Qingqingmoshangmulberry

Chapter 27

I am He Yanqing.

My grandfather, He Yukun, and my father, He Linfu, were both famous doctors.My grandfather passed away before I was born, and it is said that he had been looking forward to my birth, and he was the one who gave me my name.Since I was sensible, countless people mentioned him to me, praised him, and even worshiped him.Because he was a well-known Chinese medicine doctor with superb medical skills during his lifetime, and there are countless living people.There are countless books and pennants from his lifetime at home, and my mother looks embarrassed every time it comes to cleaning.It's just too much.

My father is a western medicine doctor.He once studied in the UK, he is highly skilled in medicine, has a long-standing reputation, is respectful and elegant, and is deeply loved by patients.However, since I was a kid, he seems to rarely smile.

He always frowns, he is always depressed, he always shuts himself in the study alone, or sits by the window to read a book, or thinks deeply.In front of his window, a tree of crabapple blooms.Every spring, he stayed in the study for a long time.

Whenever he was meditating, my mother never allowed us to disturb him, including herself, coming in and out lightly.

My mother is a very capable, smart and open-minded person. She teaches English in the university and is very popular with students.She is the kind of person who can talk and think quickly. She dotes on us, including Dad, so Dad has almost nothing to do at home except work.Mom was busy inside and out, taking care of Dad, me, and my younger brother, but she had no complaints.

My brother and I are used to the quietness of our house, our father’s taciturnity, our parents’ respect for each other, and being a good student who follows the rules.

In the eyes of outsiders, we are a happy, peaceful and happy family.I always thought so too.

Later, I met her.

I don't know why, but almost at the first sight, I was attracted by her jet-black hair, blushing slightly evasive appearance, and the inexplicable sense of familiarity on her body.

She is Yu Youbo's younger sister, Yu Sangxiao. Although she does not have her cousin, the famous Yu Sangtong in our school is beautiful, but delicate and smart, shy and innocent.

Others love dazzling roses, but I prefer Neixiu's humble mulberries.

Later, I discovered more and more that she was not what she was.She is a very strange girl, she is different from any one I have seen before.She laughed at herself, but frankly.She talked back to me, tit for tat.Her expression is vivid and flexible.She's smart and has great taste, but never shows it.I don't know what kind of environment can allow a girl who is only 16 years old to be so cautious and cautious in everything she says and does.

I feel a little distressed.I kind of pet her.In the end, whatever I do, I always think about her and let her go.

So in front of me, it didn't take long for her to start showing her true colors.

She's maddeningly direct.

"He Yanqing, you don't have to be so hypocritical." At noon, squatting in that small corner, she laughed at me while gnawing on the chicken wings I bought for her, "Obviously I don't want to be that Laoshizi flag-bearer, I obviously think it's so stupid Damn, why don't you tell the class teacher clearly?"

I rolled my eyes at her: "The graduation ceremony is different."

She took another bite: "You always wrong yourself and want to cover everything." She stood up, stretched out her hand and stroked my head indiscriminately, "So classmate He, in the future, you will suffer."

A prophecy.

Later, I was admitted to the medical department of a pretty good school.I could actually do better.

Later, Sang Xiao was admitted to the Chinese Department.She didn't perform well. Originally, she could have been admitted to the same school as me.

Because of this, she was a little depressed.

I don't really care. They're all in the same city anyway. What does it matter?However, I see that she is really unhappy, and I want to relieve her, so I want to give her a big gift.

I have always been an obedient son in the eyes of my parents, relatives and friends, smart and sensible, never causing trouble, but I think I have always kept it quiet enough, and I have already been admitted to university, the most important thing is that I Believe they, especially moms, have always been very open.

She once jokingly said that a pair of boys and girls in her class always sat together and shared the same color of ink: "It's like conjoined twins." In fact, she didn't object at all, she She is always worried that the graduate students she brings can't find a partner because of the delay in their studies. She even publicly advocated at home more than once: "Son, if you find me a wife and have a grandson earlier, I will consider early retirement. What kind of professor?" Doctoral supervisor, everything is wrong!"

Look, my mother is such a newcomer.She knows new fashion even more than I do.She started playing Legendary when I was playing Age of Empires console game.

So not long after Sang Xiao entered college, I almost didn't hesitate to introduce Sang Xiao to my parents.

That day, my mother took good care of the crabapple tree in the yard, and I quietly stood behind her: "Mom." She was startled, and the flower hoe in her hand almost fell to the tree, and she scolded me: "What are you doing so rashly?" Lost?!" I was not happy, and kicked the tree that was an eyesore since I was a child: "Hey, Mom, am I your son or is this dumb tree that can't speak your son?"

She smiled and looked at me: "Of course you are, but," she looked a little strange, "Don't do this in front of your father, be careful that he is not happy."

I shrugged, Dad?He never seemed happy.However, I did not forget the purpose of my trip, and I said coquettishly, "Mom, do you still count what you said before?" She was a little confused: "What?" I said coyly, "It's just... You shouldn’t be a professor and doctoral supervisor.” She thought about it carefully, turned to look at me, and said in disbelief, “Where are you kidding me, you are a kid under 20 years old, you have only been in college for a few days, where are you? daughter-in-law?"

I bowed my head: "Then don't worry about it, just say whether it counts or not." She narrowed her eyes and looked at me, and after a long while, she was a little joyful: "Okay, then tell me, who girl is so lucky to give me a gift?" The son took aim?" I couldn't help but laugh.As a mother, I'm really a little... I don't know how to be ashamed.However, I still said honestly: "Yu Sangxiao." I thought about it for a while, fearing that my mother would not be able to react, I added, "It's the Yu family that prints newspapers and runs magazines."

The smile on my mother's face suddenly solidified little by little.She paused for a long time, with some difficulty: "She is—" She thought for a while, a little uncertainly, "Yu Dingbang is still Yu Chengbang's..."

I was a little strange, but I said truthfully: "Yeah, her father is Yu Chengbang, you must have heard of it, her brother Yu Youbo is my classmate, and then my mother," I hesitated, "I want to invite you to my birthday party this time." Sang Xiao come together."

Before I could finish speaking, my mother waved her hand: "I know about this. Yan Qing, you know your father is a bit rigid, so don't tell him yet," she forced a smile, "I'll tell him later."

She took two steps and turned around: "Son, don't worry, let mom think about it, and I will give you an answer in two days."

I was surprised, but didn't think much, turned around and went to play with my friends.

Halfway down the road, I thought about my mother's expression and tone, and shrugged a little resentfully. It's easy for others to handle, but when it's my son's turn, all mothers in the world will still be cautious and rigid.

Really boring.

Two days later, my mother called me to the study.Dad is not here.

She was a little strange, and talked about a lot of things about me when I was a child, why I cried day and night when I was a child, why I couldn't shop when I was eight years old, and cut a big gash on my arm Ah, why did I run out to play when I was angry with my family and she was so anxious that she talked nonsense for a long time. At first I listened patiently, but after a long time I became a little impatient: "Mom—"

She has never been so trivial.My mother has always had the demeanor of an intellectual that I am proud of and admire.

She immediately stopped talking, and a fleeting panic flashed in her eyes. For a moment, I immediately thought of her abnormality that day, but I calmed down. explain."

She lowered her head, and after a long time: "He Yanqing," she always used to call me and my brother by first and last name, she paused, "I don't agree."

Looking back, at that time, I still didn't take it seriously, I even raised my head and smiled at her: "Mom, why?"

Mom has always spoiled me, at most she thinks that I am too young, and Sang Xiao is even younger, so she is not at ease.None of this is a problem.

She still bowed her head and said nothing.

I slowly put away my smile bit by bit.I finally started to feel that something was wrong.My mother has always been frank and straightforward. Even if she is one of the four famous arresters on campus, she always has a way to speak with reason and evidence to convince the students.I looked at her: "Mom, I'm already an adult, if you have any comments or opinions, you can tell me clearly."

For a long, long time, there was no response.

I stood up and said calmly, "Mom, either you promise me, or you don't give me any reason like this. You are deliberately creating family conflicts."

She knows, and I'm not kidding.

After a while, she raised her head and said slowly, "Okay."

"Brother, brother, where are you going?—" It was Yan Bai who called me.

"He Yanqing, He Yanqing!" It was my mother's voice.

Their voices were all anxious.

In an instant, they all disappeared.

No, I can't believe it.

I sat alone on the high embankment until late at night, watching the fishing fires not far away, I finally couldn't hold it back, I stood up, and yelled frantically: "Ah-ah-ah -"

In the grass not far away, a couple of lovers panicked, and I heard a low voice: "Oh my God, madman!"

madman?I couldn't help laughing until they ran away.

What kind of crazy world is this?

"He Yanqing, you should know, I've already told you."

"Aren't you kidding?" After a long time, I opened my eyes wide in disbelief.

"No." Mom looked calm.

"No, I don't believe it." I was a little angry, "If you object, don't make up such a poor excuse."

"If you don't believe me," she stood up slowly, "come with me."

"..."

"Now you know, there's no need for Mom to lie to you."

"..."

"He Yanqing, your father doesn't know about it until now. For our family and for everyone, you must keep it a secret."

"He Yanqing..."

"He Yanqing..."

……

……

In just a moment, my world has completely collapsed.

Since that day I have been wading alone through a raging river.

The left bank is my unforgettable memory, the right bank is my flickering future, and what flows in the middle is my youth that will never come back.

She is gone and can never come back.

Sang Xiao, I'd rather you hate me and blame me for not being able to forgive me, that's better than your world collapsing in an instant like mine.

What you have is already limited.

Xie Tianjia and I have known each other for a long time when we participated in club activities, but we only knew each other.She is very beautiful, I heard that she is from the Department of Foreign Languages, I heard that she is very proud, but I have never paid much attention to her.

During that time, I took the fat man in the dormitory out to drink every day, and drank for nearly a month. Then, one day, I asked him out again, and he said to me: "I see something is wrong with you recently, have you lost your relationship?"

I smiled, and after a while: "Let's go if you have something to do, it's okay."

He stopped asking, and waved his hand: "Brother, I think I was dumped by Fan Xiaomei for no reason, and you stayed with me for three full months before the college entrance examination. Now that you have something to do, brother, if I say no, it's okay." person?!"

I turned my head away and said nothing.

A few days later, he proposed to invite me to dinner: "He Yanqing, I can't always eat your food." He blinked, "Let's go."

When I arrived at the restaurant, I realized that he had invited a large group of people.There are also some other familiar friends in our club.Before eating, the fat man knocked on the table several times: "Everyone, the boss is in a bad mood recently, and everyone's task is to make him happy, do you hear me?"

I can't laugh or cry.Also a little moved.

Later, we got together a few times, and she was there every time.Her eyes always follow me, her smile always blooms in front of me, and her face is always red.

After a dinner party, the fat man finally said to me: "He Yanqing, we are all going to sing karaoke all night, can you send Xie Tianjia home?"

I didn't make a sound.Then, I saw her eyes, she looked at me, the eyes were shining brightly.Her ears were a little red.

There was an awkward silence.I have not spoken.

Even with my head down, I can feel everyone's slightly reproachful eyes.

After a long, long time, I stood up: "Let's go."

Almost immediately, I seemed to hear Xia Tian's cicadas chirping again, that clear and slightly mischievous voice: "You always wrong yourself and want to cover everything. So, classmate He, you will suffer in the future."

I seem to feel that slender hand on my head roughly ravaging my hair.

I close my eyes.

You are wrong, Sang Xiao.

I don't want to go back if I can.However, things are often unpredictable.

Even if the case is raised with eyebrows, it is difficult to settle down.

One day, I got tired of living like this, and I chose a completely different path for myself.

Mom didn't want me to go, but in the end, she was crying, but there was still nothing she could do.

Dad never said anything.Until the night before he left, he had a long talk with me.

It was a conversation between two men. He drank some wine, and with the faint drunkenness he had never had before, his past and his youth were getting wet little by little in the pattering spring night.

Although he never mentioned that name from the beginning to the end, I finally knew that everyone had a teenager.

It turns out that every teenager will die.

I'm leaving, Sang Xiao.

Can never see again.

Then, or, I'll occasionally miss.

(End of this chapter)