Fall in love with your enemy

After the last time, Feng Shizhi became very angry when he found out what happened between me and Gao Xinci. Although he didn't vent his anger on me, he saw that I couldn't talk to him properly these days.

Gao Xinci sent me back to my old house. As soon as I arrived at the door, someone called from outside to say that my mother-in-law had arrived. Gao Xinci wanted to go out to pick her up. I felt uncomfortable so I didn’t follow. I went back to the house first, holding the Yousi I read Ming's instructions again. No matter what, I don't want to experience the sadness of my last life again.

It's just that this matter was said to be voluntary, but I didn't know why I felt aggrieved. It was clearly me who asked Gao Xinci to do this, but I felt like I was falling for it, just like Feng Shizhi looked at me before leaving. That expression was so hateful that iron could not become steel, on such a day and in that place.

It's not that I didn't expect it at the time, but I was willing to sink in, enjoy being imprisoned and pushed away. The love Gao Xinci gave me seemed very frivolous in their eyes, but in my opinion, the love Gao Xinci gave me Everything is stable. What I want to see is my long-term peace of life. As for sex, it is an unavoidable topic in marriage. It will happen sooner or later, so what difference does it make if it is later or earlier?

But I still cried.

In the quiet night, in the closed room, I curled up and cried helplessly, and my voice seemed particularly clear.

It happens every time. Even I can't stand myself. I tap all the parts where he has touched me. The invisible ones are better, but the ones that can be seen, I want to rub off all the skin, but I can't. How could it be possible? They were red and swollen seeping into the flesh. No matter how much I abused myself, the traces left after love would only be rubbed into wounds and would not disappear.

I thought about why I was doing this for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion that if I were with him, I could at least form a new family. Apart from him, I would only be dependent on others even in the Fu family.

I love him, but I need him more, so I want to try my best to keep him. Compared to the current situation, I would rather my life go back to the previous life. At least the first few years when I gave birth to An An were peaceful. Even if there is a small fight, my family will still be there.

Although this method even feels cheap to me.

But so what, do I have anything to lose? I don't really care anymore.

I wiped my tears and leaned on my knees, feeling a little calmer, when a sound came from downstairs.

"Mr. Feng."

"Mr. Feng, the lady is inside."

"I know, get out."

"Yes."

I looked down from the window and saw that Feng Shizhi was coming in a hurry. He still kept a little calm in front of outsiders and was covered by me. It wasn't until he entered the door that his face suddenly changed. I knew that when he was angry, he would always have a cold war for several days, and he would not calm down so easily unless something happened.

I sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word. He looked at me and looked upset. He casually threw the bag on me, quickly poured a glass of water and handed it over. He said in a cold voice: "Take the medicine inside." .”

I was full of doubts, but when I opened the bag, I understood. Apart from a few boxes of chewing gum boxes, it was the same box of Yasmin. I reached out and put it aside: "I have medicine, and, This medicine is not for you to take now.”

"Then when will you eat?"

"On the first day of menstrual period, I eat at a fixed time every day for 21 days. I am not a fool. I will not take the risk of pregnancy at this time."

Feng Shizhi was always a little embarrassed when he told me these things. After he explained clearly, he turned away and didn't look at me. He seemed to be in a hurry. In fact, he didn't do anything. He didn't know what to do in the same place. He sat down on the bed for a long time. Bian breathed a sigh of relief: "Then I'll remind you when the time comes."

"understood."

"You are not in good health. Forget it this time, starting from next month... you ask him to be more restrained! Do you think that medicine is a good thing?" Feng Shizhi said, gradually becoming anxious again. When I got up, I became increasingly irritable.

"I know it well."

"Knowing it? What number? If you knew it, you wouldn't be at this moment. If he knew it, he wouldn't choose to disrespect you at this moment..."

"When! What happened to him! Everything is of my own free will, so I am willing to humble myself! That's it!" Before Feng Shizhi finished his words, I couldn't bear it anymore and shouted at him: "What do you think? Am I wrong? I don't think so." I stared at him and shook my head lightly.

Feng Shizhi was speechless for a moment. Maybe he didn't expect that I would retort. He couldn't think of anything to say and it was too late. Before he could open his mouth, there was another noise outside and someone knocked on the door: "Miss, the Gao family is here. , let you go out."

"What are you doing out so late? It's going to be endless!" Feng Shizhi almost focused all his temper on this shout. After yelling, the person reporting the news outside the door was probably startled, and the door handle shook. .

After a long time, a second trembling voice came: "It's not my uncle, it's Chairman Gao. After all, he's also the young lady's future mother-in-law. If she's an elder, I'd better meet her. If that doesn't work, then I'll go back to Gao." At home, I think the lady is feeling unwell and has gone to bed..."

"No, I'll be there right away." I replied, and the people outside felt more relaxed and quickly responded. I looked back at Feng Shizhi's expression, and he rolled his eyes even more. I sighed: "Mother-in-law Now, he won’t do anything, so you won’t stop me anymore.”

"You can go wherever you like." Feng Shizhi angrily opened the door and strode away.

I didn't pay much attention. He was just like this and he would be fine in two days. After changing my clothes, I arrived at the guest house prepared for the Gao family. Deng Ying was guarding the door. When she saw me coming, she quickly stepped forward to invite me in. But the look on his face looked strange, as if he was looking at me with pity and arrogance.

Seeing the appearance, I knew it was not a good thing, and I didn’t see anyone with Gao Xinci in the whole yard. I walked around the screen wall and looked inside the house, and there was only my mother-in-law waiting in the living room. Gao Xinci was not there, so I He was really confused and careless. He looked at his watch and saw that Gao Xinci had only been away for more than an hour. It was during the evening rush hour. How could he go back and forth between his old house and the airport.

Fortunately, I glanced back and saw that Feng Shizhi had been following me. Now he climbed from the flower bed to the tree. Anyway, I wouldn't let outsiders bully me in my home territory, so he gritted his teeth and stood up straight. Went in.

"Auntie." I thought about it for a while and finally chose this title. After what happened to Chi Yin earlier, I thought she might not want to hear my "Mom".

My mother-in-law turned around, still smiling, and enthusiastically came up and took my hand and asked me to sit on the sofa. It just made me feel faintly cold. She casually said a few words about condolences, and at the same time kept talking. Looking in the direction outside the door, I was afraid that her main purpose was something that Xin Ci couldn't hear.

Five or six minutes later, the mother-in-law finally coughed and sat upright: "Shishi, aunt is here this time. In addition to attending the funeral, there is also a very important thing. Have you heard before, Hua Yan and the Song family? .”

"Song family?" I was confused for a while. I had heard about it before, but I had nothing to do with the Song family. Lulu's ex-husband in her previous life was from the Song family. I paused and said, "I know, my father is still alive." At that time, I met the Song family, and I met the nephew of the elder of the Song family, named Song Chuanyang."

Song Jie, the talker of the Song family, if I remember correctly, is about forty-six years old this year. She immigrated abroad when she was still in school. She has not been back for so many years. She has been married twice and has always wanted to have children. Unfortunately, She herself was infertile, and she really couldn't trust her adopted children, so in the end she had to find a few nephews from her sidelines to take with her, saying that whoever was the best would hand over the Song family's property to him in the future.

Among them, Song Chuanyang has extraordinary abilities, but he is not the most famous. He was relatively low-key in the early stage, but I remember him, not only because he betrayed Lulu, but also because I was so angry that I found a few people to beat him up. He was beaten like a quail when he was too serious, and the matter almost became a big deal. Gao Xinci worked on it for several days. In the end, the three of us had a big meal together to celebrate the scumbag's defeat.

My mother-in-law nodded and took a deep breath. Inexplicably, I had the feeling that she was beginning to be arrogant. She patted the back of my hand: "Well, in addition to Song Chuanyang, she also has a niece, who has been like Song Chuanyang recently." , has returned to China, and this time she was instructed by your Aunt Song to develop the domestic market. Her first stop will be Linjiang. If she succeeds, she will be the heir to the Song family. I don’t know what Xin Ci mentioned to you. Yes, they know each other, they are classmates in elementary school."

I shook my head awkwardly. To be honest, except for Lulu, I rarely heard a girl's name from Gao Xinci, let alone when we were alone together. I sighed: "Auntie, what do you want? What did you say?"

"Oh, it's not a big deal. As a classmate, she wants to fight for the position of heir. Xin Ci will definitely help her. There are just differences between men and women. I told you in advance to prevent you from misunderstanding." The mother-in-law said lightly He smiled.

I breathed a sigh of relief: "I never get involved in work matters. He has his own space. I won't think too much about it. If the company is really busy recently, Xin Ci can go back early and doesn't have to accompany me. .”

"Shishi, aunt doesn't want to force you. Let me tell you calmly. If you and Xin Ci can't live together, don't hold on. Of course, even if the engagement is terminated, if the Fu family is willing, the two families will The covenant will not be broken, and business will continue as before." The mother-in-law suddenly said.

I suddenly felt as if I had been electrocuted, and my whole body shook violently. I turned around in disbelief: "Why?"

"You never ask what Xin Ci is doing when he goes out. You don't care about his sadness or happiness. Since you don't love him, why do you need to be with him? From time to time, auntie is just such a son, and auntie doesn't want him to live with him forever. My life is unclear." My mother-in-law raised her eyebrows. I couldn't see any trace of her being angry about this. Instead, she was completely relaxed: "If you are here for the marriage with the Gao family, don't worry, the Fu family has had some influence on my family. Well, the covenant will not be broken. Moreover, the Gao family will not take back all the jewelry, properties, real estate, cars, and foreign land that Xin Ci gave you as betrothal gifts. You are a girl, and the Fu family It’s such a harsh environment again, at least you and Xin Ci have been together for two years, this should be your compensation.”

"When did I say that I don't love him, and when did I say that I care about those frivolous things!" I came back to my senses and quickly argued: "Auntie, my family is not as wealthy as the Gao family, but it is not How poor I am. My father never wanted me to have enough food and clothing. It’s not like I had to crowd around him when no one wanted me! He gave me these things. Didn’t my Fu family return them from the business at the original price? Don’t say that. I feel like a beggar! At first I didn’t want to get married, but the Gao family insisted on proposing marriage, and now I have accepted it. What does it mean that the Gao family wants to rashly regret the marriage again!"

I tried my best to suppress my temper and spit it out. I didn't know what happened suddenly. Although my mother-in-law in the previous life was not very kind to me after marriage and she despised me anyway, there was a reason. What did I do in this life?

"Okay, even if you love him, you can't help him in anything in life." My mother-in-law seemed to take a step back and handed me a cup of tea with her own hands, but in fact, the disgust between her eyebrows was getting heavier and heavier, " If it were normal, the Gao family would be peaceful, that would be fine, but now, the second and third bedrooms are pressing closer, and you have caused a lot of troubles. The old lady was very unhappy before her death, and the eldest brother was cut off from many positions. Weak, if you really love him, you should understand that what he needs now is not love, but marriage."

"The Gao family and the Fu family have been married since the beginning! Auntie, you came to tell me this in person! Could it be that just because Xin Ci and I have a relationship, it is just love and not a marriage? What is the truth?" I couldn't laugh or cry. , and gradually realized something, my mother-in-law did not speak, but I held my breath for a long time, and finally I almost suffocated and covered my chest: "Is this what Xin Ci meant? He needs that lady named Song? "

"Xin Ci wouldn't think about such a thing, but it seems to Auntie that if Auntie wants to think about it for you, you should also think about it for him." The mother-in-law took a sip of tea and put the cup back on the table with a crisp smile. As if the banging sound was going to break me, she patted my hand again: "Shishi, if I have to say something unpleasant, if your father was still alive, we, the Gao family, would not look down upon the power of the Fu family. I'm very sorry that he had such an accident, but the first thing a parent should do is to think about his or her children. Now that you have a dependent girl in your second room, you are indeed no longer a good match. Auntie is not I despise you, but I really want to beg you. If Xin Ci doesn't get married now, the eldest brother will really be unable to sit still. After your father dies, you still have relatives to rely on, but Xin Ci doesn't. If the eldest brother falls, he will definitely die. Burial place, you are a sensible person and understand what I mean.”

"So... you want me to bear the shame and humiliation of the marriage between two families?" I sneered, stood up and stepped aside. I thought I should gain some dignity for my family at this time and be stronger, but it was a pity that I was a coward at that time. It kept falling, so I tried my best to stop it slowly, and gritted my teeth: "The Song family is a century-old family like the Gao family. For such a well-matched marriage, the groom must not be able to spread the scandal of his wife breaking off the engagement, right?" We can't just end up giving up, so the Gao family, are we still looking for something to create public opinion to discredit our family so that we can end this engagement in a logical and painful way?"

The mother-in-law made no secret and nodded calmly.

"When I first entered into this engagement! I had already suffered a disaster because of it. I didn't know how much kindness the Gao family had to me and that I needed to repay it like this?"

I was so angry that I smashed a tea cup first. However, before the naked threat, my anger was the proof that others had already grasped it.

"Back then, my fiancé was still alive and I had never broken off the engagement. The Gao family came to propose marriage with a betrothal gift, which caused me to be criticized! They said that I had abandoned my nurturing brother to please the powerful, which caused my brother to suffer great humiliation. He died of exhaustion! My brother has congenital heart disease. I am not afraid that he will leave me at any time! If he likes me, I am willing to marry him. He persuaded me to agree to the new marriage for the sake of my stability for the rest of my life. , I was engaged to the Gao family, and there didn’t seem to be any conflicts, but you dare to say that my brother wasn’t angry about it, so his death had nothing to do with the Gao family!”

"Speak with evidence! You don't have to blame our Gao family for Lin Mo's death. You also said that you loved Xin Ci, but in the end, you arbitrarily labeled him a murderer for the sake of a brother who died of illness and has no blood relationship with you. What crime have you committed?" The mother-in-law's expression froze and she could no longer smile. "I only started preparing the betrothal gift after your father agreed to the engagement between Xin Ci and you. Who forced you? Besides, your father also approved it. , which shows that he has long since ignored the surviving son-in-law. To put it this way, your father was even more responsible for forcing your brother to death."

"I can't speak to you." I wiped away my tears, wishing that I could call people in immediately and sweep this place away. But she is Xin Ci's mother, but I can't. I am a coward and can only cry: " You are just here to insult me ​​because my father died and I have no father, no mother, no one to support me."

"That's not the case. Auntie is not an unreasonable person. She will naturally make up for the loss she suffered from you elsewhere." Gao Langyue lowered his head and chuckled: "Although the death written by Lin Mo has nothing to do with my Gao family It has nothing to do with it, but abandoning the identity of an ex-fiancé, he is also your brother, and we are all relatives. My family will still take care of the Lin family. Lin Mo is written to death, but you can still choose to save Lin Mo Nian..."

Gao Langyue turned the prayer beads in her hand, and my heart suddenly became empty, and I understood what she wanted to do.

Threats no longer need to be hidden. Now I can't protect myself. Without any power, I can only be slaughtered by others. Even my sister's life is in their hands...

"The Gao family has never cared about the matter between you and Lin Modu. It's already generous enough." Gao Langyue glanced at me with disgust and said, "Anyway, you yourself have used this kind of thing to target your own family, Zhou Xia Auntie has seen the current outcome, so I believe that in your view, even if you leave the Gao family, your life will not be too bad. You don't care about the rumors between the Lin family and you, maybe they are not rumors... Then there are What's there to say?" Gao Langyue said the last sentence and paused as if he clicked on me.

Speaking of silent reading, I did have feelings for him, but it was just that, nothing more.

"I have never done anything to disgrace Gao Xinci. I don't admit the rumors you made about me." I took a deep breath and tried to stay calm before saying, "I have done things that harmed my reputation, but I am In order to survive, and I did it myself, I have a sense of discretion. If you plan to threaten me with this matter, I don’t want this life, and I will fight for the innocence of my Fu family. Not to mention a person who spreads rumors about his ex-fiancée’s family. I'm afraid that no matter how courageous Miss Song's family is, she would not dare to commit herself to such a family."

"Don't you want Lin Mo Nian's heart?" Gao Langyue gradually lost her composure. Time passed by, and she knew that Xin Ci was coming back soon and had to fight quickly, so she simply broke up. .

And I believe in Xin Ci more than Gao Langyue.

"I care about my sister's life, but I won't sacrifice my feelings easily for anything. I'll be honest with you, I only have Xin Ci, and I will never leave him. As for the heart source of silent memory, you are not willing to give it to me. Me, that is your own business. I have been defeated, but I am not without this ability. I can look for it myself."

"You are really cold-blooded, and I don't know if your sister can survive until you find her." Gao Langyue said coldly.

"Xin Ci said that he loves me. Since he loves me, I have no reason to sacrifice his feelings to satisfy my interests. He is also a human being and he only has one life. He is also qualified to get the love he wants, so I I won't give up on him. If you think this is cold-blooded, then you can do whatever you want. I will only say one thing. If Xin Ci still wants to be with me, please don't impose your own ideas on him. If he doesn't want to, then You let him speak for himself. As long as he opens his mouth and tells me in person that he needs marriage, needs Miss Song's help, and doesn't want me anymore, I will leave him immediately without any entanglement."

"Don't you think about his future at all?" Gao Langyue yelled at me.

I smiled bitterly and looked directly at her furious look: "It's you who never care about what he wants. The future you mentioned is what you want. That's it, Auntie, Xin Ci is coming back soon, I don't want him to I am embarrassed by the dispute between us, so please pretend to be more respectable during the days of my father's funeral and leave some dignity to both our families. After all, if Xin Ci doesn't tell me to break up, I will be his fiancée for one day. .”

After saying this, I turned around to leave and walked around the screen wall. I saw Xin Ci's figure coming this way from a distance, and it suddenly hit my heart like a beam of light.

But the voice that followed behind him was like a bucket of cold water: "If you go to see Song Fei, you may not be able to speak so righteously!"

Apart from anything else, I do know that the heir chosen by Aunt Song Jie must be outstanding, but when the name Song Fei broke into my life, it brought a different feeling, and the memories of my previous life were lost like a flood. A swarm of thoughts came into my mind. It was a week before my death. Others didn't know it, but Song Fei really accounted for a big part. My mind went blank for a moment. It's scary that I didn't think of this name until now.

I have seen her so many times that I really can’t think of them, and there are only five words left in my mind.

Gao Xinci, cheating...