Qingqingmoshangmulberry

Chapter 26
She will never hear these words in her life.

I am sure.

When I saw Yu Sangxiao for the first time, she was only ten years old.

The reason I was impressed was not because of her, but because of that incident.At that time, I didn't feel anything when I participated in it. It was only afterwards that I realized how thrilling it was.

Because of it, his father died, his mother jumped off the building, and his home was destroyed.

In fact, I was not as heartbroken as people imagined.My parents are typical artists, immersed in their own world all day long and ignoring worldly affairs. They obviously can't abandon everything but they must act chic and detached.I don't understand and don't like their way of life.

When I was five years old, I told Fei Ge that different positions of zero represent different meanings. When I was eight years old, I went to the street with my grandfather, and my mental calculation speed far surpassed his.From the age of ten, I gradually began to take charge of the family's finances.From the daily expenses to the expenses of me and my brother, I can handle everything with ease.When I was 11 years old, my father gave me stocks and bonds as a birthday present. He allowed me to buy and sell at will. He often joked with my mother that I was born with a stink of money, which is a good material for a businessman.

Before my grandfather passed away, it was me who loved me the most.My uncle has no children, and even though my father is useless in my grandfather's view, he is still willing to cultivate.

Later, the uncle won.

Later, we left.

Afterwards, only Feige and I were left.

It doesn't matter, we can live just fine without them.

Without them, I can still get back what I lost bit by bit.

I am sure.

I have been living in the US since I was 13 years old.From day one, William Loong has been the most popular student in the school, although I never go out of my way to get close to others.

Except for my closest relatives, basically, I am wary of outsiders. What happened to my father told me that there is no one who can be easily trusted.

When I was 15 years old, I met Qin Shan in Chinatown. At that time, I was robbed by gangsters with knives. It was her quick wit that was born in a slum that saved me. In order to thank her for saving my life, my adoptive father has since Had two sons and a daughter.

She knew from the beginning that I was good to her and she would never know why.

She has lived with us for many years, from an orphan to a slim, multilingual lady with sharp yet soft words and sharp but sharp thinking.The foster father has been trying to match us up.We have always had a good relationship.

It's just that I don't want marriage.

My heart is old and full of scars.

Later, I met Yu Sangxiao.

She has completely forgotten the scenes and events that happened in that dilapidated street more than ten years ago.The first time, Yu Dingbang traded the so-called smuggled painting with my father. I sat in the back row and clearly saw Yu Dingbang scolding and contemptuously treating her. However, she never gave in; the second time, the absurd Surprisingly, she actually saved me.

In fact, if it wasn't for that look, I wouldn't be able to remember it at all.Who will remember an ordinary little girl who met by chance ten years ago?
The little girl was sallow and thin, and her clothes were plain and almost shabby, but she had long hair that was as lush as seaweed, shining brightly.

Exactly the same as ten years later.

And that look.Stubborn, injured, weak, and a little bit of strength.

Ten years later, I met her again, in the living room of Yu's house, which may have been magnificent, but now it can't conceal the decayed atmosphere.The moment she got up from the ground, I saw that what flashed in her eyes was the same stubbornness, injury and pretending that nothing happened.

It seems that her life in Yu's house is as bad as it was ten years ago.

I have heard a story that small animals will subconsciously recognize the object they see at the first sight after birth as their mother, their closest person.

As for me, I don't think I love her at all, at least not enough, just because she is my first time.

For a long time, even though I have been rough, I have never suffered any grievances. In China, I was the only grandson of my grandfather who received the best education. When I went abroad, my father and mother died, but my adoptive father, my father’s old classmate He has always taken care of me responsibly, taught me to survive, taught me to do business, taught me to calculate, taught me to use any means, my life, more people blame me than others blame me.That time, for the first time in my life, I saw that kind of naked stubbornness, and for the first time, I saw that kind of weakness pretending to be strong.

At that time, I didn't know that even a hunter would sometimes fall into the trap with his prey.

At that time, I only knew that I would do everything possible to get her.

Ignore my price.

At that time, I was faced with an extremely vulgar situation: she didn't love me, and I didn't love her, so I couldn't love her.

Before his uncle died, he confessed everything.In fact, he knew very well that it was already too late.

More than ten years ago, the shares and money recovered from the Yu family turned a corner and fell into the uncle's pocket, and he took control of the entire Long family as a matter of course.I watched with cold eyes.

More than ten years later, the entire Long Family is completely under my control.

He just wanted to die with peace of mind.

My aunt is a strange woman. If it weren't for her, we would never have survived the first days in the United States.After returning home, she helped me a lot.She transferred all the shares she held to me.She has no children, but her uncle has an illegitimate daughter outside. No matter whether her uncle is alive or dead, she firmly does not allow that girl to come to meet him: "For so many years, I can pretend that it does not exist, but if it is bloody Uncovering it is tantamount to slapping me in the face, which will cause my life to collapse from now on."

Regardless of previous suspicions, she went everywhere to find a woman I liked, and tried every means to trick me into going on blind dates.

If she knows me, she is afraid that I will be widowed for the rest of my life.

Later, I told her that I fell in love with a girl from the Yu family.She was surprised.She couldn't help but be surprised. Before his uncle died, she stayed with him all day long. The Yu family was a topic they were familiar with but avoided.

Presumably she has already understood, or she thought she could guess my thoughts and intentions.She said to me: "Fei Mo, if you are sincere, I have nothing to say. If you are false," she sighed, "When is the time for retribution." Empty, Nanke Yimeng.

She always thought that the person I was going to marry was Yu Sangtong.She was noncommittal.

As for me, I never planned to get together with Yu Sangtong.Although she is beautiful and smart, she is so smart that she pretends to be happy and falls in love with me.

I don't even bother to pretend.

I am a person who must be punished.I will never forget the terrible scene of Feige's emaciated body being hung on the window sill.

At that time, it was the entire Yu family that I deliberately wanted to humiliate.At that time, I didn't think I would change anything because of it.

A marriage that I can always watch from the sidelines.

And, since I'm not going to pay anything, maybe it's a good option.

But in the end, what I humiliated was myself.

Thoroughly.

Seeing those eyes, those eyes that completely ignore me from beginning to end, those eyes that are casual and slightly mocking, I can say so many stupid things and do so many stupid things.I can not believe.

I told myself more than once that she was born into a deformed family that deserved to be deeply cursed.Yu Dingbang is cunning, Yu Chengbang is cunning, even Yu Sangtong has a worldly sophistication and maturity far beyond his 20s, but he has lost his innocence that is eye-catching.

As for Yu Sangxiao, she wasn't beautiful enough, she wasn't talented enough, she was amazingly stubborn, she even gave in because of paranoia.She trusts her Aunt An, but the latter will keep the secret in her heart forever; she is faithful to the friendship in her mind, but it is far from reality; she doesn't even know that her existence is a mistake from beginning to end.

However, she is like a low mulberry that was born in the rose garden by mistake. Even after being ridiculed, she is still unwilling, unwilling to cling to, unwilling to bend down, and unwilling to bow her head.

I looked at her silently, devoted myself to Feige, loved and righteous to Aunt An, and devoted myself to her work. She could always fall down and get up again, the pain faded away, and she smiled easily.

Until now, I don't believe that I could be attracted to her, or pity her.

I said to her—

"no next time."

Next time, I won't let you go.

I went to the United States with Qin Shan to deal with the huge inheritance left by my adoptive father. It has been delayed to the point where it can no longer be delayed. As I expected, I left suddenly on the second day of the wedding. Yu Sangxiao didn't say a word. From beginning to end, she didn't care about me at all.

Likewise, she doesn't even bother to pretend.

From the beginning to the end, she cared about He Yanqing, who was her childhood sweetheart, Fang Anhang, who suddenly entered her life, who was elegant and mysterious, and Aunt An.She can even be great enough to sacrifice herself to keep them.

However, she just doesn't care about me, she doesn't see me in her eyes.

I hate her sacrifice, I hate her not caring, I can't stand it.

I hate myself even more.

I obviously want her to surrender at my feet, but I would rather squat down and look at her.

(End of this chapter)