My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

In the afternoon, Le Yao and I finally arrived at our destination, Luoyang, but we only arrived penniless, which gave us a sense of frustration that our plans were blocked. When we were singing, we were driven away by the management, and then we lost the energy to change places and start over...

It’s not Le Yao’s fault, the responsibility lies with me. I hate the feeling of having the test paper taken away after half-written, because even if I write it again, it won’t be accurate word for word, but I am answering the question. What I want, is a cookie-cutter answer.

In other words, what I really hate are variables, just like Jian Wei and I, we had obviously thought about being together forever, but one day, she gave up before me... It made me both painful and at a loss. When the pain accumulates to a certain level, you will lose the courage to start over, because variables always exist; the only solution is to ignore it and not be persistent...

So, based on this idea, I took Le Yao to Luoyang without earning enough money. We caught up with the rain and we stood under the eaves of the train station exit and watched together. In the humid world outside, there are countless travelers holding umbrellas who don’t know where they are going.

……

"We don't have any money, we don't have an umbrella, so we can't let anyone live!"

The one who can sigh like this is of course Le Yao. She has a good expectation for Luoyang. At least the day we arrived, the sun was shining brightly, so that we could have the opportunity to see the sunset. Then, corresponding to my name, we had a complete day, with the rising sun and no lack of it. sunset.

I lit a cigarette, took a puff, and replied calmly: "There is a weather forecast on the screen opposite, and it will rain until tomorrow."

"I don't want to stand here until tomorrow...let's go on in the rain."

"It's early spring, and you don't even have a change of clothes... Not only do you not have a change of clothes, you don't have a place to live... No matter how far you go, you end up getting caught in the rain."

“Is this what it’s like to be homeless?”

"Since you are homeless, let's just take things as they come... and just wait."

After saying that, I sat down on the newspaper left by the previous passenger on the ground. With no choice, Le Yao also sat down next to me... I don't know if it was because my mind calmed down, but gradually, I filtered Away from the hustle and bustle of the crowd, I could only hear the "tick-tick-tick" sound of rain, and I lost my mind because of it...

My desires were too low, and I was calm inside. I didn’t think about eating or sleeping. It seemed that I could really sit down in this place without any time limit... During this period, I didn’t deliberately observe Le Le sitting next to me. Yao, I didn’t turn my head until there was heavy pressure on my shoulders, and Le Yao had already fallen asleep on my shoulders...

Her heart must be calmer. At least, I can't sleep in this place that looks like a wanderer. I still have some worries in my heart, especially when it gets late. I have to eat something to satisfy my hunger and find a place. Have a good sleep.

Although I was not used to the pressure caused by being leaned on, I still let her lean on me, and took off my coat and covered her body... I had no purpose, I just didn't want to be in such a wandering place. The land makes her look wandering... Therefore, my body is her bed, and my clothes are her quilt. The only hope is that the rain will stop when she wakes up.

……

The rain did not stop after all. The only thing that was changing in my world was a phone call from Fangyuan thousands of miles away. After the call was answered, he asked me: "Do you still remember to call me Chen Qianyu and Chen Bailu?" The pair of siblings?"

I was stunned for a moment before replying: "I met them not long ago... Why did you suddenly mention them to me?"

"This started from years ago... I met their siblings in our mall after get off work that day, and they still remembered me... I chatted with them for a few words and left each other's contact information... I thought it was just that superficial There will be no further follow-up to the relationship, but in the past two days, Chen Bailu has been sending me messages, asking me to find him a job in our mall, and I can do anything... Originally I didn't want to open this backdoor, but this kid didn't until He can't even speak now... I chatted with the leader of the security department... Our mall has always had a tradition of caring for the vulnerable, so they didn't reject it and arranged a job as a security guard for him... assigned him The work is not tiring, just patrol on time every day.”

After pondering for a while, I asked, "Have you returned to Suzhou?"

"I definitely have to go back... The momentum for the New Year Festival has been built up, and I have to do a good job in the follow-up implementation work. There is no time to breathe." After a pause, Fangyuan said again: "I am in the company now. Today I’ll probably have to work overtime at night.”

"You're so busy, so don't worry about Chen Bailu."

Fangyuan seemed to be stunned, and after a long while he replied: "This... this is so unlike you!... If you hadn't held a benefit performance for them when you were in college... I wouldn't have had the chance to know this pair of siblings... Where is your warm-heartedness?”

I didn’t know how to tell Fangyuan that Chen Qianyu was about to marry a wealthy businessman who was much older than her, so I fell into silence...

"Zhaoyang, can you hear me?"

Only then did I reply: "Yes... you heard me right... Being a security guard is not his life, and he will not stay in Suzhou."

"I'm confused... He has such a wish, and the company also has such care. Why can't he do it when he comes to you?"

"I don't know how to explain it to you. You heard me right..."

"I really can't listen to you in everything... Just like when you want to resign... You do it so willfully... As a result, I, Luo Lao Chen, complained that I didn't help you with your psychological development... I I have been thinking for two days, if I persist...will you be less willful? "

After saying that, something seemed to have happened unexpectedly on Fangyuan's side, so he hung up the phone in a hurry without waiting for my response. I called again, but he didn't answer.

About ten minutes later, Chen Bailu sent me a message. There was no emotion in the words, but I seemed to see his blooming smile: "Brother Zhaoyang... I have found a job, and I will never have to rely on you again." My sister supports me... So, don't let any of you have any worries because of me... My sister is the closest person to me in this world... As long as she can live a happy life, I can do anything... I hope she can Like her name, be a little fish that comes and goes freely in the sea and chooses its direction freely..."

Chen Bailu's intention was obvious, but I didn't know how to respond... I read this message again and again, and finally chose not to respond.

……

Night fell, and Le Yao, who had been sleeping, finally woke up at this time, but she did not regain the energy after recuperation. She frowned and said to me amidst the sound of "tick-tick" rain: "Zhaoyang, why is my waist sore and painful?... My stomach also feels uncomfortable... It can't be because my aunt is here!"

After saying that, she looked down, and I looked down too, and saw a touch of red on my coat. She exclaimed first: "It's over!"

I also exclaimed: "Holy shit... I turned into a teenage girl on a whim!"