Fall in love with your enemy

The last time, I finally couldn't bear it anymore. I spared Cheng Ling, and to a certain extent, I didn't insist on holding Lu Yinyin to death.

After Chengcheng left, the backyard became quiet again. Feng Shizhi probably thought that I would give up, and his expression didn't change much. He even prepared a copy of the things Shu Cong needed in advance. Ji Bin looked a little more anxious than him, He also felt that he hated iron and steel. After entering the courtyard, he put aside the steel needle and sat aside, tinkering with something unknown in his hand.

After a long time, he said calmly: "You are as stupid as an egg. You are so cruel every time. You don't have to be confused. I can see through your future. You can only help others achieve things, but you can't achieve things yourself."

"It's enough for a family to have one person who can accomplish anything." I looked at the clear night sky in this small courtyard from a distance. I couldn't tell whether I was smiling bitterly or feeling relaxed. I always raised the corners of my mouth: "If you can help, I will help." Chengcheng keeps his eldest house. Anyway, my goal has always been to ensure the stability of the Fu family and the peace of the eldest house. Besides, if I do something like that once, I will really have no scruples and get out of control in the future. By then, I will It’s not me anymore.”

I said, looking back at Ji Bin very sadly.

He probably really thought about it for me, then he stopped looking at me and turned his head to the side.

"Forget it, Cheng Ling is not hopeless. Today's matter is a warning to her. She won't dare to do anything with the child in your hands. As for Chengcheng, this trip will probably put her to death. I'm not scared anymore." Ji Bin nodded thoughtfully, and suddenly thought of something, he suddenly turned back to look at me: "Hey, I promised you in advance, Cheng Ling, you can stop me, Lu Yinyin I won’t let you go in the future.”

"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me."

"That's good." Ji Bin sighed and followed my line of sight and looked into the distance: "Let me just say, why did you say those things to Chengcheng? In fact, you were deceiving him, right? You knew it. There is no chance that Lu Yinyin will come out..."

I didn't say anything anymore. To be honest, I felt that Ji Bin talked a little too much. Fortunately, he seemed to be a person who kept secrets, and I really needed someone around me to help me. Otherwise, I really had to find a way.

I went back to sleep late in the evening because I didn’t want to make any publicity and was afraid of causing trouble in the business circles of Linjiang and Jinhai. I didn’t plan to hold a big funeral for the old man, so I started preparing from tomorrow and it will be held the day after tomorrow. Fortunately, all these things are at home. It was prepared early in the morning. The old man had a serious illness some time ago, and the family had a coffin for a wedding, as well as other funeral supplies. Zheng Lin's funeral had just ended, and they were all ready.

Things for the guests were more troublesome, so I rushed to make the invitations overnight and send them out. Things happened suddenly, and there were indeed friends who would not be able to come back for a while.

According to the rules of the old house, the funeral of the head of the family is held for three consecutive days. On the first day, friends are invited, and on the second day, relatives are invited. On the last day, the funeral is cremated, and then the children and recent nephews keep vigil for seven days.

But the rule is that the dead are alive. It doesn't matter if you show up at the wedding banquet a day or two late. Several people with good connections in Linjiang have already said that they can come. Even if the elders have no time to take care of it, their children can still show up. , Look at the sea rushing over early in the morning, crying with snot and tears, it seems a little sadder than me. In addition to these business partners, most of the remaining friends are also students from the Fu family. Since they grew up in the Fu family, it doesn't hurt to call the students relatives.

I don't have enough manpower, and after spending everything, I'm still in short supply. Fortunately, Gao Xinci still brought the Gao family to help me. Lulu and Xiangyang came early after they knew that I had accomplished the task. After watching in the shed for a while, I gave up. People were working, but I was so flustered that I didn't tell anyone, so I secretly ran down the mountain to the beach.

This beach was rented by my family. In the early years, it was said that it was a wedding gift from my old master to Zheng Linjie. Who would have thought that the duration of their marriage would not be shorter than the lease time of this beach. Later, my old master said It was given to me to play with, but in fact I don’t come back often. I am also afraid of water. How could a person who almost drowned in the water like the sea?

I thought that way in my last life, but in this life I may have been able to get through the Ren and Du channels. Not only am I not afraid, I even want to jump down from here.

The sun rises and sets back to the sea. Before disappearing completely, it sheds its last light, and the sunset is a burning sunset on the horizon.

Soon there were footsteps behind me, and I knew it was Gao Xinci without looking. He hugged me from behind and held my hands in front of my lower abdomen.

"You always know where to find me," I whispered.

Gao Xinci smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Where is the thing that monitors me?" I said jokingly, but with hope and desire, I turned back to look at him.

Gao Xinci's expression changed a little ugly, but fortunately he soon returned to normal. He still hugged me, as if he was afraid that I would run away, so he only had one free hand to let go and touched the necklace on my chest. I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

This thing was originally used by the old man to monitor me. Now that the old man has passed away, he has become Gao Xinci again. I have to say that it is really useful.

It's a pity that I can't pick it off. On the one hand, it is a symbol of the Fu family's descendants, and on the other hand, it can record evidence in emergencies. I may encounter more things in the future, and I need to rely on it.

"I didn't use it to find you this time." Gao Xinci wanted to explain. He lowered his head and pinched my palm. After a long time, he spoke again: "I'm sorry, I did say something about Lin Modu before. We will never talk again." I won’t mention it anymore, but I can’t help it, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I can’t forget it…”

I didn't respond, I just looked at him blankly. Gao Xinci was even more afraid that I was really angry, so he quickly hugged me tightly. If it wasn't enough, he pressed the back of my neck and kissed me.

I was out of breath and really couldn't bring myself to be interested. I dealt with him for a while and then pushed him away and turned my back: "I don't blame you, it's my fault."

"No, it's my fault. Shishi, actually I wanted to have a good talk when I came to see you that day, but as soon as we met, I always panicked. I was afraid that you would leave me, and I didn't even dare to look at you. I'm afraid that if I say something harsh, you'll stop wanting me if I cry, but I'm also afraid that if I don't say anything, you'll still go to him. I think there's a way to keep you forever, I..." Gao Xinci said I was crying, and the hand holding me gradually started to tremble.

As for what he said when he stopped, I guessed later that the way he thought of keeping me was to have sex.

"I don't blame you." I turned around and patted him, reaching out to wipe away his tears, "It's over, and I don't really care. If it was you, I would have thought about it a long time ago, but that We were still young then.”

Gao Xinci only stopped, and he would be strong when I needed to rely on him. Although he usually relies on me in a childish way, in fact, as long as I ask, he can help me with everything.

"Xin Ci, after the funeral is over and everything settles down, you can take me away. I don't want a wedding. I will have to get the certificate later, but I may not be able to wait that long. I really don't want to see this again. I lie to everyone every day, I'm really fed up." I hid in Gao Xinci's arms, holding on tightly to absorb the warmth from his body, and finally looked up at him full of prayer.

Gao Xinci did not hesitate and nodded: "Okay, then where do you want to go?" Gao Xinci said softly and touched my hair.

I pulled him to a place near the water and pointed in the distance: "If possible, I would like to buy an island in North America, build a small house, raise a kitten, and two dogs."

"But aren't you most afraid of water?" Gao Xinci said in surprise. After thinking about it, he hugged me again: "We can also buy a mountain villa and live in seclusion in the mountains so that no one can find us. "

I shook my head: "No, the old house is on the mountain. When I see the mountain, I will think of things here. Don't worry, my fear of water is a thing of the past. Although I think I have changed this view. , I became so strange.”

"What's weird?"

"It's like - I'm not afraid to touch it, but I can still think of the feeling of suffocation back then. There was a vast ocean all around me. I felt really uncomfortable physically, everything seemed to be swollen, but mentally I felt... I started to like this feeling." I looked at Gao Xinci with a smile and held his hands: "I like this feeling of being imprisoned. Everything I fear restrains me. I am so tired, but fear and resentment At least it makes me feel that this heart is beating and I am still alive."

I said, holding Gao Xinci's hand and placing it on my chest. His hand was often warmer than mine.

"Everyone is counting on my father, and I am the only one left to clean up the mess for him. I really hate it, but I can't do anything. Am I bearing all this now? I can't stand it anymore. I rushed back to talk to him Can't you quarrel with a dead body? Getting angry with a dead man is like punching cotton."

I breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling the sting of tears sliding across the wound in the corners of my eyes.

"So I don't want to worry about these things anymore. I'll let them go at the worst possible situation. I'll help Chengcheng get the position, and he'll take good care of the Fu family. I feel clear in my heart, and I can leave later, but I'm always afraid that I'll make a fool of myself again. I have to take care of it. What are you doing with everything that hurts me? Xin Ci, I really want to tie myself up. I want an island. I just want the sea around me to swallow me up so that I can never leave and sink soberly. "

"From time to time you..."

"Just force me like this, take me away, I can accept everything you have, as long as I know you love me, that's enough."

Gao Xinci was worried and distressed. I knew what I said was like a mess, and he might not be able to distinguish it clearly, but he also understood that I was no different from going crazy. He wanted to comfort me, but he couldn't say anything. , and finally could only sigh.

I smiled bitterly: "Do you think I'm scary? I thought I would be very sad when the old man died, but gradually I discovered that I only cried for him once in the operating room. I'm crying to myself. Every time I think of Lao Fu, I blame him all the time. It's all about what he does and what I should do. Even when I protect Changfang and Chengcheng, it's mostly because of them. He is my backing. I think I am selfish. I didn’t cry even after my father died. Tomorrow is his funeral. I was packing my things in the old house and didn’t want to see him. When I came here, I wasn’t sad either. Like when my mother died, I was just numb."

"You must have suffered too much." Gao Xinci hugged me tightly from behind again. Before I could cry, he shed tears of sadness.

I turned to look at him, held his cheek and wiped it, then put his hand on my wrist and behind my back.

"Let me feel the confinement, fear, and restraint, let me know that I am alive, otherwise, I will really go crazy..." I looked into his eyes and said each word, and then took the initiative to kiss him.

Gao Xinci naturally did not refuse. After first touching my lips lightly to test, he gently held me and placed me on the beach, with my toes still soaked in the sea water. The feeling of restraint was brought about by the tie on his chest. Maybe he was afraid that I was being impulsive, that I would regret calling for help, or maybe he was simply afraid that I would be in pain. Whenever his hands bite my knuckles, they are gentle.

I didn't look at him, but still looked at the sky from a distance. What became very strange with my thoughts was that today's sunset became extraordinarily long. It was already very late when the sun disappeared completely, and there were scattered falling stars on the horizon. A few meteors glide past in vain.

"I didn't take it with me when I went out, and I got it in again. Taking medicine must be very harmful to the body." Gao Xinci seemed to be talking to himself or to me.

He didn't look at me either. The sea water gradually cooled down at night. My feet were soaked for a long time and I almost lost consciousness. Gao Xinci kept holding them in his arms, rubbing his hands together to warm them and then covering them.

"I will definitely bring it with me next time. I never thought about this when I went out today." When Gao Xinci said this, he finally turned his head. He took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped the pale marks on my face. Then he stretched it to the bottom.

"It's okay. Regardless of whether you take my medicine or not, you will take it for twenty-one days. It doesn't matter whether you wear it or not. Let's wait until this month passes." I held his hand to reassure him.

"Will it still hurt the second time?" Gao Xinci pulled me up and hugged me. As he asked, he helped me straighten my clothes and button my coat.

"Yes." I nodded and leaned on his shoulder. The sea breeze was also warm when blowing against him. My thumb rubbed my palm and slid across my palm prints.

"Would you like this feeling?" He asked with a chuckle. I always feel that such questions are ill-intentioned, but it seems that I also had ill-intentions in the first place. But I want to obey, and I feel that on such a day and in such a place, What I did was also sinful, and I didn’t dare.

This time he just nodded and didn't answer.

"That's good." Gao Xinci lowered his head and kissed me softly: "I just sent a message asking Zuo Qiao about buying the island. He said that if the approval is passed quickly, it will take half a year, and it will not be more than a year if it is slow. , plus building houses and building roads, it may take about two years. We will get the certificate in two years, and we will leave here after getting the certificate."

"Are you really willing to live on an island with me? What about the things you have now? For example... a company or something." I said half-jokingly and half-seriously while sucking the scent on his neck.

But Gao Xinci's tone didn't mean the slightest bit of joking. He rubbed my back and said, "I only want to work hard for you. You don't need these things, so I have nothing to fight for."

"Okay." I breathed a sigh of relief and felt a little warmer in my heart. I wiped away my tears and kissed Gao Xinci's cheek.

Gao Xinci's original intention was to return to me, but he just couldn't let go and couldn't enjoy himself in this place, so the residual heat in his body had not yet dissipated. As his lips and teeth touched, his hands gradually became less trustworthy, and his shoulder straps were I pulled it down halfway, but before I could do anything, the phone suddenly rang again.

Gao Xinci held me in one hand and answered the phone with the other. On the opposite side was Zuo Qiao's voice: "Xinci, that man named Feng Shizhi insists on breaking in. We can't stop him. Please be careful."

"Feng Shizhi?" Gao Xinci was stunned for a moment. After he realized what he was doing, his expression became ugly and he let me go irritably.

Before I even hung up the phone, I saw a dark shadow coming over from a distance, very angry, but when the flashlight came over, he couldn't comment.

I lifted up the shoulder straps, hid behind Gao Xinci and adjusted my clothes before turning back.

Feng Shizhi looked like he hated me for not living up to expectations, and I had nothing to say. The two faced each other for a long time, and then he gritted his teeth and uttered: "Everything for the funeral has been prepared, Miss. Please go back and take a look." See if there’s anything missing.”

"No one at home has noticed that I ran out except you. Did my second uncle ask me... eh!" If I wanted to say anything else, Feng Shizhi turned around and left early.

I couldn't stop shouting, so I had to go back and watch it myself.

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