One big and one small are practicing love

Liu Xiaochen's whole body was shaking uncontrollably, with his hands on his chest, his upper teeth biting his lower lip tightly, and blood oozed from the corners of his mouth.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Zuo Kunmin said in a panic, crying. He stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of her mouth, and gently stroked her back. Seeing Liu Xiaochen's look, he immediately understood how much these words hurt her.

At this time, a ringing sound suddenly came from the car, which was abrupt and harsh.

Zuo Kunmin looked for the sound and saw a mobile phone under the car seat. Zuo Kunmin recognized it as Liu Xiaochen's old mobile phone. He bent down to pick it up, and the number showed Uncle Sun. Liu Xiaochen took the phone tremblingly, took two deep breaths, and picked it up.

"Hey, Uncle Sun." Liu Xiaochen said calmly.

"Xiaoxiao, didn't you say you would come over in the afternoon? It's almost 2 o'clock, why haven't you come over yet? The hospital has to renew fees, prescribe medicine, and do examinations. I..."

Zuo Kunmin snatched the phone and said sternly: "Don't look for Xiaoxiao anymore. She has done enough for your family over the years. Don't keep using her because you think Xiaoxiao has no one to support her." After saying that, he hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

Liu Xiaochen looked at it coldly, neither anxious nor angry, and said calmly: "I'm afraid that Yanyan and Xiaoxu won't be able to accept it, which will affect your parent-child relationship. You are a high-ranking entrepreneur who is admired by everyone, and I am an orphan without a father or mother. , I have a humble status, and I’m afraid of embarrassing you. I’m thinking about you, have you thought about me?”

"You are still young, and I am afraid that you will suffer from gossip."

"Have I been reviled a lot over the years? Everyone in my class knows that I am an orphan without a father or mother. I drive a nice car and wear famous brands, but they all say that I am being kept, talk about me, and slander me. I When I went to pick up my children, those mothers said that I was a mistress, despised me, and pointed at me. Now, I know you think so too, I am just being raised by you..." Suddenly, a calm voice condensed, She was choked and speechless.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao. I just spoke out of anger, and I swear, that's definitely not what I was thinking in my heart." Zuo Kunmin said, putting his hands on Liu Xiaochen's shoulders, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm afraid you'll leave me. I The reason why I don't talk to you when I'm emotional is because I'm afraid that like now, I won't be able to control my emotions and say something hurtful to others and myself, which will hurt our feelings."

"Is this really the reason? Isn't it because you don't love me enough, or you are taking the opportunity to find someone else outside?"

Zuo Kunmin took a deep breath, exhaled it slowly, and said calmly: "Xiaoxiao, what kind of love do you want? Isn't my patience and kindness to you enough? I am very I’m busy and don’t have time to be like you students, who only know about love and love all day long. There are many women around me. If I really want to find them, I don’t need to take advantage of them. Liu Xiaochen, go and find out, who is a person with my status? It’s not like having a bunch of lovers. Is there anyone like me who only has sex with one woman for three or four years?”

Liu Xiaochen looked straight at Zuo Kunmin with strange eyes and said coldly: "So, it is true that you cheated on Teacher Wang with her best friend during your marriage, right?"

A trace of panic flashed in Zuo Kunmin's eyes, and he opened his mouth, wanting to speak but saying nothing.

Outside the car window, there was a strong wind, and large pieces of dead leaves were flying, falling on the roof and glass of the car, making a mess.

The two looked at each other deeply.

A ringtone suddenly came from the car's stereo, and the LCD screen showed a caller ID. It was Chen Qingyan. Zuo Kunmin took out his cell phone from his coat pocket and hung up. Just after hanging up the phone, there was a call from Li Zhiming. Zuo Kunmin shut down his phone.

"Teacher Zuo, I won't take up more of your time. When I returned to my hometown, I accidentally saw the diary left by Teacher Wang during his lifetime. She hated you for cheating and your deception and betrayal. Now it has been confirmed that I cannot accept that you have done this. I can't face you like before, I have to leave."

Zuo Kunmin sighed deeply, sank into his seat, and said tiredly: "Xiaoxiao, you are too idealistic about love, and you have too high requirements for people's moral standards. These things put pressure on me. Let me tell you However, don’t think too highly of me. I am an ordinary person, with the dark side of human nature, unable to withstand temptation, greed, pride, limited abilities, and full of doubts about so-called truth and true love. The difference between us is not age. , but a synchronous cognition. Xiaoxiao, I’m tired, maybe we need to separate from each other for a while.”

Liu Xiaochen didn't say anything, opened the car door and went straight out.

"Wait a minute." Zuo Kunmin hurriedly opened the door on the other side, got out, and trotted to catch up. He took Liu Xiaochen's arm, lowered his head to button Liu Xiaochen's clothes without any explanation, and said: "It's cold outside, put on your clothes, don't catch a cold. If you have any difficulties, come to me. No matter what our emotional relationship is, I am your relative." , is your retreat."

When he tied the last button, a few hot tears fell on the back of Zuo Kunmin's hand.

"Thank you, Teacher Zuo, take care of yourself."

Zuo Kunmin wanted to reach out his hand to wipe the tears on her face, but Liu Xiaochen looked away, turned around neatly, faced the wind, and strode away.