My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

Whim sounds like a cool word, but it can't stand the blow of reality. Le Yao and I were hit again. She actually had her period again in such an unfavorable situation, but I didn't even have the extra money to go. When I bought her a pack of sanitary napkins, she felt even more melancholy and kept staring at me, probably hoping that I could give her some advice at this time.

I finally said to her: "Go to the door of the women's restroom and ask. They are all women. I think the chance of borrowing a piece of that thing is quite high."

"I can't move...do you understand women?"

"I can move, but I can't help you do this even though I'm an old man. I'll be regarded as a pervert."

"Then go buy a pack, I'm going to feel sick!"

"Without money, it's impossible to buy a pack, and I wouldn't dare to steal one..."

Le Yao was already going crazy, but since she was the one who suffered, she had to lower her voice and said to me: "Just ask someone to lend me some money, and help me out of my misery quickly. I have never been so embarrassed in my life." !”

I would never base my happiness on a woman's pain, so I first tried to call Fangyuan, but after only one ring, the other party hung up decisively. Up; I called CC again, but CC didn’t answer, and then came Robben. Before I even mentioned the matter of borrowing money, he scolded me with all his strength. His language was so vulgar that it was really hard to listen to. Go down and hang up the phone...

I suddenly became silent, as if they had constituted everything for me in Suzhou, and there was no fourth friend that I could ask to borrow money from. I often feel lonely, maybe this is the source of loneliness...

Sometimes, I want to chat with someone without warning, but the friends around me are just in twos and threes, and they may not understand my inner feelings. Therefore, over time, I have become close friends with those drinks that I can’t talk to, and I have close contact with them every day. , numb yourself and forget your worries.

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"Are you in a daze?"

It wasn't until Le Yao asked this that I came back to my senses, then raised my phone and said to her: "I've borrowed everything I can. Either I refuse to answer the phone or I don't answer the phone."

"So you are so unpopular!"

"You are so popular, why don't you ask and borrow it?"

"Actually, my popularity isn't any better than yours."

"So don't expect us to be both negative and positive together..."

"Then what should I do?"

Le Yao muttered this and burst into tears.

Seeing her powerless and helpless look, I finally put out the cigarette in my hand, then bravely walked to the bathroom. After hesitating for a long time, I finally opened my mouth to a woman who was about to enter the bathroom.

As soon as I expressed my intention, the other person looked at me with a perverted look, but he didn't stop and just left me at the door.

Compared to Le Yao, I didn’t have such a humiliating experience, so after some psychological preparation, I stopped a girl who looked like a college student and changed my speaking strategy to highlight Le Yao instead of sanitary napkins. , said: "Little beauty, I would like to excuse you...a friend of mine suddenly got her period, and she was not prepared in advance. Can you borrow a piece...borrow a piece of that thing?"

The girl stopped, looked at me, and asked with some suspicion: "Do you want to borrow this thing too?... You can buy it at a convenience store."

I was embarrassed for a while, and then I replied: "There is a word called whim. We were just too whim... We didn't plan anything. We just left as soon as we got on the train. Only then did we realize that we didn't bring enough money... Then after a while... My son didn't borrow any money, but my aunt didn't care about it and just came as she said... So, you can imagine how we feel now..."

After saying that, I tried to sound more sincere, just because I was afraid that she would think I was lying.

The girl finally said to me: "Don't look at me like that, I believe you... But, my menstrual period is still early, so I don't have this thing with me..."

I was immediately discouraged, but the girl smiled again and said, "But, but... I can give you some money to buy a pack."

After saying that, she took out twenty yuan from her wallet and handed it to me, but I was embarrassed to reach out and take it.

The next moment, she said to me in a serious voice: "Your girlfriend may be a careless person. You have to be more careful. Being a woman is very tiring, so you'd better remember her menstrual period and be nice to her... "

I didn't refute, and finally nodded and took the twenty yuan from her. I asked her to leave her contact information so that I could return the money to her at a convenient time, but she refused and just asked her to leave her contact information. We had more fun in Luoyang, so the twenty yuan became the first gift I received this year.

After that, I bravely went to the convenience store to buy a pack of sanitary napkins and returned to Le Yao; she looked really uncomfortable, holding her knees with her hands and lowering her head.

I patted her and she looked at me.

"Go to the bathroom quickly."

After I handed the things to her, I took off my coat and let her tie it around my waist. She sighed to me as if she had escaped from a desperate situation: "You are the most powerful man I have ever seen!"

"Stop scolding me, okay?... As long as there is some way, I don't want to deal with your nonsense."

"Why do you always look like you mean what you say?"

"I'm not duplicitous, I'm just a ruthless person."

Le Yao was silent at first, and then said to me very seriously: "One day, I will prove that you are not a duplicitous person... you will never ignore me."

After saying that, she got up and walked towards the bathroom, but I didn't take her words to heart. Just like the face-changing gadget she gave me, I had forgotten it in the place where I rarely reach out and touch it. in the pocket.

During this period of time, I seemed to have lost the ability to get along with another woman. I would always think of my relationship with Jian Wei in the gaps. Even the non-stop rain at this moment would Brings back memories...

I seem to have returned to that very cold winter, with the smell of moisture in the air. Jane Wei and I were trapped under the eaves by an unexpected rain. She was carrying her guitar and huddled next to me. , tell me, want to drink a cup of hot coffee...

There was a coffee shop opposite, but in the blink of an eye, she rejected her idea and said that by saving the money on coffee, she could save it and buy me some decent clothes for the New Year.

Later, she bought me a set of clothes, but she didn't wait until the Chinese New Year, so she went to the United States alone...

I rarely wear this outfit because whenever I do, it reminds me of that cold rainy evening when she snuggled up next to me and said she wanted to drink hot coffee.

My mood was not calm again, so she broke up with me, which meant that this scene could never be repeated between us. So, unable to calm down, I took out the guitar from the case. , singing to the rain outside the eaves: "The cold coffee has left the coaster, and the emotions I suppressed are far behind; the past that I desperately want to restore is still clearly visible on my face... The most beautiful thing is not the rainy day, but the rainy day. The eaves where I once escaped from the rain with you, the scene of memories, swinging on the swing, the dreams began to become less sweet... You said that if you gradually let go of love, you will go a long way..."

Some people gradually gathered around me, and Le Yao was among them. When I found her, she turned her back to the eaves and me. The cold wind blew up the fallen leaves, and only her thin back looked like she was waiting for the rain. stop……