Mr. milk tea, sweet

Tao Zeru never showed up, nor did he go to the dinner. He was lying alone in the hotel.

Lu Rang searched around late but couldn't find him. I sent several messages but no reply. She went to the hotel to say goodbye to Teacher Xia and hurried back to her residence to find him. She was worried to death, wondering where he was, had something happened?

Opening the door, she found Tao Zeru curled up on the bed. "Tao Zeru, why are you here? I've been looking for you for a long time." She walked over to check on him, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

"Why are you drinking? Why are you so depressed? What happened?" When I got closer, I noticed that his eyes were red and asked anxiously.

Tao Zeru wanted to question her and argue loudly with her, but his heart was torn into pieces, but she was unscathed.

"Let Wan, let's go to Zaocheng tomorrow to meet my parents, and then let's get married." His voice was full of vulnerability.

"...What's wrong? You said these all of a sudden..." Lu Rangwan was a little flustered.

"Marry me."

"Isn't this good now?" She squatted beside the bed and looked at him, straightening his messy hair.

"Marry me." He almost begged.

"I... don't want to get married. It's fine now."

"Is it good? This way you can be affectionate to Mao You'an while getting my humble love here."

"Lu Rangwan, what exactly do you want me to do? You feel like you have lost your soul when you see Mao Youan. Even if you have a deep love, I am the one who is with you now. How can you do that to me?"

"..." Lu Rangwan was stunned. She didn't know what was wrong. "No... I just don't want to get married. What does it have to do with Mao Youan? What are you talking about?"

She thought he was angry when he saw them sitting together during the speech. "Teacher Xia pulled us to sit together and said a few words. Teacher Xia was there. If you don't believe me, ask her. I listened to your speech carefully. You said That's great." She didn't want to lose her temper with him who was drunk, so she tried her best to coax him.

"Where did you just go? Didn't you meet Mao You'an?" She realized that he must have passed by and bumped into them, and hurriedly explained, "Mao You'an and I met there in the afternoon. I didn't know he was there too, and we said something. , at the beginning..."

"In the beginning? How important was your beginning? You have always liked him, and it is in your mind over and over again!" Tao Zeru repeated the words he heard, which were very serious, disgusting and painful.

Lu Rangwan looked at the angry Tao Zeru, with a sudden look of disgust in her eyes. She really hated this kind of game, because some of the things that were there and those that were not there would endlessly breed suspicion and misunderstanding.

Tao Zeru looked at her indifference, "I'm right, you had a lot of mistakes, and I was the stupidest person!" Every word he said was heavy, full of irritability and alcohol.

She was impatient, but still tried to wake him up: "Tao Zeru, don't think nonsense. And don't say hurtful words."

Her calmness stung him, and he turned over and pressed her to the ground, "Lu Rangwan, why! Why! Why do you do this to me?"

"I love you, I love you so much, I have done everything I can, why do you still say that to Mao Youan."

He bit her like crazy, and she had no strength to resist, "Tao Zeru, let me go, it hurts." Her arm felt like it was about to be broken by his pressure.

"Tao Zeru, don't do this to me."

"Tao Zeru, please let me go..." she begged.

Tao Zeru has always pampered her so tenderly. Now he was crazily filling her mouth, and she felt like she was going to suffocate.

He knew she couldn't accept it, and he was so completely disregarding her feelings.

Her tears fell one by one, and she lay there without struggling, just waiting for him to calm down.

How much did he hate her to treat her like this! He pushed it deep and she kept retching

She looked at the chandelier above, and the smell of his wine covered everything.

His madness crushed the world he had pieced together for her.

"Rang Wan, why, why on earth!"

"Rang Wan, you shouldn't do this to me."

He did it for a while, and finally moved away from her, leaning to one side in frustration.

"You have always only liked Mao Youan."

"Who am I!" Maybe he was tired, he fell asleep on the ground without moving.

Her throat was so painful and nauseated that she lay aside and vomited.

She touched the bite marks on her body. She didn't know how long it had passed, but because she was drunk, Tao Zeru fell asleep on one side.

Extremely tired, she stood up weakly and took a blanket to cover him.

She didn't want to explain anymore, she just wanted to go out for a walk alone. She sat on the side of the road and bought some wine, drinking and laughing. This was her second time drinking, and the first time she was so close to finding her mother.

She drank in pain and began to laugh at herself for being stupid and naive. Maybe she drank a little too much. She lay on the side and began to cry.

She was wrong.

Why put yourself in a relationship? The only one who can save yourself is yourself. How could she believe that anyone would love her?

A cold person like her hurts everyone.

……

Tao Zeru was lying on the floor of the hotel, sleeping peacefully. In the dream, he saw Lu Rangwan walking towards him and holding her hand. In this dream, he calmed down.

Lu Rangwan was lying on the road late at night. Alcohol made her forget her pain. She looked at the stars in the sky and felt that her mother was calling her. She wanted to reach out and touch it, but she was so far away.

She climbed onto the road, she wanted to see her mother.

She was completely unaware of the screeching brakes and the driver's curses. She lay in the middle of the road and fell asleep watching.

Mao Youan has a flight tomorrow morning. In order not to delay work, after the dinner, he went back to briefly talk to his family and say goodbye, then called a car to go to Jingcheng near the airport.

He looked at his watch. It was almost 2 o'clock in the night. He was about to close his eyes and rest when the driver started to curse something blocking the road. He glanced at it casually, and out of his professional instinct, stopped the taxi.

He went down to check, and it was incredible that she was a person sleeping in the middle of the road late at night. What kind of pain had she experienced?

He approached and was about to ask, "Rang Wan! Rang Wan, why is it you?" He understood what happened. He didn't know how to pick her up, she seemed to be broken.

The girl who was still comforting herself in the afternoon was now covered with... injuries, her clothes were torn, she was covered in dirt, and smelled of alcohol, and she was unconscious.

"Rang Wan, what's wrong with you? Where is Tao Zeru?" He couldn't believe what she had gone through. He held her in his arms, and they were so intimate for the first time.

His heart was going to explode, he didn't know who bullied her into this. He took out his cell phone and was about to call the police, but he changed his mind and called Tao Zeru first.

"Where are you?"

"Mao Youan, do I need to report my affairs to you?"

"Rang Wan is in danger!" Tao Zeru woke up. "..." He sat up suddenly and looked at the messy ground. He remembered.

"I'm sorry, it's me...I..." Tao Zeru was speechless. The alcohol gave him a headache, but he was completely awake.

Mao Youan didn't want to say more. He had little sense left. "Give me your address and I'll send her there. She's unconscious now."

When we arrived, Tao Zeru was standing anxiously at the door of the hotel, "Tao Zeru, I may have arrived a little late..."

"Let her be late..."

"She was lying on the road when I came, and she is still sleeping until now. She doesn't know how much she drank. She doesn't look good. Do you want to call the police..."

Tao Zeru looked at the marks he had left on her body and the torn clothes. He did not dare to look directly at them.

"Why isn't Rang Wan with you? What happened? You just said you...what do you mean?"

"I heard your conversation this afternoon and got dizzy." Tao Zeru said everything on the way back to the room.

Mao Youan gently put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt. He stroked the corners of her red and swollen mouth and looked at the scattered things on the ground. He didn't know why he was in so much pain. He clenched his fist and hit him "You bastard!"

"You actually bullied her like this!" He punched him hard again.

"Lu Rangwan loves you so much. I am so jealous that you are going crazy with jealousy. You are everything to her. You should know that she has nothing left. You are obviously everything to her, but you don't believe her and hurt her!"

"What can I have with her? Tell me! What can I have with her! What can we do? What can I do to her? How could she like me? Will she give me a chance? She just answered my questions , she comforted me with compassion. It was she who helped and guided me all along."

"It's my fault! I hurt her! She just wanted to help me." He gritted his teeth in hatred.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked her that."

"I shouldn't ask! Why would she come to me and say those words to me if she likes you so much? She didn't even look at me when you were speaking on stage yesterday. She keeps her boundaries and never wavers. .Tao Zeru, you..."

"If something happens to her tonight, tell me! How are you going to face all this?"

"You actually tortured her like this!" Mao Youan almost roared. He regretted that he was not measured and regretted that he was not decisive!

He couldn't hold it back, it was his selfishness that hurt her.

He held Tao Zeru's collar and said, "Tao Zeru, how sad she must be! Hasn't she suffered enough? Is this how you take care of her?"

"Is this your love?" He threw him to the bed. He is angry and painful!

And these words seemed to be spoken to himself.

Tao Zeru said nothing and started to cry.

He is neither in pain nor guilty. Why is he so perverted?

"It was my fault, I shouldn't have appeared."

"If you care about my existence, it can only be said that your love is too selfish."

"It's my fault that you have such a conflict." He knew he should leave. He had no position to stay.

"You liked her then, did she know?"

"If she doesn't know, why can't she miss someone else, and I have already lost contact with her at that time." He picked up the coat that just covered her, took a deep breath and left.

He shouldn't have come back. It would be great if everything could still stay on that night in Urumqi.

"Rangwan, I'm sorry." Tao Zeru wiped her body gently with warm water, found her pajamas and helped her put them on. Another room was opened.

When he carried her over, she opened her eyes, "Tao Zeru, I just saw my mother..." Her voice was so fragile, and his heart hurt so much that he was suffocated.

"Let it be late."

"Sorry, I was wrong."

"It is my fault."

He knelt beside the bed and muttered to himself. Why is his love so selfish? Why he couldn't trust her, why he was losing his mind. Why hurt her in such a painful way.