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Tao Zeru learned from Tu Feiyu that she had dismissed Xinning and the others, and that she was numbing herself with fatigue. He was worried and overwhelmed.

Tao Zeru still rang her doorbell, he wanted to accompany her. If she needs to walk those roads again, then he will stay with her. She can no longer walk alone in the busy endless night.

"Huh? Why are you here?"

"I miss you." He crossed the door and hugged her. This was their first hug in the past half month.

"..."

"Let's start over." Tao Zeru was afraid of losing her, and he couldn't think of any way to make her better. He just wanted to stay by her side, and he needed to rebuild their world.

"Hmm. Aren't you busy at work?" Her tone was as calm as the first time they met.

"I let everything come to this. I can't work anymore. Let me stay here."

She wanted to refuse, but he stood in front of her and looked at her, and she couldn't say anything.

Closing the door, she walked to the bedroom.

"Let's watch Howl's Moving Castle in its entirety."

"Actually, I have never watched it completely. A movie is only two hours long, and I can't spare that time. You know, you always worked overtime until very late at that time, and fell asleep every time I watched it. Part 1 This time I saw Hal dying his hair wrong and throwing a tantrum. Let's watch it in full." She climbed into bed and turned on the projector.

Tao Zeru sat where he sat when he first came here. He thought they could overcome this hurdle, and he would be able to enter her heart again.

Seeing Hal lose his temper because he dyed his hair wrong, Sophie just tried her best to comfort him and accompany him, but he still ignored her and made her so angry that she ran out alone to cry in the rain, and the scarecrow came to hold an umbrella for her.

Tao Zeru felt uncomfortable. Seeing Sophie's tears was like seeing Lu Rang crying at night. She didn't even have room to cry when she faced her bad self.

"Calcifer is out, the castle collapsed, I messed up everything." Sophie was a little desperate.

"Me too, I messed up everything." She watched Sophie walk into the dark castle towards the light of the ring, with uneasiness and expectation.

Sophie kept repeating, "I can walk, I just keep wanting to cry."

"I'm sorry that you have been waiting here for me, but I just came now." Sophie held Hal's face and kissed him.

Lu Rangwan's tears kept falling and couldn't stop them.

Tao Zeru has read it many times, and maybe he understands it only this time.

The scarecrow risked his life to save everyone. Tao Zeru lowered his head in silence. He had been just waiting to be redeemed.

Lu Rangwan saved him again and again. He said he loved her, but what had he done for her? His love is too selfish and hypocritical.

"Can the castle be repaired? Will they have a happy ending?"

"It can be fixed..." He stood up and came to her side. He wanted to be closer to her.

At the end of the movie, the castle is flying in the air, Sophie still has short silver hair, she is held in Hal's arms, and they kiss at the front of the castle.

They finally found each other. Happiness, freedom.

"They redeemed each other. It's a happy ending."

Tao Zeru picked her up, and as usual, she didn't refuse and leaned against his familiar chest docilely.

This girl who has always said that she is imperfect and cold, but she is clearly the person with the warmest core and the strongest core.

"Rang Wan, I'm sorry. I was too selfish. I turned my sour and unspeakable fear onto you. You accepted my imperfections, but you didn't push them away. You accepted all the bad and confused parts of me."

"I thought I had everything and could do anything. It turns out that I was still timid and inferior, still afraid, afraid that I wasn't good enough, and worried about losing. I thought I was working hard to manage our relationship. It turns out that I was just using you to repair the things that were deeply buried in me. The fragility and selfishness in my heart collapsed.”

"I don't know what's wrong with everything? I feel like I've fallen into nothingness. I was just creating the romance, affection and protection I wanted, but now I'm hurting you like this..."

"I did something asshole, so ugly, it made you sad. I thought I was going to lose you completely, but..." He couldn't continue, he hugged her, and later he thought he was strong and brave, but it turned out that the child in his heart was like Ha He was hiding in the dark castle like me and never walked out. She was close to him, accompanying him, and healing him, but he hurt her in the cruelest way.

His heart was tormenting, "...But you never blamed me, and you still wanted to take care of my feelings. How bad I made all this..."

"Rang Wan, I'm sorry. I broke your heart."

What did God take away from him? Only then was she willing to let him find her. But he destroyed her with his own hands.

The movie ended, leaving a black image on the wall.

Lu Rangwan wanted to say something. She tried hard to think about their problems, but all she could think of were those good memories.

She was not an optimistic person, but when she passed through all the darkness, the person she saw was him, and she seemed to feel less uncomfortable. She remembered what Hal said to Sophie when he went to stop the war.

It turns out that love not only makes people brave, but also makes people accept its flaws calmly. Neither Howl nor Sophie are perfect, they just cherish each other.

"..." Her tears fell down before she could speak. After finally gathering his emotions, he spoke slowly.

"I used to say that I liked scarecrows very much, and I still like them now. For a long time, my scarecrow was probably Mao Youan. I don't know if it's appropriate to say this, but don't be angry. He existed over and over again in my life at that time. In my mind, accompany me through the long and desperate night.”

"I didn't give myself a chance, and he didn't knock on my door. I regret it! At that time, I was really scared, eager, and determined..."

"I knew that all I needed at that time was a belief, a belief that I was still worthy of being loved. Later I made some money and became busier at work. I bought a new house and a new car. I felt that I was really great and no longer had nothing. , I gave myself a lot, including hope and courage."

"I am no longer afraid of loneliness and no longer irritated by busyness. Even my body helps me. She does not get sick or feel uncomfortable. She tries to cooperate with all my decisions. I get along very well with myself. I am like a mother, even if Life is bad, but we are full of hope and bravely attack the future without complaining."

"Also, then you showed up...with all the good things."

"I guess I was lucky. You know? I was just trying to have love and warmth."

"I have been running away for too long. I see myself in you. That self is worthy of being loved. It is so beautiful. My already firm heart becomes stronger. It turns out that I know that I have the ability to love and be loved firmly. "

She sat up and looked at him, "I am so happy and blessed to be with you. But during this time... I am sad and desperate... I want to cry, I want to cry so much, but I am afraid that you will be disappointed in yourself and that you will feel uncomfortable." You are so wonderful, I can’t let you be the bad version of yourself.”

Tao Zeru hugged her, he knew, he knew that she was silently bearing his hurt, she had no room to let it out, and she protected him again.

"We always inevitably live within our own limitations. We are constantly wearing and reshaping ourselves in every interaction. We should not break them casually. I never pursue perfection. I am obviously very bad. Falling in love requires a lot of experience. No Nothing but sweetness.”

"I deserve death! I'm sorry...Rang Wan, blame me, scold me..." His tears fell on her face.

"It's already autumn, isn't it? You see, my hair has grown longer. I have a stomachache and I eat very little. I look like an old man in his twilight years. I don't want to worry about many things anymore."

"In my opinion, we need to experience some so-called pain and suffering before we can reflect on ourselves, and then we can learn to cherish and love."

She talked a lot and kept analyzing and sorting things out. She was good at doing this, as if it was a way for her to heal.

"Let me go. Am I still your river?"

"Maybe it rained heavily or there was a flood, so it's a little muddy. No, it should be mud and sand. But you have made yourself clear!" Her voice became relaxed, and she really didn't want to torture each other anymore.

How to describe Tao Zeru's mood at this moment? All words seem shallow and pale.

He could only hold her tightly, unable to speak any words.

Lu Rangwan doesn't need anyone to coax him, the person he loves is capable of anything.

This is how a couple who loves each other purely cleans up their mess.

"I watched a movie today and chatted for a while. If the goods don't come out, guess what I will do to you?" I've been really busy lately. Spring tea is refreshing in the summer and heart-warming in the autumn and relieves tiredness in the winter. These teas are just right. It can be sold until next spring.

Xiaocai was looking at the stack of stocking lists with great joy.

"You won't be able to get out, I'm here. Leave it to me!"

Tao Zeru was busy holding the stocking list, and he remembered a poem: The moonlight from the flowing spring turns into a stream of snow.

Her love purified him once more.