Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I suddenly remembered the lost memories from my previous life.

I'm really afraid of how many extremely painful memories I have lost, and how important those memories are. I had a miscarriage, my husband had physical contact with someone else, and how I died. These were even just things that happened within three days. I lost It’s just a week’s memory. I don’t dare to think about what else I have forgotten. I am afraid that I will repeat the same mistakes and even be worse than the previous life.

The old man passed away in an accident, and my life will only become more miserable. The nightmares have come one after another in advance. Of course I know who Song Fei is. I have also met her. Although I only met her once or twice, I can tell at a glance that I am the same as Song Fei. What is her difference?

She has an appearance that makes people fall in love with her at just one glance. Not to mention men, I am always intoxicated when I see her. In addition, the most outstanding thing about her is not her appearance, but her poetry and calligraphy spirit in her bones. He treats others as gently as flowing water, and has a sunny, confident and optimistic life.

Although Song Fei was chosen to inherit her aunt's property, she was not without a father or mother. Her parents were both doctoral tutors at famous universities, and her grandfather had held an official position. He was a member of the civil service. Her parents originally wanted to Her daughter also chose the path of teaching and educating people. Unfortunately, Song Feizhi is not here. She is very ambitious and only hopes to realize her ideals through doing business. Her parents also support her starting a business, so she stays with her aunt. Obviously, she is very outstanding. That's the legacy in her family.

Therefore, I am inferior in appearance, family background, diploma, and ability. Compared to her, I am like a rat hiding in the gutter. Even I feel that no one will like a paranoid sick person like me. A being who only cries when something happens.

While I was stunned, Gao Xinci had already approached. Seeing me here, he obviously realized something. He looked back at his mother-in-law with shock in his eyes. I thought that her mother-in-law must have mentioned Song Fei to him.

I still couldn't live up to my expectations, and tears kept rolling in my eyes. Between the tears, I saw the lipstick mark on the collar of Gao Xinci's shirt again. I opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

Gao Xinci was probably afraid that I would misunderstand, so he quickly hugged me with one hand, then calmed down and turned to talk to his mother-in-law: "Mom, why didn't you tell me that you came here by yourself?"

"I didn't tell you that I was coming. Who knew you knew about it?" My mother-in-law smiled slightly, but when I glanced at it, I still felt very cold. I couldn't tell whether she was explaining to Xin Ci or instigating her: "I I met Xiaofei at the airport. She came to attend the funeral for her aunt, but she was still waiting for someone, so she sent someone to take me back first. You can go there later, have you seen her?"

Of course Xiao Fei was referring to Song Fei. Gao Xinci was very embarrassed when he heard this. He looked at me with an indescribable look and tightened his grip on his chest. I pressed against his chest and collar. The traces are even more dazzling.

"Xin Ci, why are you holding Shi Shi? What's on your clothes?" the mother-in-law pretended.

Of course I knew what she was talking about. She was just reminding me of the lipstick mark. I gritted my teeth, smiled, took out a tissue, stood up straight, grabbed the area and wiped it: "I should have accidentally rubbed it this afternoon. Yes, Xin Ci still carries this mark when he goes out..."

Gao Xinci just discovered this thing, and his face was immediately full of panic. He wanted to explain it, but in front of his mother-in-law, it was hard to tell her that we were just "similar in appearance but different in spirit", right?

I am helpless. Apart from competing on these things, I don’t know what else I can hold on to. In the end, I only have one idea. At least, I must leave each other the last dignity. I don’t want our marriage to be A lose-lose situation.

Feng Shizhi couldn't stand it anymore. Although he tried his best to keep calm when he entered, everyone could see that he wanted to smash the place. Even Deng Ying hurriedly entered and blocked her mother-in-law.

"It's so late. Miss, it's time for you to rest. There are many things to do tomorrow." Feng Shizhi said with a straight face. Deng Ying seemed to be trying to save her mother-in-law's face from being taken over by him, an "outsider". She just opened her mouth to say something. He was immediately blocked by Feng Shizhi: "Dr. Gao is an elder and a parent, so he can't be inconsiderate of my young lady."

"How is that possible? I originally just wanted to see if Shishi was ready to have someone send her back as soon as she said it." The mother-in-law pressed down Deng Ying's hand and said.

"I will accompany you from time to time." Gao Xinci said quickly.

My mother-in-law was furious, she didn't plan to leave anything for me, so she grabbed Xin Ci's sleeve and said, "Hey, son, don't go. News just came from the company, saying that there was something wrong with the report of Kecheng Commercial Street. The problem is, we both have to go back and take a look. Mom was tired when she came here just now, so go take a look and come over early tomorrow without any delay."

"What's the matter..."

"Don't go."

Gao Xinci was interrupted by me before he finished speaking. I didn't dare to look up at him, out of anger, so I just held his hand tightly. Gao Xinci was stunned for a moment, and then quickly lowered his head to coax me: "Okay. , If you don’t go, I won’t leave.”

"Xin Ci, madam, I have been keeping an eye on the project in Kecheng District. Let me go back." Upon seeing this, Zuo Qiao hurriedly came to the rescue. As a result, he was given a hard look by his mother-in-law, but Zuo Qiao didn't care. After all, he All contracts with the Gao family are only with Gao Xinci, and for him, his mother-in-law is not his adoptive mother. Zhu Wenqing may take it into account. His mother-in-law really got the wrong business.

Gao Xinci nodded, I didn't want to say anything more, turned around and left, Gao Xinci followed behind me.

I went back to the room, and Gao Xinci came in right after me and pressed against me from behind. The sticky sweat all over my body wetted my clothes. I couldn't help but tremble. For me, I knew what was about to happen that I couldn't escape from. , scared but also looking forward to it basely, even though I couldn't tell at all whether he really loved me or just for physical needs.

Feng Shizhi's words are still ringing in my ears. They are unpleasant but also reasonable. If he really respected me, he would not do such a thing at this time. The second time was voluntary, but the first time was still forced. But when I think about it, my humble look doesn’t mean I’m giving in half-heartedly.

When Gao Xinci turned me over for a kiss, I endured it for a while. Smelling the perfume on his body and the cool smell of the sea breeze, I gradually calmed down a little, and I pushed him away.

"I want to take a shower first. It's too cold." I forced a smile.

"Then I'll accompany you."

Gao Xinci seemed to be drunk, with slightly red cheeks and he leaned towards me as if he was in a dream. I didn’t resist and let him pick me up, carry me on his shoulders and take me into the bathroom. The water in the bath was too full. It was hot, so he put me in. As soon as my toes touched the water, the hot water suddenly surged up and overflowed, making a crisp splashing sound, and a numb and sour touch suddenly released from the soles of my feet.

A trace of heat rises upwards. In my sight, he is blurry and clear, just like reality. I don't know how long I can keep him.

The last life was seven years, no, six and a half years, and our Cold War also took up half of the year. And I still don’t know the reason. He always used silent reading as a raft, but at that time, silent reading had been dead for nine years. Until I saw Song Fei next to him, I might know the reason.

Even if this life is fixed, including love and responsibility, it is still six and a half years. We have already passed two years, and one third of it has passed.

Gao Xin took off the shirt with the lipstick mark and put it aside. I took the initiative to pick it up again, still smiling: "If you rub it on, it won't be good for others to see. I'll ask someone to wash it." Prepare some changes of clothes."