One big and one small are practicing love

Feeling severe pain in his lower abdomen, Liu Xiaochen quickly returned to the dormitory and went to the bathroom. Sure enough, he had his period. The hanging heart was finally let go.

I haven’t had my period for two months, so I bought a pregnancy test kit and took three tests, all negative. Although I knew it might be endocrine disorders caused by birth control pills, my heart was still hanging on my mind and I couldn't let go. Just now in the car, Liu Xiaochen suddenly felt a sharp pain in his lower abdomen. Liu Xiaochen thought it was his period.

Saying those words in the car was a test of the courage brought by farewell. Although the answer is unexpected, the result is the same, and I can finally let it go without fear.

I have never felt pain like this before. It felt like my stomach was being stirred by a sharp instrument, and I could clearly feel that my intestines were being rubbed by some force, as if my liver had been cut off. Cold sweat broke out on his back and forehead, and he was unable to climb onto the bed. Liu Xiaochen collapsed on the desk, clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, and cried silently, trying his best to bear the pain.

When his parents and younger brother passed away at the age of 12, Liu Xiaochen understood that there was no way to escape the great sorrow and pain given by fate, and there was no other way but to endure it. Only time can slowly heal the pain.

After about ten minutes, the pain gradually subsided. Liu Xiaochen sat up, carrying the empty thermos bottle, slowly walked to the end of the corridor, and filled half a bottle of hot water in front of the stainless steel water heater. Return to the dormitory again, take a glass and rinse it under the faucet, add one-third of the tap water, then pour two-thirds of the hot water, mix it into warm water that can be eaten, and swallow it.

In this way, drink two glasses of hot water in a row. There is heat in my body and my stomach feels better. Liu Xiaochen closed the dormitory curtains, climbed into bed with difficulty, put on his pajamas, covered himself with a quilt, pressed his hands firmly on his lower abdomen, and closed his eyes to rest.

The wind blew constantly outside the window, the girls in the corridor were chatting and laughing, and various sounds such as footsteps and running water were intertwined. My stomach ached and my tears kept rolling down.

Listen, endure, and fall asleep hazy.

"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen..."

While sleeping, she heard someone calling her name and felt a bright light dazzling her eyes. She vaguely opened her eyes and saw Gu Liya standing in front of her bed.

"Yes, Liya." Liu Xiaochen responded lightly.

Seeing her waking up, Gu Liya smiled and said, "Xiaochen, get up and eat something. I bought you hot porridge and vegetable buns. Eat them while they're hot." As she said that, she pointed to the plastic lunch box on the table.

Liu Xiaochen looked over and saw that it was already dark outside the undrawn curtains. Liu Xiaochen didn't want to eat, but he was hungry and needed to replenish energy. Sit up, get out of bed.

"Xiao Chen, you eat first. I'll make you a cup of brown sugar water and let it dry. After you finish your meal, you can drink the brown sugar water." Gu Liya said, tearing open a new pack of old ginger brown sugar.

Liu Xiaochen opened the lid of the plastic lunch box. When he heard this, he asked coldly: "Did he ask you to do this?"

Gu Liya was holding the bag and pouring brown sugar into the glass. After hearing this, her hands shook and some brown sugar spilled onto the table. He quickly put down the brown sugar bag, took out a paper towel, and wiped up the scattered brown sugar.

After doing this, Gu Liya turned around to look at Liu Xiaochen and saw her closing the lid of the lunch box again.

"Xiaochen." Gu Liya called her again, then took Liu Xiaochen's hand and said, "I don't know why you quarreled, but I can feel that he still loves you, and you can't let him go. Xiaochen, Listen to me. This time, I will be the middleman and give him a way out. You can go back with him!"

Liu Xiaochen said calmly: "Thank you for your kindness, Liya! We can't go back."

Gu Liya frowned and said: "Xiaochen, please stop making trouble, okay? Love is very fragile and cannot withstand any test. He is so outstanding and there are too many beautiful and outstanding women around him. As soon as you leave, he will soon It will be snatched away.”

"I just love myself, why should I fight with others like animals fighting for food? I don't want it!" Liu Xiaochen said calmly and firmly.

Gu Liya let go of Liu Xiaochen's hand, her eyes became wet, and said: "Liu Xiaochen, do you think that being pursued by someone like you is superior to others? Women who take the initiative to pursue love are being baseless, and you are nobler than me. ah!"

Liu Xiaochen's face suddenly turned pale, he pulled up the chair next to him, sat down slowly with his waist slumped, frowned and gasped for a few times, then said weakly.

"When I was a child, my parents always asked me to give in to my younger brother, and I always did the same. Only once, my younger brother wanted my doll, but I didn't give it to him. The doll had blue eyes, and he closed them when he lay down. She would open her arms when she picked her up, and she would cry when she patted her. That was a birthday gift I bought for myself with the New Year's money I had saved for two years." As he spoke, Liu Xiaochen smiled unconsciously.

Gu Liya listened with a calm face and turned to look at Liu Xiaochen. One second she was still smiling, and the next second she was bursting into tears and her voice was choked with sobs.

"When I didn't give it to my brother, he started crying, which attracted my parents. They asked me to give it to him, but I refused to give it to him. In the end, my father kicked me twice, and my mother snatched the doll from my hands and gave it to my brother. , scolded me for being ignorant. From then on, I never snatched anything from anyone."

Seeing Liu Xiaochen's face covered with tears and sweat, Gu Liya hurriedly took out two tissues and wiped it for her, crying: "Silly girl, losing a loved one is much more painful than losing a doll. It will hurt for a long, long time."

"Liya!" Liu Xiaochen cried, hugging Gu Liya's waist, pressing his face against her soft sweater, crying loudly: "I can't snatch it away, I snatch it...but they, I...I All you have is this little self-esteem."