Mr. milk tea, sweet

"Teacher Xia, I will be good in the future, but I was ignorant at that time." She was really sorry that this teacher had given her too much help.

During the graduation period, everyone was having a teacher-appreciation banquet. Rang Wan carried the tea prepared by her mother and gave it to Teacher Xia. When she left, Teacher Xia also gave her a set of clothes, saying that she always wore school uniforms and girls should dress up beautifully. Beautiful and bright.

"Rang Wan, why did you suddenly drop out of school at that time?"

"Something happened at home..." She paused, not sure whether she should say, "When I was a sophomore in college, my mother got sick and kept it secret from me. When I found out, it was already late. She left not long after. I think I wanted to continue studying, but I couldn't do it, for a long time... I couldn't... Then I tried to survive alone, until today." No matter how many times she mentioned it, she still couldn't help but choke.

Her mother is the regret of her life.

Mao Youan only knew all this, and he looked at her a little dull. It turned out that she was going through war and chaos at that time, but she didn't know anything about it.

Teacher Xia knew that the child was stubborn and fragile, so he patted her hand and said, "It's okay, kid. It's over. Mommy is going to enjoy herself."

"Uh." Lu Rangwan controlled her tears from falling. She wanted to look over there. She really wanted to say sorry to him. It was her fault for not giving him an answer then.

She knew that there was already a boundary between them, so she hesitated for a while and still looked at the stage.

After a while, it was Tao Zeru's turn to take the stage and give a speech. When the host introduced him, he used a lot of adjectives. Tao Zeru took the microphone respectfully and talked with confidence.

Lu Rangwan held Teacher Xia's hand like a mother. She looked at the people on the stage and gave a thumbs up.

Mao Youan looked over there. He wanted to ask her if she was doing well, and he also wanted to hug her when she was lonely and helpless that year.

She walked many walks with him, but he couldn't do anything for her.

The last thing he should have said was goodbye. He came too late and said goodbye to her in the night in Urumqi.

That's too late.

He should have known earlier, he should have come back.

After Tao Zeru finished his speech, he donated 50 million yuan to his alma mater. He tried his best to cooperate with all the procedures, and was eager to get off the stage to accompany her, but this series of procedures trapped him and made him unable to escape.

Lu Rangwan had been watching the stage silently without turning a sideways glance. She could tell the difference clearly. She listened carefully to everyone's speeches.

Those sleepless nights come to mind, and there is no regret in life.

Later, an unfinished test paper always appears in your dreams, and the urgent bell rings. That dream has trapped you for a long time.

It’s not that you don’t work hard enough, it’s that it’s always difficult to have both in life.

After the ceremony, everyone went to Teacher Xia's office. Lu Rangwan took the flowers and prepared gifts from Tao Zeru and gave them to Teacher Xia. Teacher Xia was a little surprised, "Tao Zeru, you?"

"Teacher Xia, am I your most proud student?"

"You and Lu Rangwan? Are you together?" Teacher Xia understood.

"Well. In May of this year, there is a one-in-10,000 chance that we will meet again." He stepped forward and hugged Lu Rangwan's shoulders.

Teacher Xia glanced at Lu Rangwan, "Rangwan is a very good girl. Treat her well."

"Teacher Xia, don't worry, I will take good care of your beloved disciple."

"The school has arranged a dinner in the evening. You can stay, no one is missing, and we can all go there together. I think there are quite a few people from our class coming back this time."

"Okay." Everyone laughed, just like before.

Teacher Xia looked at his students. They were so young and young, so nice.

Everyone went out again and took many group photos. Tao Zeru was called by the school leaders.

Lu Rangwan walked to where he used to be in Class 3 and 6 of high school alone.

"Let me go later." Mao Youan happened to be here too.

His heart was so full of their stories that he didn't even have anyone to tell them to. That year he never received a reply from her. He wrote to Teacher Xia and called her again, but he couldn't find her. She seemed to have disappeared.

Slowly he gave up. When he saw her again in Urumqi, his reluctance was gone. She was sitting without even getting up.

He was so insignificant to her.

"Mao Youan, which group did you sit in before?" They stood next to a classroom that had nothing to do with them.

"One group, last row."

"You are tall, so you can only sit in the back. I'll sit here..." Lu Rangwan pointed to a seat.

They said some lighthearted things.

When going downstairs, Mao Youan stood in front of him and said, "Let Wan..."

"It's such a pity that I just found out about these things." She looked at him, not knowing how to answer.

They should have a proper farewell. Some words must be said out, otherwise they will remain stuck in your heart and appear in your dreams.

"Don't think about this, it's over. Mao Youan, thank you too."

"Rang Wan, I'm sorry for letting you walk alone for a long time. I regret that I knew nothing." Only then did he realize that he couldn't let go at all.

"Maybe I shouldn't say such things, but... I can only be selfish. Have you ever liked me?" He shouldn't ask, but she was like the white moonlight, reflected in the window he often looked at.

Trapped people always want answers. No matter what the answer is, it seems that we can live again with it.

He thought he didn't care these years, but when he met her again and knew the truth, how could he forgive himself.

There was no chance for them anymore, but he still couldn't bear it. He wanted to know...

"Young love will eventually trap you for the rest of your life." Mao Youan is still trapped.

The dream he had nowhere to tell could only be interpreted by her.

"Mao You'an, I thought of you countless times when I was alone at night. It would be great if you were around. At that time, I should have written to you, even if it was just a phone call, but..." She thought she should be calmer, she should Help him and make a complete break with the past.

"I must have gone crazy at that time. I just wanted to fight against the world and turn my back on everyone. I told myself over and over again that no one in this world wants you anymore and no one will stay by your side." Mao Youan never knew she had been in such pain.

"It took me a long time to calm down. It's not easy to face a bad self." She stood in front of him, and it seemed that they had never been so close.

"At that time, I spent countless busy nights chewing on our past over and over again. I seemed to have always liked you, and it was in my mind over and over again." After saying this, she took a breath and said very Relaxed, the obsession that had been accumulated for many years was finally cleared up, for him and for myself.

Tao Zeru had just arrived and couldn't breathe after hearing her words. He leaned against the wall, their conversation...

He painfully wants this world to be destroyed. How could Lu Rangwan do this? He really wanted to rush up to her and ask her, who was he in her world?

He is tired of this relationship. He dragged his broken body to the car.

"Then until I met Tao Zeru, he made me come alive completely. Maybe for a long time, you were the dream I weaved over and over again, and you were the only person I could miss at that time." Mao Youan covered the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly. , tears are about to come out, he doesn't know that he was everything to her.

He thought she had left his world, but it turned out that he had left her world.

"Just when I was about to lose my strength, Tao Zeru appeared." Speaking of Tao Zeru again, she suddenly felt like she had gained strength. She knocked on his arm and said, "Live your life well. I'm fine, don't blame me." ”

She had asked Tao Zeru before if it was just the right moment for anyone to do it? Tao Zeru replied that no, it only made sense because that person was her.

But at that time, no one else knocked on her door, only him.

"I'm sorry for being late."

"Thank you, thank you." Mao Youan's tears still fell. Didn’t you say you’d let it go? Didn’t you say you just wanted an answer? He looked at her as if he still loved her.

It is really unforgettable to love someone for the first time and not be able to love them.

Mao Youan stood back and saluted her with a military salute: "I wish you happiness. Lu Rangwan, thank you."

"Mao Youan, I also wish you happiness."

"Lu Rangwan, I like you and make me a better adult. Thank you." Mao Youan looked at her for a long time, then turned and left.

He remembered her encouragement to let him pass the military academy and organize information books for him. She was with him from afar in all his difficult days, and the night sky in Korla was filled with her.

Their youth was just running hard in their respective positions, and they never even had a simple love.

This is good. They use various channels to move towards a better version of themselves.

Lu Rangwan returned to the classroom again. She looked at the seat where Tao Zeru had sat before. It turned out that they had been so close since then. She sent it to WeChat, "Is it done? I'm here in the classroom, do you want to come?"

Tao Zeru leaned in the car and looked at the message. Who was he? He closed his phone and ignored it.

Lu Rangwan lay down in the corridor and looked into the distance. She saw the school's big red sign in the center, and so many students standing in front of it to take pictures.