and downs, each with its own taste?

Don't panic, don't panic, there is moonlight when the sun goes down, and there is a rising sun when the moon goes down.

I hope you can receive some good news that will brighten the whole autumn. "

These words saved her once, and they could still do it this time. Lu Rangwan kept his word.

She had no sleepless nights, all the work was weighing on her, and she had no time to think about anything else.

She knew she would get better eventually. In her own way.

Tao Zeru looked at the yellowing leaves outside the window with infinite melancholy.

He didn't dare to disturb her, he waited for her to get better. He was afraid that she would lock herself and never come out again.